第九十二章：承諾與失望505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBaNTePBnW
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「Alvin，你聽日喺咪會嚟睇我打學界？」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsv9RxU2d1G
在腦海中，我聽到了一把挺熟悉的聲音……505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIzhgo94su
她問道了這一條問題，總感覺在過去的回憶當中，也有人詢問過同一條問題……505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDgkeyKjWT
對，那個人……就是Mandy。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzWfBXsNOM
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我記起，那天是中三時的某一個星期五。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTQZYp8Zwf
我在出席完每逢星期五最後兩節課的全校集會後。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyVkS4ivYy
便與當時同班的Haley正在一邊談論著近期的動漫話題，一邊走回課室。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2q4b7eBiM
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「Alvin，Haley！你哋傾緊啲咩啊？」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqNFyZ2MVs
突然Mandy出現在我們後方並問道。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOfaVa5vRG
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Haley見況，立即說：「唔阻你兩個，行先。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0mMxIMZ4S
接著他便一下子把我拋棄在後，自己一馬當先走上了樓梯。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71lNFlCvy4
無錯，其實他也是我與Mandy秘密交往的知情者之一。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbiET27lEoT
不過他這樣一下子就走掉，也避免太過令人懷疑起來了……505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlgm9VBOUE
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「喂，Haley！洗唔洗走咁快……」我怎樣叫也叫不住他。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12WFetNA4V
於是也只好放慢腳步，讓Mandy走上前與自己平排步行著。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizMClzTIUR
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「Haley個死仔，話走就走！」我馬上向Mandy抱怨起來。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLyTSnpWRZ
而Mandy則是隨即輕笑起來，並說：「Haley可能怕尷尬掛，哈哈。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9wr4mE7VF
於是我們接著也一同慢慢地走上樓梯，踏上返回課室的路程。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTok1PNpr3s
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然而就在中途，Mandy卻突然扭過頭來說：「Alvin，你喺咪聽日會嚟睇我打學界？」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4P0xxdcZmP
「會！一定會！應承咗你架嘛！」我馬上也回應了。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7ahwGzkmg
因為明天星期六，可是Mandy久違的羽毛球學界比賽。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkek7YE07E
身為她的男朋友，我沒有理由不去支持一下，為她打氣吧？505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuVaWJ4SAK
除此之外，其實我也打算在她完成比賽後，帶她去看電影。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xZKbMrxk9
我甚至連戲票都已經一早買定了。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwokZPPeSCR
然而，我卻沒有實現這一個承諾……505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMM8e4x3uTj
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隔天，正當我打算出門口時，媽媽卻突然收到了醫院的電話。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerHRFL51Ps
並告知在醫院的外公已經在為生命的終結，開始進行倒數。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0TAXkwsHy
若果想見最後一面，就一定要現在立刻前往醫院……505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbGZDbvcJU
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然而，我當然是跟隨家人一起趕去醫院與外公道別。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkzz0b8VkJ
並在路途上，向Mandy發送了一個訊息：505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2nDdwtfuP
「我公公有事，要趕去醫院」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6Md43qbqF
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但是，當時Mandy卻正在為比賽作最後熱身，手機放到了在儲物櫃之中。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhdiUHvoyY
因此沒有接收到我的訊息，並一直在比賽時，無時無刻都在尋找著我的身影。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjYrH2bBq4
卻因為我的缺席，而分神，最後也與勝利無緣。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZdxftZ2L2
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雖然事後她都知道了我因為有親人去世，才會缺席。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXCHoLxDTb
使得輸掉了比賽的她，卻要反過來安慰我。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkm2G06ZYI
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但後來，我透過也有去觀賽的Rita描述所知。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMD2LboPMe
當時比賽時Mandy的視線不時都望向觀眾席，彷彿就是在尋找著某人的身影。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWsQ3BKgi6
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我不單止沒有按照承諾去看比賽為她打氣，甚至還使得她輸掉了比賽。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXILJ7YR6B
雖然她一直都說不關我的事，而且知道我是有原因才不來的。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbCuZKmJrJ
還覺得我有立即通知她，是盡責的行為。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyDhHplXUE
然而，只是因為她沒有看到訊息，才不知道我沒有來。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcMI2F4R0h
而一直在比賽時東張西望，這是她身為選手的不成熟。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfgQVbYxDZ
但是，其實我是非常自責的，因為若果我有出現的話，或許她就不會輸掉比賽。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLVYHz4cEt
我從此得知了，當承諾實現不了的時候，就只會帶來失望，是對自己的失望……505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pNjX1JWzh
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「叮鈴鈴—鈴鈴—」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMIv8vTpDL
「嗄！」我突然從鬧鐘中醒過，並發現電話只是放在了我頭的一旁響鬧著。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqeNHicwOa
於是我立即拿起來看，並隨即發現了Venus數個未讀訊息……505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPI0rLIo5ok
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「弊，琴晚唔好小心瞓著咗，無覆到佢！」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0eReZYSEJ
我慌張起來地說道，並馬上點開她的訊息來看。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hzN9K8lF8
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「阿侑你聽日有咩比賽啊？」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSG8gWvIRZx
這是她午夜十二時半向我發出的。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtou6Ab9lc
然而，那時候我卻昏睡了，所以遲遲都沒有回覆她。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeRvq04SYp
因此，在大約十分後她又傳來：505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQcNmodscy
「Online住唔應嘅？」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4601OwmggQ
「跑完步攰得制瞓咗？」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkebQZO6tlU
