第一二七章：過去562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzI7jWU5o1G
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我們分手的那一天……562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjivvSTLfen
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUn28LF578
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgkiRjkS6L
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcwYKyxnHN
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我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQi0MSPUkd8
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrnNfdvw5o
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBep62lgeA
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg64a9EqaNz
顯示的卻是單剔號。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6xpC0SIWV
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxirWabozWE
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsDPxSVxm4
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22QUKQ83OQ
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雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTIRIBGdnB
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzd7MmvGZO
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJpgmYRuDI
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriFsi2SGmA
「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpiT2ZjOX3
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vHBCrgG7p
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因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHnfZVS2Va
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1EAZAgGv7
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJWMkbd7Bj
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Wj5s8TiGD
「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJA5miK160Y
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMwdQjK93y
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7ZaCWIMxM
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6Y22ACSTY
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「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyXQZALDdH
這是回憶嗎？562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCz5CEwT7aS
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtt2R8f25TX
又是回憶了。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoT77NJl0j8
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOM4Bp6gMOf
怎樣都是回憶。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCScwr3cUKC
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LPj04CG43
不要再是回憶了。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5rxGUA7sT
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhdCcTqoBU
不要、不要、不要！562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6RveL3AFG
「我唔想離開你！」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0vrXV8fsP
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「夠啦！」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZTxwOpZ6z
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wREnJ4J6Q
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWhnmClA5f
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDFBmkmXow
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好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zPMeoDkDH
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjQ2rc5Uon
「咦？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4tlPQwYe8
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNV4Tcwndl
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WgQyI1Xfc
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我轉過身，來到了床邊。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRO4kljkKY
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprwkK4La0Y
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWcPysTQ07
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjb2SvkBG6h
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkLD8MUgAP
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZOYv0KwSZ
我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvS33U0HFk6
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FPWu2no6E
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyU3QneVLhs
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAnQauswMB
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcor0xoYIcE
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直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxL8CPdeAG
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgCJ9bGNK6
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MkZb2uzUF
不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJHP69xz7t
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaqg79TjRl
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldpqMSrZPR
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡke0X3H1BkS
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcB10SIQeEs
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkMQfcVfWR
在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YhqwCXIgc
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tggH4psV8
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AQOt1XtIr
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDvH89YMOE
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQ0kwdLk21
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但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CffPHyOS0
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3C0yZGX3xd
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXThMsKGNiR
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs67XuPzL8P
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5M0V4SFvlt
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE14KKxIWaT
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsve5ziyZh
然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa74Hsvfac2
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyaK6iAJrP
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsbrXYPU5R
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoKEnu2gwD
不過，當然是沒有了。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3HCnDEOXe
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVn64IIFAM
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或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3nX81iQg0
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHlFQ2aCka
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjgACgqDL1
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如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cOlMKiZpQ
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnWC1nFYhb
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvLgbwcYfQ
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCI20BEF7PU
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiCMRo3Dq2
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSxpJDONAS
持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYc20c5rYQ
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOB6kpwzot
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wGov74wQl
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PfMT1suN3
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxfoBKtKwr
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmskDEXntGk
 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdn2vRUlUW
最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iQUxgm1WD
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMlMw1dK75
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8hXNbsLIh
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKGjr5Qd4K
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0A09ZrJkFv
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0Gl7N9xo0
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lRqq7AGeL
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「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4h3jej8kBr
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