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某一天,在午息時段,Ivy悶悶不樂地來到學校的庭園。309Please respect copyright.PENANAIce5v7t0Y5
找了一個寧靜的角落,獨自一人坐下,不禁嘆息起來。309Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2bCREjr0C
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原來在剛才午飯時間,Ivy又一次鼓起勇氣邀約Alvin一同吃午飯。309Please respect copyright.PENANALNnutHxgHG
可是早就習慣了與其他男生一同外出用膳的Alvin。309Please respect copyright.PENANAZByFo8FHKN
並且升上中學後,根本就沒有被女生邀約吃飯。309Please respect copyright.PENANAi3dAHlHkEq
因此Ivy突如其來邀約,再加上當時朋友們的催促,Alvin也只好當下拒絕了她的邀請。309Please respect copyright.PENANAAHdruG6gpf
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被喜歡的人拒絕邀約,除了感到可惜及失望之外,就根本甚麼都做不到。309Please respect copyright.PENANAUp1K6D8VC9
Ivy曾經嘗試融入對方的生活圈子之中,卻永遠都只是停留在表面上的融入。309Please respect copyright.PENANAPzCy1fk3sh
至今,她與Alvin仍然是維持在每天上學見面時談上兩三句話的局面。309Please respect copyright.PENANAp0WA22VDOu
即使放學後,她與Alvin透過WhatsApp聊天的次數,也少之又少。309Please respect copyright.PENANAqOUCGrTXgR
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「Alvin都好似唔多理我咁……莫非真喺要好似Laura咁講,直接同佢講我鍾意佢……」309Please respect copyright.PENANADln4iNqyp4
這時,在Ivy的腦海中也閃現出前陣子Laura的一句說話。309Please respect copyright.PENANA5LATGgdblQ
那句叫她向喜歡的人坦承的說話。309Please respect copyright.PENANALvJf0uyj9d
可是對於性格偏向內向的Ivy來說,要與喜歡的人坦白,可是一件難若登天的事情。309Please respect copyright.PENANAkBfrUFlTSg
單是起初鼓起勇氣向Alvin進一步搭訕,她其實也在心裡掙扎了好幾天。309Please respect copyright.PENANAkMNzb38vrr
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「你鍾意Alvin啊?」309Please respect copyright.PENANA7tiDWSR5F9
突然有一把男聲從Ivy的後方傳來。309Please respect copyright.PENANAnjjYyVL1OC
使得她馬上驚慌失色起來,並隨即轉過身來,查看聲音的主人。309Please respect copyright.PENANAZBDL6lmgZY
「Dan……?點解你會嚟庭園嘅?」309Please respect copyright.PENANA2oyvCTWOdV
在確認是同班的同學後,Ivy也接著好奇地問道。309Please respect copyright.PENANAwFcNPkK1tW
畢竟,學校的庭園平常根本不會有人到訪。309Please respect copyright.PENANAEbF050cKF6
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「食飽飯無嘢做,咪嚟行過圈囉……但竟然比我八卦到啲嘢啊,呵呵。」309Please respect copyright.PENANAp1bzXqODzS
Dan在說著的同時,奸笑起來,然後就盯著Ivy,等待對方辯解。309Please respect copyright.PENANAhE3QXSCNhB
「你唔好講出啊!我求你!」Ivy當然是立即雙手合十,不斷向Dan請求著。309Please respect copyright.PENANANBDWF6KylE
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接著,Dan也抓一抓自己的頭髮,一臉沾沾自喜地說:309Please respect copyright.PENANAk80w9O4g4f
「乜我似啲會將人哋秘密亂咁爆出去嘅人咩?」309Please respect copyright.PENANAowDiZIsT4d
Ivy思考了一會Dan的這句話,然後就搖頭說:「咁又唔似……」309Please respect copyright.PENANAnhf1GVr8M0
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「鍾意咗人幾耐啊?」Dan隨即問道,看來是打算再八卦一下Ivy的事情。309Please respect copyright.PENANAy3LdSBaKMV
Ivy頓時也面紅耳赤起來,並不斷捏住自己的校裙。309Please respect copyright.PENANA4bmd0fIrVE
而在一番內心掙扎後,她也小小聲地說:「大概三個月啦……」309Please respect copyright.PENANAx1y2D7alha
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Dan馬上「哇」了一聲,但很快又一臉認真地摸著下巴說:309Please respect copyright.PENANA6laaj8UnIe
「唔怪得近排見你同Alvin多咗嘢講啦……不過睇嚟你都好似有嘢煩惱緊?」309Please respect copyright.PENANA21hhOtAmXT
在對方的引導下,Ivy也開始向Dan說起了一切的由來。309Please respect copyright.PENANALaqgjYAVkF
由一開始對Alvin產生興趣,然後就是好感,最後就是喜歡了對方。309Please respect copyright.PENANAInsCkSPCtM
不過卻一直未能向對方表達心意。309Please respect copyright.PENANAVi1OMSlhZY
