第九十二章：承諾與失望757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7DfclRSVY
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「Alvin，你聽日喺咪會嚟睇我打學界？」757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMi2suZJ0MC
在腦海中，我聽到了一把挺熟悉的聲音……757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkf66sR9N6q
她問道了這一條問題，總感覺在過去的回憶當中，也有人詢問過同一條問題……757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYmywBJlKM
對，那個人……就是Mandy。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkYLFIm3jP
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我記起，那天是中三時的某一個星期五。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm99ZK5434C
我在出席完每逢星期五最後兩節課的全校集會後。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2SHXAITcV
便與當時同班的Haley正在一邊談論著近期的動漫話題，一邊走回課室。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2aXeS6WzA
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「Alvin，Haley！你哋傾緊啲咩啊？」757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUsMkmvHGO
突然Mandy出現在我們後方並問道。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBoDueb5of
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Haley見況，立即說：「唔阻你兩個，行先。」757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFbpcN81CU
接著他便一下子把我拋棄在後，自己一馬當先走上了樓梯。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qY7AkFHb8
無錯，其實他也是我與Mandy秘密交往的知情者之一。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwD2dQlj9C2
不過他這樣一下子就走掉，也避免太過令人懷疑起來了……757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUn5TkpZAjg
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「喂，Haley！洗唔洗走咁快……」我怎樣叫也叫不住他。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HKxm7uFQa
於是也只好放慢腳步，讓Mandy走上前與自己平排步行著。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFiE6X9nuc
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「Haley個死仔，話走就走！」我馬上向Mandy抱怨起來。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Qt3rc6nus
而Mandy則是隨即輕笑起來，並說：「Haley可能怕尷尬掛，哈哈。」757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamLgIzhT1C
於是我們接著也一同慢慢地走上樓梯，踏上返回課室的路程。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJenqESv5OE
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然而就在中途，Mandy卻突然扭過頭來說：「Alvin，你喺咪聽日會嚟睇我打學界？」757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMB3R0rz5X
「會！一定會！應承咗你架嘛！」我馬上也回應了。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1Hb7mr8Vi
因為明天星期六，可是Mandy久違的羽毛球學界比賽。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKAbFarFmj
身為她的男朋友，我沒有理由不去支持一下，為她打氣吧？757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YSVqQsq5v
除此之外，其實我也打算在她完成比賽後，帶她去看電影。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixHpaX1kge
我甚至連戲票都已經一早買定了。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJyGUezEoQ
然而，我卻沒有實現這一個承諾……757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtL2JsUvlEe
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隔天，正當我打算出門口時，媽媽卻突然收到了醫院的電話。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUROeHB4Dj
並告知在醫院的外公已經在為生命的終結，開始進行倒數。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavLH2Ko8Uq
若果想見最後一面，就一定要現在立刻前往醫院……757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMScVOATCD
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然而，我當然是跟隨家人一起趕去醫院與外公道別。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzIaJGUiew
並在路途上，向Mandy發送了一個訊息：757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDeSDb4P8v
「我公公有事，要趕去醫院」757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0jka1KQtm
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但是，當時Mandy卻正在為比賽作最後熱身，手機放到了在儲物櫃之中。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVm4igUULd
因此沒有接收到我的訊息，並一直在比賽時，無時無刻都在尋找著我的身影。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDiw8V0z76
卻因為我的缺席，而分神，最後也與勝利無緣。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPI10Yf8Uxe
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雖然事後她都知道了我因為有親人去世，才會缺席。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqCWNRXbKj
使得輸掉了比賽的她，卻要反過來安慰我。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfb3uCSDW79
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但後來，我透過也有去觀賽的Rita描述所知。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DH5cb6eoG
當時比賽時Mandy的視線不時都望向觀眾席，彷彿就是在尋找著某人的身影。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcw8Brdwv9
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我不單止沒有按照承諾去看比賽為她打氣，甚至還使得她輸掉了比賽。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqfpOK7bYV
雖然她一直都說不關我的事，而且知道我是有原因才不來的。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEMkHxGMpq
還覺得我有立即通知她，是盡責的行為。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kdwcFS3gH
然而，只是因為她沒有看到訊息，才不知道我沒有來。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdM5IRknB0J
而一直在比賽時東張西望，這是她身為選手的不成熟。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqXlESSRT3
但是，其實我是非常自責的，因為若果我有出現的話，或許她就不會輸掉比賽。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKe6kc7D5S
我從此得知了，當承諾實現不了的時候，就只會帶來失望，是對自己的失望……757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMaEUEQST8
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「叮鈴鈴—鈴鈴—」757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeusRwZUQH
「嗄！」我突然從鬧鐘中醒過，並發現電話只是放在了我頭的一旁響鬧著。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmt7XGVGf1
於是我立即拿起來看，並隨即發現了Venus數個未讀訊息……757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3IDwED3xx
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「弊，琴晚唔好小心瞓著咗，無覆到佢！」757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9h9hnfxng
我慌張起來地說道，並馬上點開她的訊息來看。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrt1Oowncsb
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「阿侑你聽日有咩比賽啊？」757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlpbcIulMu
這是她午夜十二時半向我發出的。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOweHftkUkz
然而，那時候我卻昏睡了，所以遲遲都沒有回覆她。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhFAY2PuES
因此，在大約十分後她又傳來：757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTGQvY1JE3
「Online住唔應嘅？」757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WomxmytPT
「跑完步攰得制瞓咗？」757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6NJiUUrLa
