波瀾不驚，是平靜，是舒適；是死寂，是窒息。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16bd575kuU
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波瀾當驚？903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQe0ZiITIvP
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思思如常，坐落在社工室的椅子上，打字。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62HFujbwQO
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她總是要跟別人說：「It is OK to be not OK.」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsH8G35updc
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但世界的運行卻是如此：「我理撚得你O唔OK，做好啲嘢佢啦。」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcatNdG8hQ
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放學，朝光開門，問思思：903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnRy1Jjq51
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「你好似好攰咁喎？好多嘢做？」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUIZrQhygQ
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他凑近，盯着她的臉，她連眨眼也很慢，像那些吊着鹽水的病人，無意再看天花那一成不變的模糊紋理。有時他覺得，她的生命迹象是薄弱的，從神情來看。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVVpjOVYVD
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「少少攰啦。」她已習慣他的到來。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37zXtbUyuY
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他不語，把手放到她的肩上，替她按摩繃緊的肩膀。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOoSnKvZr1
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「啱力？」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrTpjun5lD
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她正閉眼，沒來得及作任何反應；忽然想起，阿朗也會幫她按肩。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sFUK0ITyR
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曾經，他也非常自信的說「程師傅好好手勢，實按到你舒舒服服。」之後，就會以深深淺淺的力度按壓她的肩，用手指捽捽，又用手肘轉轉，非常細緻。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7KWcIE4RU
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「程師傅好掂喎。」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NmZWr3E2y
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她扭頭，向阿朗笑笑，他就會吻她的臉頰，然後繼續按摩某些穴位。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80egHn4KCY
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「嗯。」思思回答朝光。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNVX77dwxI
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其實，她不應允許朝光的手放在她的肩上。可是，她這刻覺得，或者渴望他是阿朗，那個會認真替她捏肩的「程師傅」。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeKo8afvfo
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昨夜，阿朗也有替她按摩。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFu0eBhxdo0
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她在床上作伸展狀，他抬頭隨口問了一句：「洗唔洗幫你摙吓骨？」又立刻低頭看電話。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjEF4uiIFS
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「好呀。」怎料她真的要。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LQiZkFuVT
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她看到，他肯定自己沒有聽錯後的一刻停頓，隨即又面色自如地移至她的背後，一下下地按着。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡim6nusvtI5
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「對咗好耐電腦？」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3e4yLcGfAf
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「係呀。」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4HDFNGQjq
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他轉為㩡骨的拳頭：「其實要做咩？」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GGQPcezft
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「打吓報告囉，有啲係行政嘢嚟嘅。或者要用耳仔同膊頭夾住個電話囉。」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkla81EdOkg
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「哦，點解嘅。」他淡淡的問。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVG0n2P1iJ
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「校務處飛線入嚟。」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkxJQcj917
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「哦。」她正想轉頭和他聊天，但他又回到原本的位置，示意已按摩完畢。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOA6QvYgkJy
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「唔該哂你。」她的語氣竟不自覺地疏離起來，然後挪一挪身子，躺下。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi174SFlxgT
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「呢個位係咪痛？好緊喎。」朝光問，令思思回過神來。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5Ci3IJujn
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「你又識呢啲嘢？」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADkmNZsMhS
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「其實唔難。」他笑笑。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3e8jou4IL
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他發現，思思有些溜肩，所以她的斜方肌甚大，是有些肉的，可是整體而言極其繃緊。他皺眉，對她訓話：903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdALZtaRgc
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「番屋企玩少啲電話啦，唔好再做低頭族。」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNUMCeE68E
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她回頭以側面答：「啱啊，我年紀都唔細。」看着朝光烏黑濃密的頭髮，想起每次梳頭時頭髮也不停脫落，自嘲：903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4Gjhrs8Fl
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「真係好羨慕你哋啲後生。」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRFsvRJTPd
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他心跳加速，她笑時眼睛彎彎，可是神色淡然，只自傷年華；他便知道她別無異心，只是剛巧需要有個人為她捏肩。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPAbCpCDlw
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「你有幾老呀？小姐？」他不禁反了一下白眼。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuGlDti4TK
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「老呀，我眼角都有魚尾紋啦。」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkif0KMoXOA
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他把頭伸前：「冇呀。」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjck8mAhmH
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她立即提起嘴角，瞇起眼睛：「宜家呢，宜家一笑就有啦。」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzQNk1XuOk
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「你哋啲女人就係麻煩，唔怪得啲化妝品公司係咁上市，你哋啲錢真係易呃。郁啲就話皺紋，郁啲就話咩老化、暗沉，又要撻啲嘢上面，諗住搽完就會後生咗。都傻傻哋嘅。」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUI5DCFYsUT
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「咁唔係點？咁睇落後生啲，都好似靚啲啦。幾多歲嘅男人，都鍾意十八歲嘅女人㗎啦。」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfknfYNy1Q
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她訕訕，十八歲的她曾被十八歲的阿朗迷戀。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsaafUiy9wu
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「邊係，我就唔鍾意啦。」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyZdwlJacL
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「咁你鍾意幾多歲？」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNaGVv6IxP
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「三十囉，成熟啲，冇咁煩吖嘛。」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UErKxAGwk
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「五十咪仲成熟？六十歲好似再成熟啲喎。」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUBPCT2nqW
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「太熟，不了。」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HbKMWM2Sk
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他沒有說出口的是：「你講得啱。」他既喜歡她成熟的神色，又喜歡她不老的容貌。他不懂她為何要憂心形容退化，若然他是她的丈夫，他能夠與她相對一輩子，一定可以每天都替其按肩搓頸，絕不怠惰。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPVDSmDT83
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「咁到時你同老婆結婚結到五、六十歲，又不了？」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28HIZN6NNu
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噢，她才約莫三十歲，已開始和丈夫疏離，那麼再多過幾年會怎樣呢？903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMN4yjuupRt
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「如果我鍾意嘅，幾熟都冇問題。」朝光堅定地答。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoWvqcQgwQ
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當天，阿朗亦說他會一生一世都愛她；其實當天，思思也如此對阿朗說。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EJCCe3bPJ
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可能，他們只是太熟了，而不是不愛；如朝光那樣說，鍾意就得。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyDD0ZhQQ8
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只是，即使喜歡，即使愛，有時太熟，也可以構成問題。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5kFWqB3NX
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她很羨慕朝光的青春和憧憬，如同當日，她和阿朗也有這樣的決心，也相信二人的手心肉一旦黏合，就永不割斷。現在呢？光是一次按摩就能體現時光已逝。她羨慕朝光——903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQZHId5eow
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他不知道，對有些人來說，綿長的情感是一種磨難。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvsv5mQqbU
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