第九十三章：執著586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOdktHY9h7
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「點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Cv6JDkjDL
Mandy此刻淚流滿臉，並硬咽起來。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNzdSriRm4
 586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhNtWZKGs2
她那一巴掌，彷彿把我從執著之中打醒過來。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4XrLA68vI
「我……唔喺咁嘅意思……」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vGLRZ4Bhq
 586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9S9Wzi7Gs
「咩唔喺咁嘅意思啊……點解你就覺得自己虧欠咗我咁，明明我就無對你失望過，喺你一意孤行覺得因為自己無嚟到睇我比賽，先會搞到我輸咗……」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmtby6F6e3
她激動地向我說著，而淚水也持續向眼眶流出。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBg3GVpeNn
但她並沒有停下說話的打算。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7KM0JpUJO
 586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7v7O077oh
「何鵬侑，我依家老老實實同你講，我個陣根本就無因為你唔嚟所以唔開心……喺，我喺因為發現唔到你嘅身影，所以先會周圍望……咁喺我身為一個運動員嘅唔成熟。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdujLm5Szbw
 586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohvWKa0PvS
「對唔住……」這刻我想到的，就只是道歉。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCXrwFKm4H
「我唔需要你講對唔住，我只喺想知承諾對你嚟講有幾重要……重要到要一直自責？」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelNWkQNUQ1
她強忍著淚水，並雙眼盯著我問道。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1uCDwjNgU
 586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQiIWCKiBo
「承諾……實現到先喺承諾，實現唔到就只喺虛言。」我沉住氣說。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCdSzSI8zU
「你喺幾時變到咁執著架？」她又再追問起來。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzihMixZfE2
然而，我隨即就深呼吸了一口，並看著她說：「由學界個次開始……唔喺，應該喺由我哋分手個一日開始。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZEHAesQ1V
 586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KF1yfotXA
「我哋分手個日……」她有點愕然地重覆著我的話。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJZ26dUma0
「你記唔記得個陣我哋睇完戲之後，咪討論過我哋兩個嘅關係，然後你就要我應承你無論大家遇到啲咩問題煩惱，都一定要好好同對方商量溝通……」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hVT4Zt7hz
我說完後，只是默默地看著她的雙眼，而沒有把話接下去。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5k6FK4V5QY
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「我……記得。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhfduetbxY
既然她記得的話，那我也繼續說道：「咁我哋有無真喺好好溝通過，直至分手之前？」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqo3O35Vof
她聽到我這樣反問後，表情立即變得難堪起來。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8VP3xyTCL
 586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCocS2wWSDB
「阿侑……我……」她打算回應時，我卻打斷了她的說話。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeP9iXbxGi
「喺碼頭個次，你同我講要去海外讀書，之後先傾過一次，話大家就算Long d都會繼續維持呢段關係……但喺之後我哋又有無再好好咁溝通過？你應該好清楚。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyh6PLUfBm
而她則慢慢地把眼神從我身上移開，並有點口吃地說：「咁……後來我覺得……覺得我哋真喺唔會維繫到。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimWjyVNBYG
 586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdGoDnA2gK
「但喺我哋試都未試，你又點知唔得？」我隨即就反駁了她。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvDmU57aCs
她也倒抽了一口氣，然後再次與我對上眼神。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bT2VoWzRj
「當時喺我唔好……因為我真喺好驚，驚我哋唔會維繫到……最後都喺分手收場……」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBinHF47Vm
 586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWRxrc6fHC
接著我也打算開口再反駁，卻被她搶先一步，語氣有點激動地說：586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZK8m79VZh
「乜你唔會驚架咩？普通情侶都會驚自己終有一日會同另一半分手，更何況我哋喺Long d喎，單單就咁起身講早晨，瞓教講晚安已經有時差啦！」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNYJFFdV6s
 586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83FBD7rwl3
「我從來都唔覺得我哋會分手，我仲諗住之後下半世都喺會陪住你……不過呢啲都喺過咗去嘅事，因為承諾一早已經唔存在，由你講分手個一刻。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jW6aQ3ZFp
在我說完後，隨即就感到鼻酸起來。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaZS24ZVvE
畢竟，這可是我曾經的一個幻想，一個期待。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XzUwxfq8T
然而，卻與泡沫一樣，雖然外表美麗，但是一旦破掉卻永遠都不存在。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNmomQOCji
 586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIstFhZI7Ns
本來我以為Mandy又會立即反駁起來。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFLuqjwWTP
但是她卻沒有，只是雙眼熱淚盈眶看著我。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlJ4ocKpAu
「乜你……個陣真喺咁想……同我過下半世咩……」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOc1qY0gtK3
 586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3n81l9C8Ld
「我想架，不過實現唔到嘅承諾，無必要再去實現多次。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvNSikn8Uy
我接著搖一搖頭，再繼續說：「玥，對唔住，頭先太過執著過去同你嘅承諾……不過同時都提醒翻我，承諾呢啲嘢，一日未實現之前，都只喺空花陽焰。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrJYrDLRfR
 586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGk3wqho0Lp
接著，我便甩開她的手，從她身旁擦身而過。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusKWUleGxH
即使她再怎樣用淒厲的聲音叫道，我也再沒有回頭。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QRUJ39x5N
 586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJU9Avw3G8
本來一心打算在放下對Mandy的情感後，便可以與她從朋友關係重新再來。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCwkWi5JA9
然而，她一天是我的前女友，一世都會是我的前女友。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdvI75EDb2
我曾經給予期望，但最後卻換來絕望。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2Xu31hUNh
那就只好怪自己當初與她許下了太多的承諾。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNkj1JavcI
