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「你諗清楚啲？」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERul6WdqWi
「唔知啊！！！唔識啊！！！唔做啊！！！」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XQNvUpd7o
這個畫面似曾相識的……406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69IGfFJeed
就如同以往我教導依玲數學時的情況一樣。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnSRjlIaMz
不過這次坐在我一旁的，並不是依玲，而是班中另一名女生。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4JTOSm4TB
龔欣琪小朋友，你再咁樣扭計唔做，何老師就唔教你架啦！」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwauESufgMo
此刻坐在我身旁正在鬧別扭的，是由初中同班到現在的Laura。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhaI55nYN6
而坐在我們對面、剛在說著話的，是一樣由初中結識到現在的Rita。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvaTetolWD
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Laura與Rita二人，從上月開始便會在午休的時候，來到了圖書館的自修室進行試卷操練。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQEJA5C8XK
剛好她們在今天操練的科目，正好是我都有修讀的地理科。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyD9iaTdt2Y
於是便在吃過午飯回課室時，順道把正在班房小休著的我一同拉到圖書館。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2R4ybbILSb
然而，接下來發生的就如剛才所見的畫面一樣。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6Iip3KEFf
Laura因為一直都搞不懂得石頭的分類，而開始在鬧脾發。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aGQRiNHPX
與依玲因為不懂計算題目而鬧別扭的樣子十分相似。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAb85m9XWB
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「你再諗清楚大理石到底喺沉積岩、火成岩定變質岩？」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYdsvRsju5
「唔、知、啊！！！」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrn9LBtr7i
最終Laura還是崩潰似的直接躺在桌面上一動也不動。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIldDfa8QBz
看來是大腦當機了，需要冷卻一下。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppYfxcJMny
因此我都如同與依玲相處時一樣，稍為把她面前的試卷移開。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcMu8CNDse
「休息下先啦咁！衝咗幾題都攰架啦。」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvl7QJGDyV
隨即在話後，我也交叉著手靠到椅背上放鬆一下。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynSd7I0Lof
與此同時，坐在我對面的Rita卻雙手托腮凝視著我。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfQqQCjvaK
使得我馬上有點好奇地問道她：「做咩望住我？我臉上有嘢？」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrrqL5yM3a
「唔喺……只喺發覺Alvin你相比起以前唔同咗好多。」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcrhxwCoHr
Rita說著的同時，也微笑起來。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHbgWTcAG9
從笑容可見，相信她所說的「我唔同咗好多」是良性的。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QO8OmcUwv
因此我接著都追問：「唔同咗啲咩？」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTVfLHqSHu
「你成熟咗，仲記得中一識你嗰陣成個人仲好幼稚，會同Haley兩個成日喺到作故仔、同Shark佢哋小息喺到玩擦膠大戰……」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VQ37830xe
Rita一邊微笑著一邊把我過往的黑歷史越掘越多出來。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwNVzpHyQ8
使我不得已馬上靠前身體，並雙手做出了個暫停的手勢。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9VDi1RPiY
「Stop！黑歷史講夠啦！」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQAEuVWA6c
看到我如此的反應，Rita剛上掩著嘴淺笑起來。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5B8I6CkHF
「雖然依家有時都仲有啲幼稚行為，但喺相對比人嘅感覺都成熟穩重咗。」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yUnb03c3o
她再次向著我露出了一個欣慰的笑容。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguYJ8dX0Fa
彷彿就像一位媽媽見到了自己的兒子終於生性而感到高興欣慰似的。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4LoEhMN37
「咁人會長大架嘛……」我有點不好意思地別開了眼神。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84Nv0nKX2a
可是她卻搖一搖頭：「成長唔一定會令人成熟，你睇下Hero就知，到中六都仲覺得自己有一日會比隻蜘蛛咬到，然後可以喺城市到周圍飛。」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAOb54exHh
聽到她如此說道，我不爭氣地譏笑了一聲。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1B6LeOkQG
「的確每個人成長嘅時機都唔一樣……」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRdpQ3rhCe
我再次靠到椅背上，看著天花板上的光管，彷彿就在深思著人生大道理。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRh1dNuRTn
「可能喺因為Mandy、Venus同Elaine，所以令人有所成長呢。」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBN8VpyBy2
「點解咁講？」我有點不解地望回了Rita。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6APWIlDtrv
她卻是繼續微笑著道：「佢哋令你產生咗責任感，令你唔再只諗住自己。」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvy8cVbufJn
「的確Ivy嗰陣，我真喺只諗住自己……」我再次抬頭望向上方。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LVAYLTOMW
雖然Ivy的事情都已經釋懷了，但是有時回想起，都會忍不住倒抽一口氣。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAoJZ4uPQH
可能那一份內疚感，會一直纏住我直到死去的一刻……406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tUkqosoKe
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「Rita你打算做社工呵？」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypJrD7W1n8
在氣氛即將變得沉重的一剎那，我也轉了個話題。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfDwN6GIr9
Rita則是點頭起來：「喺啊，我想為呢個社會出一分力。」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AGdJYk0ki
「你真喺熱心呢……」我輕笑道的同時，也交叉著手：「等我過幾日唔喺到嘅時候，要記得出埋我個一分力喎……！」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfdbZQEfHZ
一時口快下，我不慎把不應該說的話說了出來。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLLCzmIco3
