阿朗在家門前，停下。1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ALZooa4Dc
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他的皮肉被一整列啞色階磚搌過，夾在家門和對面屋鐵閘的中間，頭頂上的燈押運他的黑髮。離開了燈光紫暗的聚會，他忽然有感折返平凡的人間，迎接他的，將是清冷的脫鞋聲，忠心又利落。1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeU3PIaVPbt
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這是整個環境和心境轉折下衍生的空洞。1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmBseXaVy7
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然後，阿朗拿出鎖匙，其金屬的碰撞聲搖動了思思久坐的下肢，她站起來，替阿朗開門。1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTlDYGY3z6
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如同往常，他下班回家，一樣。1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAF6cEtIQrD
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclE18GweMb
「咦，你仲未瞓嘅。」1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZYSlLdQbU
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqtSOc6czo
「係呀，我話咗等埋你先瞓㗎嘛。」1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8QZmGfRtw
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VMy2RNDiY
思思抱了抱阿朗，昂首，問：1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MowHEt0to
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVblOmLlWtx
「係呢，最後有幾多人着咗校服去？」1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGtABJDQdU
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxF54HJHwj
「幾個囉，得啲女同學仲摷得番件校服同埋着得落；我哋就開始有佬味，冇人着。」1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9YNCz529L
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsP5DkjI02q
「哦……咁佢哋係咪好正？」1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5eiUaHAUj
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImnn4GFR76
阿朗想起Fiona的短裙不斷擺動，腰帶勾勒了比以前更豐盈的線條。1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NrCnLcO8U
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPOkdqnuVC
對上思思的眼，噢，家有賢妻，又答：1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtFokCqBKp
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OtVMkNbqT
「邊夠你正。」1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9pRBNPS6X
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGnuiJbQSu
「講呢啲。咁你哋同學聚埋一齊，傾咗啲咩？」1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvoocFu3om
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyUD66je1h
「冇呀，咪就係講番舊時中學啲嘢，之前聚嘅時候，都係講啲差唔多嘅嘢啦，分享吓近況咁囉。」1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18FnkuRXGL
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfpaRaNbfC
「咁佢哋最近點？」1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUKWkIGaZ5
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtzhfwZWNI
阿朗停頓，他沒有仔細聽別人的話，想，反正過得比他好吧。1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODmTahSbGT
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39hET2MqCs
「幾好啦。老婆，你知唔知？畢咗業咁多年，竟然仲有人記得我以前係點。」1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0erIvoaC4
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFy7U611nbC
「咩意思？你以前係點？」1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVvyphYH8w
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkvVjGNiMK
「嗯，之前同你提過嘅，我以前有玩唔同嘅嘢，而且都幾俾心機讀書，係大學之後先開始心散。」1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpURN2wHAen
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ392QJH0afm
「我記得呀。我都明嘅，大學嘅環境同埋你屋企，都比以前中學時期感覺自由嘛。」1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PrXhCOdYS
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKffYKE4Dzj
思思抿嘴，其實她知道，如果他繼續努力，一定會有成就，從一開始，她就覺得阿朗很聰明，對很多事都有獨特見解。只是，她沒有親眼目睹過他口中所說的「唔同嘅嘢」，此刻覺得有些遺憾，舊人獨佔那些她失落的回憶。1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprYBCatwzz
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMaTTkSo4U
可是，下一刻，窗外黑沈沈的天又提醒她，累。而幾個鐘後，太陽會如常升起，她有的，是他倆的未來，不只停留在向晚街道、佇足街燈下。1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15AMA4qHDo
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGJqbPspZ3
「老婆，你覺得我叻唔叻？」1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwl2yCRz445
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6akANndZsz
阿朗忽然問。1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJFbeF4FiK
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31Hv8QLV56
截至回家、看見思思之前，他一直都在回想Fiona的話和過去的感情，沉浸在那種被肯定的感覺；回家，他想確定自己的價值——1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfZWFUK9b7
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8AHkErf7V
「叻，」思思不解，他何以突然這樣問，他當然是非常非常好的，又補充：「當然叻，我哋兩母女都靠哂你喎，你話呢？」1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgZbmQqs1T
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpayq5euzo1
「嗯，都係嘅。咁仲有冇其他？」1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLRLC8l2XT
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfB9pYtqRFJ
「有呀！多謝你咁辛苦，每日見到你咁攰，我好心痛。」1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGuKnirhCM
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nme24r7rL
阿朗訕訕。1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3rWzFkMyQ
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEH6xXwPFgM
他隱隱失落，她回答得過分真誠。1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMTighTUNs
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7JkXCDSLp
問之前，他就有一個期待的答案，譬如，評價他個人的行事、性格；而不是他的社會身份——「程思思老公」、「棉花糖父親」，他想知道的是，「程日朗」本身在思思眼中的價值。1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVTSs8yT9m
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wtO6ZcXMk
可是，又似乎，真的很難讓她感覺到。1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjRIw6Sb32
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1NWKuc6fR
而現在，他沒有機會，也沒有空閒，讓她見證，程日朗不止可以養家。1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGJ3ppdzK3
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7FXhd4xcW
「我去個沖涼先。」1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDd3gH65aq3
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvdo9lTnqq
不知道為什麼，思思覺得，打從踏進家門開始，阿朗的興致就不斷減退，好像有點落寞。思來想去，她猜測，可能是阿朗的發展和別人不同，所以有種脫隊的不安嗎？別的同學畢業後自有去路，無論是繼續讀書、創業、打工、投資、戀愛，還是失業、失戀嗎？但只有他，那麼年輕已被一紙婚書綑綁，既需養妻又要活兒，肩負家累嗎？1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsEl4TpaRC
