第九十二章：承諾與失望537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡau0sN6wWgW
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「Alvin，你聽日喺咪會嚟睇我打學界？」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsArcLvCS6
在腦海中，我聽到了一把挺熟悉的聲音……537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYgTY4oSbO
她問道了這一條問題，總感覺在過去的回憶當中，也有人詢問過同一條問題……537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8goKOWKVCK
對，那個人……就是Mandy。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhZZYieeHi
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我記起，那天是中三時的某一個星期五。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaH07gt1YuP
我在出席完每逢星期五最後兩節課的全校集會後。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZSVVFJ4Iu
便與當時同班的Haley正在一邊談論著近期的動漫話題，一邊走回課室。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZGMklnODT
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「Alvin，Haley！你哋傾緊啲咩啊？」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4UnVnrSRo
突然Mandy出現在我們後方並問道。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBFEZ0Rkes
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Haley見況，立即說：「唔阻你兩個，行先。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaU8WNHTio
接著他便一下子把我拋棄在後，自己一馬當先走上了樓梯。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjfBRed3TR
無錯，其實他也是我與Mandy秘密交往的知情者之一。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35a5x1qA1j
不過他這樣一下子就走掉，也避免太過令人懷疑起來了……537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnda92RFU1h
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「喂，Haley！洗唔洗走咁快……」我怎樣叫也叫不住他。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OKghiE9aW
於是也只好放慢腳步，讓Mandy走上前與自己平排步行著。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfD12Yrmik
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「Haley個死仔，話走就走！」我馬上向Mandy抱怨起來。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKO3LqirxyV
而Mandy則是隨即輕笑起來，並說：「Haley可能怕尷尬掛，哈哈。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7ib24eWpO
於是我們接著也一同慢慢地走上樓梯，踏上返回課室的路程。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDbVbcOkqk
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然而就在中途，Mandy卻突然扭過頭來說：「Alvin，你喺咪聽日會嚟睇我打學界？」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLpRs1zLh8
「會！一定會！應承咗你架嘛！」我馬上也回應了。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzqz6BKSNI
因為明天星期六，可是Mandy久違的羽毛球學界比賽。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBaP1Uspvg
身為她的男朋友，我沒有理由不去支持一下，為她打氣吧？537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0HHQdsS48
除此之外，其實我也打算在她完成比賽後，帶她去看電影。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjkFdO2czr
我甚至連戲票都已經一早買定了。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH48x6MC3XX
然而，我卻沒有實現這一個承諾……537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSw1XH9IREL
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隔天，正當我打算出門口時，媽媽卻突然收到了醫院的電話。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneqfxuAAE8
並告知在醫院的外公已經在為生命的終結，開始進行倒數。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqi62IQvWtt
若果想見最後一面，就一定要現在立刻前往醫院……537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bHWO8HQpr
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然而，我當然是跟隨家人一起趕去醫院與外公道別。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OLQAjWTz5
並在路途上，向Mandy發送了一個訊息：537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEhmV8uDXB
「我公公有事，要趕去醫院」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0isIz8KUA6
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但是，當時Mandy卻正在為比賽作最後熱身，手機放到了在儲物櫃之中。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOpebzDMAl
因此沒有接收到我的訊息，並一直在比賽時，無時無刻都在尋找著我的身影。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyw4AnN7BoB
卻因為我的缺席，而分神，最後也與勝利無緣。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoLmDm52Xf
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雖然事後她都知道了我因為有親人去世，才會缺席。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3Bbh79ryf
使得輸掉了比賽的她，卻要反過來安慰我。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShYTj9v0fN
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但後來，我透過也有去觀賽的Rita描述所知。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHc87lvwYpF
當時比賽時Mandy的視線不時都望向觀眾席，彷彿就是在尋找著某人的身影。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZjGc1wPln
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我不單止沒有按照承諾去看比賽為她打氣，甚至還使得她輸掉了比賽。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYAXWLn33C
雖然她一直都說不關我的事，而且知道我是有原因才不來的。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHM2fI9Iwss
還覺得我有立即通知她，是盡責的行為。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRZ05N2AF8
然而，只是因為她沒有看到訊息，才不知道我沒有來。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnPvXYCsK3
而一直在比賽時東張西望，這是她身為選手的不成熟。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BYdYdgmDt
但是，其實我是非常自責的，因為若果我有出現的話，或許她就不會輸掉比賽。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4djGGuBEwO
我從此得知了，當承諾實現不了的時候，就只會帶來失望，是對自己的失望……537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZy7SPBlJk
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「叮鈴鈴—鈴鈴—」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGCVKFWDBl
「嗄！」我突然從鬧鐘中醒過，並發現電話只是放在了我頭的一旁響鬧著。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO030waDPBv
於是我立即拿起來看，並隨即發現了Venus數個未讀訊息……537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33IRLDKJmt
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「弊，琴晚唔好小心瞓著咗，無覆到佢！」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxcKBa2IOP
我慌張起來地說道，並馬上點開她的訊息來看。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9uzg1zs1s
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「阿侑你聽日有咩比賽啊？」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzyKXvvEIi
這是她午夜十二時半向我發出的。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCnrPKUFnT
然而，那時候我卻昏睡了，所以遲遲都沒有回覆她。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJLthlNrw7
因此，在大約十分後她又傳來：537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMd2mpq1jt
「Online住唔應嘅？」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyafpA5CHb
「跑完步攰得制瞓咗？」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fFKr2Kf8Q
