我和日朗在一起。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGYG8tKSq3
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKfIsfIJWr
他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SQFP62Ipd
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我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVno2UCzgjK
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他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4ozWx2tzx
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為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLI5l1Kjf9P
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但日朗不同。我喜歡他。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtw5PYIXvp
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感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptSTtuKuY9
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我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbETRtdMhel
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但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOc04Wd7Wn
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「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HdJyuGrpO
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你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8q3eY9uhX
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWr3GqdWZ2j
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5kaNWn7ha
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我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4TWxryC7x
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可是，我受不了。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKz7Rvp6ARw
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0p9vbkoJU
慢慢，他要求我：754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaMxLyzmBG
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdP3ud7SqN
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHNcJGB7sE
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLUl1751RQ
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcC81ZUAzP
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVuHDfyIYZ
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl68zhSL1cR
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我開始失落。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlTxfpJkdo
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我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZid5VxLLv
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkwjkAYjJa
難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXuJh0BGkh
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMLneR7ner
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUM5oZs4TjX
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為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0RKe64OGV
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58ghzohsZv
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoIFIKzP5e
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日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhqObmCPlR
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我不懂愛人？754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN90fCWik1a
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我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWK9ao4wMv0
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日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Dked5zhII
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係咪因為——754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNA54Anay3L
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你唔夠愛我呢？754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBdz4JOk8H
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpajA1AtP1v
這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIv1UgunmDv
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對，就是這樣。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWW5BwOjifN
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我的心再一次與他疏離。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMtadSgqJC
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我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sS6Cz93Ui
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KEhDjfeWM
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvCjZDpYjl
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只是，不似別人舉重若輕。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CPPGiYlfj
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而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYev3FI3tNo
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所以我出軌——754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ745Z95UHz8
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGUfucNHZH
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbh5VITrQPR
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiCLRDx2pL
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEmhZtXy56
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直到，日朗發現我出軌。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4D8Wxomxt9
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他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeKUTDRFKR
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWs6pB1WFq
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡam3Iz5JWcO
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKkh4VsScd
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2my1msRdm
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但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaYMP0vBOF
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxnOYW0EKG
結果，他不斷付出。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ePsCjQseo
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0nhx6wtAd
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Cppqnw12K
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他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVABuufXqF
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0LamdDJIJ
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59GUws7zyM
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMcTxYl2Nf
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWy6O9TYC4
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我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6v4ff7h5RP
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唉，真令人無奈。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicZX2oZVFq
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我有別人給我的愛了。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEHTe5iQAv
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而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtoS1ewImo
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唯有再見。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEYA8sdEtd
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再見。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBJXPr8KMM
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只是，後來，我又念記他。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuv1y2MLop
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