過去篇(四)734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DVWeWUjyM
 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNZrdcHApf
某一天，在午息時段，Ivy悶悶不樂地來到學校的庭園。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhnXjkk694
找了一個寧靜的角落，獨自一人坐下，不禁嘆息起來。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsolbdjRDx
 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehVvrPa1Sh
原來在剛才午飯時間，Ivy又一次鼓起勇氣邀約Alvin一同吃午飯。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRBF2v17gL
可是早就習慣了與其他男生一同外出用膳的Alvin。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhbMjMeXcU
並且升上中學後，根本就沒有被女生邀約吃飯。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFlbbKOjEu
因此Ivy突如其來邀約，再加上當時朋友們的催促，Alvin也只好當下拒絕了她的邀請。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcReQ063fgY
 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KCMuF4fn4
被喜歡的人拒絕邀約，除了感到可惜及失望之外，就根本甚麼都做不到。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWJNGtbEXL
Ivy曾經嘗試融入對方的生活圈子之中，卻永遠都只是停留在表面上的融入。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JQpUYRdvj
至今，她與Alvin仍然是維持在每天上學見面時談上兩三句話的局面。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhSZV0RzcL
即使放學後，她與Alvin透過WhatsApp聊天的次數，也少之又少。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KE98mC9aW
 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqGEKPnyjk
「Alvin都好似唔多理我咁……莫非真喺要好似Laura咁講，直接同佢講我鍾意佢……」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr92FURn8lG
這時，在Ivy的腦海中也閃現出前陣子Laura的一句說話。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjjCODxwij
那句叫她向喜歡的人坦承的說話。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCTWueudq3
可是對於性格偏向內向的Ivy來說，要與喜歡的人坦白，可是一件難若登天的事情。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbD17lK2v8
單是起初鼓起勇氣向Alvin進一步搭訕，她其實也在心裡掙扎了好幾天。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TQBMvxVZl
 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IYkLD4AVe
「你鍾意Alvin啊？」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwY5IcVAeR2
突然有一把男聲從Ivy的後方傳來。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4m0u9Jq3e4
使得她馬上驚慌失色起來，並隨即轉過身來，查看聲音的主人。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPFv63mtPq
「Dan……？點解你會嚟庭園嘅？」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrfD5nQ654
在確認是同班的同學後，Ivy也接著好奇地問道。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2do8BWET0
畢竟，學校的庭園平常根本不會有人到訪。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIUiRCswHa
 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPw7nIPq1Kb
「食飽飯無嘢做，咪嚟行過圈囉……但竟然比我八卦到啲嘢啊，呵呵。」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4X7M8GrL4K
Dan在說著的同時，奸笑起來，然後就盯著Ivy，等待對方辯解。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedbOViUbiJ
「你唔好講出啊！我求你！」Ivy當然是立即雙手合十，不斷向Dan請求著。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdS0TgApHGu
 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVYw4zZCYI
接著，Dan也抓一抓自己的頭髮，一臉沾沾自喜地說：734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwa68p3Z9nB
「乜我似啲會將人哋秘密亂咁爆出去嘅人咩？」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyb4lHlQ5bW
Ivy思考了一會Dan的這句話，然後就搖頭說：「咁又唔似……」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NZawykrDT
 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgywuzrfEYN
「鍾意咗人幾耐啊？」Dan隨即問道，看來是打算再八卦一下Ivy的事情。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FppQLUuty
Ivy頓時也面紅耳赤起來，並不斷捏住自己的校裙。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxABIamKwsH
而在一番內心掙扎後，她也小小聲地說：「大概三個月啦……」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡju0F6jwLIc
 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpuxS8ARkc
Dan馬上「哇」了一聲，但很快又一臉認真地摸著下巴說：734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KOqyWCRfa
「唔怪得近排見你同Alvin多咗嘢講啦……不過睇嚟你都好似有嘢煩惱緊？」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqxRPUyfga
在對方的引導下，Ivy也開始向Dan說起了一切的由來。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4m5Ln0J3d
由一開始對Alvin產生興趣，然後就是好感，最後就是喜歡了對方。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bKdI4cnIk
不過卻一直未能向對方表達心意。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfTpQJF0i5
