第九十三章：執著540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi45DZY0oOY
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「點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oZhq37Hk0
Mandy此刻淚流滿臉，並硬咽起來。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXymHREhaW
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她那一巴掌，彷彿把我從執著之中打醒過來。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GVfFX6Izj
「我……唔喺咁嘅意思……」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPZg4CSve1
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「咩唔喺咁嘅意思啊……點解你就覺得自己虧欠咗我咁，明明我就無對你失望過，喺你一意孤行覺得因為自己無嚟到睇我比賽，先會搞到我輸咗……」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHobQa50AcD
她激動地向我說著，而淚水也持續向眼眶流出。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGR1IJeSlh
但她並沒有停下說話的打算。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4MOU4fdbU
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「何鵬侑，我依家老老實實同你講，我個陣根本就無因為你唔嚟所以唔開心……喺，我喺因為發現唔到你嘅身影，所以先會周圍望……咁喺我身為一個運動員嘅唔成熟。」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjqt6msHMQ
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「對唔住……」這刻我想到的，就只是道歉。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsL7PSxSFgc
「我唔需要你講對唔住，我只喺想知承諾對你嚟講有幾重要……重要到要一直自責？」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrTl5IzqkM
她強忍著淚水，並雙眼盯著我問道。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGudKvLTc3M
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「承諾……實現到先喺承諾，實現唔到就只喺虛言。」我沉住氣說。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CaRr2V5c1
「你喺幾時變到咁執著架？」她又再追問起來。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTm59sFGPFH
然而，我隨即就深呼吸了一口，並看著她說：「由學界個次開始……唔喺，應該喺由我哋分手個一日開始。」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlMu4n3ECb
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「我哋分手個日……」她有點愕然地重覆著我的話。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvskcj2SVf
「你記唔記得個陣我哋睇完戲之後，咪討論過我哋兩個嘅關係，然後你就要我應承你無論大家遇到啲咩問題煩惱，都一定要好好同對方商量溝通……」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTeKNqevckq
我說完後，只是默默地看著她的雙眼，而沒有把話接下去。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoCdYnPcnx
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「我……記得。」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjss5rlw69
既然她記得的話，那我也繼續說道：「咁我哋有無真喺好好溝通過，直至分手之前？」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvt42js6hrc
她聽到我這樣反問後，表情立即變得難堪起來。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImzaUndxSr
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「阿侑……我……」她打算回應時，我卻打斷了她的說話。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWDDCtsemf
「喺碼頭個次，你同我講要去海外讀書，之後先傾過一次，話大家就算Long d都會繼續維持呢段關係……但喺之後我哋又有無再好好咁溝通過？你應該好清楚。」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc50Wv7RkAD
而她則慢慢地把眼神從我身上移開，並有點口吃地說：「咁……後來我覺得……覺得我哋真喺唔會維繫到。」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHRZEz6Ap7
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「但喺我哋試都未試，你又點知唔得？」我隨即就反駁了她。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROkNfIr2ka
她也倒抽了一口氣，然後再次與我對上眼神。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYPSgCZcS6
「當時喺我唔好……因為我真喺好驚，驚我哋唔會維繫到……最後都喺分手收場……」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRo35CXadnP
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接著我也打算開口再反駁，卻被她搶先一步，語氣有點激動地說：540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYIbLfWg0l
「乜你唔會驚架咩？普通情侶都會驚自己終有一日會同另一半分手，更何況我哋喺Long d喎，單單就咁起身講早晨，瞓教講晚安已經有時差啦！」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuibZ0Se9F
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「我從來都唔覺得我哋會分手，我仲諗住之後下半世都喺會陪住你……不過呢啲都喺過咗去嘅事，因為承諾一早已經唔存在，由你講分手個一刻。」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfJtbOITeK
在我說完後，隨即就感到鼻酸起來。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBFWCWIqLG
畢竟，這可是我曾經的一個幻想，一個期待。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx87ZGSGqXZ
然而，卻與泡沫一樣，雖然外表美麗，但是一旦破掉卻永遠都不存在。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYr5wXiSegr
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本來我以為Mandy又會立即反駁起來。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zguDLhZBZ
但是她卻沒有，只是雙眼熱淚盈眶看著我。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvaJP8AeeS
「乜你……個陣真喺咁想……同我過下半世咩……」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70fdluGoSf
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「我想架，不過實現唔到嘅承諾，無必要再去實現多次。」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLXvlxeVbq
我接著搖一搖頭，再繼續說：「玥，對唔住，頭先太過執著過去同你嘅承諾……不過同時都提醒翻我，承諾呢啲嘢，一日未實現之前，都只喺空花陽焰。」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkgDA00tOh
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接著，我便甩開她的手，從她身旁擦身而過。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsQfDMpkGu
即使她再怎樣用淒厲的聲音叫道，我也再沒有回頭。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtovYJ5goHw
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本來一心打算在放下對Mandy的情感後，便可以與她從朋友關係重新再來。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWF6XhM9wL
然而，她一天是我的前女友，一世都會是我的前女友。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yk0uMXNeF
我曾經給予期望，但最後卻換來絕望。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39DEP4BMHr
