思思母親笑，深深地看了他們一眼，不作聲的繼續進食。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoI3zmkigZ
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棉花糖落座：891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYi0fsVVF5
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「哇！今日食蝦，好耶！」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8G1tgREl2x
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「係啊，婆婆煮得好好食㗎，你食多啲啦。」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7T6AyN9gSP
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阿朗將一隻蝦從思思處遞給棉花糖的口；他剝了很多隻蝦，放在思思的碟子裏，這是他的習慣，風雨不改——就算岳母是否在此，他都如此，像洗澡步驟一樣都植入了血液之中。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bocRmay1e
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同你一齊食飯，我從來都冇剝過蝦。你話，呢啲嘢應該係你做嘅，叫我專心食飯。其實，我覺得咁樣太「公主」；偏偏，我好鍾意你幫我剝殻個樣。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrEtALnX99
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「好食好食，仲好食過媽咪煮！」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqy8uLZu85
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「嗚，有咗婆婆就唔要我啦，悅思小朋友，我對你好失望。」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3BkOIOgvH
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「媽咪煮就一百分，婆婆煮就一百零一分，你哋都有貼紙，一樣咁叻。」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwb35UrA4sM
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棉花糖燦笑；然後，她就親吻了他倆的臉頰：891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94BLS7xiCC
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「吸住印先啦！」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRAwoX1KG4
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「喂喂，我呢，隻蝦我剝同餵㗎喎。」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpPO4y1QNr
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阿朗假裝委屈，將臉偏向棉花糖索吻。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESZH2tAkfZ
 891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9raq1k00DE
「你又話唔可以亂咁錫男仔嘅——」她見他想發話，趕忙說：「不過爸爸唔同！」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMHufDrSpT
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又在他的臉上親吻了一下。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnTH5UKm0M
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「真係抵錫。」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq77w2Y9Lo9
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「我要睇媽咪錫爸爸！爸爸都剝咗蝦俾你，你要多謝番佢。」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXKczi8hn4
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思思故親了阿朗。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5M0dKKGrN
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「唔係錫面，老公老婆要錫嘴。」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggciLabZUA
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「睇少啲電視啊，仲有，就算你要多謝人，都唔好亂錫。」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsL3iBab2Wb
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「我緊係知道啦。見你哋平時咁少錫，所以先叫你哋咋嘛，我上次見同學啲爸爸媽媽都好癡纏，真係冇眼睇；同你哋好唔同。」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjGKEBbmqr
 891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJD99f1Mea
阿朗睄一睄思思母親，她正專心聆聽；他見狀，說：891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvfost5Ep0
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「平時有，你睇唔到咋嘛。係咪啊老婆？」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpn2c5u1IcS
 891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZyNR6pxXJ
思思春意盎然，親吻他的嘴：891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FUCnpfimZ
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「係。」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtveZLY1aR
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「好耶！我睇到啦！婆婆你都睇到啦。」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZKHSXNLq1
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思思母親說：891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFB3bGVVj9
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「棉花糖乖，快啲食啦，就嚟凍啦啲餸。」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjK5GzHQme
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「好！」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBzmeYALFD
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阿朗和思思對望，交換了一個「真係冇你符」的眼神，自覺過關，舒心地對對方笑。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5d9VzYrTV
 891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGAc0kqDjA
事實上，有了棉花糖這樣一說，整個氣氛也在不知不覺間和諧了很多，他們的肢體習慣早已在骨肉植根，稍一看對方身子傾側的角度，就會自動回應，與裝不裝、演不演無關，不過是一種愛的習性。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QjaewiJNN
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他們吃完。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzjE2Surkg
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「女，入嚟，幫我洗個大鑊吖。」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkylzDTXOE
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「哦，好啊。」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69getrHJ60
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思思母親擠了兩滴洗潔精，用海綿起泡，問：891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zQgDKhksB
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「你哋做咩事？」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpNr95m2d1
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思思的心「咯噔」了一下，她下意識知道母親所謂何事，心虛的人都是這樣的。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPCRlJTX44
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「咩咩事？」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVmUvGTCBK
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「你同阿朗呀，嘈完交嚟？」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv98cwGnvRO
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「邊有，我哋不知幾好。」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuC8G5lKMxV
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思思否認，他們也真的沒有吵架。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlTGkqWx6n
 891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ak8Bjn4Sz
「唔洗瞞我啦，你哋兩個怪怪哋，後尾係好自然，但一開頭好似好心虛咁喎；講俾我聽啦？」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKWSmTEUuJ
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母親將頭靠在思思的肩上，語氣放軟。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CbbxHNleK
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「冇啊……」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxWbePYuqR
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思思的母親不說話，開水洗乾淨手，然後擁抱思思：891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66BwkFDB5D
