接下來,香姨拉著我找了一個位置坐下,然後分享了她跟June爺爺的故事。2434Please respect copyright.PENANA9I0MSSf2Ze
一個,似是只會出現在電影或電視之中的故事。
「呢個故事要由1922年嘅廣州佛山開始講起。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAREVP2ZRcoU
嗰一年喺佛山二牛村有兩家人同時生咗小朋友,王家生咗一個女,爸爸媽媽為佢改名做「王香」,亦都即係我;而另一家人,陳家就生咗一個男仔,個名叫做「陳詳」,亦都即係June嘅爺爺。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAZyIrdWfJer
其實本身我哋王陳兩家人係村入面嘅關係已經好好,而咁啱仲要兩家人一齊有咗BB,所以自然就令我哋兩家人親上加親。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAdyPPcQ8ZUp
嗰個年代,其實父母之命嘅婚姻仲係好普遍,所以我同阿詳嘅爸爸媽媽一早已經傾好,等我哋兩個大個之後就會成婚,等佢哋兩家人真係可以做埋親家。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAaFbkwyqhkg
或者係因為兩家人實在太熟,所以我同阿詳基本上就係對方由細到大嘅好朋友,玩又一齊,打交又一齊,簡單啲講,就係青梅竹馬。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAm4yBwsZSUy
嗰時大家都無諗過要唔要結婚,但係當你每日嘅生活入面都有住對方嘅時候,你好自然就會覺得生命之中有對方係必然嘅。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAB9ZTXoE3rE
直到有一日,當我發現原來佢係有可能會消失嘅時候,我先發現,原來呢個世界係無必然嘅存在。」2434Please respect copyright.PENANAs7KmKqbvUR
聽香姨把故事說到這裡,我不期然地想到了阿晴。2434Please respect copyright.PENANADuqcPYPPxR
阿晴由中二開始,就走進了我的生命中。2434Please respect copyright.PENANA5OWIPvj22L
即使她只是我每天上課時的玩伴,或是我課餘時的好友,但長年累月之後,她的陪伴、同在、傾談、笑顏,一一都成為了我生命中必然的存在。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAlOA3zZYGxd
或者,會否就像香姨所說,阿晴的出現就是為了向我證明,世上並沒有必然這回事?
「時間要跳到1938年。2434Please respect copyright.PENANALC0qDWjnSq
嗰一年,我同阿詳都十六歲,本應仲應該係無憂無慮嘅青春日子,就俾一場抗日戰爭打亂咗。2434Please respect copyright.PENANA1XkGXQkrmp
我好記得嗰年嘅四月,當時我仲係農田度幫緊手收割,點知我家姐突然好急咁跑翻嚟同我講,話我爸爸、仲有阿詳同埋幾個我哋嘅朋友都要走啦。2434Please respect copyright.PENANA1HmIPLvViP
當時,我都未明白我家姐講緊咩,我只係記得我一聽到阿詳要走,我就係咁跑係咁跑,一直跟家姐跑到村口。2434Please respect copyright.PENANA106MMdl2s2
喺村口,我見到差唔多全村嘅男人都上哂車,而我媽媽已經攬實我爸爸喊到收唔到聲。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAfkKofuRAYt
我聽到身邊好多人講,呢架車,係要車哂啲男人上前線打日本仔。2434Please respect copyright.PENANANuSSGBRfBM
而我哋每個人都知,上得前線就預咗九死一生。2434Please respect copyright.PENANA6u7qr5epCb
所以呢一刻,其實就已經係生離死別。
我好唔容易咁搵到上咗車嘅阿詳,嗰一刻,我見到佢喺到一直四圍望,直到見到我嘅時候對眼先停低咗。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAKkaG4zdioz
阿詳本身就係一個唔多講嘢嘅人,而喺嗰一刻,佢更加講唔到嘢。2434Please respect copyright.PENANA91BE9lTF3l
我記得佢一望到我,即刻就跳咗落車,然後攬住咗我。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAu93k1GzQsK
喺呢一個擁抱之前,其實我哋一直都無講過咩兒女私情嘅感情事,但或者因為大家都知道呢一刻再唔講,可能以後就無機會再講。2434Please respect copyright.PENANATGJxT6YajW
所以,嗰時我都係咩都無講,只係靜靜地咁由得佢攬住我,同埋用佢件衫嚟抹眼淚。