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGObefDI7ta
他有家累。1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Be5bsZ0UE
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她明白，他為這個家付出了很多。1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChJlRiVktk
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NRmKUuQcx
「老公——」1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4r1kbSCxgD
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFy6ipNAZuN
「係？」1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgeYaOW6g6
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hAr5HevcJ
「我愛你。」1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeG5HISUlk
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgQPtpAn3T
「我都係。」1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBWFIMXYGR
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLj3vUOxv7U
她不明白的是，阿朗需要尋找成功感，想取得屬於他自己的認同感。1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhsrdgHhiu
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9Brjts3Zq
他已經自卑，他很怕她不再欣賞他，他也怕她會看不起他。1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVERcLXcpfr
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oFQ4K4RoB
而，她不知道。1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwtWHixtTS
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZTa2zlxrl
他不想在最愛的妻子面前展露怯意，他渴望自己的身影永遠高大，永遠撐得起這一頭家，如果天塌下來，他都希望她們都分毫無損。1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFllz6zTET
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGePTbOs3zH
他搖搖欲墜的尊嚴，告訴他，世界要變了。而且，世界本來就不是他原先想像那樣，這一種失温感，令他搓了搓手臂，一失手，頭上的瓦礫就跌下來。1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dFbImTZWG
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20TsCutyc6
他想找點方法使其穩健。1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDlsKY4fyl
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIseZGqgfO
自卑這種情緒，可以流露得很明顯，眉頭額角，皆是破綻。只是，他不想讓她察覺，也不想直白地被她安慰。1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc70Fj6yI0b
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRmds43Z8N
他覺得，一個自卑的男人，是毫無吸引力的。1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEqsZukKYX
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOx5OJBBlQY
他不想雪上加霜。1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SmMglUPL8
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深夜，二人躺在床上。1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSQdaZHpnv
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUQE6LJwgh
阿朗看着思思閉眼的面容，幫她撥開頸上的頭髮。1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2kezJFDH1
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuKryWlh8W
他睡不着。1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaX3jgiZQwB
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRV8A8S5q8J
「做咩仲擘大眼嘅？」思思察覺，問。1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiNOnZDq2J
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QKqFf8bjh
「冇咩，可能K房啲氣氛太high，我未平復到啫，有少少精神。」1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuUjvKNWE2
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFIIBzrDqA
「難得喎，你瞓唔着。」1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIZuVgPUx1
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPI3XkVMga
「係……你瞓先啦，乖。」1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyk142NM5E
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGHCBB1GkE
說罷，阿朗往思思的額頭親了一下。1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1KZMAJMWr
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bMcSLsQOx
他看到她的頭髮攤散在枕頭上，無故想起，在剛才的聚會中，Fiona問他：1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcIv5QabiW
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUorlDGJBm
「點解咁早結婚嘅？以為你會好好讀書，再好好番工，或者開公司添。」1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAydsxPqHs
1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN46EFfkYd6
1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6yFyAahlw
「冇呀。遇啱咪結囉，好正常啫。」1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgVRBQnmou
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9bZQbgwi8
「奉子成婚咋啩？」1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezP3VcsBm1
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFT9pohTv9Q
Fiona調侃阿朗，下一秒，又道：「講笑咋，祝福你。」1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwfYyPumN4
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUP8fjdBnF2
「嗯。」1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdptUWBwJwl
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuffLcs7Z1
「宜家咁都唔錯吖，我都幾羨慕你老婆；我覺得，你要多謝佢。」1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbQmHSY0u5
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HfuqaBm53
「點解？」1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdK7Ysbvid
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAJn0s46Y1
「你比起以前，成熟咗好多，同其他男人唔同，佢哋同你比，太幼稚。」1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxctqBwI3RY
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOU7te3PmR
她伸手撫了撫他的腮骨，笑靨如花。1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOr3ohT1Du
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMxXNjTZkJ
他對她有種來自回憶的怨恨，矛盾於她的肯定和否定——曾經，她肯定阿朗夠好，才讓他做她的男朋友，才讓身邊的人知道他與她有親；然而，她卻又背叛了他，親口宣告，對她來說，他，是不足以令她放棄整個森林的，他不過是其中一棵樹。1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMoemo64tE
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuu5yX7CiJ
但，他又想，起碼她認同，他特別強壯。1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeF5zFDaXM
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAI9o1ptwN
阿朗遂在Fiona的話中，睡去。1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZRFmIWC8p
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一夜甜夢。1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaJEChsTQQ
 1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCc8c6j8Q3F
可是他忘了，Fiona的校服長度，是不符合儀容規格的。1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYRDPzS0Em
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