我和日朗在一起。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJ6cAUKVu4
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtBdtyaBSj
他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgQQWovQTw
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8FC5EhxzA
我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCqQQQifM1
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他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEBzDeeCRv
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9nSI5vcsL
為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6H8GJsGxrj
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNphisrX4hI
但日朗不同。我喜歡他。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YlFWBqZEU
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sSw4662NF
感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkwEq4POM3
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWu6ajTMH6
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz241HVgSth
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGR5gjWtVIQ
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolPVZRN7kW
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9Ri5JZQkG
「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevh6dhcakY
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdqJ5NQbDy
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWt3VuojdN
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYx8yvrHY1O
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZ7kQxNmKP
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhcasvOBIr
我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxXXOzMMlg
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可是，我受不了。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPvjO6SZpu
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrjfdez1dO
慢慢，他要求我：973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJknO07DGN
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWa5puxFwsl
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAnLFomCCq
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMK5JHBNDo
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9r8PrMkA0L
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGfoz6f3Cx
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYowAdZYTl
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我開始失落。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DiEIOlR6b
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我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0faUks7Mz
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufBfaHvcSG
難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFix6wDZk2l
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUKFdQbLGN
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjbViiOXD4
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINLRWf4inF
為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyqobIiaIf
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqoHKafMVy
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpQjTlidzm
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9Itq6UX0I
日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1yjHCXU41
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我不懂愛人？973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoS6QH6fu4j
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCmFyM1DY8
我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrm4Lv9LQ0F
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aLmtS0zDa
日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLzIFmYzDa
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係咪因為——973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJS2CXIlFPH
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你唔夠愛我呢？973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvIQII9koe
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnCnTSY6Ox
這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuxmxMmvOu
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對，就是這樣。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eeHFfD231
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2etZCHSRKX
我的心再一次與他疏離。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcunxWBuToX
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxJd2ShVQg
我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1u8kJ2Wbkh
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05tyObh3GU
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpHyfKVOz3
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP45cJltEiN
只是，不似別人舉重若輕。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBySrgZt4q
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclDFF6ch4O
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KIvCM0tTq
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTjCIvLdy3
所以我出軌——973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡad80LJWkam
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDltkxzTeV
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfVAqTTsyM
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3Z8XuSWZB
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEfMzkdgTe
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直到，日朗發現我出軌。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQp6Z8M4Vn
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4vbtcF7mP
他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGiKCyWl6iH
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfH8hkCdQb
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWPfkiiRIR
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqivVjv0pl8
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tuvNGPu3i
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRC9DyZ5zY
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvPcFV5iRl
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFi7dXgarMd
結果，他不斷付出。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDFPZhvRNy
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIt51PA84zY
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtOxgkog0f
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtE2D0Uj3q
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbxSPupLA9
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05UY7ttTQR
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRAn4WwumN
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKV1PbAq3S5
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNKoFTHcXQ
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEDRpnoV8d
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAvcZCPPub
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唉，真令人無奈。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTjcoerQWH
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLKpJL3jWv
我有別人給我的愛了。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajarPK8jnM
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwiGnvDjY0
而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxNUd9DpPY
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWk6D8dM16W
唯有再見。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KF43j1bO1
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再見。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlS7Ojcz6gm
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只是，後來，我又念記他。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6T68Mj5nXq
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