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「你知唔知？我……」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfHB6GlSX6
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阿朗喃喃，之後沉默；手沒有停止，繼續為遺體上粉。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenYYlsz5PQ
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千言萬語，在心中譜寫。當阿朗對一份工作足夠熟悉時，常常做着做着，就想找一些話說，差在是否講出聲。他之所以不再言語，是因為，他怕真的有人回應他，如此則過分滲人；無論如何，這個空間都太靜了。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJGXHxe6Eg
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不，又或者，倘若真有人回應他，說到底也是一個伴——哈，眾生平等。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bnPVmU5zz
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自轉工後，阿朗和思思皆工作了三年。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86cvw7Q6pq
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一開始，二人還有許多話說的，因為工作予其的新鮮感支撐着二人無眠時興起的話題。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYpM2geC62
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可是，後來，開始無話可講。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmnKhJyOvi
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阿朗已見過很多不同種類的遺體：自殺、交通意外、久病而逝、急性病逝……見得多，自然不再感到新奇，他只越來越專業的做化妝手勢，表情放鬆，可是因為習慣了，所以再無新奇事可分享。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyV1dncFJJ
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或者，有時他很想分享，二人卻了無心思，沒有一個合適的興致配合話語；只好等到假日才說，但常常忘了起初想說什麼。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg56FScAPyx
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思思呢，好一點，可是也較以往沉默。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5eeZit59i
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她對學校更熟悉了，開始上手；和學生也越來越熟絡，他們都喜歡思思。午飯時間，甚至組成一個個小團體，內進狹小的社工室吃飯，和思思說「阿sir啱啱火車未到站」、「又要默書，勁長」、「放學就要補習啦」、「我都要去學琴啊，今晚又唔知幾點先可以瞓」，云云。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSSUjhnVT3
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慢慢，生活只是一個循環，再沒有新的事好講。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJOsMAE2UD
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但二人還可以圍繞棉花糖，看看她的功課、興趣班、測驗卷、温度進度，偶然一同幫她做難度甚高的視藝科勞作。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavWqgF0JcU
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對。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobW1LZWuJe
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如此，如此地環迴往復。久而久之，又覺得平淡。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ENTxQvi7S
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就是，大家都會關心對方，今天工作怎樣呢？辛勞嗎？繁忙嗎？可是，話語來來去去都是那些，第一次說，倒叫做體貼；但說到第一百次時，卻像極了例行公事，即使語氣充滿抑揚，聽起來卻只是一句不帶感情的慰問，淡淡的，內心總已經有個預期對方會說的答案：913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsj8rkpalJ
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「幾好吖。」或者，「有啲攰。」不出這些了。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0aBqUdi0IR
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接下來，就幫對方按摩，手的力度卻悄悄放軟。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRcqOOJLFX
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平淡……平淡就對了，婚姻和感情不就如此嗎？總不可能一生都充滿激情吧，當新鮮感褪去，生活又回歸了整齊有序的狀態——913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwPIanLvJh
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是應該的吧？913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtq8KZTEJY
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臨睡前，阿朗想起，他們已經二十八歲：913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFI4p8N01A
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「老婆，」他側身摸思思的頭髮分界線：「十年啦，我哋今年係咪去泰國玩？」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSv0LaUeasS
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他想回到那個夏天去，雖然熱，但至少和他結伴的思思，是有温度的。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI42vxZOTvx
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外出散心，大家都會輕鬆點，不要再留在那個重覆工作的氛圍當中。一成不變，總使人麻木。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4j0fk9lmH3
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但是，思思似是想起了什麼，皺眉：913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQov3SZaf3i
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「但係，我暑假有project搞……」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYqv6Oefog
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「咩project？要做幾耐㗎？」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZauUq07yl
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「我都唔太清楚，係講中一、二嘅學生點樣適應新學年嘅，環境唔同以前少學，壓力太大。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gYbj4oNzs
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「咁，仲去唔去？」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QLxgAQryQ
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「遲啲先？等我忙完呢牌先。我都想去㗎，對唔住。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2IKRyKo55
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「唔緊要啦，咁我哋遲啲再plan過。宜家瞓啦，聽日我哋都要番早，good night。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcL6vzaYMDw
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如果去的話，一定要再試布吉島上的某間餐廳的泰式炒河，太好吃；還有要和那個老闆打聲招呼，看看餐牌上的中文字還是不是翻譯有誤；不過，不用再去騎大象了，太有墜落的危機感，上次還因而跌了弄跌了耳機，最後，得靠大象用鼻從草木中取回來。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPeWMnzVfT
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如果去的話，世界又剩下他們兩個了。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQQwmM012C
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那麼，他們還可以有當年的開心和甜蜜嗎？反正，現在沒有答案。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfD8pX01rh
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不知道從何時開始，他們的共處時刻都靠棉花糖，才能有多一些話。如果到泰國去，他倆怎麼辦？913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5r2Lvj3I3j
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不，只要空閑，都可以聊很多很多。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0rwPACfKD
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思思閉眼。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCTkk8cH53
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她覺得好累；開始明白阿朗以前回家的頹喪狀，絕對不是佯裝出來的。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8h23SLiSnR
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別人以為她的工作只是奉上一雙耳朵，然後隨便說些心靈雞湯就可以；但不是的，她不想做這種人，所以，她認真聆聽和回應。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLASzKuw0W
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不只學生，老師也偶然向她打探學生的心事，斷言拒絕又顯得不禮貌，總要大戰幾個回合，你推我讓。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQZlSM8tFa
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還有家長。有些家長天天致電學校，老師處理不到，就交給她接聽——913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkx2mpD47d
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「嗰個講座講嘅方法都冇用嘅？佢都係唔聽我話喎。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3sSvlrRQN
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「點解我個仔日日都冇精神聽書？」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡna9JPkxpBc
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「佢做咩苦瓜乾咁樣番屋企？你哋冇睇好佢？」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7rgUj06zB
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「姑娘呀，我想問吓呢，有冇咩方法可以令佢乖乖哋去補習？」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDMPSjvJ3T
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「阿仔放學成日都唔即刻番嚟，係咪群埋啲壞同學？」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWcyxZOxz8
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然後，她不斷挨罵。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2DPD6pZT0
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其他日子，就是跟case和寫報告。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyqRkIT1yy
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她的生活確實充實，求仁得仁；只是有一點點累。有時，她只想快快吃完飯，然後攤睡床上，不需再說一句話，任由起伏有致的呼吸聲替她道一聲晚安。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaDx8fhcOm
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她失去了傾訴的心思。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlgevXXh5f
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即使，她多麼想時常說一些瑣碎，像以前一樣。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfNoERugxQ
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如今，她努力等閒暇周末。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vyBKxi4D9
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