過去篇(四)326Please respect copyright.PENANAyrwSzkPuyX
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某一天,在午息時段,Ivy悶悶不樂地來到學校的庭園。326Please respect copyright.PENANAIHqbc4UoFt
找了一個寧靜的角落,獨自一人坐下,不禁嘆息起來。326Please respect copyright.PENANAR2lhnkx2FQ
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原來在剛才午飯時間,Ivy又一次鼓起勇氣邀約Alvin一同吃午飯。326Please respect copyright.PENANA8KRJYidEJk
可是早就習慣了與其他男生一同外出用膳的Alvin。326Please respect copyright.PENANALGMoTWL4hN
並且升上中學後,根本就沒有被女生邀約吃飯。326Please respect copyright.PENANAc4kTt0f7OZ
因此Ivy突如其來邀約,再加上當時朋友們的催促,Alvin也只好當下拒絕了她的邀請。326Please respect copyright.PENANAa5e3Rvudvu
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被喜歡的人拒絕邀約,除了感到可惜及失望之外,就根本甚麼都做不到。326Please respect copyright.PENANA8wwgkksW77
Ivy曾經嘗試融入對方的生活圈子之中,卻永遠都只是停留在表面上的融入。326Please respect copyright.PENANAX5XZIZxrv5
至今,她與Alvin仍然是維持在每天上學見面時談上兩三句話的局面。326Please respect copyright.PENANAAxokUCshRv
即使放學後,她與Alvin透過WhatsApp聊天的次數,也少之又少。326Please respect copyright.PENANAfGO7AG4XjX
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「Alvin都好似唔多理我咁……莫非真喺要好似Laura咁講,直接同佢講我鍾意佢……」326Please respect copyright.PENANAkdmXHrpAM7
這時,在Ivy的腦海中也閃現出前陣子Laura的一句說話。326Please respect copyright.PENANAkxVAoFLrm3
那句叫她向喜歡的人坦承的說話。326Please respect copyright.PENANANJf3ZlRNtL
可是對於性格偏向內向的Ivy來說,要與喜歡的人坦白,可是一件難若登天的事情。326Please respect copyright.PENANA4PqKAKLKJp
單是起初鼓起勇氣向Alvin進一步搭訕,她其實也在心裡掙扎了好幾天。326Please respect copyright.PENANAevd4ShwoiY
326Please respect copyright.PENANA3wUImFdLRX
「你鍾意Alvin啊?」326Please respect copyright.PENANAnzqH5VTDHN
突然有一把男聲從Ivy的後方傳來。326Please respect copyright.PENANAnTsPxP9jZt
使得她馬上驚慌失色起來,並隨即轉過身來,查看聲音的主人。326Please respect copyright.PENANAnunSyqK8NY
「Dan……?點解你會嚟庭園嘅?」326Please respect copyright.PENANAvIbtwnmTPN
在確認是同班的同學後,Ivy也接著好奇地問道。326Please respect copyright.PENANA0c72TWOfHE
畢竟,學校的庭園平常根本不會有人到訪。326Please respect copyright.PENANAyIv4xNMAGi
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「食飽飯無嘢做,咪嚟行過圈囉……但竟然比我八卦到啲嘢啊,呵呵。」326Please respect copyright.PENANA4ylpHSj3B8
Dan在說著的同時,奸笑起來,然後就盯著Ivy,等待對方辯解。326Please respect copyright.PENANAEfCDqr5XzE
「你唔好講出啊!我求你!」Ivy當然是立即雙手合十,不斷向Dan請求著。326Please respect copyright.PENANAt9RfTAg7K9
326Please respect copyright.PENANADWKvlK2qDW
接著,Dan也抓一抓自己的頭髮,一臉沾沾自喜地說:326Please respect copyright.PENANArFWdlFAPEK
