好像，她真的需要找個人向她訴說心事那般。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHQ8vnXrJB
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「喂老婆？」阿朗致電思思。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOOnZjDL88
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「係，做咩？」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3WSixlmjK
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「今晚棉花糖去婆婆屋企瞓喎，咁我哋出嚟食好冇？」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡali98cFyPn
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「好。邊度？」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQbmqXRGB6
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「嗯……等間先決定啦，我嚟接你放工。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTSzqSu612
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「好，五點半見？」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxJpTWQTve
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朝光看向思思，問：「約咗人？」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CXDXQrhmP
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「係啊，約咗老公食飯。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5BN4nexV8
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她喚那個看不見的人為「老公」。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKqgV71wdI
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「哦……你結咗婚？幾時識㗎？」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzAgGAwlG7
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朝光從沒問過她的婚嫁戀愛，她反正不會說得詳細，或者，是因為他不想知道。可是，他以為她還未婚，這年頭女子就算已屆三十也不焦急，而她手上可是沒戴婚戒的。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rW0D7UnIk
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「中學尾囉。結咗婚好耐啦，我早婚。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZxURkefbp
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思思手上，是沒有戒指的，即使成婚已久。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLOIXi02eI
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二十歲，還未結婚的時候——870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAkOx1TU3C
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阿朗某天神神秘秘的向她展示左手無名指。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaEWPMqBWI
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「做咩用marker畫手指？」她看見後，甜笑，手背那邊是一條幼幼的線，掌心那邊則寫着：870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpHoRaZuep
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「 L&S870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqrmYgGU45
2.7.2005」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HXka4Zb7v
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朗和詩，二零零五年七月二日是他們的拍拖紀念日。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrOeZ3yRMx
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「唔係畫㗎，我真係去紋咗。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNldgmRyRPi
 870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRyoapFgYy
阿朗覺得，思思不太有安全感，但他不知怎樣做。唯有，做一些MK的事，以顯真心，妄語若然拋棄她，定當將手指砍下，為她傷及髮膚，還不是真心鍾愛？870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdCwyUGWjl
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「吓，點解紋嘅？唔痛咩？」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEwlAqP4vQ
 870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiU4K40NnWq
「少少啦，」他不自然的笑，分明是記起當天痛楚：「俾你相信，我一生一世都愛你吖嘛，如果同你分手，我發誓我一定斬手指！」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1vv97EpuG
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她捉住他舉起的三指，嗔笑道：870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66197KJmOj
 870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOqJoMh8Ji
「唔好亂發誓啦，真係分手咁點算？」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiU987ZhJOA
 870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnYFHUHuus
「斬手指。」他認真的答。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oAs9i6xmx
 870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38U3noBOjq
她咧開嘴笑，愛侶在蜜運時都愛說這些不理後果的談情話，最後也可能換他人來理料他的襯衫；但是他這一刻的真心，彌足珍貴，令她歡喜。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8OlixrrxA
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「咁我都要。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquBvZQVDPM
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於是，他們又一同到那家紋身店，阿朗看着思思，紋上一模一樣的圖案，在左手無名指上。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9Prorbiop
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隔年，思思懷孕，她對他說：870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LSumV97Yc
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「唔好買咩戒指嗰啲，你以前已經送咗俾我啦，而且，永遠都除唔甩，唔驚整唔見喎。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hVIhDqGGn
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「係，你都走唔甩㗎啦，呢世都係我老婆。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHxAezZcdY
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就這樣，一「戴」就戴了八年。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtXCLrfhvg
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思思想事情時，常捽一捽左手無名指，起初是覺得欣喜；後來，則已是一種慣性。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGhkG5vau1
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「哦……咁佢對你幾好嘛？」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGqSs9CD2h
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朝光忽然覺得異常尷尬，想把自己燒溶將融陷在牆壁的水泥中。他努力令自己的下盤穩實，雙腳重心踏地，以免自己的氣息從腳底洩出，疑心自己因此急速飛走，無人能、無人想——捉住。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0KHi0oMSb
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「嗯嗯。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikYAmJvW0W
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思思想，阿朗待她確是不錯；即使，這些年開始已無以前那樣，對二人的關係充滿熱枕，但是，很自然吧。他們就似兩口鄰近的井，總有人打完這井，打那井，有種已成習慣的牽連；到底，盤根交錯。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pu595nuCY
