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「你諗清楚啲？」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDI97AVcAO7
「唔知啊！！！唔識啊！！！唔做啊！！！」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJ3r23c4oG
這個畫面似曾相識的……433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nBPlczLXE
就如同以往我教導依玲數學時的情況一樣。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5AdVIFtzN
不過這次坐在我一旁的，並不是依玲，而是班中另一名女生。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5aL6PTFRz
龔欣琪小朋友，你再咁樣扭計唔做，何老師就唔教你架啦！」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbjHFA6ac1
此刻坐在我身旁正在鬧別扭的，是由初中同班到現在的Laura。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6M7N6ATFc
而坐在我們對面、剛在說著話的，是一樣由初中結識到現在的Rita。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfou8mTwLyU
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Laura與Rita二人，從上月開始便會在午休的時候，來到了圖書館的自修室進行試卷操練。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwyjux3LVs
剛好她們在今天操練的科目，正好是我都有修讀的地理科。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8TayqG97k
於是便在吃過午飯回課室時，順道把正在班房小休著的我一同拉到圖書館。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvm45uVYGsi
然而，接下來發生的就如剛才所見的畫面一樣。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoK67w2Uqq9
Laura因為一直都搞不懂得石頭的分類，而開始在鬧脾發。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEY2rD6qoIo
與依玲因為不懂計算題目而鬧別扭的樣子十分相似。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPzeSgGJdF
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「你再諗清楚大理石到底喺沉積岩、火成岩定變質岩？」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47ZMarEJHL
「唔、知、啊！！！」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqN14rLsuqq
最終Laura還是崩潰似的直接躺在桌面上一動也不動。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0as8ZgAuv
看來是大腦當機了，需要冷卻一下。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8guF93ET1
因此我都如同與依玲相處時一樣，稍為把她面前的試卷移開。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0K6F5VvvD
「休息下先啦咁！衝咗幾題都攰架啦。」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCDddY9jFO
隨即在話後，我也交叉著手靠到椅背上放鬆一下。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKk0kAZSd3
與此同時，坐在我對面的Rita卻雙手托腮凝視著我。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiHCwWvbac
使得我馬上有點好奇地問道她：「做咩望住我？我臉上有嘢？」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3e7vWWV3Bk
「唔喺……只喺發覺Alvin你相比起以前唔同咗好多。」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxvLm26hyo
Rita說著的同時，也微笑起來。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxPJx0zPm8
從笑容可見，相信她所說的「我唔同咗好多」是良性的。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGKZZ8URRq
因此我接著都追問：「唔同咗啲咩？」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQyv67gTFP
「你成熟咗，仲記得中一識你嗰陣成個人仲好幼稚，會同Haley兩個成日喺到作故仔、同Shark佢哋小息喺到玩擦膠大戰……」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1uwppr8hr
Rita一邊微笑著一邊把我過往的黑歷史越掘越多出來。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxd9htbSi4k
使我不得已馬上靠前身體，並雙手做出了個暫停的手勢。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡep94I3PwRG
「Stop！黑歷史講夠啦！」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9gi7bGSGu
看到我如此的反應，Rita剛上掩著嘴淺笑起來。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhFhVxcRGb
「雖然依家有時都仲有啲幼稚行為，但喺相對比人嘅感覺都成熟穩重咗。」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF78EQyYCWE
她再次向著我露出了一個欣慰的笑容。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNy8PrC8DBO
彷彿就像一位媽媽見到了自己的兒子終於生性而感到高興欣慰似的。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6d2ilvXCo
「咁人會長大架嘛……」我有點不好意思地別開了眼神。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6IqAMiHHR
可是她卻搖一搖頭：「成長唔一定會令人成熟，你睇下Hero就知，到中六都仲覺得自己有一日會比隻蜘蛛咬到，然後可以喺城市到周圍飛。」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdo681huTa
聽到她如此說道，我不爭氣地譏笑了一聲。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVCZ5mSH5Q
「的確每個人成長嘅時機都唔一樣……」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmgcBXLfXA
我再次靠到椅背上，看著天花板上的光管，彷彿就在深思著人生大道理。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUEBNFyzFa
「可能喺因為Mandy、Venus同Elaine，所以令人有所成長呢。」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9ZoR4ft8V
「點解咁講？」我有點不解地望回了Rita。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYMkg2wZn1
她卻是繼續微笑著道：「佢哋令你產生咗責任感，令你唔再只諗住自己。」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCFYcdzFjK
「的確Ivy嗰陣，我真喺只諗住自己……」我再次抬頭望向上方。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgWMqMhj7S
雖然Ivy的事情都已經釋懷了，但是有時回想起，都會忍不住倒抽一口氣。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsODa7nQfD
可能那一份內疚感，會一直纏住我直到死去的一刻……433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl04aYkksn4
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「Rita你打算做社工呵？」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYZqgC2mjc
在氣氛即將變得沉重的一剎那，我也轉了個話題。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqx6JgL94A
Rita則是點頭起來：「喺啊，我想為呢個社會出一分力。」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJACykNE1T4
「你真喺熱心呢……」我輕笑道的同時，也交叉著手：「等我過幾日唔喺到嘅時候，要記得出埋我個一分力喎……！」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDcYtAS6Lt
一時口快下，我不慎把不應該說的話說了出來。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsV8CqG7Gih