那就只好怪自己當初與她許下了太多的承諾。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBXR7Rbxj9
然而，這些承諾卻根本永遠都不會實現。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWz1D7V2zz
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接下來，來到了更衣室後。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0pJm9QrvP
我便坐在其中一張長椅上，並把手機拿出來，查看一下與Venus的對話訊息。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvebWSp2oXk
然而，對話仍然是停留在我的那一句「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhNbYrVzqm
並且旁邊仍然是單剔號的狀態。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVcyIChcRe
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「愛瑩，我應該點做好……」我看著對話眶上的頭像說道。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0M4LE9DMnW
接著就把手巾掩蓋至臉上，閉上眼睛。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrLsN5cLR2
靜靜地在混亂的腦海中，尋找心中的答案。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllzERPm6in
明明交往應該是一件開心事，但為何我會開始感到害怕起來……540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NuVnfKzeK
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下午與男生們吃飯時，我也向Zack提出了班際接力賽由Nick頂替的請求。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLoJtzrodW
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在一旁的Felix聽到了後，便立即向我問道：「吓，乜你唔喺話要攞哂啲獎架咩？」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYN3ZkPeBiN
「我雙腳已經唔許可我繼續跑落去，你哋啱先都應該見到我二百米決賽包尾。」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXSv2J5PLd
但是我隨即就搖頭起來說著。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9DC54rOLW
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「唔緊要啦，你琴日跑贏咗我已經好勁！要量力而為，錫住身體緊要啊。」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEb5K0Fbtt7
但是，Leo也在我說完後，立刻把手放到我的肩膀上拍著說道。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWz3Fb3PDu
而坐在對面的Zack也點頭以示確認我的請求，並問口說：540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLllSp6TH8o
「嗯，我明架啦。Alvin你呢兩日已經盡咗力，無虧欠任何人，亦都無虧欠自己。」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkbfRKzjRg
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Zack的這一句說話，讓我回想起Mandy剛剛的說話。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt93rG7paxK
難道許下承諾，但又不能實現，真的不會虧欠其他人嗎？540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyHTcILYkA
是對方器量大，還是我太過執著了。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg58EtREILA
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而接下來的時間，我也一直在心中想著這個問題。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRzXryzfOw
連自己班在班際接力賽中贏得冠軍時，我依然是在默默不語地沉思著。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDYL9ylZ1A
直到身旁的Devin大聲歡呼起來時，我才回過神來得知他們跑贏了。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIuFgYM7Br
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最終，中學生涯最後一場運動會，我以獲得了一面銀牌及銅牌迎來結束。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1IgG46geO
並且在散場時，我拜託Devin為我拍一張拿著兩枚獎牌的照片。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc98lfN1y8j
並隨即就馬上發送給予Venus，告訴她，我都算是達成了承諾。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXNANqAYbi
然而，即使照片發送後，旁邊仍然是單剔號。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwwUJqC747
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看著那個原封不動的單剔號，迎來的也只有失落感。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVTe7PsyAH
不過，我仍然深信，這個單剔號也會最終變成雙剔號的。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3Gl7upBED
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接著，就在我與其他幾名男子聊著天走出運動場時。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYC0orBTgb
卻看見了依玲剛好在前方不遠處走過。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYiLegCnmM
看來她應是剛與Sherry或者是Poppy道別，並各散東西了。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOc4SUvtp5
但是，我馬上也發現了在依玲的後方，卻有一個身穿連帽衣的人在尾隨。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCplMDGaPZb
再看清楚一點那個人的容貌，發現那個人竟然是Raymond！？540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Sh1rEzsiH
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依玲隨即便從路口轉向右方並離開了視線範圍。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUu0Hi9uZ6O
而她身後尾隨的Raymond，也表現得鬼鬼祟祟起來。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2D32Ia2ijZ
在一輪視察四方後，也一同轉入依玲所進的路口。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE10wp18E5s
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「Harriet，我有啲急事要行開先……晏啲先過嚟你屋企！」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMzekxFKGl
發現了Raymond的不對勁，我連忙與Harriet等人請辭。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJpWUkJgUP
並拖著疲勞的雙腳，急步走向了剛剛依玲及Raymond所轉入的路口。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuerezaQ0Ni
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因為直覺告訴了我，接下來一定會有甚麼事情發生……540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhIs0De7tD
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「是承諾導向未來，還是未來實現承諾」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOllBL5nPM2
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作者閒聊：阿侑終於在這一篇把自己一直以來壓抑在心中對愛情的執著一下子爆發出來。但他並不恨Mandy，他恨的而是自己竟然會如此執著承諾。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmID2vL1GW
然而，他也終於意會得到自己一直所期望的愛情，所執著的承諾，也只是形同虛設而已。或許從這一刻開始，他對愛情改觀了。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeXwBBYFKY
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