「我今日化咗一個識嘅人。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqeEJLcvJL
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「邊個？」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlH9HFkgnL8
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刷牙的聲音不斷，在拭淨他的湛了消毒藥水氣味的指甲。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3ddsyrmWK
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「以前同佢踢過吓波。佢係峰仔大學同學嘅老公。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4AZKlOTHj
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糞便「咚」的一聲跌進水中，她將廁所門打開。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKc5kyCESmC
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「噢……」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPNCZC2Qf3
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「佢同我哋差唔多大，但係，佢死咗。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIwI4yhwvQ
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「嗯……」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FQciI2pVM
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她不知怎樣回應。以往，事不關己自然高高掛起，始終，人類的悲歡並不互通，即使聽見抱歉之事會惻然、會難受，但也不至於心痛，幾秒過後，情緒平緩；但如果亡者是所識者，不可淡然地說一句「生死有命」，聽到的人只會很憤怒。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgFcK7EXeH
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因為沒有。我命由我不由天，是否？850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEds6ur6G1H
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtTKWx71pX
「佢同我哋差唔多大，」他重複：「佢係好人，但佢死咗。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNE9GWN1hsf
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQJmoYfus7
她轉身，捽捽他的肩。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mo9I9CvXZ
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BFVbmSRk6
「點死？」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJzBdz8Hry
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「交通意外。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoD70gkdXgA
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbN1g61ymA
「噢……」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDpB6oBbW6
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MihVhOR6Z
空間靜默，肚有些痛，身旁只有髮妻如常梳洗，談話內容悽楚，激起他動容：850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwksRJA5WVv
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「我唔想死。我好驚。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnp5B6VUoJG
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SMOIt5isu
她從鏡中看見他以手掩面，感覺他有心結：850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37jD80dBs5
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「我都唔想你死。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdcZBnR7NM
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他看着她的側面，大聲了一點點：850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg403Qq6ngh
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKbaGEQ6F2
「佢老婆喊得好慘。但係，你知唔知我第一吓唔好覺得佢好慘，係覺得你好慘。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrrBVvepqY
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她將漱口水吐出，不明白：850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTftZqwlgN
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pqXu35SO4
「我有咩慘？」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9t3jTaqkqY
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「如果我死咗，我覺得你都會咁。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizEp7Jmjsy
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這是事實。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGz9jUPQDD
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「嗯。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiCRe9Ji1Q
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她打開水龍頭，洗乾淨牙刷，空氣只有不規則水聲和些許異味，光的廁所照耀暗的客廳，詭異的配搭。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9g6MdSCMFE
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84AkR7zKgP
她肯定的說：「如果我死咗，你都會咁。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSI383MQQ0D
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwr5asu3aA
她轉身，看他，猛然發覺他的眼是紅的；她很少見他如此。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbk3YFF13b
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjbPOsZIqJ
以為，已接觸慣再無呼吸的美麗人兒，不會再有這種聯想；可是，他怕，若然天降橫禍，再無呼吸的是他，或者是她，那麼，他必然惱恨和嘲諷自己，明知、早已習慣生命脆弱，卻不能及時完成心中所想。這是他完整的憂愁的邏輯。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2s2SZjKUBo
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他說：850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgCr4d0mbU
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「咁不如唔好死？或者，以後一齊死？」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEEMGi5XhW
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMl8dHJ1WCn
她突然覺得，他們要一起生、一起活；死亡只是一瞬間的事，但活着不是、生存不是。比起死，她想和他一起活：850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lXhRPjUdQ
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4YSx4PXWG
「唔好講呢啲啦。我哋唔會無啦啦有事，好冇？」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJIGNXkqqf
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAAttISkQC
她的聲音像在哄小孩一樣，此刻他是小孩子，如同十八歲時說些大無畏的情話，同樣妙想天開；只是當時不知道，永遠是多遠。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzBtzg78HS
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1g0kxBOhP
「唔得。我哋都唔好死。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP43WpMjE5L
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他倔強。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3A18XtFnW
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdMbIIJpJJ
其實，差一點點，他們就可以到達永遠——他們對望，試圖消除繁思俗想，經已共對十多年，生死面前無難事。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnINvndzcWX
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhpSgMbRgf
幸好他們活着，他們有的，只是忽然的感慨，而不是血淋淋的事實。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ng99QrF9u
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZG5uks5dV
她順從，也做回十八歲少女：850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEOV2bKvR1
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Q0QPYd8Fb
「好，我哋一齊煉丹，永遠長生不老。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWH0x4belfT
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNe3FMtCGSQ
「嗯。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlG8DecGJK
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他終於滿意。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqudfW3EFmT
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pHe6Czi9c
不一定要長生不老，但長生不老的時間，足以他們將一切講清講楚，有多少說多少，有什麼說什麼，掏家掘穴。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnziLfMehOR
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丹不一定是靈藥，但他們自己，是自己的靈丹妙藥，或者，是對方的。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQd8hjmKExh
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziSx5YBtBd
「咁嘅環境，講呢啲嘢。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eBAupMox8
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kWRiukYku
思思笑，看他們在做什麼？一個刷牙刷到將水漬留在衣上，一個坐在廁板拉出長條形糞便，然後談生死訣別，談一生一世，談達到永遠——哪有一點仙界模樣？850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3MPzFH2WR
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「係，我哋好騎籬。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIRg0zczBr
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阿朗也笑。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegjeFBwsWL
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「我抹埋先，你出去先啦。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AMlbdW4n5
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她出廳，看到光的他站起；他清潔，看到暗的她在看他。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGqoxW1zcE
 850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvdLJf68Se
沖廁，洗手，輕易地捲起和送別一些什麼。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOn6ISd9IZ
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當然還不夠，但至少，今天，他們說得很多話。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygv1eX77qD
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大概，二人一生都會記得這一段談話，自覺毫不遜色於古代詩人的情話——即使，只有他們這樣認為，但是，已經足夠。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhaTcpjtM8
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