第九十二章：承諾與失望578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBNpRTvEB5
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「Alvin，你聽日喺咪會嚟睇我打學界？」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvOwu84b4h
在腦海中，我聽到了一把挺熟悉的聲音……578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZ6OGvwskN
她問道了這一條問題，總感覺在過去的回憶當中，也有人詢問過同一條問題……578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHuB6xZrt1
對，那個人……就是Mandy。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1Y2upsiuM
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我記起，那天是中三時的某一個星期五。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIExMjkNd2
我在出席完每逢星期五最後兩節課的全校集會後。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEAWJMrPw3
便與當時同班的Haley正在一邊談論著近期的動漫話題，一邊走回課室。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0KpAkeexb
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「Alvin，Haley！你哋傾緊啲咩啊？」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlewr37xpuW
突然Mandy出現在我們後方並問道。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbRd92tvKe
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Haley見況，立即說：「唔阻你兩個，行先。」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYXTWVLRo7
接著他便一下子把我拋棄在後，自己一馬當先走上了樓梯。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IlQLQRjdO
無錯，其實他也是我與Mandy秘密交往的知情者之一。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdLYmAakYj
不過他這樣一下子就走掉，也避免太過令人懷疑起來了……578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6c7t9Brb4
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「喂，Haley！洗唔洗走咁快……」我怎樣叫也叫不住他。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62VamdFE4G
於是也只好放慢腳步，讓Mandy走上前與自己平排步行著。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE75n6kLVSV
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「Haley個死仔，話走就走！」我馬上向Mandy抱怨起來。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWbilZR6AN
而Mandy則是隨即輕笑起來，並說：「Haley可能怕尷尬掛，哈哈。」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Mxyizhcec
於是我們接著也一同慢慢地走上樓梯，踏上返回課室的路程。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamMRg8riRn
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然而就在中途，Mandy卻突然扭過頭來說：「Alvin，你喺咪聽日會嚟睇我打學界？」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0xk2uYCkp
「會！一定會！應承咗你架嘛！」我馬上也回應了。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLYuljlELk
因為明天星期六，可是Mandy久違的羽毛球學界比賽。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAWNcCqcFJ
身為她的男朋友，我沒有理由不去支持一下，為她打氣吧？578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIuKDj2xUe
除此之外，其實我也打算在她完成比賽後，帶她去看電影。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlV4O5UQIx
我甚至連戲票都已經一早買定了。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOn2qWY8ZFh
然而，我卻沒有實現這一個承諾……578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaWT0hAeuu
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隔天，正當我打算出門口時，媽媽卻突然收到了醫院的電話。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuszbgWKlSk
並告知在醫院的外公已經在為生命的終結，開始進行倒數。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaoUCbV8uv
若果想見最後一面，就一定要現在立刻前往醫院……578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1a41POoExm
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然而，我當然是跟隨家人一起趕去醫院與外公道別。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhgIzBa7tQ
並在路途上，向Mandy發送了一個訊息：578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qqmTQIKfY
「我公公有事，要趕去醫院」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQshXiCCWBL
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但是，當時Mandy卻正在為比賽作最後熱身，手機放到了在儲物櫃之中。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgc3j2cnAgy
因此沒有接收到我的訊息，並一直在比賽時，無時無刻都在尋找著我的身影。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sOtqTzeLU
卻因為我的缺席，而分神，最後也與勝利無緣。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShS9EPWUU4
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雖然事後她都知道了我因為有親人去世，才會缺席。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAkTdjDNTC
使得輸掉了比賽的她，卻要反過來安慰我。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSp5KX8rS5l
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但後來，我透過也有去觀賽的Rita描述所知。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sOBYVIbRp
當時比賽時Mandy的視線不時都望向觀眾席，彷彿就是在尋找著某人的身影。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIyFf7FLpq
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我不單止沒有按照承諾去看比賽為她打氣，甚至還使得她輸掉了比賽。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFd4qf31IB
雖然她一直都說不關我的事，而且知道我是有原因才不來的。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf61RF8dZzE
還覺得我有立即通知她，是盡責的行為。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwc3Eoi4T2
然而，只是因為她沒有看到訊息，才不知道我沒有來。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWU0oEzVf6B
而一直在比賽時東張西望，這是她身為選手的不成熟。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTbT031BOV
但是，其實我是非常自責的，因為若果我有出現的話，或許她就不會輸掉比賽。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkasFpEc5w
我從此得知了，當承諾實現不了的時候，就只會帶來失望，是對自己的失望……578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLxiEvf45O
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「叮鈴鈴—鈴鈴—」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYq2GwQCK6
「嗄！」我突然從鬧鐘中醒過，並發現電話只是放在了我頭的一旁響鬧著。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNltxCXEtAZ
於是我立即拿起來看，並隨即發現了Venus數個未讀訊息……578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlBzV0yaWe
 578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoftX6J2Be
「弊，琴晚唔好小心瞓著咗，無覆到佢！」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCt7nUnRvR0
我慌張起來地說道，並馬上點開她的訊息來看。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeqcY9nls3
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「阿侑你聽日有咩比賽啊？」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAx9KWQGg4O
這是她午夜十二時半向我發出的。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRJnRs9wTB
然而，那時候我卻昏睡了，所以遲遲都沒有回覆她。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRnTPKbozT
因此，在大約十分後她又傳來：578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOn1bt8DiN
「Online住唔應嘅？」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BLoe20k9y
「跑完步攰得制瞓咗？」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8o2u9aASl8
