曾經,思思覺得和阿朗如此守着這一間房子,也挺好。狹小、舒適、温馨,這100%的安全感。1170Please respect copyright.PENANA6dn4DnpMxG
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAYOSvSlLzXE
只是,日復日的無聊瑣事,連時間都過得很慢。她只好自我調笑,總比白駒過隙好,起碼她的容顏仍然盛放。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAcqRwzbdK31
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAqrSmhGUPMk
有時,她煮好午餐,但未夠鐘到幼稚園接棉花糖放學,她沒有什麼好做的。1170Please respect copyright.PENANA79RINQozpt
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAXXUHWxeCTn
她看出窗外,恍神;一瞬間,有鳥飛過,但她只捕捉到後知後覺的殘影。1170Please respect copyright.PENANABxvtnqoEhO
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAOZB9hn10Cx
這種她「獨佔」的時光,起初她享受,畢竟再無娃娃的高音哭鬧聲,不需要晨早清理散落的玩具,輕鬆百倍。但後來,莫名地覺得很寂寞,可能她已經習慣自己被棉花糖黏着的身軀,如今卻無比輕盈,竟然更顯飄零。1170Please respect copyright.PENANARm5O3QYEG8
1170Please respect copyright.PENANA3QIcdqjL2r
寂寞,好一種殘缺的美感。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAwSZaEnmyhJ
1170Please respect copyright.PENANA5S3OJzPD7P
寂寞——可以分享嗎?1170Please respect copyright.PENANATalBLX6I9C
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAdR9f6dDr0A
如果她說:「我覺得好無聊,好悶,完全唔知做緊咩。」阿朗聽罷,會否覺得她在炫耀?他的汗滴在泥地上遭太陽蒸發;而她則抱怨,十點半的陽光不夠猛烈,不足以曬乾衣服。1170Please respect copyright.PENANALPMxmMyTLN
1170Please respect copyright.PENANA9XYsPrzy5W
「獨佔」二字,到底有不能與人分享的意味,即使摰愛。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAQMduFNClnE
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAdIcD3jM4ez
看着鬧鐘,目聞「咔、咔……」的冷硬,卻仍然不急不慢。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAtHomBRt7I7
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAxOH5BRGGk5
這種孤單令她覺得,自己不被需要,阿朗辛勤上班,棉花糖歡樂學習,他們途中會有一刻想起自己嗎?恐怕沒有。1170Please respect copyright.PENANADx95TREtjq
1170Please respect copyright.PENANA5ITdfWi4Vj
咔、咔。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAElnpXzRzMG
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAuvTMZkOo0u
心裏空蕩蕩的,像極了一個圓形的時鐘,由秒針決定她的腳步、分針主宰她的行為、時秒裁決她的思緒,但無論這三針怎樣行走,仍然尚有太多空白,填不滿、留不低。1170Please respect copyright.PENANArPPUE4yy7m
1170Please respect copyright.PENANABGjrAsdqS6
她驚訝,她已不是以前那個程思思。1170Please respect copyright.PENANACUfJtz4zYW
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAbfFwRjj5r8
此前,她很喜歡獨處,因為很自在,不需理會別人的眼光,不用擔心自己失儀,不用思考一聽就很勉強的話題。而且,獨處即是供她和自己好好相處,消化一天勞碌帶來的壓力。現在,她卻寧願和人更親近一點,任他是誰,譬如聽街市菜檔的姐姐賣菜讚菜甜、主動和鄰居尷尬寒暄、加入幼稚園的媽媽谷。她不想有被世界遺棄之感。1170Please respect copyright.PENANA8KUpgxu40J
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAqEh7KII3D1
思思開始想念,以前常常和阿朗黏在一起的日子。1170Please respect copyright.PENANA0bgQ6iab2w
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAni7SEzF0aO
她也想念以前上學的日子,每日穿梭山腳和山頂,天地堂到處閒逛,靜賞風吹葉拽,然後,吃個吉列豬排加薯條作下午茶;如果上連堂,十五分鐘內急忙跑山,久而久之,心肺功能因而進步。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAkISK2jv8j7
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAIg0A5FcQhn
她愛學習,她喜歡思考一些沒有答案的問題,尤其好於聆聽人間事;以往,經常聽到不同的個案例子,沉重,但因而令她更有動力踏足校園。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAPGQFbRfAmS
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAzepbnni8zX
這一種充實。1170Please respect copyright.PENANA7AXy8C5CPZ
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAeHu2pSEOl1
現在,她想工作了,她想接case;但知道還不是時候,所以只有空想。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAXAtWaEAtv2
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAhHpr2yvkRF
咔、咔——1170Please respect copyright.PENANAC19qak3ofU
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAhqySfSZ6iC
好無聊。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAcDA0XKyVYH
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAdkxYDsW5Vu
中午,思思接棉花糖放學。到家,傍她吃飯,服侍小主子。棉花糖的一口飯,可以含上五分鐘,口腔長期靜止,眼睛圓轆轆地睜着——食到發吽哣。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAzNxSadQk8o
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAJOnL23me64