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Dan聆聽完Ivy一番經歷後,隨即也露出一個恍然大悟的樣子。309Please respect copyright.PENANABk9Y3btcMn
「哦,所以啱啱先見你唉聲嘆氣咁坐喺到。」309Please respect copyright.PENANATwiL1zCSMl
Ivy沒有說話,只是默默地點著頭。309Please respect copyright.PENANA3dbyBMN8kc
於是Dan見況也繼續說:「都明你點解咁沮喪嘅,明明鍾意人,但又無勇氣同對方講,想接近人,但喺又無從入手,令到自己卡咗喺個尷尬位。」309Please respect copyright.PENANAKEqh2HraDA
聽到Dan「一針見血」的總結後,Ivy也馬上再次嘆息起來。309Please respect copyright.PENANAcD53ozcWrZ
然後一臉沒精打采地看著Dan,並用低沉的聲音說:「聽嚟我都喺無機架啦……」309Please respect copyright.PENANAzXFvsANfxT
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「唔好灰啦!不如我幫你探下Alvin口風啦!知佢點諗你都一件好事啊!」309Please respect copyright.PENANAecAEFEc0Ed
Dan見到Ivy一臉死氣沉沉地樣子,馬上轉用一個輕快的口吻說著,希望從而令Ivy振作一點。309Please respect copyright.PENANAqHAYImtdur
而Ivy聽到了Dan的建議後,馬上想起了先前Laura的一句:「唔試過又點知得唔得呢?」309Please respect copyright.PENANAXQqFRQcMCe
隨即也重燃心中的希望之火,一邊點頭一邊把一切都託付到Dan手上……309Please respect copyright.PENANAbqSo9SZ9ph
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數天後,Dan看準了放學時Alvin獨自離開課室的時機。309Please respect copyright.PENANAvWoNtaZfjf
馬上裝作想與Alvin一同放學而上前與他搭訕。309Please respect copyright.PENANAXhyoBPCyFv
「Alvin,不如今日一齊走啊!」309Please respect copyright.PENANAkQzZ4qUvgq
「少有喎,你今日唔喺同Francis一齊走。」309Please respect copyright.PENANANWlGzR0nyP
「因為……Francis比人罰留堂啊!」309Please respect copyright.PENANA23KRgAyBm9
但此刻Francis其實是在班房裡與其他男生共同挑戰著手機遊戲中的關卡……309Please respect copyright.PENANA5tBKNSzlhZ
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接著,Dan與Alvin二人一邊聊著一邊下樓梯。309Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2QC7ISyJ3
聊起兩三句後,Dan也開門見山問道:「Alvin,你喺2E有無鍾意嘅人啊?」309Please respect copyright.PENANA0IMwXOpaOX
隨即二人也站在了原地。309Please respect copyright.PENANAqPuuW1QfUG
而此時,Ivy也剛好走到了樓梯的轉角處,聆聽到了Alvin接下的回答。309Please respect copyright.PENANAMbhqJVFSkr
「無喎。」Alvin的這一個回答,簡單而直接。309Please respect copyright.PENANAENJethzOC1
不過卻同時使Dan愣住了,而偷聽著的Ivy更感到失望起來。309Please respect copyright.PENANA1QdxeksfKU
看來她的幻想,都確實只是幻想。309Please respect copyright.PENANAhsZhMyGFdn
並如同泡沫一樣,在一瞬間破掉化為無物。309Please respect copyright.PENANAAck1qF0LkT
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「真喺無鍾意嘅人?」Dan再問道,並語氣變得質疑起來。309Please respect copyright.PENANA6TxfBvLBuM
不過Alvin仍然迅速而堅定地回答同樣的答案:「真喺無。」309Please respect copyright.PENANA6aPHFnbIel
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這使得Dan不禁倒抽了一口氣。309Please respect copyright.PENANAYk0dqyK3MU
不過機智的他,也很快就想到第二條問題:「咁班入面有無邊個女仔吸引到你啊?」309Please respect copyright.PENANAYazbRhoOzZ
Alvin思考了一會,然後答:「嗯……無喎……」309Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6rGTm318n
雖然答案一樣,但是這一次Alvin的回答,卻從中感覺到一絲猶如。309Please respect copyright.PENANA20QBRIMmgl
於是Dan也捉住了這份遲疑,再問:「真喺無?你諗真啲……例如Ivy呢?」309Please respect copyright.PENANAEfEvD4wVQi
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在轉角處的Ivy聽到了自己的名字後,也意會到Dan終於把與Alvin的對話引導到自己身上。309Please respect copyright.PENANANkjbNjk0QJ
她隨即地把雙手放到胸口上,希望能藉此壓抑住活蹦亂跳的心。309Please respect copyright.PENANAvrR64OXi5x
因為對於接下來Alvin的回答,她確實感到額外的緊張起來。309Please respect copyright.PENANApYe0SWGmNS
可是,她接著聽到答案是……309Please respect copyright.PENANAnFgXlxUN8j
「Ivy啊……無咩特別感覺喎,咪普通同學咁。」309Please respect copyright.PENANA1T7AkZo00C
