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我們分手的那一天……475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHLmzaiK7B
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQFuBUXPfc
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qO515oT7N
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vN22Mtx6J
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我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFkDcpKBG1
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eB5YP4l8x
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6mclJzw9B
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHop5iqgBOw
顯示的卻是單剔號。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3m9R7epUz
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPlOJ58DnS
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlp0VzNl6xJ
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1X7okY6Dmx
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雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0p0kkD0nIk
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEb41mDDEf
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvue88mXgDt
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「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gwM5lksS0
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCX5KO4rD7
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因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdap1vD4Mz
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0t6o9ODcH
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpVFAnEJ5e
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「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHksvOwcZl
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlJejaeX8V
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMia5XUL86C
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2LcgFDNKD
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「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FVi2dvNjy
這是回憶嗎？475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtk9ncvRriw
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuKaPvMbNg
又是回憶了。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09Wpu4iYjv
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNo3au9A2l
怎樣都是回憶。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAZaDq86oI
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5vH9Hbwtn
不要再是回憶了。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbia57OIRHV
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEHrindXbg
不要、不要、不要！475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lxuX0lKt3
「我唔想離開你！」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhikyKpGI7t
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「夠啦！」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6byW2p7wN
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnFOi46aHg
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVQ1g0GVbJ
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroMdUeE8fk
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好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmeUFHhM9M
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuW7gauLLD
「咦？」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PvWFe4Vgc
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZGA4qHTPT
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrkobMVtim
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我轉過身，來到了床邊。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZFvcsYIxB
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVl6loDqxk9
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEM99DguJTv
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXduMlxXDCf
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDQ65c7A2u
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我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9n4V9Y3cwS
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGFf4sZmPs
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSB4iXc5h9
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzu1znqsRIt
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktKMKxABco
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直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFAuK8OxmG
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfnnfeVhMh
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不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiAAmY9D2j
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabePF5gqDB
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZ8UOjaArI
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjL1LkbKXXa
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnG6vCrG8fE
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在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaKCn5gxto
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7S3JUhu1S
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnw2qZPePi
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQva7t01b8
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOHHE4G3kJ
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但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaDRuZ1Enx
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhkFcC6Pcp
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTI9vok4Qw8
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfnPJ18PVg
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnWXrM4oyz
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4DGmHlCMF
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然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFW0VCa18w
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkJ2vPN9xc
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPgEu0JbO9
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFDOztQ9Rj
不過，當然是沒有了。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqY8PZX7UhB
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hk0z0tSMW
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或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4f1oF3oDu
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJa4qnM2uf
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMkYtXW85C
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如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwS6tJuvRj
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHrFg7kKRV
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVlkBtmD8t
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8Fpt93ofV
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIEwZKwqoK
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持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosVvyidnV1
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyyddjcG0o
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUYUFLB6Pf
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgC9s2KqTPK
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzAO0d6AlU
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6w03HdFrDS
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最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYS9LVBcd00
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0nQBQgdOB
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5ASCJJ08g
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKv8O0IzGro
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNirJtHgH38
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkO1BRKkn9
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oAV0PaMAc
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「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkz4kHJYh3
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