第一二七章：過去585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCBMTltNDR
 585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zQomDKZUe
我們分手的那一天……585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapdcHGZAku
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpMDdYIyiJ
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWqtvD4Vy4
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Q4mB83lGU
 585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66nmKATpyD
我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPp5pX2z32
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLatMjC59Oh
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxlNwDk3K1
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNVrEhKeQr
顯示的卻是單剔號。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQK1PIpVpk
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaCwNUW3JX
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVq0cFKU3R0
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sZ0yJ2bxJ
 585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjeVkAOqsR
雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nmq1X8Yeo
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sooCVHRRW
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjahnkN36J
 585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnse3xtPy6V
「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcXZBcKVUN
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4C0X8hmNso
 585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnyeX699i8
因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9yRT8b3LT
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRS1G2hmw3Q
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibf58kmhfN
 585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXKh4p5EUU
「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxPTuzlkPo
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxiIDGt0FI
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6YhyrAne2
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDujZnge7r
 585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKQSy1c4T5
「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBySyBMQwY
這是回憶嗎？585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QK2Ao7NE2
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lEsHb2HmG
又是回憶了。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kNwXP9R4a
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzJXgolI78
怎樣都是回憶。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopgP0UnNF7
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBrgkSWoRN
不要再是回憶了。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0U2XWINEaB
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEs4eDE5ju
不要、不要、不要！585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgO4xk1QemT
「我唔想離開你！」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ekgUvGjDz
 585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNaxGf1EWM
「夠啦！」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGQP6lTYS4
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2thBdALH6
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Dfpc6L22j
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfvN7J14nh
 585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaXwzG7Iqh
好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPkmO3cSu6
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3vPlxIpsO
「咦？」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmCz5LuAbR
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAGxnsqRUj
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4H9llNUkIP
 585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvz55SmR74
我轉過身，來到了床邊。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxy0up9U0ar
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjwtdmzCDk
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLO6u7MTPhl
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIizEm0nlG
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSiBbbU2lN
 585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uDhvfWTUh
我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm17Yj7t8Z5
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDa5TJ3cCUy
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3sjeYzzxY
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlihSRjZ6i
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSEUWADgAu
 585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzelTiHcMs
直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhLM02aUAH
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMziy6ntIEf
 585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyo44vuGu2
不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa25JoRFpNn
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4YM5YIdEn
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52R936jKqW
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSlPtQm8WF
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnWqUczuVg
 585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2gIf0G80b
在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7qgCJIRYe
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLe1RNVrnzP
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWvNkVP6vf
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuYybreksq
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnceVSnPW9
 585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbiUinVKT9
但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPngrYw86h
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3n4YikMJ0
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxnl9o6CQz
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9Xe8IgPEu
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YZxKngVAk
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIF5xs51M0
 585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡky0MgBul7P
然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhLnERUn66
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmB7hEOyOtY
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDFHWTBccv
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQovc6sTgdf
不過，當然是沒有了。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gWLorDhGs
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Jy0yg6uGc
 585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnefBaJeDr
或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGkCgBFJ2h
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUe4CL74ZBS
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktB15jarHy
 585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2HrOyWfWC
如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgXqypu6PA
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq01EwYsehW
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZriSFETbZf
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHdRoH50i8
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmlBuPq3l8
 585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIv19lX3od
持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeC2h9kSswO
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHlGtrRpxZ
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBug3j53C9a
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0c4htR0lg
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTt3WsAzGNw
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQe1Azm3TH
 585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRlX3tTVhd
最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvTSoxg08P
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0y659oyRoq
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGNZ0oQQMl
------------------------------------- 585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8oVu4uOwo
 585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLoKlrgdrC
「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKzAC0Tqkc
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zytl1riyS
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HJLVGkdq0
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3DG2xeEf2
 585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoZsz07bIy
 585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTW209vL08X
「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQATn5JpIfb
8964 copyright protection581ＰＥＮＡＮＡos6K7Dxj9s 維尼

216.73.216.82