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只是，除出初戀那些天外，他真的從未接過她放工，所以，她竟然感到新奇。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjSH4J38fS
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朝光看看思思的神色，又不似真的與老公非常甜蜜，她只是淡淡的點頭。而且，她從未提及。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLe9RVv1DYX
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「幸福？」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOgv4cA07u
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但是，結婚多年仍願意接妻子下班，怎麼不好？870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnyBTQwHaz
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「嗯。」她又點頭，輕輕的。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUlopRAFvH
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怎麼能夠不幸福？阿朗為她、為家也付出甚多，不離不棄。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2RaLj99hV
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「喂。你又發吽哣。」朝光說，他覺得一個經常出神的人，內心必然另有所想，但是，他並沒有資格問。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYTNJXaMiE
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他不能擁着思思，問：870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuQer11pVy
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「其實你鍾唔鍾意宜家咁？如果唔鍾意，我可以俾幸福你。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeflKP5PNX
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她必然輕輕一笑，利落地推開他：「哇，大個仔啦喎，識調戲姐姐。」卻不會相信他是真心的，隨即又會警告他：「以後唔好再咁。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2j9DnGvLvJ
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此刻，朝光清晰地發現她真的有對象，而且還與對方同一屋簷下生活多年，他忽然認清卻拒絕承認自己的心思。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkEGTjuqrW
 870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrDQOWw36z
他不是因為有話說才常常來找她，而是因為想找她才有話說。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXX3m8iaZe9
 870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxfH86hT2p
他不是覺得杏色、素色這種淡雅的裝扮好看，而是覺得她怎樣都是美麗的。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrtJGotloH
 870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfNMhZQBmw
他不是喜歡温柔又爽朗的女子，他只是喜歡剛柔並重的她。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGY8cQf74Qx
 870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡks1X0oxmUs
原來經常共對，真的是會產生感情，何況他打從第一眼，已經記住她的面容；多聊多講多聽，感覺情感就是互通的。他有一種被呵護的喜悅，以前一直沒有人願意體恤他。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFJNkDwBZj
 870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfoBZD49es
他喜歡社工室的淡淡白蘭花香，他喜歡不大不小的茶几剛好供他放置功課與文具，他喜歡這兒剛剛好的冷氣温度。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVrtVrMFer
 870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGyEOWlBsq
他喜歡她在電腦桌前打字的背影，他喜歡她髮尾觸碰鎖骨的纏繞，他喜歡她休閒鞋上的一對小小玉足。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtravumxPxE
 870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMQmc4oJpl
他曾經做過一場綺夢，思思穿着規整的長裙，和他坐在沙發上。他低頭看她，將她的腳晾在佈滿書本的茶几上，隔着衣衫來愛撫她的身軀，引得她羞臊地呻吟，雙手棒着她的臉，以吻技向她傳達：「我哋平起平坐，我唔係細路。」可是，他一被鬧鐘喚醒，就失落，因為他總覺得，如果夢是現實，她或會揶揄他：「你錫得好屎喎，𡃁仔。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMz6hw8lUN
 870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rEqYcACi6
不，不，那只是夢，不是現實；他連吻她的資格都沒有。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGe93VNghx
 870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0caxznz7c
他只能自瀆，耳聽AV女優嬌喘連連，他覺得——他至少可以在幻想中征服她；可是，當他在擺弄陰莖時，卻完全想像不出來她會被某人壓在身下、緊緊閉眼而微微張嘴的緋紅。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxOYydhTV3
 870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvG3db9oIT7
隨即，他打開另一套主演和思思毫不相似的影片，發洩慾望。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVm0b3zdyY
 870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgC5BLAjkS
有時他覺得，幻想她，是一件對不住、不尊重的事。他怯懦。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBzwv7BHPL
 870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6o8E7NuAv
他竟然自卑，可是，他應該自信，明明他年輕而有活力，率性而為。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggdGicBYYN
 870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zncaf6CRC
喜歡使人膽怯。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCLvpcXtLj
 870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjplz0OEDHu
思思聽見朝光說她發呆，又隨即向他笑：「冇嘢啊。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUx38Eedc1
 870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxnDotLB2c
她對他來說，永遠神秘，總是不知道她在想什麼。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsUyojMp08
 870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomL9TSYMBU
他一想到，她的老公每日和她同床共枕，說些外人從未知曉的悄悄話，她會吻老公千千萬萬次，對方會壓住她的髮絲，分享同一份被窩的騷癢。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQ4uHBA69C
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他只是外人。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNeSvq5keN
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他心折，但努力保持冷靜，一個成熟的大人不應喜形於色，是否？870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiI00TWjmvu
 870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWEUHyYQ7b
和他「較量」的，從來並不是同齡的小伙子——不若他在社工室外苦候，直到別人離去、搶先比別人到達，霸佔她的時間，就能贏得她的温柔；那個，而是與她擁有多年經歷的同行者，如此，又何談較量。可是，他現在先懂。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDYKbPe22D
 870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPvIcHHOON
他失去想法，只默默地做功課。雖然，sin、cos、tan已化成不知名咒語，將他的頭箍勒得死死的，額頭至頭顱骨節皆有裂痕，握筆無力。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDBeOJGUVB
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最後，他失去了往常生氣，可是又努力笑笑，佯裝自己只是疲倦，和思思踏出校門。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzxA7Biy6g
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