 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WuHzFICqU
Dan聆聽完Ivy一番經歷後，隨即也露出一個恍然大悟的樣子。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwlE9UV8zb
「哦，所以啱啱先見你唉聲嘆氣咁坐喺到。」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmamZAiYTE
Ivy沒有說話，只是默默地點著頭。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDy4JVqxKL
於是Dan見況也繼續說：「都明你點解咁沮喪嘅，明明鍾意人，但又無勇氣同對方講，想接近人，但喺又無從入手，令到自己卡咗喺個尷尬位。」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47U3tTUg4z
聽到Dan「一針見血」的總結後，Ivy也馬上再次嘆息起來。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlWoKogDkn
然後一臉沒精打采地看著Dan，並用低沉的聲音說：「聽嚟我都喺無機架啦……」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwOWN2Vwqf
 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufkEZL3221
「唔好灰啦！不如我幫你探下Alvin口風啦！知佢點諗你都一件好事啊！」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUJXMY9OdZ
Dan見到Ivy一臉死氣沉沉地樣子，馬上轉用一個輕快的口吻說著，希望從而令Ivy振作一點。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBDDrhKbvn
而Ivy聽到了Dan的建議後，馬上想起了先前Laura的一句：「唔試過又點知得唔得呢？」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43n02eSfAL
隨即也重燃心中的希望之火，一邊點頭一邊把一切都託付到Dan手上……734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFqkEpIWKg
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 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FWq4vXEVz
數天後，Dan看準了放學時Alvin獨自離開課室的時機。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1BaAZVzCI
馬上裝作想與Alvin一同放學而上前與他搭訕。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwavJBshuis
「Alvin，不如今日一齊走啊！」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggs4keNNgY
「少有喎，你今日唔喺同Francis一齊走。」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDENdhdia63
「因為……Francis比人罰留堂啊！」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulDoP4R73W
但此刻Francis其實是在班房裡與其他男生共同挑戰著手機遊戲中的關卡……734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvU21vJcKmk
 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VCNRjWt8d
接著，Dan與Alvin二人一邊聊著一邊下樓梯。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTI9kLOyxN
聊起兩三句後，Dan也開門見山問道：「Alvin，你喺2E有無鍾意嘅人啊？」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhI9KquwKQp
隨即二人也站在了原地。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuxMc8pBOz
而此時，Ivy也剛好走到了樓梯的轉角處，聆聽到了Alvin接下的回答。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BiFwu3kqY
「無喎。」Alvin的這一個回答，簡單而直接。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEe28ti9MhP
不過卻同時使Dan愣住了，而偷聽著的Ivy更感到失望起來。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbcO5vhNUd
看來她的幻想，都確實只是幻想。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9qNQg5TgL
並如同泡沫一樣，在一瞬間破掉化為無物。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkau4OwRsc
 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNeu5XfwuD
「真喺無鍾意嘅人？」Dan再問道，並語氣變得質疑起來。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuU5xs2kEEz
不過Alvin仍然迅速而堅定地回答同樣的答案：「真喺無。」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDW8ns09cDB
 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qcJZgHUTp
這使得Dan不禁倒抽了一口氣。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYCCTQATr9
不過機智的他，也很快就想到第二條問題：「咁班入面有無邊個女仔吸引到你啊？」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwMwY6WRly
Alvin思考了一會，然後答：「嗯……無喎……」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7USyoi99g
雖然答案一樣，但是這一次Alvin的回答，卻從中感覺到一絲猶如。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDd2ljXYQW
於是Dan也捉住了這份遲疑，再問：「真喺無？你諗真啲……例如Ivy呢？」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiVvdZFNDR
 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpK7FHiR5pV
在轉角處的Ivy聽到了自己的名字後，也意會到Dan終於把與Alvin的對話引導到自己身上。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4dAhX5IAR
她隨即地把雙手放到胸口上，希望能藉此壓抑住活蹦亂跳的心。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGwEWjWHTe
因為對於接下來Alvin的回答，她確實感到額外的緊張起來。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvchVhsfHOq
可是，她接著聽到答案是……734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjS5JcjiVtS
