我和日朗在一起。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJ9OmYzDk6
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他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4Xq1ncf0G
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOUAdVpDiU
我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSgX8z3Uuq
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他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8QPugYUER
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBRJhBC2qv
為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mSUsjMzHv
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lvAXFqGpk
但日朗不同。我喜歡他。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9WkwTLcLk
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGk4KQcdjk
感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmA8I29aYZr
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLhz51wh56
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTACfitf7ah
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJufDqtvIn
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwazZ9NhW12
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xjw9rcRvM
「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqsLI9f61E
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56WEP0MIly
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPEPZ2HixX
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0K7x1d8Edw
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhv8bHcfn4
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBl7O61C5zG
我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJ7uJlDo6Q
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可是，我受不了。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcdMwWsFti
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4soZ3Pp7fg
慢慢，他要求我：735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQ77BqetGv
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnkVhdtYxz
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnNeIeK97z
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacMHMZSglB
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhynqhk6ZKE
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6c1bvqVKyC
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaD8z1AeVyR
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62W82OGn2u
我開始失落。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbydD8mdQDf
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我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjX5jaKNu1j
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkD5tdSYuov
難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSK26cEVH0h
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjCN0Hzslh
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXurG1vmgrN
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBbT3lammZ
為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9RHXMk1pu
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3TaQGMIjY
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMT20pCUCE
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WGQzNYiLk
日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXrVfTvL5r
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我不懂愛人？735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Tb22zXFLE
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我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnPIz0wV1f
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqioMoRoEod
日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIIQYbbrNj
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係咪因為——735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalkgP8QJ6v
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你唔夠愛我呢？735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1GPSoCZ09
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sKD7h9vhf
這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9fEjycrjT
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對，就是這樣。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYT72qhkoz
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzZ3H1CKpT
我的心再一次與他疏離。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzeuqAtV3n
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3r6NWlEqW
我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6CPT3mvjG
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8FS5w63tk
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1NLnt8PjT
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxDcrLcc2d
只是，不似別人舉重若輕。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbB9WAOHzxi
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDKJJkOYBY
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVexwxmuqzs
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyborwrxnO
所以我出軌——735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NEu0mFbB4
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMiQBfQZef
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiLGfzI3PQ
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCAse36DS1
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0QxKdCRKa
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYp6WntAAD
直到，日朗發現我出軌。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20MsZDU8zz
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUcmRUSzY3
他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfJXKRjiXy
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEM4MFESNpy
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKViOM5JZy
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1w03JKGxkP
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndNZKT6AAI
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvatl39omz
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmljpC89RH
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWps7h0CZYO
結果，他不斷付出。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGmSMJQcYe
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkK4NhUo5m
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibB3Rn4b9e
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWl8OQanhxr
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIvNcpfLIo
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt38owFAlAD
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmhmh6hwKa
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwacIrts2G
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvByUr1N1aN
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWWx3MXgSD
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2oKLMqwWt
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHc4xPhw9GW
唉，真令人無奈。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2Qh4h6gGL
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIxYDyGGz4
我有別人給我的愛了。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYphDtcGTRl
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而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKajo4nmQm
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8XYBuV3rC
唯有再見。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrP7NpBl6XT
735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zmpEKAco2
再見。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLSubSGqI4
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只是，後來，我又念記他。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGpCGjp4ka
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