思思母親笑，深深地看了他們一眼，不作聲的繼續進食。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjW2BJPCDg
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wapld24MS
棉花糖落座：892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAVeqHW4UD
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8X71WAmIS5
「哇！今日食蝦，好耶！」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCeg950VSn
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqDDkwCEbk
「係啊，婆婆煮得好好食㗎，你食多啲啦。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0uuzoP4x8
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NdFTg9z00
阿朗將一隻蝦從思思處遞給棉花糖的口；他剝了很多隻蝦，放在思思的碟子裏，這是他的習慣，風雨不改——就算岳母是否在此，他都如此，像洗澡步驟一樣都植入了血液之中。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jRk3tIQXo
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpeKep3yuc
同你一齊食飯，我從來都冇剝過蝦。你話，呢啲嘢應該係你做嘅，叫我專心食飯。其實，我覺得咁樣太「公主」；偏偏，我好鍾意你幫我剝殻個樣。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygsRuuOxO4
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgucYhcl2mI
「好食好食，仲好食過媽咪煮！」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesM1ermMRJ
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxUbZStTVX
「嗚，有咗婆婆就唔要我啦，悅思小朋友，我對你好失望。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvvFc9EtpD
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJM8jsKrVdH
「媽咪煮就一百分，婆婆煮就一百零一分，你哋都有貼紙，一樣咁叻。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlduK81jJeS
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZMNis6kn6
棉花糖燦笑；然後，她就親吻了他倆的臉頰：892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFI0lBfdr2
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8vsLTol6F
「吸住印先啦！」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxyeD7EGRY
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtqpJ7kieP
「喂喂，我呢，隻蝦我剝同餵㗎喎。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9GyQCTjf7
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvDCuo58kv
阿朗假裝委屈，將臉偏向棉花糖索吻。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU01ASP9Olf
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOx7spMvXbW
「你又話唔可以亂咁錫男仔嘅——」她見他想發話，趕忙說：「不過爸爸唔同！」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfeZQQC9rB
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluXV02ccbH
又在他的臉上親吻了一下。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx77yaCWMB7
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIX8EF2kDj
「真係抵錫。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFmyz11tnU
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsIcASELqK
「我要睇媽咪錫爸爸！爸爸都剝咗蝦俾你，你要多謝番佢。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJUEkbRSvL
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLOa8Hu8gi
思思故親了阿朗。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvz3p2dL7vM
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQ2QZXcWMh
「唔係錫面，老公老婆要錫嘴。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegKSYwd92y
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCc7kiMdBN
「睇少啲電視啊，仲有，就算你要多謝人，都唔好亂錫。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zi9zfjo6V
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFWPBqul4U
「我緊係知道啦。見你哋平時咁少錫，所以先叫你哋咋嘛，我上次見同學啲爸爸媽媽都好癡纏，真係冇眼睇；同你哋好唔同。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0rc5pJCHM
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQylqkv1xZJ
阿朗睄一睄思思母親，她正專心聆聽；他見狀，說：892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74Ld9ULuB1
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70tj9S1nrA
「平時有，你睇唔到咋嘛。係咪啊老婆？」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvUKog91k4
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8ZPOgn4ED
思思春意盎然，親吻他的嘴：892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9E3zpbFpsz
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82VdahDm6S
「係。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡieT9hPAxQw
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgqghOFmV0
「好耶！我睇到啦！婆婆你都睇到啦。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJv44GgzTYD
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMo67pGBqPk
思思母親說：892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOJmnvjeTr
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbB171Nalb
「棉花糖乖，快啲食啦，就嚟凍啦啲餸。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qyR13KfAS
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8EiALymtz
「好！」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEEZPar2rZ
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHO2noKrOso
阿朗和思思對望，交換了一個「真係冇你符」的眼神，自覺過關，舒心地對對方笑。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVA5W7y5nN
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn14HXmInjI
事實上，有了棉花糖這樣一說，整個氣氛也在不知不覺間和諧了很多，他們的肢體習慣早已在骨肉植根，稍一看對方身子傾側的角度，就會自動回應，與裝不裝、演不演無關，不過是一種愛的習性。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8jaScGXDy
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRk804i574
他們吃完。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUjmHEnbb0
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnt6DtzTQx