「乜我似啲會將人哋秘密亂咁爆出去嘅人咩?」326Please respect copyright.PENANAQkOIehbdLm
Ivy思考了一會Dan的這句話,然後就搖頭說:「咁又唔似……」326Please respect copyright.PENANAuP7ImfrO1K
326Please respect copyright.PENANAZdZuje0SrJ
「鍾意咗人幾耐啊?」Dan隨即問道,看來是打算再八卦一下Ivy的事情。326Please respect copyright.PENANAUwk30AJWdH
Ivy頓時也面紅耳赤起來,並不斷捏住自己的校裙。326Please respect copyright.PENANAA30pygp1lP
而在一番內心掙扎後,她也小小聲地說:「大概三個月啦……」326Please respect copyright.PENANA3GaIhPN5SY
326Please respect copyright.PENANAr59v6mxIVk
Dan馬上「哇」了一聲,但很快又一臉認真地摸著下巴說:326Please respect copyright.PENANAMlTaIyAhIi
「唔怪得近排見你同Alvin多咗嘢講啦……不過睇嚟你都好似有嘢煩惱緊?」326Please respect copyright.PENANAwxTeIQU7gU
在對方的引導下,Ivy也開始向Dan說起了一切的由來。326Please respect copyright.PENANAlMHsWZA5HC
由一開始對Alvin產生興趣,然後就是好感,最後就是喜歡了對方。326Please respect copyright.PENANAAxvCxAware
不過卻一直未能向對方表達心意。326Please respect copyright.PENANAM7CvSlYWVx
326Please respect copyright.PENANAS0UgtQbefy
Dan聆聽完Ivy一番經歷後,隨即也露出一個恍然大悟的樣子。326Please respect copyright.PENANAmDUIXP7TpC
「哦,所以啱啱先見你唉聲嘆氣咁坐喺到。」326Please respect copyright.PENANAncGUKFopjG
Ivy沒有說話,只是默默地點著頭。326Please respect copyright.PENANAB27Ogsm5rs
於是Dan見況也繼續說:「都明你點解咁沮喪嘅,明明鍾意人,但又無勇氣同對方講,想接近人,但喺又無從入手,令到自己卡咗喺個尷尬位。」326Please respect copyright.PENANAM50nb1umSg
聽到Dan「一針見血」的總結後,Ivy也馬上再次嘆息起來。326Please respect copyright.PENANATl9jOv8vaa
然後一臉沒精打采地看著Dan,並用低沉的聲音說:「聽嚟我都喺無機架啦……」326Please respect copyright.PENANANKNcAceZAV
326Please respect copyright.PENANAy8wY33A3o2
「唔好灰啦!不如我幫你探下Alvin口風啦!知佢點諗你都一件好事啊!」326Please respect copyright.PENANAqQ3kwhp7fc
Dan見到Ivy一臉死氣沉沉地樣子,馬上轉用一個輕快的口吻說著,希望從而令Ivy振作一點。326Please respect copyright.PENANAIoDYj87w4I
而Ivy聽到了Dan的建議後,馬上想起了先前Laura的一句:「唔試過又點知得唔得呢?」326Please respect copyright.PENANAZiSEf9mJfg
隨即也重燃心中的希望之火,一邊點頭一邊把一切都託付到Dan手上……326Please respect copyright.PENANALkM3bUfnxy
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數天後,Dan看準了放學時Alvin獨自離開課室的時機。326Please respect copyright.PENANAkZ7TBKFcC6
馬上裝作想與Alvin一同放學而上前與他搭訕。326Please respect copyright.PENANAhPbTi3oB6d
「Alvin,不如今日一齊走啊!」326Please respect copyright.PENANAnKWLccfrbs
「少有喎,你今日唔喺同Francis一齊走。」326Please respect copyright.PENANAnGtZsSsrcr
「因為……Francis比人罰留堂啊!」326Please respect copyright.PENANAxeagib474y
但此刻Francis其實是在班房裡與其他男生共同挑戰著手機遊戲中的關卡……326Please respect copyright.PENANAHI6OzuMgkE
326Please respect copyright.PENANAUXrCsDBwRG
接著,Dan與Alvin二人一邊聊著一邊下樓梯。326Please respect copyright.PENANAuemg6L0WnO
