第一二七章：過去730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4oZLhZ4mD
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我們分手的那一天……730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8ywUQIDRB
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DaFQ6IOhK
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lKsp9NRB8
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YgBzAcjB6
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我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRBvXaWTwQ
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftAojvQ1Jc
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8eFOKj1xA
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMeN4kB2ex
顯示的卻是單剔號。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobbA3Fwo3B
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwANqxcYjJ
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnCu91Lz8e
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNdeBs23D9
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雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNR72XLiDyn
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQlsZvtsZH
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYFsc9VTtQ
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「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXAtWUQIEi
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgeEfEYpWn
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因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZBPcOgKXl
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqrwTWW5tB
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MdtVdZhH3
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「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xhAg3hN4c
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBtG51vdyW
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmw0NdptOu
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYlRQ3SavH
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「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uuWVCeUb4
這是回憶嗎？730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lv4UIyhPv
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwdM2UyppW
又是回憶了。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvtVng5PAS
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoKSxi0j82
怎樣都是回憶。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gsrlspExP
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6lScLoUy2
不要再是回憶了。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWu2hNii1wV
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvcrJ3FzIH
不要、不要、不要！730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAo2UNotJy
「我唔想離開你！」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNp1EiUoAd
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「夠啦！」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEirZWJ950g
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYc2HZXhPq
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkF5RA2s73E
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQ0bcpA1Hk
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好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdaMZzRaYX
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM70NtU3NWV
「咦？」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTF3kDrDJr
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhREwRDGoT
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIy4eI12r0
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我轉過身，來到了床邊。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnvNNHB2wO
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrxLKYvYp9
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJLH0fIIvA
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwVXIMwHJj
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OAgURhzZM
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我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyY0bGgkzo
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCbKx0tZRf
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf524I9ubs1
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ95AawXLFh
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbW3imLWDIx
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直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMpW4nUfFF
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBjp5hq0Ri
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不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kz4ApkC6V
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPdzwzDOZb
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzMftYbvmm
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3euK5UClK
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBklDKIlBgn
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在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvIKkdH2AZ
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HLs4Ed8NE
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3sOBNiT19
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXAMjtSoBn
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaEIbl2yfI
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但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWJIo1n1Pv
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwxiuO6ks7
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplfxlc1CXg
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36yW6Mlx3Y
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGEWKGYjIh
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaUfxQi2XQ
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然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9MqzG34tq
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3S8mYZWJu
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkuCeeTKg2
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXKW9Sx1xU
不過，當然是沒有了。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYb2DRuyjBB
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddkvsPpuOZ
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或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpM9s88OoD
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIN4XyB6Zs
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeH0mQeb4ND
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如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KFBXS6dhW
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZZWhvsME3
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7vw1es33m
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQ44DgyIT5
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcX1Ep9ShW
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持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6pbNeHNpq
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vIYtj9YMs
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnrSGQbkEm
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDA16cCvp7n
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa43G27IP4G
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYHa3duz9e
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最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUavCV3JGo7
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYHIdtpBCp
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdLYcx7BwG
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡky5JeYBK42
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPpBkAer98
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jcBWNqpjT
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQO0iiDFh1
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「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxAgsJOBol
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