「女，入嚟，幫我洗個大鑊吖。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cLZB6nzPA
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpG1ycffPvn
「哦，好啊。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6yKImyxbF
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWsMYLz7KW
思思母親擠了兩滴洗潔精，用海綿起泡，問：892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfpfo3SxzU
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jKLZOSySu
「你哋做咩事？」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAV62iRRFM
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbALObz5gR
思思的心「咯噔」了一下，她下意識知道母親所謂何事，心虛的人都是這樣的。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmh8CmwArn
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaD9QxmGiG
「咩咩事？」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlSrtmIQdW
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54KtyuE76K
「你同阿朗呀，嘈完交嚟？」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAOTOSN5Ya
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtq9G6IInq5
「邊有，我哋不知幾好。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnR1SEgOl6Y
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASlwvj7Uuv
思思否認，他們也真的沒有吵架。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡln0YzjjRZ5
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMx2NeYWZr
「唔洗瞞我啦，你哋兩個怪怪哋，後尾係好自然，但一開頭好似好心虛咁喎；講俾我聽啦？」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmM8pPTGrrO
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrAFDBLy5b
母親將頭靠在思思的肩上，語氣放軟。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1w3Q7zlmMN
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkt5j4mw2Q1
「冇啊……」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoj3JmeGlwZ
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfUT2S5ihx
思思的母親不說話，開水洗乾淨手，然後擁抱思思：892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vA9tHPPqz
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFPYwbklYY
「做咩啊？我覺得你唔太開心喎，阿朗對你唔好？」反覆掃掃她的背，如同當年阿朗與思思爭執後，母親察覺，以懷柔政策令她開口；經年已過，她的年歲增長，但依然永遠是母親的女兒，血親不棄。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcA3ncai1s
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlIXPpZpss
「冇啊冇啊，佢對我好好。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxYmrkaPYK
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVFIZACn1c
「咁你做咩喊？」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE24dUJ1DmR
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvw9XvtfgcJ
思思是「特定淚失禁」體質，她平時正正常常，情緒平和、沉默冷靜，可是，當她對着親近的人，或者面對親厚的關心，就會很容易流眼淚，或者哽咽——是一鍋開了大火的水，滾到鍋外漏到爐火裏去。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5N8gA3CE8M
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0mxSa0XNm
可能因為傷心、委屈，又或者因為滿足、感動。所以熟悉她的人會笑她是一個「喊包」。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTkDCwQf9k
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZiRSeOSxk
此刻，她收到母親的擁抱。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kV8QpGJvE
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlR46PwQQ7w
她矯情。已經很久，沒有人真切地問她過得好不好、開不開心、幸不幸福，沒有人關心也是正常的吧？畢竟，她每日都人模狗樣的光鮮亮麗，並不允許街外人察覺到她的任何不妥，何況她覺得自己應該要懂得自我排解——已經有穩定工作、温馨家庭，還想怎樣？哇，去看看非洲的兒童吧，已是何其幸運。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6Us5jWOQP
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqnshhKZhv
但無論身在何處，一分鐘也等於六十秒。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYkACpYwQQ
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRg8eKhBwh
她脆弱。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0ZJXPFV3K
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwpiubV8NN
尤其現在，一句簡單的問候，足夠褪下一抹國王的衣服，赤裸地呈現有生理分泌佐證的情緒。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25IHYsiBoY
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjdXX4rHon
「唔係啊唔係啊，我哋真係仲好好㗎。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuIpPno0I7
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoX9sA5jxk
她努力的笑，意指他們真的沒有什麼不好的事，只是沒有好起來，想令母親不用擔心，反正只是他倆的小事。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARQsGw0aBf
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqM7gV41re
「坦白啲。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhl2VpTO5X
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttAjnzJS2R
「嗯……」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfow5XOxtZ
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnzm4OaDba
思思說，他們不夠以前親密，總想逃避；關心是淺薄的，卻不因敷衍，而是不能再深厚了。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTaivEwmu8
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJlPttO1vP
「你哋冇溝通喎，呢個係最大問題。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OrxdVjPZg
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyfTopXIiz
「嗯嗯……我講唔出口。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFHmIgCCtG
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tbVf7lbkl
「有咩講唔出喎？你哋都咁多年啦，如果卡住喺呢個位，唔上唔落，你唔講，佢唔講，咁就一世㗎啦。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKcQ8JM5nS
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanPIGDbxLT
