就這樣,一天天起床,一天天梳洗。909Please respect copyright.PENANAtHYJU9VpnE
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思思不再扮靚,因為,不知道打扮給誰看,棉花糖懂得欣賞她的唇色麼。909Please respect copyright.PENANAkeWVst1GRx
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日間,她帶棉花糖上學;中午,接棉花糖回家;下午,替其看功課。909Please respect copyright.PENANAY8IjsLHYMy
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她記得,第一天帶棉花糖回幼稚園的情況,思思彎腰拖着棉花糖的手,一步步的走樓梯,到達幼稚園門口。909Please respect copyright.PENANAghUVnGVwqM
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思思說:「幼稚園好好玩㗎!可以識到好多朋友,仲可以學到好多嘢添噃。棉花糖乖。」說罷,拉着棉花糖往門口送去。909Please respect copyright.PENANAnn2aQbG5YY
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思思一鬆手,棉花糖就問:「媽媽同我一齊玩?」909Please respect copyright.PENANA90XHlro6Li
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「唔會,媽媽唔番學,等間你放學,媽媽就會嚟接你㗎啦。」思思蹲下。909Please respect copyright.PENANAwfarJXcVhT
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「唔濟!我淨係要媽媽!」棉花糖開始哭泣,不是那種喧嘩的哭鬧,而是一抽一搐的啜泣,奶聲奶氣地撒嬌。期間一直環抱思思的頸,不讓她離去。909Please respect copyright.PENANAEAaPOGhtu9
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思思心軟。909Please respect copyright.PENANApigRnMDfNY
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當她聽見棉花糖說只要媽媽,心中感動——這小人兒將我當成她的依靠,所有的相處意義倍增,肯定了當中的感情真實確切。雖然她知道,這只是分離焦慮,只要棉花糖習慣上學,情況就會改善。909Please respect copyright.PENANAAfwbBJCuEH
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思思親吻棉花糖:「棉花糖想唔想識新朋友?」909Please respect copyright.PENANAFsS1asj069
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「唔想。我已經有媽媽。」909Please respect copyright.PENANAqVjkHcj1mX
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「真係?但朋友可以同你玩玩具喎,好得意好好玩嘅玩具喎。想唔想?」909Please respect copyright.PENANARtQ84watma
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「嗯,少少啦……」909Please respect copyright.PENANAypfRzSPIVT
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「乖。」909Please respect copyright.PENANAtVmcYVJxQ4
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思思將棉花糖送進去,雖然一撒手,棉花糖又哭,但思思知道,幼稚園老師會安撫她。909Please respect copyright.PENANAmxpU1VgHkk
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這種情況維持了半個月,後來棉花糖若離遠見到同學,都會跑過去,遺下還背着書包的思思。她又好笑又好氣——唔係淨係要我咩?你個小騙子。909Please respect copyright.PENANAupHLuwRsVi
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她有感,女大不中留,竟然有種「嫁女」的失落;然後上前將書包交給棉花糖,並向她說再見,只是小小人兒再沒有哭泣,也再沒有回頭送她一個依依不捨的眼神,已經與同學大聊特聊昨天傍晚的卡通。909Please respect copyright.PENANAHSCJpOlqfT
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之後,思思就會到鄰近的街市買菜煮飯。909Please respect copyright.PENANAAjM6csPhu4
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她嘴甜,常因而買到便宜兩元的豬肉;或者,就算買一點菜都可以獲送一棵蔥。她很討厭魚的腥味,魚檔連找回來的硬幣都有一股濃烈的腥臭;但棉花糖喜歡吃番茄煎紅衫魚,而且思思從小聽信「食魚會聰明」,所以一星期最少買兩次。909Please respect copyright.PENANA96ucuGNXc2
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買菜後回家,大概九點,她去喚阿朗起床,他要到地盤工作。909Please respect copyright.PENANAM2HoYwPXGS
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她知道他每天都很累,所以,讓他「有咁遲得咁遲」起來;如果某天休息,她就會攝手攝腳地回來,盡量不吵醒他。909Please respect copyright.PENANAbO5MNhHla9
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思思問過阿朗:909Please respect copyright.PENANADoZi5AEPyO