喺佢再跳上車之前,佢望住我,好認真咁講咁一句:「等我,我會翻嚟娶你。」2434Please respect copyright.PENANATpPE7MFGEr
其實有邊個會知打仗打到幾時啊?2434Please respect copyright.PENANAFX2Sf43xYi
而家諗翻,其實佢都係想安慰我,但係嗰刻嘅我咩都無諗,只係一心一意咁等佢翻嚟。2434Please respect copyright.PENANA7iykabnLy5
結果,當然佢再無翻過嚟。2434Please respect copyright.PENANA0zeXTYEX7r
而係同一年嘅十月,廣州俾日本仔攻陷咗。2434Please respect copyright.PENANARa1QhEbCgk
好彩我哋一家有人脈,係淪陷之前坐船落咗嚟香港暫避,先叫做有一時嘅平安。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAC02D3YOdCg
係香港嘅我,其實仲係好掛住阿詳,雖然心裡面明知佢兇多吉少,但始終就係放唔低佢。2434Please respect copyright.PENANA9LHt6Q8OGU
講真,一個人由每一日都對住,變成完全消失係自己嘅生命入面,呢種感覺,就好似個身體失去咗一部分,無論點都會覺得有啲唔自在。」2434Please respect copyright.PENANAPDYaARSBdX
我一邊聽著香姨的故事,內心卻一邊想到阿晴。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAXpnZzDkRUj
即使我與阿晴的關係遠遠不及香姨跟阿詳的經歷深厚,我卻對香姨的那份感覺身同感受。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAi75UOOf1nh
自從阿晴與他人在一起開始,我的身體也好像缺少了一部分。2434Please respect copyright.PENANADb7xoUtV3J
那一部分,或者就是心臟吧。
「到咗我廿三歲嗰年,我個心對阿詳嘅期望就跟住抗日戰爭一齊完咗。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAXAEVrx4BtC
或者你會問,點解我唔再等落去呢,或者打完仗就會搵到佢呢?2434Please respect copyright.PENANAKEz1yL2LlW
但其實我想話你聽,係嗰一個年代,二十歲都未結到婚嘅女人,已經足以俾人評頭品足。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAe2aH1okdtu
即使係俾人點話都好,我都一直堅持住要等阿詳。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAg99HtbDP5y
但係我由十六歲等到廿三歲,等到外人唔單止對我,更加對我嘅家人說三道四,我就明白,我係時候要做決定。2434Please respect copyright.PENANA15psXr0G1I
最後,我嫁咗俾一個小工廠嘅太子爺,生活尚算係唔錯。2434Please respect copyright.PENANA4dShuHxhDh
係舒服而平安嘅生活之下,我以為呢個將會係我往後人生嘅寫照。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAW920MzXJ9l
但係到我三十歲嘅時候,命運就同我開咗一個最大嘅玩笑。
當時嘅我,正喺醫院休息,準備生第三個小朋友。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAbgHHWQ42K6
就係我訓係床上面休息嘅時候,我突然聽到隔離床傳嚟好熟悉嘅廣東口音。2434Please respect copyright.PENANALRtk2ilkzs
我好奇咁望過去,我估唔到,我竟然見到嘅係拖住一個小朋友係病床旁邊陪住一個女人嘅阿詳。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAuw0jwf2voF
嗰一刻嘅感覺,又開心,又心酸。2434Please respect copyright.PENANA9Gz3BddqTJ
開心,係因為一個曾經對自己最重要嘅人竟然死裡逃生。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAH5jN3Nt6jb
心酸,係因為兩個曾經以為會同自己建立家庭嘅人,今日再遇嘅時候竟然已經各有家庭。
雖然心酸,但係既然難得遇翻一個生命中咁重要嘅人,我覺得都算係一份緣分。2434Please respect copyright.PENANA3XKXiWdxTi
所以,我就同佢相認咗。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAsx66Vg5946
我好記得,佢聽到我叫佢個名,然後望到我大住肚訓係病床上面嘅時候嘅表情。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAFlaN5cvgRN