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接著，再過五分鐘後，她確認了我已經是中途昏睡了。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtk94yoPZm
她便傳來了一句打氣及晚安。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdi1BqzQv3m
「聽日繼續加油啦！晚安啦傻>w<」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9hSV45gKd
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然後，直到今早六時半，她又向我傳來了一個訊息：505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcj0sR1bUem
「我準備做手術啦」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xf1kxlbTO
「做完再覆你ouo<3」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTXlluoaa9
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我看到了她即將要進行手術的訊息後，立即就回覆她：505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPi2Towd1p
「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6qoyBSu4b
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然而，這一段訊息，卻是維持了一段時間的單剔號。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKwLoOQcya
意味著她並沒有收到我的訊息。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fq1Ph4AtG
會是單剔號，可能是因為訊號不良接收不到，也可能是她關機了。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddzGkpjyVt
但這時候，我都只能坐在床上看著手機上與她的對話眶。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5PG6py7Cv
心裡不斷希望剛剛的那一句訊息，由單剔號變成雙剔號……505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAy9R8L4rby
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雖然剔號並沒有改變，但是此刻我也再次回到運動場上。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBA70Oa34p3
不過雙腳仍然在作痛著，痛楚比昨晚的還來得更刺更痛。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrhEcpRL0g
而且更糟糕的是，甚至在我平常步速下步行時。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCqdDZgjZU
也會不時感到突如其來的一陣刺痛，使我在一瞬間一瘸一拐起來。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9d4O9ErkI
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但我還不能就此停下腳步，因為此刻我都已經站在了二百米短跑的起點線上。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG76ZRKFpIG
只要再多撐三場賽事，我便能光榮地向做完手術的Venus展示自己的努力，展示自己達成承諾了……505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkKgvnCjFy
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「各就位……預備……」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFS48c5O5Bx
起點發令員很快也舉起了起步槍。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKyQDyZfKs
於是我也蹲下來作起步準備，然而就在蹲下的一瞬間。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCJrbvvc0T
小腿卻如同被猛火燃燒一樣，我也只能以三個詞彙來形容，就是刺熱、酸痛以及辛苦。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iQDqyHkbl
但是我已經回不了去，因為起步的槍聲也隨即響起。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIgDe5J0rh
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「呯—」 505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobev3ReS8c
我立即抬起身來向前跑，卻發現自己怎麼跑也跑不快。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBT6tdHcNV
並且很快就從第三名被超前成為第四名。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38TfxgbHpf
接著更陸續被反超前，由第四五跌到第五名、第六名、第七名……第八名。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrV8HVQAtB3
最後更成為了最後一名。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKzNyccBWr
但是，即使我再怎麼發力奔跑也好，還是追不上眼前的選手……505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRu9SOAHKnl
只能眼白白看著他們逐一衝線，自己卻還在跑著。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeeVfd3dFf
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這場二百米賽事，我可是徹底地敗北了。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Q1ufxykOl
到底我是在搞甚麼鬼了？505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEKmhUbsYr
為什麼會落敗？為什麼這麼簡單都贏不了？505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwQ7SaFHRS
我恨自己，恨自己又未能實現承諾。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQ3agDevCQ
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然而片刻後，我也一拐一拐地在看台下方走著。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9I75Z4WJ9s
打算前往更衣室檢討一人自己的失敗，並再次拉筋起來準備下午的賽事。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdURDVd8TXo
可是這時候，前方卻有人阻擋了我的前路，並說：「阿侑……你做咩啦……」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBqjpwgxIb
是Mandy。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzX0MfC79a8
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「無啊，我去更衣室拉筋啊，仲要準備下晝嘅比賽。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLCWuYUOZt
我馬上就向她說道了目的，並打算從她身旁走過。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVAioeyKEy
可是，她卻突然捉住了我的手臂並說：505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HkrFt1Ttz
「Zack佢話你怪怪地，搏哂命去參加比賽，所以我先落嚟睇一睇你。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK60l7nRVlC
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「咁要贏就要搏命架啦。」我還是一臉輕鬆的與她說著。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmFFjkYUt0
可是她卻表現激動起來：「搏命搏到依家行路拐下拐下咁，你無嘢啊嘛？」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFVHFRD0KD
我嚇了一嚇，沒有即時回應她。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRf7H9Q5QD
於是她也繼續說下去：「何鵬侑，你講！到底發生咗咩事你要咁搏命？」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYLUHh9KKU
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「我應承咗人，咁咪要搏命囉！承諾嚟架嘛！」我說道。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrwDX93XAX
「喺承諾咁又點？」但她隨即就質問起來。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3YiGQBrRo
此刻被她質疑到「承諾」時，我也忍不住激動起來說：505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81FFe600KE
「實現唔到承諾咪會失望囉！就好似以前咁，我明明應承咗你，但喺又嚟唔到睇你學界比賽，仲要搞到你分神輸咗！咪搞到你對我失望囉！」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqG2vSVpfZM
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「啪—」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AxtDckQQy
她突然一巴拳打到我的左臉上。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKF7V85KozO
我瞬間愣住，並發現了她已經淚流滿面起來。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcl1TYtlkt
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「我個陣……根本就無對你失望……我知你有原因先唔嚟……點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」她哽咽地說著。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsjiIQG0ja
直至這一刻，我才下意識過來。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLl8p660rf
剛剛的那一句說話，到底是有多麼的錯……505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UuVJ1DLoj
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「為了實現承諾而使人失望，划算嗎」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibFnIDF8M6
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