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接著，再過五分鐘後，她確認了我已經是中途昏睡了。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeiSQT2oIm
她便傳來了一句打氣及晚安。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qeF6UDKXB
「聽日繼續加油啦！晚安啦傻>w<」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eRuk4ESqZ
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然後，直到今早六時半，她又向我傳來了一個訊息：578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwytEKxZq9
「我準備做手術啦」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbeOCaxdup
「做完再覆你ouo<3」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftxcP3IMN9
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我看到了她即將要進行手術的訊息後，立即就回覆她：578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49KLncAtB2
「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCMRViHqq5
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然而，這一段訊息，卻是維持了一段時間的單剔號。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqGieZHnSM
意味著她並沒有收到我的訊息。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvD8pCzwKQa
會是單剔號，可能是因為訊號不良接收不到，也可能是她關機了。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DPQmSG5wq
但這時候，我都只能坐在床上看著手機上與她的對話眶。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRiJfSqyra
心裡不斷希望剛剛的那一句訊息，由單剔號變成雙剔號……578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2yHjpVT61
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雖然剔號並沒有改變，但是此刻我也再次回到運動場上。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCESRvSYpO
不過雙腳仍然在作痛著，痛楚比昨晚的還來得更刺更痛。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKzqm5MXe5
而且更糟糕的是，甚至在我平常步速下步行時。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kQyWBpYeN
也會不時感到突如其來的一陣刺痛，使我在一瞬間一瘸一拐起來。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcJUbXydgd
 578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ102l95qWfC
但我還不能就此停下腳步，因為此刻我都已經站在了二百米短跑的起點線上。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuhyNbrU8P
只要再多撐三場賽事，我便能光榮地向做完手術的Venus展示自己的努力，展示自己達成承諾了……578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPM3IQ4Hq1H
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「各就位……預備……」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLeVcXc5IU
起點發令員很快也舉起了起步槍。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sZsFMiR78
於是我也蹲下來作起步準備，然而就在蹲下的一瞬間。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4pufTPnUT
小腿卻如同被猛火燃燒一樣，我也只能以三個詞彙來形容，就是刺熱、酸痛以及辛苦。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlT8AamkR4
但是我已經回不了去，因為起步的槍聲也隨即響起。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJLcnsTfB8
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「呯—」 578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMirF3AX5G
我立即抬起身來向前跑，卻發現自己怎麼跑也跑不快。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnh7vMfiOxY
並且很快就從第三名被超前成為第四名。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33npDOZkEg
接著更陸續被反超前，由第四五跌到第五名、第六名、第七名……第八名。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa23k4VXekC
最後更成為了最後一名。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5YInxY3ps
但是，即使我再怎麼發力奔跑也好，還是追不上眼前的選手……578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcC9bd5VSy
只能眼白白看著他們逐一衝線，自己卻還在跑著。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhu6pSoXlG
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這場二百米賽事，我可是徹底地敗北了。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqywbwKxdZ
到底我是在搞甚麼鬼了？578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUlWNPz7L1
為什麼會落敗？為什麼這麼簡單都贏不了？578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzHkAob7Tc
我恨自己，恨自己又未能實現承諾。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCfKr57O64
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然而片刻後，我也一拐一拐地在看台下方走著。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrWYxG7zQc
打算前往更衣室檢討一人自己的失敗，並再次拉筋起來準備下午的賽事。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCTBgCZgQt
可是這時候，前方卻有人阻擋了我的前路，並說：「阿侑……你做咩啦……」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBknzBvb04
是Mandy。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYcjY0utYH
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「無啊，我去更衣室拉筋啊，仲要準備下晝嘅比賽。」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ebpMcY776
我馬上就向她說道了目的，並打算從她身旁走過。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYbuw9UYts
可是，她卻突然捉住了我的手臂並說：578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdsDTkRXj7
「Zack佢話你怪怪地，搏哂命去參加比賽，所以我先落嚟睇一睇你。」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW39YYDQ7om
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「咁要贏就要搏命架啦。」我還是一臉輕鬆的與她說著。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0cmQq7qzW
可是她卻表現激動起來：「搏命搏到依家行路拐下拐下咁，你無嘢啊嘛？」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZY6iMQqZPx
我嚇了一嚇，沒有即時回應她。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrvgKhABZI
於是她也繼續說下去：「何鵬侑，你講！到底發生咗咩事你要咁搏命？」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuN8WvoYtei
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「我應承咗人，咁咪要搏命囉！承諾嚟架嘛！」我說道。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0hODYwpL7
「喺承諾咁又點？」但她隨即就質問起來。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknfSjfTaD6
此刻被她質疑到「承諾」時，我也忍不住激動起來說：578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CoUnae0Gx
「實現唔到承諾咪會失望囉！就好似以前咁，我明明應承咗你，但喺又嚟唔到睇你學界比賽，仲要搞到你分神輸咗！咪搞到你對我失望囉！」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnPYPEyFlQ
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「啪—」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5d2POfMEj
她突然一巴拳打到我的左臉上。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgKS0H5k6d
我瞬間愣住，並發現了她已經淚流滿面起來。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcEQpvdxIh
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「我個陣……根本就無對你失望……我知你有原因先唔嚟……點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」她哽咽地說著。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gyy5MetZn
直至這一刻，我才下意識過來。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeotI1e3jOj
剛剛的那一句說話，到底是有多麼的錯……578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLhycoyVda
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「為了實現承諾而使人失望，划算嗎」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSIwKK8his
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