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聽到Alvin的回答,Ivy頓時如同石化了一樣,目瞪口呆地站在原地。309Please respect copyright.PENANAKX6BJCp6E5
連此刻站在Alvin對面的Dan也瞬間感到愕然起來。309Please respect copyright.PENANAPgutCCPiDM
或許他自己也猜想不到,這就是Alvin的答案。309Please respect copyright.PENANA94jvYc9GTU
不過,感到有點不知所揩的Dan,也靈機一動,立即再問:309Please respect copyright.PENANAjoBxed0CLC
「如果Ivy喺鍾意你呢?」309Please respect copyright.PENANA9SeIQ2okfq
他選擇不再轉彎抹角,而是斬釘截鐵地道出了Ivy的心意。309Please respect copyright.PENANAMxuROiCcvt
但其實他都猜想不到,原來Ivy一直偷聽著。309Please respect copyright.PENANAOiauWi1IYZ
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然而,Alvin隨即也皺起眉頭說:「就算佢鍾意我,都唔代表我要鍾意佢。感情呢啲嘢講feel架嘛,如果要迎合佢嘅心意,而勉強自己,我做唔到。」309Please respect copyright.PENANAEjA3YhiyJN
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正當Alvin說完這句話後,他們的上方也突然傳來了一聲急促的腳步聲。309Please respect copyright.PENANAWsPPG0lqUB
於是Alvin好奇地探頭瞄了一眼上方,並發現沒有人。309Please respect copyright.PENANA2KvK6qcR7q
接著也扭過頭來繼續與Dan談論剛剛的話題。309Please respect copyright.PENANAucfGPzq9Q7
然而,他並不知道,剛才腳步聲的主人,正是Ivy。309Please respect copyright.PENANAlVmXsjAhe9
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而與此同時,Ivy也已經淚流滿面,走到了學校的某處。309Please respect copyright.PENANAhDa8bmbQ7D
孤單一人坐在角落,蜷縮著身體,雙臂抱住雙膝,痛哭起來。309Please respect copyright.PENANAm78AkvXqrc
她的哭聲,無比悲哀及淒慘,如同心被刀割一樣。309Please respect copyright.PENANAqeB9fK3Xr0
看來這份傷痛,將永遠刻印在她的心中,成為一條永遠無法修補的疤痕。309Please respect copyright.PENANAjK6ShXGOxh
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「就算佢鍾意我,都唔代表我要鍾意佢」309Please respect copyright.PENANA7dQfDZNNin
直至深夜時,Ivy再次因為回想起Alvin的這一句話,而驚醒過來。309Please respect copyright.PENANAH8tEH896Pt
她隨即慢慢地離開了床,並坐在一旁的梳妝桌。309Please respect copyright.PENANAwCOcFUB1s5
然後,打開了桌燈,看著鏡中雙眼通紅、神情疲倦的自己。309Please respect copyright.PENANA8Tg6YGVUQX
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接著再回想起Alvin的說話,以及這三個月來自己的所做一切。309Please respect copyright.PENANA5G8pw966KM
她不禁冷笑起來,隨後打開桌上文具盒,拿出了一把美術刀。309Please respect copyright.PENANANblfwViSy8
伸出冰冷的刀鋒,對著自己的手臀……309Please respect copyright.PENANA60lLcMPLVQ
「嚓—」309Please respect copyright.PENANAJolkiwFOSi
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「懷著多大的期望,就會迎來同等的失望,甚至最終帶來更深的絕望」309Please respect copyright.PENANA1to5ZrfjLY
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作者在此鄭重聲明:309Please respect copyright.PENANAX6IflWU1fF
𠝹手只是劇情的一部份,並且是虛構情節。309Please respect copyright.PENANAvmb5etTmMg
讀者們請潔身自愛,切勿嘗試!!!309Please respect copyright.PENANARekBkf7aTD
無論遇上多麼不如意的事情,都切勿做出任何試圖傷害身體的行為。309Please respect copyright.PENANAiUW7d8s9VR
若發現事情未如理想,無法獨力承受,請向身邊的人如父母及師長尋求協助。309Please respect copyright.PENANARumlRNUigg
切勿將傷害身體來發洩情緒一事合理化,請各位潔身自愛。309Please respect copyright.PENANAT4Iyg4XFRR
愛人前先要懂得愛錫自己。309Please respect copyright.PENANAjT2FRcYHgy
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作者閒聊:309Please respect copyright.PENANA7rAwqsXc0m
過去阿侑的一句:「就算佢鍾意我,都唔代表我要鍾意佢。感情呢啲嘢講feel架嘛,如果要迎合佢嘅心意,而勉強自己,我做唔到。」309Please respect copyright.PENANAenNjS3qKmR
完全是在打著現在自己的臉……309Please respect copyright.PENANAEBwZjJE88F
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《你好,我只是你的好朋友》【劇場版:只屬我們的回憶】開始連載
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