聊起兩三句後,Dan也開門見山問道:「Alvin,你喺2E有無鍾意嘅人啊?」326Please respect copyright.PENANAafvMX06rXn
隨即二人也站在了原地。326Please respect copyright.PENANAplHss5KNs4
而此時,Ivy也剛好走到了樓梯的轉角處,聆聽到了Alvin接下的回答。326Please respect copyright.PENANAwDY9JN5WBR
「無喎。」Alvin的這一個回答,簡單而直接。326Please respect copyright.PENANAO1x59Mo6sP
不過卻同時使Dan愣住了,而偷聽著的Ivy更感到失望起來。326Please respect copyright.PENANA8ltRkS6RJy
看來她的幻想,都確實只是幻想。326Please respect copyright.PENANABaP3zz1N4l
並如同泡沫一樣,在一瞬間破掉化為無物。326Please respect copyright.PENANANaX4FkJTO0
326Please respect copyright.PENANAPgPEDd4z6l
「真喺無鍾意嘅人?」Dan再問道,並語氣變得質疑起來。326Please respect copyright.PENANAVBR59rM3Fz
不過Alvin仍然迅速而堅定地回答同樣的答案:「真喺無。」326Please respect copyright.PENANA45200FEdpi
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這使得Dan不禁倒抽了一口氣。326Please respect copyright.PENANA6nTbJ4yPr1
不過機智的他,也很快就想到第二條問題:「咁班入面有無邊個女仔吸引到你啊?」326Please respect copyright.PENANAoLPlg1D9t2
Alvin思考了一會,然後答:「嗯……無喎……」326Please respect copyright.PENANA0umvbX6P12
雖然答案一樣,但是這一次Alvin的回答,卻從中感覺到一絲猶如。326Please respect copyright.PENANAS0HNpBEEHJ
於是Dan也捉住了這份遲疑,再問:「真喺無?你諗真啲……例如Ivy呢?」326Please respect copyright.PENANAxQScIlPSOI
326Please respect copyright.PENANAFb67GkdyW3
在轉角處的Ivy聽到了自己的名字後,也意會到Dan終於把與Alvin的對話引導到自己身上。326Please respect copyright.PENANAlC2rV1Xbc5
她隨即地把雙手放到胸口上,希望能藉此壓抑住活蹦亂跳的心。326Please respect copyright.PENANA2RwcmPWXVb
因為對於接下來Alvin的回答,她確實感到額外的緊張起來。326Please respect copyright.PENANAW5cYyqvSb0
可是,她接著聽到答案是……326Please respect copyright.PENANAodtYqMxLf8
「Ivy啊……無咩特別感覺喎,咪普通同學咁。」326Please respect copyright.PENANAyJghar7HIE
326Please respect copyright.PENANAVVj31qiind
聽到Alvin的回答,Ivy頓時如同石化了一樣,目瞪口呆地站在原地。326Please respect copyright.PENANA2v5tFt8oHc
連此刻站在Alvin對面的Dan也瞬間感到愕然起來。326Please respect copyright.PENANAXKV13Xwmhh
或許他自己也猜想不到,這就是Alvin的答案。326Please respect copyright.PENANAW1cCdzsOIs
不過,感到有點不知所揩的Dan,也靈機一動,立即再問:326Please respect copyright.PENANA3e65zk01hs
「如果Ivy喺鍾意你呢?」326Please respect copyright.PENANAGZK46kILjw
他選擇不再轉彎抹角,而是斬釘截鐵地道出了Ivy的心意。326Please respect copyright.PENANA7S4dmwIwbl
但其實他都猜想不到,原來Ivy一直偷聽著。326Please respect copyright.PENANA0flVAUqadJ
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然而,Alvin隨即也皺起眉頭說:「就算佢鍾意我,都唔代表我要鍾意佢。感情呢啲嘢講feel架嘛,如果要迎合佢嘅心意,而勉強自己,我做唔到。」326Please respect copyright.PENANA9u2VNWwY2O