佢嗰刻無驚訝,無出聲。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAwXwqatMvTK
佢只係望實咗我嘅肚,微微一笑,然後眼角流咗一滴眼淚出嚟。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAvqqPZX8GJ9
我無問佢到底嗰一刻有咩心情,因為我覺得,或者永遠都唔會有詞語可以形容到。
相遇翻之後,我哋都向對方講翻呢十幾年嘅經歷。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAWbasuzXiAU
阿詳佢當年入伍,可惜中國軍一路敗退,所以佢只可以同幾個朋友一路逃走。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAhw0M72Kmwr
佢曾經逃走過翻去二牛村想搵翻我,可惜當時嘅二牛村一早就被日本仔攻陷哂,所以全條村已經無哂人。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAJBdnQzW8Qo
一個親人都無嘅佢就咁流落嚟香港,係戰後開始去碼頭做下咕喱。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAWc0f9WtHvx
因為佢份人夠老實勤力,所以好得老闆歡心同信任,到後來更加將個女嫁咗俾佢,結果,就出現咗我遇上佢同佢家庭嘅一幕。
難得我哋咁都撞翻,其實我哋兩邊嘅家人都好為我哋高興,所以亦都因為咁啱兩家人都有小朋友,所以就自然熟絡起嚟。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAeog74RZZZ4
之後,我哋時不時都有兩家人一齊嘅家庭聚會,一齊玩,一齊傾計,一齊學下點教仔。2434Please respect copyright.PENANARJCjFWysDN
呢一切嘅生活瑣事,我曾經都幻想過會同阿詳一一完成。2434Please respect copyright.PENANASRCy1E81V3
但係到最後,我哋都只可以係對方見證下,同另一個人完成。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAppAVkmAGHv
或者,呢啲就係所謂現實嘅無奈啦。
就係咁,我同阿詳用好朋友嘅身份相處咗幾十年。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAVvXTEY735o
相處到阿詳老婆十幾年前過咗身,我同我老公就開始多咗陪阿詳。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAdp1fNkShfu
而直到幾年前我老公都過埋身,加上阿詳有咗腦退化,就變咗我負責係老人院度照顧阿詳。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAQdaCvwrIzL
原本睇住阿詳慢慢忘記身邊所有嘢,而我都差唔多九十歲啦,我諗住呢個咁平凡同普通嘅發展,將會係我同佢之間嘅結局。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAHBGTXwVCZD
點知,就係一切似係走向平淡嘅時候,意外就發生咗。」
香姨說到這裡時刻意頓了一頓,害我滿滿的好奇心馬上抱怨起來。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAoKluTDKG9H
香姨看著我著急的樣子,笑了笑,便把話繼續說下去。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAdwSTY83Z9D
「係今年2012年嘅八月,亦都即係四個月之後,發生咗一件事。2434Please respect copyright.PENANACuzIWvEXFD
嗰日本來無咩特別,我同阿詳好似平時咁喺老人院外面嘅公園散下步。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAuPEfcULItK
點知散步嘅時候,突然有一個小朋友唔知係邊度衝咗出嚟。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAAnQqJnDKWe
呢一衝,咁啱撞到我,令到我個人向後跌。2434Please respect copyright.PENANA0b4k74AWDI
我嗰一下咩都無諗,反而係即刻放開咗本身扶住阿詳嘅手。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAskzC9IGOcR
事後我諗翻,或者我拉實阿詳,可能我唔會跌得咁應。2434Please respect copyright.PENANAg7DeoGM9qZ
但嗰一刻應該係我自己下意識怕會拉跌佢,所以寧願鬆開手。2434Please respect copyright.PENANA32ZAWJKzsV
結果,我後腦落地,當場死亡。2434Please respect copyright.PENANA3U4PpLdlK7
而奇蹟,亦都係呢個時候出現。」