我和日朗在一起。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2cENJxKSD
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSdPqFoQI0
他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡny4czif7T6
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRAgfA8JMv
我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIg3fP1e1p
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXNIDEMY4P
他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobHLhJgxF1
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjI1H891uw3
為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgugxCmBgt
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAqNd2tmsq
但日朗不同。我喜歡他。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHI3xNcm7g
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmL8hHoSiU
感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZo6jLHbZwi
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFaUnXiOGl
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sAEBjrHeZ
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IstxMw6s7
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyg2w9358sk
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu23X8DC7bC
「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZMfB6HEZj
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBHQehVs8G
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nygi5kADP
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BO3WD1dqr
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYI9l5ycnQ
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cEtp3PTvd
我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXVAVdcWLH
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdkyKn0mPP
可是，我受不了。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaietCCQUp
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOYNQl0NfN
慢慢，他要求我：736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXUfc8rNYl
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVY4dBB0UW
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaodnloqqz7
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanxMuFDROV
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQ9sx0K7vv
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbuEY8dK3L
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkf2pFLRbMc
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIDXpYdvwm
我開始失落。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctWnCC9rbP
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaYpduJLeJ
我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzbVoRpqtb
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1Bj8uIB0Y
難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4YQfLYMZS
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mrYdqNwH5
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXR6zFfEWo
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzF97un4u65
為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70aqqfh3P3
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmpkSpFFF5
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWbWqShbHj
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzon2ei6eVX
日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexr9kQ9y6H
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOux7aM3YiW
我不懂愛人？736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpA1SwbnXJr
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70OuBl7jZS
我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwGXYxTQVe
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqV972e7JG
日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJeVCQx858
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAklA0dyjR
係咪因為——736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqFk5sWi1Z
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSLrrNwHC8
你唔夠愛我呢？736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZRPQr0WjM
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaS6RCjfi3
這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ060mL1PYCg
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXSDeNWRpf
對，就是這樣。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQm42Y6Q7gG
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqa3qeVtArb
我的心再一次與他疏離。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoStRJ8LYbO
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDnqjbghRA
我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TAVzODnJ6
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciqXWZw8D2
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXsxQAzuvG
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLincUPnavH
只是，不似別人舉重若輕。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7n4enq9tVI
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4Hft1X5cD
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHhpMzyJT0
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEyc1jvZk3
所以我出軌——736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBR6WHiur8V
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGJqzO1tvY
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡammLrSAQ5V
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9gOZKLASq
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XQWoTPWXf
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTEIb40Dvp
直到，日朗發現我出軌。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEXmQESOHH
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DZKuv5Yo5
他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhHaxXgEYH
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJb4UYkhmd
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4as9CW5I4M
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoDbKfYeJd
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSDjUiOxD2
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDm0I8jztR4
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgH29pUXLAv
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65wXuyDOal
結果，他不斷付出。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡan1U3nw3Fr
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmGBI1qxaR
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlBMzYIyTU
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVf7xYBOTsj
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZkLKs5Zfv
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEpfrfCLcg
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASxkOMQ52x
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlqdazZNGN
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUN0bcng6q
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgcABee1p8
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoP2o9Xyjj
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBi2kd7BKas
唉，真令人無奈。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7wHcVQBc5
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5Z9wpZVDe
我有別人給我的愛了。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0T40qCZ9H
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfNJB4QVR1
而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVzxxryX2M
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKmSLk33sn
唯有再見。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQ0mgHSqo5
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLw5JJY8mC
再見。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYYNTakOjn
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOIxV20vNb
只是，後來，我又念記他。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHNwOnBeZe
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