第一二七章：過去497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjQmU2Rc3Y
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我們分手的那一天……497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8NR3hLZ01
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3xii1ZCcv
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpttjxYHvD8
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLLUhJqy0W
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我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLS0r2RrxP
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GoUcqzHVB
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaVm7hWkSd
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt10i6qU6LU
顯示的卻是單剔號。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucpRkM1svk
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlwazKWlic
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVXMv8HjCY
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdXRCkQSUs
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雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmJwC3V4Fy
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysRztAi1AJ
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcdTm7BPM4
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「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnyHjl3Qjj
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5Em9e30oP
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因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrI6sMV7Cc4
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5eHe2E7Eh
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrPSWnp28y
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「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlvCgSTLHd
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9w33QY5BU
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiptfsURdMq
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRqax3v8QB
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「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmDhUhILjp
這是回憶嗎？497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6nMQ3vO6R
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtymOWTOiH
又是回憶了。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUr777orBWa
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEKrmFUKMq
怎樣都是回憶。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kur4ey1nB
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJWbFfI76E
不要再是回憶了。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9hXgGldtx
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZ3OkEfDfE
不要、不要、不要！497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwLQQ7ljmE
「我唔想離開你！」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQWVf4G4sf
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「夠啦！」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqA6iXlN3IU
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdcjPFGVBM
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfuVNSIC9B
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZhaEEp2uJ
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好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoruzfQhQM
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiOi4atVVS
「咦？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncUPxqjAYO
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Tlb4sSzxZ
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4s3MlfkK6
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我轉過身，來到了床邊。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡww442o0YIj
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGcJzYTP60
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEg8ljdAip7
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84SHjSux3m
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFChCHaNE7G
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我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufowWcNd5U
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpY5orGKIyl
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5K6Po1gNdT
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMe3ooI8XG
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEkaUD8BEX
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直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Z1Bvsojuf
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfc9v8ruyZ
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不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShx0UN6eIE
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEt8zklvCsz
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbYWyIb8jP
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeedWIr7omA
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYQhrgLXyJ
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在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoi8Q6UmH2
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRKXVs7iLI
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08n1UlryBb
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOV7xKmfI0X
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvH5yTtexpg
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但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXlJin1C1h
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkAmCTAJD0
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6tdKuAXI4
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBETPJfRCMU
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSpfThTtS5
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4OYVO7z9Y
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然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdItUTJ4rT
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHDl41JFzV
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeL7gLtAFR5
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KMfNw6fES
不過，當然是沒有了。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqnT5mT2LL
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAiF9DuHti
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或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3UFpHCM7X
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsqPtSQZFe
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSCrwxu1av
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如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJevQJ5meCe
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5pvimKvTh
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdkKHfAswr
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSLDMLvC8m
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclHamDBKAT
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持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQg80HBXE2f
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI39bkRDJlg
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ycEmWbe9K
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOIncMF8c2
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFbvWCkAn2
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIwSOfnXbT
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最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAeaW2QiU0
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP809ypPvJS
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWk60cslRV
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw71zckST3z
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagmrIX0RjH
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlCE4TVa92
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIsOSgv9XO
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「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61nXhePjCa
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