我和日朗在一起。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMa5YOfEgq
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtHBCevWiF
他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCs6NKbaDRg
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡme8wttKhms
我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRfxubhnAu
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL54cIzHK02
他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUASYvpbrnt
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrIqSiDog2
為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5547vj5cvi
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlupUSI22W
但日朗不同。我喜歡他。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2XRCyc3w0
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwv48U8v9AW
感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKP3lxoynVH
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceGZc6PE4w
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZ5dMNcOho
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxVYZ0GavL
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIvezJXC7F
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmqXNXrnsG
「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldNUc4i5N3
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIs5WRhwI7
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgNkUWEfYE
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZl6fVQ1N5l
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZC5JYZ2rZ
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9dZW63yjh
我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZD99y8GITE
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRRFpkzvMO
可是，我受不了。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQwCHK4ZVw
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG06T7qE4E8
慢慢，他要求我：835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeV5cYYA9ls
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNVH2GkE5I
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9W2vPVFO4
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePyNz3hHxJ
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXt6ANg2L89
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUtZXHcmvu
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlIcX8Qxkk
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbv5n0nCt0
我開始失落。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IjqIkAFbG
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DXSMUX2DY
我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5lDUdBjaE
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2Jf6mo4l6
難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4eWe8GVAX
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnE0eryqngX
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6ouelic0T
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVEmOvNEnO
為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZE8jBs3CU
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDKuNmfLn6
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKkpCvE3jM
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJIdo8b1gv
日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCBVOMIRFB
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjHRQoApUn
我不懂愛人？835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1a3cRiCVk
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGihN3Yw6Gw
我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxz6RQysa7
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIlKGqTege
日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHUonSQ2yh
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMHtNCpzM7
係咪因為——835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudHdTAAZXU
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJv2C06aHp
你唔夠愛我呢？835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QlH5nts2E
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdDFlFTeJm
這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMeVGrZqWw
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對，就是這樣。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6AmpuwbXi
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrx6Aq4hpd
我的心再一次與他疏離。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dIuEtqPgE
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6eMUe3I9fJ
我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtc4PcHQF0i
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4vjpN9gSr
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucECqvPN4C
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGIMdnngo3
只是，不似別人舉重若輕。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklPyLdoxSh
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWP0z3rK9Nt
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bWDrpOh60
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3lRUfy3BP
所以我出軌——835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7b6GDSJ99
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDa334jQiD3
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUmyyXvnBE
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKfmJxSOiQ
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyoEaXu6Nu
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2fvEs5prm
直到，日朗發現我出軌。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SPf1sPVfB
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDGuDRhj1P
他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVHwxzhXbp
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzE0xlN7XWl
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUvg6enSYD
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyXiEcxM7C
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6Xavg1ToY
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVRqJ71BHM
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8r1B9BaZui
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NPdA0tunK
結果，他不斷付出。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFuGBmcohy
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sTTaU9cM0
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQvRVqgzlt
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsrJQD2SeN
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZhAjvzo6b
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6XKLus2R3
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRRMYALsYo
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6h4VQiNAW6
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHG5cAegnaW
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4A2dKZz7On
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFEroTx9Oj
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唉，真令人無奈。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYysQDSIbB1
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTZ4zYDxjg
我有別人給我的愛了。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkkauDPnoF
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而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg13GtT48NL
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYwaXIIjlR
唯有再見。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHg4eKpToZW
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再見。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxVCu7FUm5
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只是，後來，我又念記他。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdsObqS1a8
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