思思待阿朗出門後,打開手機,又重看一次那張照片。839Please respect copyright.PENANALyHl1RQllC
839Please respect copyright.PENANA490Q5nSmK6
阿朗笑得很寫意。839Please respect copyright.PENANArqCHieHI8z
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他們的肩貼得緊緊的,有同一款笑眼。839Please respect copyright.PENANAEssMrAoMHM
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有沒有可能,他們並不是偶然碰面,而是一早約好呢。839Please respect copyright.PENANAhUrPF8176P
839Please respect copyright.PENANAQxKr0INqIy
會不會,峰仔只是在說謊,只是替阿朗隱瞞她呢。839Please respect copyright.PENANA80n3Nmnss6
839Please respect copyright.PENANA44Jfl0A500
哇,如果屬實,峰仔,原來很醒目。839Please respect copyright.PENANAJjmaeJhWhV
839Please respect copyright.PENANA9JzFivyqei
那麼,為什麼阿朗要騙她?839Please respect copyright.PENANAmdcRuKUWbS
839Please respect copyright.PENANA5nDewRngjA
因為和前度女朋友見了面嗎。單純如此?839Please respect copyright.PENANAFipfz1IHhn
839Please respect copyright.PENANAhnLyRJXksa
還是,和對方耳語過,感官的騷癢化成欲拒還迎的神情,面部温熱化成生理腫脹,跳躍至獸性本能?839Please respect copyright.PENANAbicS3bZGwI
839Please respect copyright.PENANAOlYQnY1FVI
應該不會吧。阿朗是這樣的人嗎?839Please respect copyright.PENANAsvZRN9NPK9
839Please respect copyright.PENANAKOMypbZJ9V
他可是說過,一生一世都愛她的。他就捨得令她傷心欲絕麼。839Please respect copyright.PENANAtd4Mnj1nao
839Please respect copyright.PENANAzRMBvWjMIP
好吧,如果真沒有出軌,為什麼會和Fiona見面?839Please respect copyright.PENANA1PlOfbC8ju
839Please respect copyright.PENANAxQmA3VdsPU
原裝河粉在思思心不在焉的拉扯下,常常斷開一半,兩手油淋淋的,不得不自嘲,身為家庭主婦,不應忽視本職。她遂專注地將一束束河粉分成一條條,下油,爆香乾葱和蒜片。839Please respect copyright.PENANAVy9M0nyomp
839Please respect copyright.PENANAnAXoqtf46P
加入魷魚、魚片、蝦仁。839Please respect copyright.PENANAunHcRcYJs6
839Please respect copyright.PENANAelq8BGroHD
手握着鑊鏟。思思又想,其實,或許峰仔並無撒謊呢。她為什麼要懷疑?她就這樣信不過他嗎!他可是每天都會吻她額頭、誇她飯菜好味、願意下床關燈的——好丈夫。他是愛她的吧。839Please respect copyright.PENANACpBHPLuAJX
839Please respect copyright.PENANAxUirBbpGc0
昨晚,他從抱着微泣的她,到親吻她的敏感帶,而後進入她時,下體腫脹之際,突然,她很清醒。839Please respect copyright.PENANA3I3f9xb1wL
839Please respect copyright.PENANA4ec2TA3W9w
她問自己,為什麼突然做愛?839Please respect copyright.PENANATbCi8Bw3pp
839Please respect copyright.PENANAflCnta0SXH
他們的喘氣聲是因何而生?839Please respect copyright.PENANABwGkflOElN
839Please respect copyright.PENANAKBPYvhNkLp
空間為什麼開始動蘯和扭曲?839Please respect copyright.PENANADaSd4mp41N
839Please respect copyright.PENANAjrZlGyNmNo
可是,下一刻,快感又填滿她的腦,所有的潺潺水聲都叫她:不要掃興。839Please respect copyright.PENANAjpKiGh7FEU
839Please respect copyright.PENANAE0mqi6oIQH
+839Please respect copyright.PENANA0gIXPTZXT7
839Please respect copyright.PENANAGG5S8767AP
為什麼做愛?839Please respect copyright.PENANAygyJC8W7it
839Please respect copyright.PENANANHjH560L4U
當然,因為有愛。839Please respect copyright.PENANANHsHvWrfae
839Please respect copyright.PENANA4TZ1wzms5G
阿朗乘車,想,可能Fiona,或者思思,甚至他自己,都覺得和思思的婚姻是一段過期的愛情。839Please respect copyright.PENANAxmkwxups8Q
