「我今日化咗一個識嘅人。」745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLDwQJL6hk
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「邊個？」745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqXuM7qKMB
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刷牙的聲音不斷，在拭淨他的湛了消毒藥水氣味的指甲。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMTJKXLPy5
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「以前同佢踢過吓波。佢係峰仔大學同學嘅老公。」745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqI6emLrKeV
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糞便「咚」的一聲跌進水中，她將廁所門打開。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oylPKuOc1
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「噢……」745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWsnuY3OFF
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「佢同我哋差唔多大，但係，佢死咗。」745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGS8OxdmHU
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「嗯……」745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlE65glYqA4
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她不知怎樣回應。以往，事不關己自然高高掛起，始終，人類的悲歡並不互通，即使聽見抱歉之事會惻然、會難受，但也不至於心痛，幾秒過後，情緒平緩；但如果亡者是所識者，不可淡然地說一句「生死有命」，聽到的人只會很憤怒。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNX0ewC41TJ
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因為沒有。我命由我不由天，是否？745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6Qyhxww41
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「佢同我哋差唔多大，」他重複：「佢係好人，但佢死咗。」745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyimzniCgIJ
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她轉身，捽捽他的肩。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOytwfidnn
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「點死？」745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyWdJsbYcs
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「交通意外。」745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfebVGK4Fx
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「噢……」745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqfCfqaiwg
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空間靜默，肚有些痛，身旁只有髮妻如常梳洗，談話內容悽楚，激起他動容：745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcNIQqYTKF
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「我唔想死。我好驚。」745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbsW4h6ohz
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她從鏡中看見他以手掩面，感覺他有心結：745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVm44WE58h
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「我都唔想你死。」745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKkTCRbmn9
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他看着她的側面，大聲了一點點：745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDa3kZSYAa
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「佢老婆喊得好慘。但係，你知唔知我第一吓唔好覺得佢好慘，係覺得你好慘。」745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGlwyNeV2W
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她將漱口水吐出，不明白：745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkd7EZ0cuQ
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「我有咩慘？」745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6pbQdsNt6
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「如果我死咗，我覺得你都會咁。」745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJ7ILO74an
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這是事實。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceXmglHoSb
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「嗯。」745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIyyAz1JaR
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她打開水龍頭，洗乾淨牙刷，空氣只有不規則水聲和些許異味，光的廁所照耀暗的客廳，詭異的配搭。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8ng00gFom
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她肯定的說：「如果我死咗，你都會咁。」745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLc4xVptV2Y
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她轉身，看他，猛然發覺他的眼是紅的；她很少見他如此。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu53neoEgct
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以為，已接觸慣再無呼吸的美麗人兒，不會再有這種聯想；可是，他怕，若然天降橫禍，再無呼吸的是他，或者是她，那麼，他必然惱恨和嘲諷自己，明知、早已習慣生命脆弱，卻不能及時完成心中所想。這是他完整的憂愁的邏輯。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MYEgIL0tf
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他說：745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWf5JcDwTtr
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「咁不如唔好死？或者，以後一齊死？」745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JYKvi0Mxa
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她突然覺得，他們要一起生、一起活；死亡只是一瞬間的事，但活着不是、生存不是。比起死，她想和他一起活：745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiowxRL5UT
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「唔好講呢啲啦。我哋唔會無啦啦有事，好冇？」745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cSCGmJ1Xo
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她的聲音像在哄小孩一樣，此刻他是小孩子，如同十八歲時說些大無畏的情話，同樣妙想天開；只是當時不知道，永遠是多遠。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtvQYsNHYh
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「唔得。我哋都唔好死。」745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKUzk4EJwa
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他倔強。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldcVnKKpcz
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其實，差一點點，他們就可以到達永遠——他們對望，試圖消除繁思俗想，經已共對十多年，生死面前無難事。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9V6XW8rPS
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幸好他們活着，他們有的，只是忽然的感慨，而不是血淋淋的事實。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13P6B94yTj
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她順從，也做回十八歲少女：745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVbhhaXJuu
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「好，我哋一齊煉丹，永遠長生不老。」745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXrgDOIPD4
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「嗯。」745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGC9aFr8Z4
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他終於滿意。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuZjAqlSoA
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不一定要長生不老，但長生不老的時間，足以他們將一切講清講楚，有多少說多少，有什麼說什麼，掏家掘穴。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsA0Bnv4sG
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丹不一定是靈藥，但他們自己，是自己的靈丹妙藥，或者，是對方的。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxZMqPLiGf
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「咁嘅環境，講呢啲嘢。」745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVdA4et9bt
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思思笑，看他們在做什麼？一個刷牙刷到將水漬留在衣上，一個坐在廁板拉出長條形糞便，然後談生死訣別，談一生一世，談達到永遠——哪有一點仙界模樣？745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckabPd08pI
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「係，我哋好騎籬。」745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFaVKyTxfn
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阿朗也笑。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnhRtXOJlK
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「我抹埋先，你出去先啦。」745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrzTyC9X6j
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她出廳，看到光的他站起；他清潔，看到暗的她在看他。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnVPu1ZSLk
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沖廁，洗手，輕易地捲起和送別一些什麼。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38ff94h11M
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當然還不夠，但至少，今天，他們說得很多話。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDO9GQrpdJ5
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大概，二人一生都會記得這一段談話，自覺毫不遜色於古代詩人的情話——即使，只有他們這樣認為，但是，已經足夠。745Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEozjEbatK
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