第九十三章：執著755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkgSGPywmJ
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「點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBmVity4yB
Mandy此刻淚流滿臉，並硬咽起來。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFepqeGpeM4
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她那一巴掌，彷彿把我從執著之中打醒過來。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7D7hRODqh
「我……唔喺咁嘅意思……」755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gxcC8gsoS
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「咩唔喺咁嘅意思啊……點解你就覺得自己虧欠咗我咁，明明我就無對你失望過，喺你一意孤行覺得因為自己無嚟到睇我比賽，先會搞到我輸咗……」755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIMnAAEuxu
她激動地向我說著，而淚水也持續向眼眶流出。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvepWaCVNNa
但她並沒有停下說話的打算。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkV2Gd48Bz
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「何鵬侑，我依家老老實實同你講，我個陣根本就無因為你唔嚟所以唔開心……喺，我喺因為發現唔到你嘅身影，所以先會周圍望……咁喺我身為一個運動員嘅唔成熟。」755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTxJBoy3pA
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「對唔住……」這刻我想到的，就只是道歉。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4DTdDUMur
「我唔需要你講對唔住，我只喺想知承諾對你嚟講有幾重要……重要到要一直自責？」755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTnvvcs7CD
她強忍著淚水，並雙眼盯著我問道。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuvbjetKMq
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「承諾……實現到先喺承諾，實現唔到就只喺虛言。」我沉住氣說。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIULQ742cf
「你喺幾時變到咁執著架？」她又再追問起來。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0K8jXW9ihT
然而，我隨即就深呼吸了一口，並看著她說：「由學界個次開始……唔喺，應該喺由我哋分手個一日開始。」755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtGBFX14Js
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「我哋分手個日……」她有點愕然地重覆著我的話。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqE7rrbb7n
「你記唔記得個陣我哋睇完戲之後，咪討論過我哋兩個嘅關係，然後你就要我應承你無論大家遇到啲咩問題煩惱，都一定要好好同對方商量溝通……」755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82ctd23QUL
我說完後，只是默默地看著她的雙眼，而沒有把話接下去。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPruU52wnxY
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「我……記得。」755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3E0SVaoFqR
既然她記得的話，那我也繼續說道：「咁我哋有無真喺好好溝通過，直至分手之前？」755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qmZfyQKfl
她聽到我這樣反問後，表情立即變得難堪起來。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxuW3GKyMh
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「阿侑……我……」她打算回應時，我卻打斷了她的說話。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vMP9BC972
「喺碼頭個次，你同我講要去海外讀書，之後先傾過一次，話大家就算Long d都會繼續維持呢段關係……但喺之後我哋又有無再好好咁溝通過？你應該好清楚。」755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡff9IQFvxDw
而她則慢慢地把眼神從我身上移開，並有點口吃地說：「咁……後來我覺得……覺得我哋真喺唔會維繫到。」755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qfIUyq7cz
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「但喺我哋試都未試，你又點知唔得？」我隨即就反駁了她。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBSq1REhmc
她也倒抽了一口氣，然後再次與我對上眼神。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Vq17OSjMo
「當時喺我唔好……因為我真喺好驚，驚我哋唔會維繫到……最後都喺分手收場……」755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrs7B6S0fv
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接著我也打算開口再反駁，卻被她搶先一步，語氣有點激動地說：755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbXoHqNAmJ
「乜你唔會驚架咩？普通情侶都會驚自己終有一日會同另一半分手，更何況我哋喺Long d喎，單單就咁起身講早晨，瞓教講晚安已經有時差啦！」755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUlnvlpspO
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「我從來都唔覺得我哋會分手，我仲諗住之後下半世都喺會陪住你……不過呢啲都喺過咗去嘅事，因為承諾一早已經唔存在，由你講分手個一刻。」755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vfGF3t8nw
在我說完後，隨即就感到鼻酸起來。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChRUUf9YL1
畢竟，這可是我曾經的一個幻想，一個期待。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87Y7G51iOR
然而，卻與泡沫一樣，雖然外表美麗，但是一旦破掉卻永遠都不存在。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAnk5UH9ae
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本來我以為Mandy又會立即反駁起來。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLmYxlJFBh
但是她卻沒有，只是雙眼熱淚盈眶看著我。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjq1nYUkXDV
「乜你……個陣真喺咁想……同我過下半世咩……」755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvn6KGvDnN
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「我想架，不過實現唔到嘅承諾，無必要再去實現多次。」755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyzPJ6y4a2
我接著搖一搖頭，再繼續說：「玥，對唔住，頭先太過執著過去同你嘅承諾……不過同時都提醒翻我，承諾呢啲嘢，一日未實現之前，都只喺空花陽焰。」755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4XDn3VsBf
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接著，我便甩開她的手，從她身旁擦身而過。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJK93JqOvw
即使她再怎樣用淒厲的聲音叫道，我也再沒有回頭。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2mnAZjWnV
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本來一心打算在放下對Mandy的情感後，便可以與她從朋友關係重新再來。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eGH6lfWKB
然而，她一天是我的前女友，一世都會是我的前女友。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMJRt9d8KN
我曾經給予期望，但最後卻換來絕望。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoTaTdwcFl