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但他自己知道:不是。839Please respect copyright.PENANARXfEBniiQ4
839Please respect copyright.PENANAcEbGjLJzQO
他對思思自然有「戀人」的感覺,仍喜歡聽她講無聊的瑣碎,雖然很無聊,雖然很瑣碎,但看到她說「被呃秤」的扁嘴樣,他覺得很可愛,像以前她曾因弄跌雪糕而悶悶不樂一樣。839Please respect copyright.PENANAawzWn8QXfw
839Please respect copyright.PENANANMkHqZLbuq
有些事情當然不同了,他倆的髮型都在長長短短地改變,黑色素的積聚令黑痣生在奇怪的部分上,年歲增長,難保一切如舊。839Please respect copyright.PENANAsNnYYDmLdO
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但回家,和她共對,仍然快樂。839Please respect copyright.PENANAsCY6bD8diq
839Please respect copyright.PENANAobQsulmKLq
積累下來的回憶和久經習慣的相處,不再有新鮮感,但是,化作了另一種舒適。839Please respect copyright.PENANAQaAeDm5t0G
839Please respect copyright.PENANA2jfY891Gtz
一樣,可親可愛。839Please respect copyright.PENANAXVlH8aNrR0
839Please respect copyright.PENANARYbYgcDPA4
只是有時,他沒有太多心力細味,他真的太累了,每天汗流浹背,他懷疑,流失的尚有支撐自己牢牢站穩的動力,汗水被太陽蒸發,不再復生。839Please respect copyright.PENANAZSz7LhtO7q
839Please respect copyright.PENANApRoY54PL0x
如果他真的足夠空閒,有很多事可能也不一樣了,至少,他會有閒情逸致,和她討論新上映的本土電影、廣東歌、即時新聞。839Please respect copyright.PENANA5xmeTM05kP
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不會休竭。839Please respect copyright.PENANAosl88zKMDS
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有時,他又覺得和思思相處,有點壓力,他覺得,她不會,也不應明白他的苦況。他也不想讓她明白。839Please respect copyright.PENANAvpFyyE8tMD
839Please respect copyright.PENANAuuK90fyj5H
婚姻之後的所有變遷,是他們個人心境上的變化,有時不滿,有時焦慮,有時傷感。但每一次,他的選擇都並非抽拂而去,而是將她擁得緊緊的。839Please respect copyright.PENANA23u5GnpH1w
839Please respect copyright.PENANA6RaNVLK10e
除了,瞞着她,去找Fiona——839Please respect copyright.PENANAOx6GjQtH1f
839Please respect copyright.PENANA3VM16yhm7i
所以此刻,他忽然愧疚。暪着思思,卻與Fiona聊得歡快,不也是一種離開嗎,這等同「不需要妻子」,仿佛他另有温枕軟玉一樣。839Please respect copyright.PENANAn1b2MjYvSy
839Please respect copyright.PENANAoZExDijbPA
是嗎?可是,這只是與異性聊天罷了。839Please respect copyright.PENANAdIm1Aisk16
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啊。839Please respect copyright.PENANAlLAzaIkiOR
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他是愛思思的。839Please respect copyright.PENANAoNRYrdQUnX
839Please respect copyright.PENANAhP65B6GT0X
如此想來,又惱恨,為什麼要瞞她那麼多事呢?他應該有她傾聽煩心事就足夠。839Please respect copyright.PENANAZQSUXQXxIA
839Please respect copyright.PENANAfAvshjDedb
是嗎?839Please respect copyright.PENANAOa7ux55Lvx
839Please respect copyright.PENANAiuKye3ccNh
不是嗎?839Please respect copyright.PENANAUK6gcPNjb6
839Please respect copyright.PENANAE8Pyp7Y08r
他托着下巴,看着左方的樹不斷向後飛去,像永遠不會再看到那些翠綠,忽然婉惜。839Please respect copyright.PENANA4ISM2MkNwW
839Please respect copyright.PENANAbOS4UrizBZ
這一條重復的路,已走過太多遍,有時有點沉悶,但每次打着呵欠、看着熟悉的風景,才真的有安心的感覺。如果,這條路上忽然種了櫻花樹,那麼,他會當成一種驚喜,然後,更愛凝望這條路。839Please respect copyright.PENANAaZ89a3r7gX
839Please respect copyright.PENANAdsL8Tp2Dp7