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接著，再過五分鐘後，她確認了我已經是中途昏睡了。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiNWvgv6UW
她便傳來了一句打氣及晚安。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qRX9gp9wL
「聽日繼續加油啦！晚安啦傻>w<」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwL56PaeY8
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然後，直到今早六時半，她又向我傳來了一個訊息：537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIF0Cah4Mtf
「我準備做手術啦」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3RdQ5TZPX
「做完再覆你ouo<3」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydg3DM92U3
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我看到了她即將要進行手術的訊息後，立即就回覆她：537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1Yg8F5kn1
「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgZcR0MCBh
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然而，這一段訊息，卻是維持了一段時間的單剔號。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYTnipxdKF
意味著她並沒有收到我的訊息。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3iHiSdN4H
會是單剔號，可能是因為訊號不良接收不到，也可能是她關機了。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqVuNS0iNj
但這時候，我都只能坐在床上看著手機上與她的對話眶。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Gc6k69dob
心裡不斷希望剛剛的那一句訊息，由單剔號變成雙剔號……537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZG1LPX26zq
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雖然剔號並沒有改變，但是此刻我也再次回到運動場上。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgAP1nRSH6
不過雙腳仍然在作痛著，痛楚比昨晚的還來得更刺更痛。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOo7KeDtzlI
而且更糟糕的是，甚至在我平常步速下步行時。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklHwSRbpPu
也會不時感到突如其來的一陣刺痛，使我在一瞬間一瘸一拐起來。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPh0eVUzHjs
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但我還不能就此停下腳步，因為此刻我都已經站在了二百米短跑的起點線上。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAN6KlBEhS
只要再多撐三場賽事，我便能光榮地向做完手術的Venus展示自己的努力，展示自己達成承諾了……537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ00ko343k0
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「各就位……預備……」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YzcGetCuY
起點發令員很快也舉起了起步槍。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeQClEoyC8
於是我也蹲下來作起步準備，然而就在蹲下的一瞬間。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtShsVIO6jW
小腿卻如同被猛火燃燒一樣，我也只能以三個詞彙來形容，就是刺熱、酸痛以及辛苦。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGufQGAN6c
但是我已經回不了去，因為起步的槍聲也隨即響起。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAARQRknhm
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「呯—」 537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXlLJsxdin
我立即抬起身來向前跑，卻發現自己怎麼跑也跑不快。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr965Se4Ped
並且很快就從第三名被超前成為第四名。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUQ0x9z7qv
接著更陸續被反超前，由第四五跌到第五名、第六名、第七名……第八名。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtg8GaAIRoE
最後更成為了最後一名。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81RUr7AVVk
但是，即使我再怎麼發力奔跑也好，還是追不上眼前的選手……537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpcY5iABd7
只能眼白白看著他們逐一衝線，自己卻還在跑著。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyvNSa7H5W
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這場二百米賽事，我可是徹底地敗北了。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9UwyF085B
到底我是在搞甚麼鬼了？537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GsOGgy1DL
為什麼會落敗？為什麼這麼簡單都贏不了？537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEENSX2jojX
我恨自己，恨自己又未能實現承諾。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKx48v63BbP
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然而片刻後，我也一拐一拐地在看台下方走著。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nFnQsQGya
打算前往更衣室檢討一人自己的失敗，並再次拉筋起來準備下午的賽事。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVfNQwEAH1
可是這時候，前方卻有人阻擋了我的前路，並說：「阿侑……你做咩啦……」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xITXOmXv9
是Mandy。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rmRLQCOlr
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「無啊，我去更衣室拉筋啊，仲要準備下晝嘅比賽。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvh4PYHGq3
我馬上就向她說道了目的，並打算從她身旁走過。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKqcNYPFJc
可是，她卻突然捉住了我的手臂並說：537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzxxYPqvSy
「Zack佢話你怪怪地，搏哂命去參加比賽，所以我先落嚟睇一睇你。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSbYywNix2
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「咁要贏就要搏命架啦。」我還是一臉輕鬆的與她說著。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYmBmRaMyK
可是她卻表現激動起來：「搏命搏到依家行路拐下拐下咁，你無嘢啊嘛？」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6JwcYKQVA
我嚇了一嚇，沒有即時回應她。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSsy8OV7bs
於是她也繼續說下去：「何鵬侑，你講！到底發生咗咩事你要咁搏命？」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8JZrpvITI
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「我應承咗人，咁咪要搏命囉！承諾嚟架嘛！」我說道。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLwsAbM8T2
「喺承諾咁又點？」但她隨即就質問起來。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Un50lSNp5
此刻被她質疑到「承諾」時，我也忍不住激動起來說：537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9UfACWpaf
「實現唔到承諾咪會失望囉！就好似以前咁，我明明應承咗你，但喺又嚟唔到睇你學界比賽，仲要搞到你分神輸咗！咪搞到你對我失望囉！」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7S9ZWz1c9
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「啪—」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLKMKa13Vq
她突然一巴拳打到我的左臉上。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCGFd95Mid
我瞬間愣住，並發現了她已經淚流滿面起來。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrcRbR7bGS
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「我個陣……根本就無對你失望……我知你有原因先唔嚟……點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」她哽咽地說著。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRL0pYC8Uq
直至這一刻，我才下意識過來。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOqbgHbGcr
剛剛的那一句說話，到底是有多麼的錯……537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZivDMXCgAY
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「為了實現承諾而使人失望，划算嗎」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rzUcEEdHa
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