起初,思思覺得棉花糖食得太慢,飯菜變涼;後來,她又覺得,這樣靜靜看着棉花糖吃飯,時間好像過得比平時快。當然,還是會催促棉花糖,着她好好咀嚼、吞嚥。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAWZJHNNy1Ya
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAf5Y0w7kI3J
吃飯後,思思都會叫棉花糖做功課,自己則去洗碗。1170Please respect copyright.PENANALIMeG6HdlO
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAh425T6VRWM
良久,棉花糖已做完「用間尺畫直線」的功課,思思檢查,滿意,然後着棉花糖午睡。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAFdhLKHFbno
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAiMiLnp9bx5
思思看着棉花糖漸漸睡去,屋內又只剩他倆微弱的心跳聲,而思思只能感受到自己的脈搏,感受到,又只剩她一個。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAsw4vC7X1zj
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAvFM5AUpQU7
咔、咔。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAt1hkRPe7nG
1170Please respect copyright.PENANARscOJzctt9
她想念阿朗。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAC7p5NtHV8r
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAwV0KdpJMh8
閒來無事,研究一下牆壁白屑剝落的形狀、整理一下堆滿椅子的衫褲、洗擦一下保温壺內膽的污漬。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAvFYky4bTBF
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAtq3apEteca
終於,夠鐘喚棉花糖起床,帶她到樓下公園,和幼稚園的同學玩。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAvUaxuiBYsC
1170Please respect copyright.PENANA1S1M4L461x
坐在樓下的長椅上,和其他小孩的媽媽有一搭沒一搭地聊着,她們漸漸熟絡,一邊看着小孩蘯千秋,一邊用手拍打附在腳上試圖吸血的蚊子,話題從小孩到烹飪、再從保養到婆媳關係。話畢,又埋怨一下小孩的「畫圓功課」太困難,最後還不是由家長完成。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAwjcstsCKPX
1170Please respect copyright.PENANA52yEK5JtJG
似乎,各有各的憂慮。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAzPxhKTy9hC
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAQ09f11mHE5
只有思思自豪——棉花糖好叻,佢個圓,畫得好圓!1170Please respect copyright.PENANAzWqmpkxJU5
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAwUlx94DHAe
天色漸暗,思思領棉花糖回家。煮飯,今早已買餸、洗菜。等阿朗回家,即可開飯。1170Please respect copyright.PENANALzZ4Qa1Uek
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAtm9FtYkgUZ
她在成為一個好妻子,等待她的好丈夫歸來。1170Please respect copyright.PENANA0Om4NCtvkU
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阿朗回家,洗完澡,吃飯、喝湯、陪棉花糖玩「煮飯仔」、帶她上床睡覺,在旁聽思思說睡前故事;看向思思的眼神,還是很温柔,不過,有些神不守舍。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAdYCCz54cHu
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAoHDlAj7m1Y
起初,思思會問:「番工番成點?」、「今日係咪好曬?辛苦你啦——」1170Please respect copyright.PENANAvVC7opm8Jo
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAVxBMjHCzB7
阿朗訕訕:「ok啊。」、「咪都係咁。」1170Please respect copyright.PENANAE3L7Xn722N
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAiqLe2cWz9N
後來,思思沒有問,阿朗也沒有主動說,他不想將工作的苦悶分享,這種東西作為與年輕妻子的話題,十分無趣。若要轉述工場對話,又要過濾粗口,太麻煩。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAkuv4UyAXDI
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAkIcLZjp5kj
所以,思思以擁抱代替言語問候,以替其按摩肩頸代替直抒自己的無聊。1170Please respect copyright.PENANA7NnacdOVch
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAoxvio1eCA8
她着阿朗坐床上,她跪坐於他的背後,看着他的後腦,嗅到他的氣味,想要他。1170Please respect copyright.PENANArEM3BVJs51
1170Please respect copyright.PENANApl14To8wuz
思思將手伸向阿朗的鎖骨,下延,指尖掃過他的乳頭,打圈。思思單手環抱阿朗,親吻他,用舌頭撬開他的唇;他也以舌頭回應,有條不紊,像一個沉穩的財閥。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAkqCO3VLTyL
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAcn1wyGJd3m
思思的手沒有閒下來,套弄他的陰莖,像擰開樽蓋一樣輕捽龜頭;很快,思思趴在床上,含住他的硬物,手指來回刮掃睾丸底部,再舔啜脹鼓鼓的囊包。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAYpcOSK5Nu5
1170Please respect copyright.PENANA3EBoAGeMx8
「我坐上嚟?」很久沒有用「女上」姿勢做愛,思思想起,以前經常攤軟在阿朗胯下,大汗淋漓;現在,讓他稍稍休息。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAimS14PCz92
1170Please respect copyright.PENANA4FqzyTjti9
「宜家做?」1170Please respect copyright.PENANAqIxBTny93P
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAZsvpNehbql