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「其實做地盤咁辛苦……不如做其他啦?Sales?」909Please respect copyright.PENANAd2SZ1RtnvS
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「地盤多錢吖嘛,宜家咁嘅環境,金融海嘯呀,做唔嚟其他工,而且我講嘢又唔叻。」909Please respect copyright.PENANA6zWPa0k7eo
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「哦……」909Please respect copyright.PENANAdCNxYxMM5g
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如果是以前,阿朗絕對不會自貶,而是自信地說:「都係嘅,我可以學下點sell嘅。」909Please respect copyright.PENANASX8pIPFWZy
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思思覺得,阿朗和以前相比,不太一樣。909Please respect copyright.PENANAX3WrrRU9Rh
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嗯。909Please respect copyright.PENANAs6LutXxi1n
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其實,誰沒有變?909Please respect copyright.PENANA29TlHEexOp
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思思發現,自己的身體再不如以前緊緻,肚上的贅肉將以往的腹肌包裹,放鬆坐下,竟然有兩截肉,而她從來沒有過。手臂變粗,那是久抱棉花糖的象徵,負重增肌。而且,毛孔開始粗大,T字區微微泛油;照鏡,但覺比以前憔悴。909Please respect copyright.PENANAC843JWEdb0
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她覺得,她的面容在質問她——你咁樣過落去,得唔得?909Please respect copyright.PENANAmLkKqeRmJJ
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她已經很久沒有化妝,畢業之後,幾乎全副心思放在家裏。909Please respect copyright.PENANAZhvDM231jA
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每天,她關心的是「今晚買咩餸」、「要記得幫棉花糖剪碎啲菜」、「啲衫幾時乾」,再沒有想過「咩食物補膠原蛋白」、「邊隻粉底最控油」、「啲衫點襯最修身」。909Please respect copyright.PENANAxDmov3SKXu
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思思希望阿朗不要嫌棄她的樸素。909Please respect copyright.PENANAwQrkRk9Lml
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雖然他初見她時,她確實不施脂粉;但又怎麼一樣呢?那時,她只是一個學生,而現在,她是一個妻子,也是一個媽媽,他已經叫她:「老婆」。909Please respect copyright.PENANApHRQ2PcBxE
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怎麼一樣呢。909Please respect copyright.PENANAdfYsMjp6WU
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明明,曾經祈求和他一秒白頭,髮鬢霜雪,冰鮮他們的愛情。909Please respect copyright.PENANAiYKnTLiYj8
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可是,她竟然希望自己永遠年輕:是否男人幾多歲,都迷戀十八歲的女人?她此刻祈願,阿朗眼中的她,永遠朝氣漂亮,骨肉永遠均稱。909Please respect copyright.PENANALnYHIUWuPW
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想到此處,思思打開電腦,跟住螢幕中的俏麗佳人做運動,踢踢腳、扭扭腰、奔跳奔奔,揮汗如雨。909Please respect copyright.PENANALa5oyBSQIJ
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有時偷懶,說服自己身材已經適中,何況胸口位置首先湛汗,她總覺得胸部脂肪有意出走,她若停止運動,則可以變相挽留她的一對軟枕,畢竟,減肥先瘦胸嘛;但下一刻,坐下,看見大腿驚成金華火腿,又站起來,繼續擺動四肢。909Please respect copyright.PENANArEAvgloyo2
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有時,思思又心想——909Please respect copyright.PENANAdpOxHwwT46
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佢如果愛我,就會愛我嘅所有嘢㗎啦,唔通到時再老啲又唔要我啦喎?如果,阿朗肥到二百磅,咁我都、嗯、希望佢唔會變成咁啦……909Please respect copyright.PENANAA6uoOtsy8u
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唉,都係試吓keep fit先,唔懶得㗎!909Please respect copyright.PENANAw1tnEWBPl3
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《相愛十年》//《結咗婚十幾年,好似已經唔太愛。》
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二十四歲(續:思思)
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