我馬上望向了Rita，只見她瞪大了雙眼。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHKidZLl43
隨即也皺著眉頭，語氣有點疑惑地問：「過幾日唔喺到喺咩意思？」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgswqdoYgkh
然而，我沒有立即回答她，只是先送上一記微笑，然後把手指放到嘴前，做出了一個保密的手勢。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAGKTapQmT
Rita沒有說話，只是有點愕然地睜了兩下眼。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIY6vYht3x
下一瞬間也馬上別開了臉，雙眼泛著一點淚光說：「嗯……我會架啦。」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhytozBxiC
在話後，她便示意想去洗手間一趟。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZJSQpAeeK
而在離開坐位的一刻，也用手擦了一擦眼角再離去。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7etjfnfCL
看著她如此的舉動，我隨即也收起了笑容。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhG3SBIJWc7
接著轉過身，望向了身旁依然伏在桌上的Laura。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPql9Bg52U
「你哋都有咁嘅反應，點令我放心啊。」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaUsnInQrL
我說著的同時，也戳了一下她的手臂。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEtVlEbr4Q
而Laura只是很快把頭別了過去，並發出了隱約的一聲抽泣。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhEdympYUq
看著她們二人的反應，也令我回想起前一晚Zack及Grace所說的話「你好有影響力架」……433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmYRctPJAv
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我隨即也再戳了Laura的手臂一下。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfLps8s6dX
「喂，你知咩事咩？咁快喊定嘅？」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5UAB1Y2St
Laura馬上從桌面坐起身來，雙眼水汪汪、有點激動地向我說：「你估我哋傻架咩？」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSnpK53k2i
見到她的樣子，我只好先撅嘴起來，並沉思了一會。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjo4isj1Nrd
Laura則是繼續有點生氣地盯著我，直到我嘆了一口氣。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OnxA0pP7z
「諗住同你哋識得最耐，會好啲開口講、好啲理解。」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqIYzTHl40
「就喺識得耐，先至咁樣啊！」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBK7b3aWLb
這次換轉是Laura撅起嘴並鼓起泡腮，看來是真的生氣了。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZiksFW5Ym
「對唔住……」演變成這樣的情況，我還是先道歉起來。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEHrWKfr4I
而Laura在多盯著我數秒後，也隨即深呼吸了一口。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7olSXT4Ut
隨後也把剛才被移開了一點的試卷拿到了面前。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAi1IMGSIN
「快啲教我點做。」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVKuHUEEsX
對於她突然的轉變，我雖然有點摸不著頭緒。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6KYkXLcxo
但還是按照她的要求，開始教導她如何解題。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcJ8i6zWAb
「呢題目要你分幾個部份答，你將啲重要嘅字眼，都highlight咗佢先。」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8D2CUMMmE
「好……」Laura低聲回答，然後就默默地從筆袋中拿出了一支螢光筆。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFdrKwxmbK
接著很快便移除了筆蓋，並開始把試題上的重點字眼劃出。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyfghiNJ0u
可是當她劃到一半的時候，卻突然在我手臂上劃了一筆。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QSO3sqIoE
「你做咩將支螢光筆畫落我隻手到？」我馬上有點愣住地問道了她。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58UPTatO0R
然而，她只是把螢光筆的蓋子蓋上，並一臉理所當然地說：「因為阿侑你對我嚟講好重要。」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyGXkHB7Pv
「欸！？」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUWy3ePiYa
「我同Rita會有咁嘅反應，都喺因為阿侑你對我哋嚟好重要。你唔單止淨喺對Mandy好好，甚至好照顧我哋。仲記得畢業營嗰陣，你一直幫我融入組入面，希望我同其他組員打多啲交道！Mandy走完到你走，唔大反應先奇！」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznBwk6sBTE
聽到Laura的這番說話，我也立即反省起來。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1AibCt9k8
數分鐘前，才被人稱讚我不再只為自己。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCNj6gzvvx
但是現在我卻相反地一心認為她們都會理解我的舉動。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEeB9CdEQE
看來我還不夠成熟呢……433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1HbgZw4sr
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「多謝，你覺得我重要。」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrxtz5S33r
我稍為收捨了一下心情後，便向她微笑說道。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpD9ZkVAbAg
Laura則是馬上別開眼神、臉頰有點泛紅地說道：「你唔好誤會我啊！」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGnjU6O029
正如Rita所說，每個人都會成長，只是時機與契機都有所不同。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceQ8tcBdS2
但今天看著她們二人的反應，也令我意會到。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4a4D1pHTbr
若果連她們都展露出如此大的反應，那麼對著「她」，我應該如何是好。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbstgx0rEO
理性，告訴我應該要成熟地坦承面對。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC733XXI5sU
但是感性，卻告知我，一切都是要付出代價的。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaGL1DqykY
想到這點的我，不禁深呼吸了一口。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NPMlCilLi
接著也掛上笑容，與Laura說道：「我哋繼續操卷啦！一陣Rita翻嚟，仲要向佢道翻歉……」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NnNXPiHoS
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「成長、成熟」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhf18maBt9
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忘記了Ivy是誰的，可以回去看暑假篇中的回憶篇~433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1300KO0FJ6
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