阿朗的身體提醒他,問這個明顯已有答案的問題。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAG1Yxwen57b
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5n3bA4caH
其實他也想做愛,他本來就是一個享受性愛的人,但他覺得「啪啪啪」這種聲響,呈現的是力量感,他累,想充電——憑藉睡覺,而非將陰莖插入陰道。只是下體已經站立,不想跪下。1170Please respect copyright.PENANA1oQ4tPpP20
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAAXTuTUBkFK
「放心,唔轉姿勢,今日我服侍你。」思思推倒阿朗,牽着他的手。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAapVYgJVHl3
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAvX2lJfuBjX
思思的的腰像轉呼拉圈一樣搖動,一會兒,愛液流至阿朗的陰囊。他微微呻吟,思思加速上下坐落,胸部也因而上下跌蕩。1170Please respect copyright.PENANA9zFhHGsIQG
1170Please respect copyright.PENANA3IeAmtirfj
「好鍾意你生完之後嘅身材,多咗肉地。」1170Please respect copyright.PENANAk8jjv36RgW
1170Please respect copyright.PENANA7eQbdH7Knj
他的手不斷揉搓她的胸部,又輕輕握着她柔媚的腰,再摸摸剖腹留下的疤痕。與最初的羞澀不同,她多了幾分激情,坦率地面紅急喘,這樣的她竟然已經生育。1170Please respect copyright.PENANA7u8iYpgoat
1170Please respect copyright.PENANA2WM46gEQAj
思思高潮,陰部緊緊收縮,人才剛抽搐兩下;阿朗隨即側身抽出陰莖,將精液射在思思的腳上,她知道,他這次故意放任自己的慾液;以往他很持久,誓令她腳軟;她明白,他是真的累,早完,早休息。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAWOCLVqURUu
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAhY4mRbEHIk
他吻了吻她。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAkksaaMMjN1
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思思抹走精液,去一下廁所。回房,見阿朗已經攤睡,但聽到她開門,又坐起來,問:1170Please respect copyright.PENANAF1ihGgmbkz
1170Please respect copyright.PENANATOq41lcjYS
「老婆,你瞓覺未?我有啲攰……」1170Please respect copyright.PENANApMk4vepEQe
1170Please respect copyright.PENANA7WefjLMYId
「瞓。辛苦你啦今日,同埋,每一日。」1170Please respect copyright.PENANAmozI9irX6y
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAQp7PJNKxCE
「邊係。你——我啱啱好爽。」1170Please respect copyright.PENANAjrX5k69kA5
1170Please respect copyright.PENANA05Mh00XpQa
阿朗微笑。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAPYgVQqrpkl
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0S64LCnaJ
思思回味剛剛的高潮,她忽然想再享受一次性快感,一次,就一次。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAJvBY5pxQeN
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAqHl59OxteI
或者是多吻他一次。所幸,仍有一整晚可以躺在同一張床上,而且,沒有棉花糖打擾。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAqx4ddeZ5jy
1170Please respect copyright.PENANATyG9DJS2ia
她希望,他也享受和自己在一起的夜晚,享受只有他倆的寧靜或者喘息。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAKmMAl1zUfd
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAJEiJPWeKba
關燈,二人睡覺。1170Please respect copyright.PENANArduJ96IlgL
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAiOXoEOyszO
開眼、開眼。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAd3eH9061gZ
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAX7qSEtYcNs
閉眼、閉眼。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAa3Hyd8ZyPU
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閉眼、開眼。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAHFePSOsxYb
1170Please respect copyright.PENANA3GeT0Jopoy
無聊感,湧上思思心頭。她總覺得,意猶未盡。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAwJIYsO4WHk
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAn5qbK2oAaR
阿朗不打鼻鼾,但有「嘶——嘶——」的呼吸聲;她在旁聽着,也好,很實切地感覺到他在旁邊。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAjiw3zPYmQl
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAv8WeiR2t1I
此刻,她想抱抱阿朗,但放棄,以免驚醒他,她暗忖明晚一定要相擁入眠。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAcms1fCTh3q
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAShvaj1jbVa
漸漸,思思經常獨自做一件事。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAMBH4pjj6FG
1170Please respect copyright.PENANAgumhhsjo6S
她因而有些莫名的羞恥感。1170Please respect copyright.PENANAIrfs09FCwd
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《相愛十年》//《結咗婚十幾年,好似已經唔太愛。》
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