我馬上望向了Rita，只見她瞪大了雙眼。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAHiHbTE5A
隨即也皺著眉頭，語氣有點疑惑地問：「過幾日唔喺到喺咩意思？」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyzEIhnfc7
然而，我沒有立即回答她，只是先送上一記微笑，然後把手指放到嘴前，做出了一個保密的手勢。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPsplzLLhB
Rita沒有說話，只是有點愕然地睜了兩下眼。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOWVOQDjn9
下一瞬間也馬上別開了臉，雙眼泛著一點淚光說：「嗯……我會架啦。」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGQt8uS0mC
在話後，她便示意想去洗手間一趟。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNMBcekdNR
而在離開坐位的一刻，也用手擦了一擦眼角再離去。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9m1IbVLoGu
看著她如此的舉動，我隨即也收起了笑容。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBFgTgtqMW
接著轉過身，望向了身旁依然伏在桌上的Laura。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjM5gPLE2mo
「你哋都有咁嘅反應，點令我放心啊。」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPbyjBHLYU
我說著的同時，也戳了一下她的手臂。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrW3gHOTkpO
而Laura只是很快把頭別了過去，並發出了隱約的一聲抽泣。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SeOnjb8Aw
看著她們二人的反應，也令我回想起前一晚Zack及Grace所說的話「你好有影響力架」……406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGwYJLqy6L
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我隨即也再戳了Laura的手臂一下。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVG37GOBH87
「喂，你知咩事咩？咁快喊定嘅？」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSpA9AwtCn
Laura馬上從桌面坐起身來，雙眼水汪汪、有點激動地向我說：「你估我哋傻架咩？」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xFeSIPbIG
見到她的樣子，我只好先撅嘴起來，並沉思了一會。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCcU8PMe1A
Laura則是繼續有點生氣地盯著我，直到我嘆了一口氣。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIHaLOK4k6
「諗住同你哋識得最耐，會好啲開口講、好啲理解。」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLV5xczWRaN
「就喺識得耐，先至咁樣啊！」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRyQ0GebjV
這次換轉是Laura撅起嘴並鼓起泡腮，看來是真的生氣了。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwVIamHQbb
「對唔住……」演變成這樣的情況，我還是先道歉起來。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhJSmd5HuG
而Laura在多盯著我數秒後，也隨即深呼吸了一口。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCefSyyJWZ
隨後也把剛才被移開了一點的試卷拿到了面前。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGK8kUDsIq6
「快啲教我點做。」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxXM7q3axl
對於她突然的轉變，我雖然有點摸不著頭緒。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31xfNp9JA1
但還是按照她的要求，開始教導她如何解題。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgn1DGI78o
「呢題目要你分幾個部份答，你將啲重要嘅字眼，都highlight咗佢先。」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUPo73ZxMF
「好……」Laura低聲回答，然後就默默地從筆袋中拿出了一支螢光筆。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmT0K5z7qX
接著很快便移除了筆蓋，並開始把試題上的重點字眼劃出。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsSbUlKbX8
可是當她劃到一半的時候，卻突然在我手臂上劃了一筆。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tY983M0ib
「你做咩將支螢光筆畫落我隻手到？」我馬上有點愣住地問道了她。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrtrIyXsfM
然而，她只是把螢光筆的蓋子蓋上，並一臉理所當然地說：「因為阿侑你對我嚟講好重要。」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8Iqd519c9
「欸！？」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQRJkvCmy7
「我同Rita會有咁嘅反應，都喺因為阿侑你對我哋嚟好重要。你唔單止淨喺對Mandy好好，甚至好照顧我哋。仲記得畢業營嗰陣，你一直幫我融入組入面，希望我同其他組員打多啲交道！Mandy走完到你走，唔大反應先奇！」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9teA1IYep
聽到Laura的這番說話，我也立即反省起來。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAr7b5gESR2
數分鐘前，才被人稱讚我不再只為自己。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDRSb2EgKQ
但是現在我卻相反地一心認為她們都會理解我的舉動。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRcGGl9dF8
看來我還不夠成熟呢……406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeF6uASeoGu
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「多謝，你覺得我重要。」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6q9UfwU8YA
我稍為收捨了一下心情後，便向她微笑說道。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dtfvVjMxs
Laura則是馬上別開眼神、臉頰有點泛紅地說道：「你唔好誤會我啊！」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInGU4tlM81
正如Rita所說，每個人都會成長，只是時機與契機都有所不同。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyk8d4ANX9N
但今天看著她們二人的反應，也令我意會到。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPH3P10oaBt
若果連她們都展露出如此大的反應，那麼對著「她」，我應該如何是好。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YGeSnUY7D
理性，告訴我應該要成熟地坦承面對。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSitj3cAW9Z
但是感性，卻告知我，一切都是要付出代價的。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYHySon6Hh
想到這點的我，不禁深呼吸了一口。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5tV5GA6dn
接著也掛上笑容，與Laura說道：「我哋繼續操卷啦！一陣Rita翻嚟，仲要向佢道翻歉……」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhzWHgNFVj
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「成長、成熟」406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYV1HX5Ids6
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忘記了Ivy是誰的，可以回去看暑假篇中的回憶篇~406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRLN339Coe
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