然而，這些承諾卻根本永遠都不會實現。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPVOjCAlIN
 586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbS3ZOC5Q5k
接下來，來到了更衣室後。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnbid7vIbJ
我便坐在其中一張長椅上，並把手機拿出來，查看一下與Venus的對話訊息。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcKDHm9dNH
然而，對話仍然是停留在我的那一句「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkFw5KkVwF
並且旁邊仍然是單剔號的狀態。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGT8Is0MW9
 586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRk8miO9Zf
「愛瑩，我應該點做好……」我看著對話眶上的頭像說道。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQeOA08d5h
接著就把手巾掩蓋至臉上，閉上眼睛。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOEEguK10y
靜靜地在混亂的腦海中，尋找心中的答案。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwC3AkN38e
明明交往應該是一件開心事，但為何我會開始感到害怕起來……586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JFn36geDE
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下午與男生們吃飯時，我也向Zack提出了班際接力賽由Nick頂替的請求。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68ojNHDksA
 586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoWq6trEm7
在一旁的Felix聽到了後，便立即向我問道：「吓，乜你唔喺話要攞哂啲獎架咩？」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1q6QNRRKJi
「我雙腳已經唔許可我繼續跑落去，你哋啱先都應該見到我二百米決賽包尾。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1saTOhYTJZ
但是我隨即就搖頭起來說著。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvusutrxb7G
 586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZsZK7lbkz
「唔緊要啦，你琴日跑贏咗我已經好勁！要量力而為，錫住身體緊要啊。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFN4bg2uVMp
但是，Leo也在我說完後，立刻把手放到我的肩膀上拍著說道。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jtNXpj2vw
而坐在對面的Zack也點頭以示確認我的請求，並問口說：586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5dqIQ68kK
「嗯，我明架啦。Alvin你呢兩日已經盡咗力，無虧欠任何人，亦都無虧欠自己。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn74uIKwJEu
 586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4jHR3aUgV
Zack的這一句說話，讓我回想起Mandy剛剛的說話。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbLwXzFMVK
難道許下承諾，但又不能實現，真的不會虧欠其他人嗎？586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdafy7qoKZ8
是對方器量大，還是我太過執著了。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvetB7q5rs
 586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2fOvRrr5b
而接下來的時間，我也一直在心中想著這個問題。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaw9MT0E4Mo
連自己班在班際接力賽中贏得冠軍時，我依然是在默默不語地沉思著。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRj0n21AyZT
直到身旁的Devin大聲歡呼起來時，我才回過神來得知他們跑贏了。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytXqIyvrk5
 586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EzQBb3Nah
最終，中學生涯最後一場運動會，我以獲得了一面銀牌及銅牌迎來結束。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNHlEStYbK
並且在散場時，我拜託Devin為我拍一張拿著兩枚獎牌的照片。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBlb3hPoX4
並隨即就馬上發送給予Venus，告訴她，我都算是達成了承諾。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbQul08tvM
然而，即使照片發送後，旁邊仍然是單剔號。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8nWVbGaLw
 586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFtqwJXsMO
看著那個原封不動的單剔號，迎來的也只有失落感。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8wgg47AFa
不過，我仍然深信，這個單剔號也會最終變成雙剔號的。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4U5wVbyl4W
 586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63h8Wlj5Jm
接著，就在我與其他幾名男子聊著天走出運動場時。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfkJgMomW4
卻看見了依玲剛好在前方不遠處走過。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVzI40UBTb
看來她應是剛與Sherry或者是Poppy道別，並各散東西了。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2PRrHBkvw
但是，我馬上也發現了在依玲的後方，卻有一個身穿連帽衣的人在尾隨。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwinb4Yn3Bs
再看清楚一點那個人的容貌，發現那個人竟然是Raymond！？586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKcKTpTI55
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依玲隨即便從路口轉向右方並離開了視線範圍。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQcHsTjix6
而她身後尾隨的Raymond，也表現得鬼鬼祟祟起來。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVCWvvPn7i
在一輪視察四方後，也一同轉入依玲所進的路口。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3IJt7C7hO
 586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXdLWr5wNn
「Harriet，我有啲急事要行開先……晏啲先過嚟你屋企！」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2I14tzYJc
發現了Raymond的不對勁，我連忙與Harriet等人請辭。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5E0aRsnkLS
並拖著疲勞的雙腳，急步走向了剛剛依玲及Raymond所轉入的路口。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6OJMKn04B
 586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iFresQUKy
因為直覺告訴了我，接下來一定會有甚麼事情發生……586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMryVTzZbim
 586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZxWnUeBqp
 586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0cFKaoAmy
「是承諾導向未來，還是未來實現承諾」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWB1q9nsOl
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作者閒聊：阿侑終於在這一篇把自己一直以來壓抑在心中對愛情的執著一下子爆發出來。但他並不恨Mandy，他恨的而是自己竟然會如此執著承諾。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTlTD3f8BX
然而，他也終於意會得到自己一直所期望的愛情，所執著的承諾，也只是形同虛設而已。或許從這一刻開始，他對愛情改觀了。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEMI53i8dW
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