愛情也非時時甜蜜。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0yYEYDyuG
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譬如,戀愛過了最新鮮的時候,已經不會日text夜text對方。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAvboyV4btLp
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思思記得,剛開始時,阿朗很chur。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAuY0jDEWFtS
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若她遲覆短訊,他一定會問「做緊咩啊寶~」、「點解唔覆嘅?」、「忙緊?」,有次,她的電話沒法顯示訊息通知,他要求她每十五分鐘看一看手機,以防錯過了他的短訊;如果在忙,則提前通知。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAjJWpWezdAc
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他自問「痴身」,也沒有安全感。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAjTvCqu0XBL
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起初,思思和他很不一樣,不喜歡常見、常text,覺得大家應該多給對方空間。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAzboFazkAvR
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她是自在的,不喜歡被管束。以往與朋友交際,也會保持些許距離,多數是她聽別人分享心事,而對自己的事則甚少提起,被他人了解對她而言,並不安全。所以,她常被詬病感覺若即若離,與親切外表不符。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAQWQUtg2izp
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但後來,變成她黏人,經常想見阿朗,期待他找她,更常常秒回。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAGfLJNKwQNf
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她覺得,不和他在一起,更不安。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAaMNPvQ3Zlz
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她失落。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAx5ZvRiMpEm
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每次收到他的短訊,她已秒回,但對方卻不再回覆。多隔個幾分鐘,幾十分鐘,甚至幾個小時才收到他說「好」、「愛你」、「等等講」;與此同時,可能他正在回覆別人。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAme5EfLiICM
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即使見面相處如常——1677Please respect copyright.PENANAkjKDHxj9Yx
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有次,他發現為何她總是失眠,故買黑色玻璃紙貼在她床嚮的窗户,令她不再受強光滋擾;1677Please respect copyright.PENANAE8CMrOOm5k
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她也記得,有次發現自己丢了錢包,告訴他後,原本打算沿路尋找,怎知他竟然下車,跑去二人午餐的餐廳,再跑過去找她,將錢包和擁抱都送她。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAdATbn0zsaX
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思思感動。1677Please respect copyright.PENANASGvAoOm5gM
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雖然她覺得,有些事情變了;以往,二人可以連夜長談,在日間分享同一杯咖啡,夜間分享同一份失眠。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAdS3sPOgDW2
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難道真是男女大不同?起初是男人chur,後來則輪到女人的安全感不斷流失。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAEN2H0hYC2V
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思思有些擔心。1677Please respect copyright.PENANA0v1WM9POZU
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她知道,阿朗的前女友們身材姣好,而身邊也不乏異性好友。她是一個重症stalker,尋遍了所有與他相關的異性,她甚至知道他好朋友的前度男友姓什名誰。1677Please respect copyright.PENANA2xNg1iiTap
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偶然,她看到他前女友發佈的照片——漂亮、白滑、傲人上圍。她都會認真審視自己,而後胡思亂想一通——何解他愛我?我上胸無肉,腿不筆直,如果其他人向他示好,他可會將我拋棄?如果分手,應該如何向身邊朋友交代?還是該好好再挽回一下?1677Please respect copyright.PENANAlRobE4SsnG
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她竟然自卑,但明明向來,她冷靜又淡然。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAPw0SJbeDwK
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她不知道,在阿朗心中,她已是最好的。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAqQpMEEPubb
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他明白她的不安,因為自己的行為確實有轉變,沒以前那麼熱衷見面。但這只是一個人對待身邊人的正常變化,像交往前後也會不同。思思令他心安,他知道她不會背叛他,所以,他的不安情緒被安撫了,不需再chur text、chur見。1677Please respect copyright.PENANA16K6RG3A3z
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他驚訝,思思和以前並不太一樣,但令他有感,這是越來越愛他。1677Please respect copyright.PENANACeaVjNYfLU
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不安,來自深愛。如果不愛不在乎,根本不會有負面情緒,反而雲淡風輕。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAPnlqxZlYak
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他暗暗提醒自己,要多給她安全感,如思思待他一樣。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAUt3WAcwk05
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一直以來,他們的爭吵是健康的,沒有無理取鬧,沒有大聲呼喝,只有二人一同面對問題,即使氣上心頭,也會有一方服軟,不讓情緒凌駕理智,因為需要放下的應是面子,從來並非對方。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAPZa7xfkkUC
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他更希望,她可以更多地分享心底話。因為,如果她說沒事,他會認為她真的沒事。1677Please respect copyright.PENANA29xfteC9LJ
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他困惑於無法分辨她的「我冇事」、「冇唔開心」是否真實。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAdyy13lwalu
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他不知道的是,她有過很長的一段心理掙扎,徘徊在「要不要和他做愛」。1677Please respect copyright.PENANA6Kp5Btz6mt
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她知道,她對他而言已沒有什麼性吸引力,因為屢屢求歡未遂,磨蝕了他的慾望。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAltxlf2fpeg
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如果再不給他,是否將令他的慾望趨向他人?1677Please respect copyright.PENANAlRmpYnmxja
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現在想來,這只是一個很微小的問題。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAyEJ9LW7B16
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他們都享受和對方的性愛。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAAFzVsboxzr
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思思二十歲時,和二十歲的阿朗負距離地擁吻。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAEjf706sJCf
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這一種親密,令她覺得很有安全感,不再需要尋覓一些以為失去的東西。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAyEuJQmfYgp
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她覺得,如果就此白頭,也是極好的。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAUs40VaAbf8
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奇蹟般好的一對。1677Please respect copyright.PENANACpHakQTc9A
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如果你相信奇蹟,那麼,你與奇蹟一般美麗。1677Please respect copyright.PENANA3DN2oHb7l5
