理應,你知道在人海茫茫能夠遇見你是如此的幸運。你知道的,她便是一直你想去找的人,無盡的話題、相似的性格、難得的合拍。你們的相遇彷似命中注定了般,在她面前,你就像站在在鏡子前,在與自己的影子傾談般,再不需要思考那句說出來是否合適,再不需要帶上面具以裝作歡笑愉悅。在她面前,你再不需要有任何的顧慮,放鬆的,享受的。158Please respect copyright.PENANAS6fXF20YFE
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理應,是如此的天作之合,注定了你們便是個的羅密歐與朱麗葉。然而,不過理應。你擁有羅密歐對朱麗葉的愛,但她可不是朱麗葉,她……不會愛上你。158Please respect copyright.PENANANx23mVNLxc
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你是知道的,永遠,只有你去主動,只有你去付出。看着她的「在線上」,卻不是在回覆你,那刻你理應得知這個鐵一般的事實。偏偏,你總會為她找尋無窮的藉口:「可能她正在線上看文件」、「可能她忘了關掉那網頁版」、「可能她在與朋友傾談重要的事」。可能。158Please respect copyright.PENANA3xeAoy06vi
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其實,根據非專業分析,每逢你一打開手機,你第一個按進去回覆的人,她便是你最重視的人。只因,最先回覆的,便是你最想回覆的人。那……她呢?你從不會想到這點,只因,你經已習慣,習慣每逢她給你傳送訊息你便會最想先回覆她。158Please respect copyright.PENANACi2Q0C18uX
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刻下你不過如一隻的扯線木偶,她心情好的時候,便把你拉動一下,令你手舞足蹈,開心。當她沒有心情的時候,她連碰也不會碰下你,你只會被遺落在被忽視的一隅上,你便如這只公仔般無異,靈魂似被抽空了似的,再不想動,只坐在一旁,好讓那失落感蔓延至全身之上,傳到你的心中、傳到你的思緒中、傳到你的每一絲神經中。158Please respect copyright.PENANAhFeEin0lrU
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每次,也是這樣。你永遠也是被牽動的那位。158Please respect copyright.PENANAXQWBpt8bVj
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生物總是十分有趣,只因……我們會成長,然後改變。當你走在同一路上不停跌傷,你便會開始繞路而行;當你每在做同一動作而割痛,你便會開始改變方法;當你知道下一秒結局的時候,你便會開始改變心態。生物,人類,會有一種「自我保護意識機制」。我們潛意識之中總會為自己而着想,當得知要受傷之時,要不你就忍痛,然後習慣,讓自己能承受更多,要不你就改變,然後適應,讓自己能避免受傷。158Please respect copyright.PENANAPE70Mrfl4d
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你就如一蟑螂般,當你遇見殺蟲劑之時,本能你便會逃跑。惜偏偏你那犯賤的本性總愛浮現出來,你會繼續「走出來」,然後被那「殺蟲劑」驅趕,漸漸地,開始麻木,然後形成一種抗性,對那殺蟲劑逐漸免疫。當然,你亦能改變去處,不讓她發現,悄悄無聲地離開她的世界。偏偏在離開之前,你總會故作感性,然後告訴着她:「我要離開了。」不,不是你,是……「我們」,嘻。158Please respect copyright.PENANA4lKS1KBhNW
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怎也好,當你曾經經歷,你便會發現,原來這樣重視一個人,可是會令自己跌碰得傷痕累累。158Please respect copyright.PENANAzRMrDNN7kf
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所以,你乘着船,在她的世界漂泊,而當你感覺到船隻開始不斷下沉之際,你便會開始跟自己說:「不能對妳那麽重視。」然後,忍痛的,狠心的,決絕的,浮回水面,慢慢地,漂離她的世界。158Please respect copyright.PENANARRmHJNTfFa
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或者,不想太重視,不過源於太重視。不想太愛,亦不過是源於太愛而己。158Please respect copyright.PENANAVKVdcxIuNo
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