「Ivy啊……無咩特別感覺喎，咪普通同學咁。」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrOuIUe6p7
 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RatMVWg5U
聽到Alvin的回答，Ivy頓時如同石化了一樣，目瞪口呆地站在原地。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGgj8ZK5sC
連此刻站在Alvin對面的Dan也瞬間感到愕然起來。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUgKnFIWdK
或許他自己也猜想不到，這就是Alvin的答案。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxMGBp7ahX
不過，感到有點不知所揩的Dan，也靈機一動，立即再問：734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZCCBbMAME
「如果Ivy喺鍾意你呢？」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZVsw55wP3
他選擇不再轉彎抹角，而是斬釘截鐵地道出了Ivy的心意。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAmK5W5vUT
但其實他都猜想不到，原來Ivy一直偷聽著。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4sAtO988g
 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTGAVU0o4l
然而，Alvin隨即也皺起眉頭說：「就算佢鍾意我，都唔代表我要鍾意佢。感情呢啲嘢講feel架嘛，如果要迎合佢嘅心意，而勉強自己，我做唔到。」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOtjtUBmmz
 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jjvpYF7og
正當Alvin說完這句話後，他們的上方也突然傳來了一聲急促的腳步聲。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZNxxxCFaI
於是Alvin好奇地探頭瞄了一眼上方，並發現沒有人。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ghihBWmvj
接著也扭過頭來繼續與Dan談論剛剛的話題。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLwgAPVgiH
然而，他並不知道，剛才腳步聲的主人，正是Ivy。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCPbgUs6lB
 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHtaC3SEHi
而與此同時，Ivy也已經淚流滿面，走到了學校的某處。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQFcAy5gPZ
孤單一人坐在角落，蜷縮著身體，雙臂抱住雙膝，痛哭起來。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOpTwERIBL
她的哭聲，無比悲哀及淒慘，如同心被刀割一樣。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SJLnaCAZH
看來這份傷痛，將永遠刻印在她的心中，成為一條永遠無法修補的疤痕。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVp9K31rwp
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「就算佢鍾意我，都唔代表我要鍾意佢」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3k8qOXqLR
直至深夜時，Ivy再次因為回想起Alvin的這一句話，而驚醒過來。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHsHj6VWl9
她隨即慢慢地離開了床，並坐在一旁的梳妝桌。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJI5OWXbrU
然後，打開了桌燈，看著鏡中雙眼通紅、神情疲倦的自己。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT79x6tI9Wd
 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0QgU5jsaq
接著再回想起Alvin的說話，以及這三個月來自己的所做一切。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmazODaNEg
她不禁冷笑起來，隨後打開桌上文具盒，拿出了一把美術刀。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwJibAncUA
伸出冰冷的刀鋒，對著自己的手臀……734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpb5g8HR98
「嚓—」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4MrleDEXl
 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5p3mylaLYB
 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLTYXtgedR
「懷著多大的期望，就會迎來同等的失望，甚至最終帶來更深的絕望」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7uVOSUfbr
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作者在此鄭重聲明：734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMjSVtWp36
𠝹手只是劇情的一部份，並且是虛構情節。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSI1DaPRhwj
讀者們請潔身自愛，切勿嘗試！！！734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPC8e8xwZ2
無論遇上多麼不如意的事情，都切勿做出任何試圖傷害身體的行為。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqPLlrSZkK
若發現事情未如理想，無法獨力承受，請向身邊的人如父母及師長尋求協助。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KH3GUmsEj
切勿將傷害身體來發洩情緒一事合理化，請各位潔身自愛。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cs3nPT0w8
愛人前先要懂得愛錫自己。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnetyy3wvu
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作者閒聊：734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYjtvXWXOz
過去阿侑的一句：「就算佢鍾意我，都唔代表我要鍾意佢。感情呢啲嘢講feel架嘛，如果要迎合佢嘅心意，而勉強自己，我做唔到。」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5KMrMWEoh
完全是在打著現在自己的臉……734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNRT3Rfajw
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