一切都是往更好的方向進發。839Please respect copyright.PENANAGDzR35bUgA
839Please respect copyright.PENANAIujzbUl2Y9
他決定,要和Fiona斷聯。839Please respect copyright.PENANAgN8PJhmwez
839Please respect copyright.PENANAJGIOIPBmqX
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臨進家門,看到Fiona給他發短訊,一則關於黑奴的笑話。839Please respect copyright.PENANAgNBiFUoTqV
839Please respect copyright.PENANAQj7vrsG8Rj
他點了進去,看了五秒,忍住沒有笑,他暗暗慶幸:不用落地獄。839Please respect copyright.PENANApeVcrhTWM3
839Please respect copyright.PENANAlMXH1r4rUY
本來,正想回覆她:「無聊」;又想起,早上誓要和她斷絕來往;所以,又下線,袋起手機。839Please respect copyright.PENANA6SC06WqAfu
839Please respect copyright.PENANAfe03eOw7Ry
將鎖匙插入,未轉,門已利落地打開了。839Please respect copyright.PENANAKGSL9bJWVO
839Please respect copyright.PENANAJWPFYB8r2C
乾炒海鮮河的味道,撲鼻而來。839Please respect copyright.PENANA3uJK2jwFU5
839Please respect copyright.PENANALLBqJ9XjNJ
思思如常抱了抱阿朗。839Please respect copyright.PENANArHto7u19Kn
839Please respect copyright.PENANAK1qBCNTi9E
「番嚟啦?快啲洗手沖涼食飯啦!」839Please respect copyright.PENANAmOTRWNkFYU
839Please respect copyright.PENANAPVX1kBnCAJ
「炒河?」839Please respect copyright.PENANA9kmRwRfy21
839Please respect copyright.PENANA39YfJXnqtz
「係呀。之前你話好耐冇食呀嘛。」839Please respect copyright.PENANAMQEl2Wfp45
839Please respect copyright.PENANAGZX1oFVHDA
「Mua~」839Please respect copyright.PENANAy96CATjbxE
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阿朗笑。839Please respect copyright.PENANAgmLXoDy3I7
839Please respect copyright.PENANAJlPT5Q9ETF
思思確實很久沒有煮一些阿朗很喜歡的菜餚。839Please respect copyright.PENANARpudK0veNm
839Please respect copyright.PENANAJhGIVYho1Q
她不想讓棉花糖吃得太濃味,偏偏,阿朗則喜歡挑戰味蕾的極致。而思思在懷孕及生育之後,都一改以前的口味,轉為清淡。839Please respect copyright.PENANArV16jmq127
839Please respect copyright.PENANAYD1wFinQXV
慢慢,她就沒再加太多調味料。839Please respect copyright.PENANApOlO7fmspj
839Please respect copyright.PENANABuOIeKvjSm
慢慢,她也忘記了,阿朗很久沒有吃上他真正喜歡的飯菜。839Please respect copyright.PENANArUJn4DFv1Y
839Please respect copyright.PENANAH8ce2gMBuG
慢慢,阿朗也習慣了,不再對煎、炸、鹹、辣唸唸有詞。839Please respect copyright.PENANAndtnrBeJNf
839Please respect copyright.PENANAkIFi108QTv
不知道為什麼,她縱然自問細心體貼,可是,還是會忽略他的需要。她忘了這個家裏,不止她和棉花糖天天坐在飯桌前,還有他,低頭吃飯,卻永遠給她遞上一個大拇指。但是,她總以為,得到了他的誇讚,就等於他是喜歡的。839Please respect copyright.PENANAwrMBAty4rh
839Please respect copyright.PENANAKIG3O95Mhd
可是,現在想來,他的讚賞只是給思思這個人本身,不是飯菜本身。839Please respect copyright.PENANAnofP7znUtV
839Please respect copyright.PENANAoobiVSh1Fl
吃慣了,不代表喜歡吃吧。所以,要令他更喜歡才是啊。839Please respect copyright.PENANAGbXmZxqgwl
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種一棵櫻花樹吧。839Please respect copyright.PENANArinqFe7sXI
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她感激。839Please respect copyright.PENANAtl11wfbOAk
839Please respect copyright.PENANASuQ8xxZVbt