那就只好怪自己當初與她許下了太多的承諾。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqwRopECPr
然而，這些承諾卻根本永遠都不會實現。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AKyczsFlw
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接下來，來到了更衣室後。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1h2gvEApW
我便坐在其中一張長椅上，並把手機拿出來，查看一下與Venus的對話訊息。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqF49jGujb
然而，對話仍然是停留在我的那一句「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9HTuIRvVH
並且旁邊仍然是單剔號的狀態。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WiPu03jlW
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「愛瑩，我應該點做好……」我看著對話眶上的頭像說道。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTyYTC0zjW
接著就把手巾掩蓋至臉上，閉上眼睛。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaznke9WOKo
靜靜地在混亂的腦海中，尋找心中的答案。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2PV3c5BrY
明明交往應該是一件開心事，但為何我會開始感到害怕起來……755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeFdbgU8Tj
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下午與男生們吃飯時，我也向Zack提出了班際接力賽由Nick頂替的請求。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4xY8BLv2P
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在一旁的Felix聽到了後，便立即向我問道：「吓，乜你唔喺話要攞哂啲獎架咩？」755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKKbokizyb
「我雙腳已經唔許可我繼續跑落去，你哋啱先都應該見到我二百米決賽包尾。」755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8di2y4cQQ
但是我隨即就搖頭起來說著。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJL59kBSbA
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「唔緊要啦，你琴日跑贏咗我已經好勁！要量力而為，錫住身體緊要啊。」755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUzqbEqBXX
但是，Leo也在我說完後，立刻把手放到我的肩膀上拍著說道。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwMIZr6UrM
而坐在對面的Zack也點頭以示確認我的請求，並問口說：755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCsyzGuibK
「嗯，我明架啦。Alvin你呢兩日已經盡咗力，無虧欠任何人，亦都無虧欠自己。」755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdga7jZdz89
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Zack的這一句說話，讓我回想起Mandy剛剛的說話。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQpve4m9xg
難道許下承諾，但又不能實現，真的不會虧欠其他人嗎？755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgjhMC77Iw
是對方器量大，還是我太過執著了。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0l4PRtzr0Y
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而接下來的時間，我也一直在心中想著這個問題。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jB2L46sAy
連自己班在班際接力賽中贏得冠軍時，我依然是在默默不語地沉思著。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABAgnubOAv
直到身旁的Devin大聲歡呼起來時，我才回過神來得知他們跑贏了。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUy1dM7Do8X
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最終，中學生涯最後一場運動會，我以獲得了一面銀牌及銅牌迎來結束。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpdClNFRcN
並且在散場時，我拜託Devin為我拍一張拿著兩枚獎牌的照片。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXm9V7g5JO
並隨即就馬上發送給予Venus，告訴她，我都算是達成了承諾。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNWxhqA37u
然而，即使照片發送後，旁邊仍然是單剔號。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡko8fQa2VRW
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看著那個原封不動的單剔號，迎來的也只有失落感。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYAzvupukv
不過，我仍然深信，這個單剔號也會最終變成雙剔號的。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPx6UJGivC2
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接著，就在我與其他幾名男子聊著天走出運動場時。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfYopoX0a2
卻看見了依玲剛好在前方不遠處走過。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyNjCVhLkq
看來她應是剛與Sherry或者是Poppy道別，並各散東西了。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TWgVm1tmZ
但是，我馬上也發現了在依玲的後方，卻有一個身穿連帽衣的人在尾隨。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaag7GiDyX
再看清楚一點那個人的容貌，發現那個人竟然是Raymond！？755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwJvR0GyxV
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依玲隨即便從路口轉向右方並離開了視線範圍。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tmfP2ZnKU
而她身後尾隨的Raymond，也表現得鬼鬼祟祟起來。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4rOKQhN9W
在一輪視察四方後，也一同轉入依玲所進的路口。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zaZTvZamT
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「Harriet，我有啲急事要行開先……晏啲先過嚟你屋企！」755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6zgTHTkvw
發現了Raymond的不對勁，我連忙與Harriet等人請辭。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ932ROrVhj8
並拖著疲勞的雙腳，急步走向了剛剛依玲及Raymond所轉入的路口。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLz5gjoBWb6
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因為直覺告訴了我，接下來一定會有甚麼事情發生……755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23NqWQqUuc
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「是承諾導向未來，還是未來實現承諾」755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftUfxKOeaN
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作者閒聊：阿侑終於在這一篇把自己一直以來壓抑在心中對愛情的執著一下子爆發出來。但他並不恨Mandy，他恨的而是自己竟然會如此執著承諾。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgy2KXJYZpz
然而，他也終於意會得到自己一直所期望的愛情，所執著的承諾，也只是形同虛設而已。或許從這一刻開始，他對愛情改觀了。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWbGpICd6x
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