第一二七章：過去448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIicvPKpYC
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我們分手的那一天……448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KhVFLmcVA
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bwf4kwl9P
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78Ulop9ujG
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUASRgSOCcF
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我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZ1jU7onJj
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRk9N7JQZM
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEgA9QrfIa
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1G5FTcKe3
顯示的卻是單剔號。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvGawhs1wc
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITyw9mRv9E
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycWoKtav3Q
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1KLbpWFhV
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雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uC6kfiRTw
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKRSgbrHQ8
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLGMbFBAiX
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「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1fdJoYOSA
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TugIO3X9H
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因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Uhs41Xr4a
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlexFrqHa2
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04HeYUGd3M
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「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzHkndEGmA
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItZRhRgUX8
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wJW7xn6nx
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYDl017e23
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「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxmfc1h2lW
這是回憶嗎？448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kWpB9QGgQ
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVGiA2SrYr
又是回憶了。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXMgVGFk3t
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCM6u1zVPv
怎樣都是回憶。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tjUyffFuW
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3s30hbjQt
不要再是回憶了。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuMoIkXeNU
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaim4bjz8Mz
不要、不要、不要！448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC455V8KTBN
「我唔想離開你！」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcxdFGGFLi
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「夠啦！」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PKPzG2WDQ
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhf2yyGMy8
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDsTwDyUtV
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjhxI13GrM
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好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCobRkiidB9
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMBpitFohK
「咦？」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdJoR9KDzS
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8ijp1NwsQ
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeubmDmNTIu
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我轉過身，來到了床邊。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3klJRJm1VR
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizkoSG4K2t
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bbvNiHHbX
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITlyzVOdHi
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlHitB00B6
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我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWixLjpRMP
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapUsqjo0he
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUWQvfp7zb
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5cVi3ZEcG
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IxRKiAft6
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直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjri9vnLuB
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUwiBiXmY0
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不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdVyCtpdE9
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8JOZEiKwn
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLPxYkElz3
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7OMVcSuAA
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjB2Tbud5J
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在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5uqopCxIQ
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYmiXgSuqJ
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqP5sh9qlq
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGnvGMtzU3
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqVbw2leRW
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但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzeyeLxKd5
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyV0bT6oWQW
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3A8yLHHfI
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAhjOA2wyR
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nvSQEB331
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobE1QmL2WQ
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然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVrmtUlg6W
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEzWMKGTJZ
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9SW0bYsVh
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbg7bQZmiQ
不過，當然是沒有了。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobyAeYUjaL
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Y5WSEJ9UU
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或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCapBiUetC
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CYCJDFC52
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1K5LYtRdOr
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如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnDWsfwwvi
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuYtqXFc54
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ04Pq6MYQQ
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAMwcW8u7I
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8yAs4wxoE
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持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIgHUNERJg
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKaMdrRBmz
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbffC9Vr6Ap
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pIkUb2fTq
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3uk1o4FWv
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJ2Edml4D9
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最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKFkVXS67J
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcgthMR5CB
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEI6P03ayJ
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwodNOdn5B
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lCE8RuKyH
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTuiLcZzTQ8
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyEkIjWdCd
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「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgf2q3yKOZ6
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