 891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DoUxzJBfa
「做咩啊？我覺得你唔太開心喎，阿朗對你唔好？」反覆掃掃她的背，如同當年阿朗與思思爭執後，母親察覺，以懷柔政策令她開口；經年已過，她的年歲增長，但依然永遠是母親的女兒，血親不棄。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AGbL10S58
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「冇啊冇啊，佢對我好好。」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4D45PKTTD
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「咁你做咩喊？」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUzFHGqlGU
 891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyBDVo2v11
思思是「特定淚失禁」體質，她平時正正常常，情緒平和、沉默冷靜，可是，當她對着親近的人，或者面對親厚的關心，就會很容易流眼淚，或者哽咽——是一鍋開了大火的水，滾到鍋外漏到爐火裏去。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vxtEPH2ms
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可能因為傷心、委屈，又或者因為滿足、感動。所以熟悉她的人會笑她是一個「喊包」。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79Yby3Spg0
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此刻，她收到母親的擁抱。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsk7aZU50Q
 891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMUGeeWHkW
她矯情。已經很久，沒有人真切地問她過得好不好、開不開心、幸不幸福，沒有人關心也是正常的吧？畢竟，她每日都人模狗樣的光鮮亮麗，並不允許街外人察覺到她的任何不妥，何況她覺得自己應該要懂得自我排解——已經有穩定工作、温馨家庭，還想怎樣？哇，去看看非洲的兒童吧，已是何其幸運。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzcMIJKLjX
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但無論身在何處，一分鐘也等於六十秒。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIVWmzj3T6
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她脆弱。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PJJ4Vu4xF
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尤其現在，一句簡單的問候，足夠褪下一抹國王的衣服，赤裸地呈現有生理分泌佐證的情緒。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7H2gAgg41B
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「唔係啊唔係啊，我哋真係仲好好㗎。」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkwmY0uMNm
 891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPr9CkTUPZ
她努力的笑，意指他們真的沒有什麼不好的事，只是沒有好起來，想令母親不用擔心，反正只是他倆的小事。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zCJtda5SR
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「坦白啲。」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1Lr239hKN
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「嗯……」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3mj5BGImH
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思思說，他們不夠以前親密，總想逃避；關心是淺薄的，卻不因敷衍，而是不能再深厚了。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyeETyW9md
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「你哋冇溝通喎，呢個係最大問題。」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY33sdU1tUb
 891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1dtdBb6QI
「嗯嗯……我講唔出口。」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFz8hqGSfBY
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「有咩講唔出喎？你哋都咁多年啦，如果卡住喺呢個位，唔上唔落，你唔講，佢唔講，咁就一世㗎啦。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYslftObbnQ
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係，係有好多夫妻都係咁，但係你係咪想同阿朗都係咁？」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdz6VhWuhVm
 891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZUq1IZN3K
「但係萬一、萬一佢唔係咁諗呢？我講咗出嚟番唔到轉頭咁點？」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEU0ga8YiWU
 891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabFrLPqlTf
萬一阿朗覺得現在就不錯呢？如果她說出來，就給了他一種無形的壓力，好像逼使他演戲一樣，要求他更盡心盡力的活在她的霓虹燈下。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukOmrNrTpH
 891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMvSMQZ65F
「冇㗎，睇你肯唔肯試㗎咋。如果你哋唔傾、唔溝通——咁真嘅，就算你哋感情差都係自己攞嚟嘅——我就冇見過溝通失敗嘅，會有真正好嘅關係囉。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUpmhlMYLc
 891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpSXNH84W3
我諗，你都唔想啦。維穩喎？咁每個月俾家用、做家務、凑吓仔，咁就一世？冇問題呀，你甘心就得。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfD247BwYnt
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但如果唔係，就唔好繼續啦。你啱先都見到㗎啦，棉花糖都好似話你哋唔夠人哋煙韌喎，佢遲早睇得出更多嘢。無論為咗咩都好，你哋三個都要好，咁就得啦；而且你有心，有心就去做，等咩？」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGpRKiXqka
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「嗯。」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWymZ9Ms10
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思思打回原形，是昔日無知天真的乖巧女兒，被母親柔聲輔導。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61fKUMSyhq
 891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLGyQuvSqU
「得㗎啦，我信你哋搞得掂，其實都咁多年，點會唔係愛。你估男人對住一個女人咁多年好爽咩？不過未必係最初嗰種感情啦，可能更加深厚呢。」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRApyDb04k
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「嗯，我明㗎啦。」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSl9oBAtjDb
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思思自覺幸運，就算她的原生家庭不算完滿，但是父母親仍十分疼惜她；所以，她也擁有很多很多的愛來施予，毫不吝嗇。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntSlBE7Z12
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她送走母親，在浴室細思她的話。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHTjbED5Hv
 891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0TLac1YCf
確實，他們溝通不良，一段溝通失敗的關係是否不配有好的結局？891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0Rggc48H4
 891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Koy9lay11
但什麼是結局？什麼是好的結局？無論答案是什麼也好，她也覺得，他們真的要好好交談了。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUT47nOsfV
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理智地想，餘生漫漫來日方長，不應將自己困在一個了無生氣的居所中，似有還無地回避愛，早衰枯萎。雖然，幸福不一定要由別人給予，只要願意，也可以自給自足美麗盛放，但是，她需要他，需要他的愛，這是她的幸福。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbQw6VPYUX
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而且，這樣的相敬如賓、舉案齊眉，日子久了還是會有冷落的破綻，小如棉花糖，大如思思母親，絕對察覺。人演戲，最怕讓人知道自己在演，更怕自己知道別人已識穿自己，然後裝作若無其事地看這個笨拙的秀場。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFgGXQjzoy
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那麼，為何不直接真情實感？891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zBSzJYHtk
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感性而言，誰願意每日不夠快樂地過活？看那街上多的是行屍走肉，非其所願！忘記了當日雄心壯志地畫了一幅幅理想藍圖嗎，怎麼化成清晨的露水被早班車的提示被太陽蒸發？891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwtuTLsw6p
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不是說過——891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRyNzgUkev
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當初，是他們要成家，想要自我構成一個温暖居室，緊握自由，面對難關不放手，不顧世俗的指點和教化；這種不凡的故事，怎麼，要隨便收尾嗎？以「平淡生活」作結？891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvxsopBJck
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