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日子如常,直至,思思發現身體有異樣。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAQWSvQySLVh
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她的生理期遲了一個月,當時她問阿朗:1677Please respect copyright.PENANA4P3a2EmckR
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「如果宜家我有咗bb,咁點算?」1677Please respect copyright.PENANANfbFqSRfQS
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「生落嚟啦,我負責!」1677Please respect copyright.PENANAsYOfip1ngY
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「痴線㗎,我哋year3咋喎,連自己都養唔到。」1677Please respect copyright.PENANA6fKSXytCr5
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雖然口上這樣說,她還是慶祝他的反應並非「沉默」、「離去」、「說不如冷靜一下」。1677Please respect copyright.PENANATc2orHeZeT
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她買了驗孕棒,上面顯示了兩條線。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAnXzApQ3L0Q
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她無語,像在平地踏空摔倒,有種不預期的痛。1677Please respect copyright.PENANA8TzVdsRKue
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「我有咗。」1677Please respect copyright.PENANAdW1U54NQny
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「哦。生囉。」1677Please respect copyright.PENANAP80CWSNGLE
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「我真係有咗,唔係講笑。」她拿出驗孕棒,往他臉上迎去。1677Please respect copyright.PENANA86MAmXLEZg
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他沉默,站起來。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAMlpvk7BEHa
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「俾我冷靜下先。」1677Please respect copyright.PENANAeWE2kwPfkW
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思思崩潰。她明白的,因為她也需要好好冷靜,想不到自己的肚裏竟然有一條鮮活的生命,她聽不到亂奔亂跳的他,但她看到兩線證據,忽然感受到他的存在。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAYJ2BdaWufY
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她慚愧,因為當她察覺之時,第一個念頭是:「不要了吧。」1677Please respect copyright.PENANAZFqhRNJOMo
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她做不來一個母親,沒有合宜的經濟能力養活自己,遑論小嬰兒。而且,她要被妊娠紋纏附一生?她要在最青春年紀喂奶?那麼工作呢?社交呢?朋友會在表面稱讚小寶寶長相可愛,但暗中認為她不夠潔身自愛,就此奉獻一生嗎?1677Please respect copyright.PENANAJgPiUJl5EZ
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她覺得自己很自私,首先想的居然是自己。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAKTRaTJHO9J
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她想像,如果胚胎會被強行吸出,沒機會哭泣、爬行、飲食,沒機會呼吸空氣。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAvFkEB1q2nI
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阿朗從洗手間出來。1677Please respect copyright.PENANALLzJAOhZO5
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「生。落仔好折墮。」1677Please respect copyright.PENANA9GAQCFatYq
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「真?」1677Please respect copyright.PENANA0m3CtRUTrN
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「係。嫁俾我。」1677Please respect copyright.PENANAnvpFqrY7UP
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阿朗沒有想那麼多,他只是覺得,廿歲人才墮胎,很mk。而且,這樣對她身體不好。1677Please respect copyright.PENANA4CygdGoG5h
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比別人早日成家而已。他們,從來不是別人。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAfa81dMVZJc
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他想起,為什麼那一晚沒有做安全措施。1677Please respect copyright.PENANABkKCMkCQNB
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兩人都喝了點酒。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAgSqRnbOPnB
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「想你做我老婆。」1677Please respect copyright.PENANArxgsoEbO48
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「我……都想同你結婚。」1677Please respect copyright.PENANAVLzAVb0l1h
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「我仲想同你有細路,想同全世界人講,呢個咁靚嘅女仔係我老婆!」1677Please respect copyright.PENANAz3DuuhafQI
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「口花花嘅。」1677Please respect copyright.PENANASh8TUYf9Bc
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然後,說着說着,好像真想成家似的,以肢體幻想未來。1677Please respect copyright.PENANA8vhUB7Rqgw
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雖然他們沒錢,但有愛。他想,事在人為。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAHActLhuCte
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不過是柴米油鹽。他努力掙錢就可以。面對世界,他有種莽撞的勇敢。1677Please respect copyright.PENANADfchSJEoGu
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他告訴她,請放心相信他。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAmo5M8xYsbv
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她相信。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAIiVqdiOCgS
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他們起身,往民政局結婚。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAeydO4DLSJ3
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囫於對世界的認知因年輕而有限,因此,想做就做,任性盲目,但快樂。1677Please respect copyright.PENANANWN6r8ucYk
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忽然有感成為了「大人」,在別人埋首課業時,他們關注的是婦科報告,這種脫離學生身份的感覺,很新奇。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAhnakgn7zsm
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終於有權利選擇自己的身份,不只擁有硬性安排的血親。那一刻,他們是對方的摰親,受到法律保障,不只是Facebook上的「In relationship」。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAqtfK0HjhJZ
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他告訴她,她會是最漂亮的孕婦,沒有一個大學同學能與她媲美。如果有妊娠紋,就當是最偉大紋身。如果遭人非議,他會維護她至別人妒忌。1677Please respect copyright.PENANA8aZkKaL5RF
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他承諾。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAZJORvcYSfk
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一切未知,一切新鮮。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAlmPcl2SLof
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沒有對錯;有,也不理會。1677Please respect copyright.PENANA0PAGCkeYDD
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永久保鮮。1677Please respect copyright.PENANAtcgo2cvhL2