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接著，再過五分鐘後，她確認了我已經是中途昏睡了。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRNpPhiuh3
她便傳來了一句打氣及晚安。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIH7wDjYnF
「聽日繼續加油啦！晚安啦傻>w<」757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPaj0V5t1o
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然後，直到今早六時半，她又向我傳來了一個訊息：757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAyHLy0iWF
「我準備做手術啦」757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzHlirZ1s9
「做完再覆你ouo<3」757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡie5ffB6JEr
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我看到了她即將要進行手術的訊息後，立即就回覆她：757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfoQvLTmFYI
「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6746w8U8Xl
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然而，這一段訊息，卻是維持了一段時間的單剔號。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgu99vHuXp
意味著她並沒有收到我的訊息。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGh3TmMZoh
會是單剔號，可能是因為訊號不良接收不到，也可能是她關機了。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVOlw9GAgT
但這時候，我都只能坐在床上看著手機上與她的對話眶。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqqoRqVQCM
心裡不斷希望剛剛的那一句訊息，由單剔號變成雙剔號……757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pxTeiMKVm
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雖然剔號並沒有改變，但是此刻我也再次回到運動場上。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzcBKmWMJ9
不過雙腳仍然在作痛著，痛楚比昨晚的還來得更刺更痛。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEYswYlEF6
而且更糟糕的是，甚至在我平常步速下步行時。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMaaBrWcy5
也會不時感到突如其來的一陣刺痛，使我在一瞬間一瘸一拐起來。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPgeaPTUhp
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但我還不能就此停下腳步，因為此刻我都已經站在了二百米短跑的起點線上。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxC7ZZkcr8
只要再多撐三場賽事，我便能光榮地向做完手術的Venus展示自己的努力，展示自己達成承諾了……757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbXJEkFgrX
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「各就位……預備……」757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLk3rHrGOph
起點發令員很快也舉起了起步槍。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgG7VrqDeO
於是我也蹲下來作起步準備，然而就在蹲下的一瞬間。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUGjp5fCs4
小腿卻如同被猛火燃燒一樣，我也只能以三個詞彙來形容，就是刺熱、酸痛以及辛苦。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ838yPVBUqU
但是我已經回不了去，因為起步的槍聲也隨即響起。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfc50fv3fe
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「呯—」 757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihA1shLY2T
我立即抬起身來向前跑，卻發現自己怎麼跑也跑不快。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GfghOXWRv
並且很快就從第三名被超前成為第四名。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2aFs6NHz3
接著更陸續被反超前，由第四五跌到第五名、第六名、第七名……第八名。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7ovvRneza
最後更成為了最後一名。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhRCX1MvpN
但是，即使我再怎麼發力奔跑也好，還是追不上眼前的選手……757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzBHCtB930
只能眼白白看著他們逐一衝線，自己卻還在跑著。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BqgGmGlDf
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這場二百米賽事，我可是徹底地敗北了。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbns1ICGTMJ
到底我是在搞甚麼鬼了？757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkD1SfrjWHF
為什麼會落敗？為什麼這麼簡單都贏不了？757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yWqTYIyIe
我恨自己，恨自己又未能實現承諾。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3j7QOhEDo
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然而片刻後，我也一拐一拐地在看台下方走著。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyERPCViK4
打算前往更衣室檢討一人自己的失敗，並再次拉筋起來準備下午的賽事。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9Nq7Pk1SB
可是這時候，前方卻有人阻擋了我的前路，並說：「阿侑……你做咩啦……」757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIRZo6MpMw
是Mandy。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUI4JMf95h
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「無啊，我去更衣室拉筋啊，仲要準備下晝嘅比賽。」757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6cpWSe3IB
我馬上就向她說道了目的，並打算從她身旁走過。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAq4tcSObEo
可是，她卻突然捉住了我的手臂並說：757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzR0X7THDYw
「Zack佢話你怪怪地，搏哂命去參加比賽，所以我先落嚟睇一睇你。」757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Kb2G6P3Su
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「咁要贏就要搏命架啦。」我還是一臉輕鬆的與她說著。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeG4d8I1JZv
可是她卻表現激動起來：「搏命搏到依家行路拐下拐下咁，你無嘢啊嘛？」757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCaQQ7TZ0E
我嚇了一嚇，沒有即時回應她。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SVPImLO1X
於是她也繼續說下去：「何鵬侑，你講！到底發生咗咩事你要咁搏命？」757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolKY8Fi3e8
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「我應承咗人，咁咪要搏命囉！承諾嚟架嘛！」我說道。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fJekLKh4E
「喺承諾咁又點？」但她隨即就質問起來。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4k3C45y6D8
此刻被她質疑到「承諾」時，我也忍不住激動起來說：757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfu30RdNn98
「實現唔到承諾咪會失望囉！就好似以前咁，我明明應承咗你，但喺又嚟唔到睇你學界比賽，仲要搞到你分神輸咗！咪搞到你對我失望囉！」757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYlvyDVcmY
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「啪—」757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjWG9sLxv8
她突然一巴拳打到我的左臉上。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9PYrJigPR
我瞬間愣住，並發現了她已經淚流滿面起來。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVtU8XKoSv
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「我個陣……根本就無對你失望……我知你有原因先唔嚟……點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」她哽咽地說著。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBlBSpC4lF
直至這一刻，我才下意識過來。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPy63zWxuat
剛剛的那一句說話，到底是有多麼的錯……757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vLvErXolq
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「為了實現承諾而使人失望，划算嗎」757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqrb26sVLY
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