係，係有好多夫妻都係咁，但係你係咪想同阿朗都係咁？」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRvpqqohE6
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxEuXieoef
「但係萬一、萬一佢唔係咁諗呢？我講咗出嚟番唔到轉頭咁點？」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYJJbpKWh8
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1wH7mf9lW
萬一阿朗覺得現在就不錯呢？如果她說出來，就給了他一種無形的壓力，好像逼使他演戲一樣，要求他更盡心盡力的活在她的霓虹燈下。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhCLWjCQRb
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9WmeMBLng
「冇㗎，睇你肯唔肯試㗎咋。如果你哋唔傾、唔溝通——咁真嘅，就算你哋感情差都係自己攞嚟嘅——我就冇見過溝通失敗嘅，會有真正好嘅關係囉。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJU9FkE8TO
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAEvvcRcNj
我諗，你都唔想啦。維穩喎？咁每個月俾家用、做家務、凑吓仔，咁就一世？冇問題呀，你甘心就得。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqg1RGR1T5w
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGy9LKT3rj
但如果唔係，就唔好繼續啦。你啱先都見到㗎啦，棉花糖都好似話你哋唔夠人哋煙韌喎，佢遲早睇得出更多嘢。無論為咗咩都好，你哋三個都要好，咁就得啦；而且你有心，有心就去做，等咩？」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCxNPfLWmk
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeoe4N7QIVX
「嗯。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgat4yisH57
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8Ey0PauVv
思思打回原形，是昔日無知天真的乖巧女兒，被母親柔聲輔導。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrWWJxDXVv
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKRZw1Rgzr
「得㗎啦，我信你哋搞得掂，其實都咁多年，點會唔係愛。你估男人對住一個女人咁多年好爽咩？不過未必係最初嗰種感情啦，可能更加深厚呢。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfcV4Zi5Zp
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFHJvTCFp9
「嗯，我明㗎啦。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnG6ppyFlr
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56cCRgFQdy
思思自覺幸運，就算她的原生家庭不算完滿，但是父母親仍十分疼惜她；所以，她也擁有很多很多的愛來施予，毫不吝嗇。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNCwbyreeH
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAQb6IB75R
她送走母親，在浴室細思她的話。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudDkSf2brG
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWyQlhjATh
確實，他們溝通不良，一段溝通失敗的關係是否不配有好的結局？892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJx9QgVNsxr
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJCZReh5kh
但什麼是結局？什麼是好的結局？無論答案是什麼也好，她也覺得，他們真的要好好交談了。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuJ5w2GXYi
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Ub48vO5bq
理智地想，餘生漫漫來日方長，不應將自己困在一個了無生氣的居所中，似有還無地回避愛，早衰枯萎。雖然，幸福不一定要由別人給予，只要願意，也可以自給自足美麗盛放，但是，她需要他，需要他的愛，這是她的幸福。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScfPRHnc0m
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24lN4MPPne
而且，這樣的相敬如賓、舉案齊眉，日子久了還是會有冷落的破綻，小如棉花糖，大如思思母親，絕對察覺。人演戲，最怕讓人知道自己在演，更怕自己知道別人已識穿自己，然後裝作若無其事地看這個笨拙的秀場。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ERUNxKlNo
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0N814EfE8
那麼，為何不直接真情實感？892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIFIMc187a
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xbhGvXcNa
感性而言，誰願意每日不夠快樂地過活？看那街上多的是行屍走肉，非其所願！忘記了當日雄心壯志地畫了一幅幅理想藍圖嗎，怎麼化成清晨的露水被早班車的提示被太陽蒸發？892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPWg4m5KL8
 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4p20VvpZ0
不是說過——892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tKCltbeeA
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客棧，明明冷清，不必假裝温暖，名之曰「家」。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLwOizorRA
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家是家。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFmJLY7wuu
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她要和最愛的人走進婚姻。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12QM8yZV6J
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他肯定，他與那些大人不一樣。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpVoILfmBx
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他承諾，絕不食言。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3Z3L9Gicx
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當初，是他們要成家，想要自我構成一個温暖居室，緊握自由，面對難關不放手，不顧世俗的指點和教化；這種不凡的故事，怎麼，要隨便收尾嗎？以「平淡生活」作結？892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgrs1C8sIO
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這是爛尾，這是揸流攤，這是對自己的不負責任。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe35JxPbgJg
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因為，明明，他們有首尾呼應的能力。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AKS0lJXfn
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 如果渴望，如果愛，不要退縮；為何越活越倒退，將膽小怯懦說成謹慎成熟？892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtuODllQ8a
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想人生有限杯啊。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAaUBVTQPF
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如果明天醒不來，如果再不會看得到明日的太陽和月亮，抱憾嗎？892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zTzbqjUok
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