第一二七章：過去524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjYu60Uwnc
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我們分手的那一天……524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ehSD7u2gd
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJBLJd7wkr
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKOoFq6NPN
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuDX9CwKHc
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我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizEUU3BLvC
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hFUOn5Nl1
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQlvPPfHf3
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HDk1IwbyU
顯示的卻是單剔號。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Tssg8IaMr
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8hG5Hhlti
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFK1Aad8DU
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4igM5mIRSC
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雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrC713H53dZ
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fVGnHZbKf
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmMqL8R2LW
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「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ycz4kHP5Y
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiV7Rf9iUoO
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因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22p7z5vQ2y
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFLY757vCH
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1scY7MGFFc
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「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrBGXt1CeK
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqDk909gTH
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17GkgrJV7I
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNAB052Xy5
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「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XE0lVCTDs
這是回憶嗎？524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5g0URhNFQ
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLBdXLGebf
又是回憶了。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKzePY2feT
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48IgannjQZ
怎樣都是回憶。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjGljv8Czd
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBy0u0wMXk
不要再是回憶了。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyozhtxLvkB
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduK3499lCK
不要、不要、不要！524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3EgaOtFLU
「我唔想離開你！」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUS9r8BXOJS
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「夠啦！」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZaa2DdNV9
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5jgvE3E56
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJchrq9vpyT
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcK4yaHfJ6
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好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERqEXMAF8A
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSk7Oa9qvH
「咦？」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5Id8axpwg
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUqHidmZgE
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbfBizSrfI
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我轉過身，來到了床邊。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPexwwtKElQ
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfoRq6xGizy
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8JTcOZeWu
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrx72zhROnZ
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnAFWvfcTC
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我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDTEPW2Qpr
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMbHNnjsIz
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnMyj0sYU1
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHaGFprtL9
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzgHhAt2Ea
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直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjJOXRNVAU
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0mn2Iw88r
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不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwRP5lEGpg
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAt8f1WTe1
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYm6onbiwa
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrj1mlq120q
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY24dix2wrr
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在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucXadSTdjB
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFi06LxSvqX
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNmQFSyku3
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcV1PaYJZZL
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrvkyl4YaT
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但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPGqfRDu5x
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS50mAu3iId
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ooGQjYtmo
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMhDwBqetl
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2ACeQOSMZ
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaYtOO8Mtv
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然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagbTcSifV9
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcszxwyrE9
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMyUKmnEZI
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJalKjewJR5
不過，當然是沒有了。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQc7Hq1h4Q
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQs3gOs2TLn
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或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAT8bNWBRgc
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWmKUyCtQ2
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuM6YVKkfb0
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如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYkmfbRpIY
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpds6RDG6Xq
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnG1uB2YDv
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXbGYnxgKb
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqNj0wAPuu
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持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfro7YRsrR
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGupu7OqE6
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsA2NfF1Aa
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5MSQ4BJ1h
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjbwDKdU6x
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqkajR9sFR
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最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYuhZ55m5x
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYASAOrdXTq
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDa3qKXNQ8Q
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqr0k9V4lYZ
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoDiTXhj6f
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4TektWI6b
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvF7ozWPz4g
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「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiJLSMqppJ
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