326Please respect copyright.PENANArAlaHuf93s
正當Alvin說完這句話後,他們的上方也突然傳來了一聲急促的腳步聲。326Please respect copyright.PENANA7z4hNh4yoE
於是Alvin好奇地探頭瞄了一眼上方,並發現沒有人。326Please respect copyright.PENANAxMQQlnBx8q
接著也扭過頭來繼續與Dan談論剛剛的話題。326Please respect copyright.PENANAWbPckIG38G
然而,他並不知道,剛才腳步聲的主人,正是Ivy。326Please respect copyright.PENANAtexqR6L4Z1
326Please respect copyright.PENANA2nPB7ZS6xq
而與此同時,Ivy也已經淚流滿面,走到了學校的某處。326Please respect copyright.PENANAkMbAvi5Iym
孤單一人坐在角落,蜷縮著身體,雙臂抱住雙膝,痛哭起來。326Please respect copyright.PENANAwqR3A4PlFf
她的哭聲,無比悲哀及淒慘,如同心被刀割一樣。326Please respect copyright.PENANAvxLoi5GfSD
看來這份傷痛,將永遠刻印在她的心中,成為一條永遠無法修補的疤痕。326Please respect copyright.PENANAnMAkR2fBAB
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「就算佢鍾意我,都唔代表我要鍾意佢」326Please respect copyright.PENANAvYct1shdDD
直至深夜時,Ivy再次因為回想起Alvin的這一句話,而驚醒過來。326Please respect copyright.PENANArs3dMLjELI
她隨即慢慢地離開了床,並坐在一旁的梳妝桌。326Please respect copyright.PENANAcVg5ZfItcE
然後,打開了桌燈,看著鏡中雙眼通紅、神情疲倦的自己。326Please respect copyright.PENANA6Xy3MN2Oay
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接著再回想起Alvin的說話,以及這三個月來自己的所做一切。326Please respect copyright.PENANA1FnaPnCIbP
她不禁冷笑起來,隨後打開桌上文具盒,拿出了一把美術刀。326Please respect copyright.PENANA5dTBEqdLbU
伸出冰冷的刀鋒,對著自己的手臀……326Please respect copyright.PENANAdtkMmudKtt
「嚓—」326Please respect copyright.PENANAP7tEAJhc5e
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「懷著多大的期望,就會迎來同等的失望,甚至最終帶來更深的絕望」326Please respect copyright.PENANAxuXopOjeKG
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作者在此鄭重聲明:326Please respect copyright.PENANA3vnWndUbc8
𠝹手只是劇情的一部份,並且是虛構情節。326Please respect copyright.PENANADvWAt3100Z
讀者們請潔身自愛,切勿嘗試!!!326Please respect copyright.PENANAuusBDDToeV
無論遇上多麼不如意的事情,都切勿做出任何試圖傷害身體的行為。326Please respect copyright.PENANAyYL4XNwP4y
若發現事情未如理想,無法獨力承受,請向身邊的人如父母及師長尋求協助。326Please respect copyright.PENANAtfQ05A8bTh
切勿將傷害身體來發洩情緒一事合理化,請各位潔身自愛。326Please respect copyright.PENANAyAYTqGXmjo
愛人前先要懂得愛錫自己。326Please respect copyright.PENANA4gT66r6maG
326Please respect copyright.PENANA7k8fvrHZxF
作者閒聊:326Please respect copyright.PENANApC9z3BvhkR
過去阿侑的一句:「就算佢鍾意我,都唔代表我要鍾意佢。感情呢啲嘢講feel架嘛,如果要迎合佢嘅心意,而勉強自己,我做唔到。」326Please respect copyright.PENANABDBVznD2qj
完全是在打著現在自己的臉……326Please respect copyright.PENANAY7TBgBx1Lo
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