今早買菜的時候,思思看到粉麵檔的婆婆彎腰,其自行搥背:839Please respect copyright.PENANAG8KMrCHg98
839Please respect copyright.PENANA3CrtOJsbwE
「靚女,買唔買啲河粉呀?我哋就嚟搬啦。」839Please respect copyright.PENANAwzm8bzCquO
839Please respect copyright.PENANA5Ds5Fvd6nk
她這才想起,阿朗很喜歡吃炒河,曾經誇她炒得很有鑊氣;只是,她很久已經沒有煮。結果,難得二人外出吃飯,他就會叫乾炒牛河,拌着辣醬吃下。839Please respect copyright.PENANAltExbVLKOA
839Please respect copyright.PENANAbku8susuII
雖然她知道,這個檔家永遠都在約滿,永遠都在搬遷,下個月,一切又如舊。839Please respect copyright.PENANAmltAKw9qDE
839Please respect copyright.PENANAXktvTxKcWE
但她還是買了。839Please respect copyright.PENANAkIwZ8dE8yK
839Please respect copyright.PENANABqbmlvxNdc
因為她,應當就在今天煮一頓阿朗喜歡的,應當就在今天提醒自己要多加照顧阿朗的感受,應當就在今天讓阿朗開開心心地吃到記憶中的味道。839Please respect copyright.PENANApLhV6hblaZ
839Please respect copyright.PENANAupQGtuL3oZ
她應當就在今天,多給阿朗安全感,讓他相信,她永遠都在他身邊——839Please respect copyright.PENANA5UqpqY1cfb
839Please respect copyright.PENANAVKeDsuEkjv
拜托,不要離開,不要往外另覓一雙軟稔臂彎,另一個人夠我有力嗎?我可是持續地扛得起棉花糖的;希望,也扛得起你的憂愁,不如,和我分享一下吧。839Please respect copyright.PENANA0MtWOH86dO
839Please respect copyright.PENANAYvxJXIlDh8
留下來,好嗎?839Please respect copyright.PENANAWpA0EZZ4Br
839Please respect copyright.PENANA19uV7kDsqd
不要搭理Fiona,可否?839Please respect copyright.PENANAWFfEBuHVXR
839Please respect copyright.PENANAWuNV07jyyZ
怎樣看,思思都覺得,自己與阿朗更相襯。839Please respect copyright.PENANA5fVqFBdKfT
839Please respect copyright.PENANAunfR9n3fLb
思思並非覺得阿朗會逃離,多年感情就此毁於一旦?就算他想,她也會阻止,盡力挽回。839Please respect copyright.PENANAtiqrelsFLK
839Please respect copyright.PENANAmOA77CD8ra
只是,這一整天下來,她都在不斷反省自己的不足。839Please respect copyright.PENANAw7sMQOyI3A
839Please respect copyright.PENANAxa5c6RAAEr
即使阿朗沒有和Fiona見面,即使他從無異心,即使他是真的愛她。839Please respect copyright.PENANAR4ltqCpjB5
839Please respect copyright.PENANApCuQMvNVA0
阿朗經已為他們付出很多很多,她看在眼內,不敢多言。839Please respect copyright.PENANAdTO69n8fF2
839Please respect copyright.PENANArDwPwUgjIT
若然,他需要在外尋找心靈慰藉,責任完全在於他嗎?她又想,自己是否無法給他足夠的信心,讓他相信,她可以一直一直地陪伴他呢。839Please respect copyright.PENANAKaFYynQbq5
839Please respect copyright.PENANAsYoRBigOwt
可是,思思覺得,她真的可以。839Please respect copyright.PENANALBwDMJxvnF
839Please respect copyright.PENANAUKQylOR3fc
她會努力的。839Please respect copyright.PENANAvUKpLOU4t3
839Please respect copyright.PENANAoNYR2dAUKn
「棉花糖洗咗手未?」839Please respect copyright.PENANAcFvbSSoS67
839Please respect copyright.PENANABgTUk11r5T
「洗咗!我要食魷魚,多啲多啲!」839Please respect copyright.PENANA6KyorrgWq6
839Please respect copyright.PENANAnQ0dORKgdB
「開餐啦!」839Please respect copyright.PENANAsIJzMGGvmE
839Please respect copyright.PENANApBhBaVi1ZI
櫻花開。839Please respect copyright.PENANAeSTvBg73h8
839Please respect copyright.PENANAGs06UQnddh
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《相愛十年》//《結咗婚十幾年,好似已經唔太愛。》
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