我和日朗在一起。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvn3HndDNx
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他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUrWP6e10B
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我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CjiiSbiuu
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他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1sf382G5C
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為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SIUfhzHYl
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但日朗不同。我喜歡他。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6lkFGRCkn
755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ve2kkI3W7
感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgKRIhRUNB
755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRPkHtlI7F
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDveL5D1c2z
755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgor9k50Dx
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfeEP6AS37
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「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKr9tUXICq
755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5zyNiQ5f2
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqwuVyKjNB
755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkGcKb7DUI
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoi10rPbtmg
755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacmvOHI1oH
我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybNbPknqLB
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可是，我受不了。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡee3dHj7ZbG
755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKtbnmRb5Y
慢慢，他要求我：755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08f56YmVE1
755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJ9l1SBQcy
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡannsOH7ehS
755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33uobFNY71
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6N6Iqu4a5
755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZ9BwbRWfy
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7TlECWQ0x
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我開始失落。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcnBO8avdw
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我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72973KmuR5
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難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWce19HImW
755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3MKagX18q
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSHAgrmWyM
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為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRcgCpuFBs
755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJL1DDxt6yM
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAGdd5J37E
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日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpty9nB3stV
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我不懂愛人？755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6V6F5eWB6
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我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewrA3SACT7
755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlEH8j6EQY
日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2X613gMVI
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係咪因為——755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukaWHXUPt0
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你唔夠愛我呢？755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QTU24gjyH
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這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wrrSie7SL
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對，就是這樣。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJz9hzpsFPW
755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXgnr0qjkD
我的心再一次與他疏離。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡragp2zNy2V
755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGU4OUWXhJ
我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKP39oWmn3
755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9oxgj0WtE
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYHaQCwMXo
755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AFrXXEq8z
只是，不似別人舉重若輕。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFz4PyL5fDU
755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlneFtRWhNE
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIubXObJRF
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所以我出軌——755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3X4xdy9oZ
755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDl4mE3Iw02
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GBhpPNsGL
755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdSvkU4l8a
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSbV63VRrm
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直到，日朗發現我出軌。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQWSYLQ9yT
755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMPazw8Snv
他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9RktVHBHf
755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIFIgaL4Yk
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOBaRxMqst
755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfF5Ujf9HYm
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsGzSISCnX
755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYpVg0fEsQ
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzu3BFBv7o
755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcI3OsZFjK5
結果，他不斷付出。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtJCBP1RAV
755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4OrkCgKbd
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpDHcycp7R
755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7oiwGg7bZ
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanUnigyLor
755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJttDQGStc
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAn0NDZxNf
755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6Np88NsWo
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQHJT8YxGh
755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiamppm49U
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUv0HRQGkDH
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唉，真令人無奈。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHw08f7GCFD
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我有別人給我的愛了。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdT5XhR4vG
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而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaid9CQPsB0
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唯有再見。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFp49cKwQgn
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再見。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0S6EEXjCEa
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只是，後來，我又念記他。755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuVgGlq5TG
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