我和日朗在一起。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAv8Q27VYC
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他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOoJllFVO6
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我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1OM4Eoxuk
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他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcAP6BkDGP
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為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yyefzMwdV
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但日朗不同。我喜歡他。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqClw1MzOQf
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感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAFQufPDFt
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJjVkHcV92
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOvHZdHvNP
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjjrPdKD1w
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8YIWu9LVH
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「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNkC7kus18
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8g1WyZxDi
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViKpfwZeNE
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這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciGpmbaJvf
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUHL8BZz1e
我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNYndq9lbD
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可是，我受不了。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbH3ZH4BsB6
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAJ2KFa3Wc
慢慢，他要求我：773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9zJgJDHLT
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGn6YD9VOrb
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8L9vCbUaby
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgBLt7eOKr
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaYFRZlRg4
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「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcKymOqNaB
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我開始失落。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxsPMJNq43
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我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcfDusx5lS
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難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OGHsujH5f
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AuUFp3yBL
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobDpS5h1Mq
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0DHDJnSIh
為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUoi6Ce7ai
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOw71fwoGo
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrzYEeZZpL
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日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymhFKGdWn5
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我不懂愛人？773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhN4vHib7HU
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我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXw9A9gstE4
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhf2uum7GPO
日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ko6KuZSxJ
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係咪因為——773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlxrThwYSz
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你唔夠愛我呢？773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvkUfHa6Pl
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這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PbfEcQctc
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對，就是這樣。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQT2tQuXTxh
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我的心再一次與他疏離。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgBPDNfJma
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJbowD04CT
我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBsVTfD9Le
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElIAgiU3Q8
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqUmEHID4W
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只是，不似別人舉重若輕。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJvrC6yjIr
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而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8lOGvR0bU
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所以我出軌——773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9hjsTeN8G
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC66B4Mecpk
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV04ep0vTXK
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本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0wbDuLC7Y
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直到，日朗發現我出軌。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWReC5GoQH
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他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitgpXwic3q
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWRyfgQPw0
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlzPmn2FhL
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPLFkUB5v9
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFfcN9VQNh
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但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvji55My01
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結果，他不斷付出。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMVYhFutcN
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3wwXR4kkr
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXkhOHtsJL
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVNejlfmmo
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjHJGeejSV
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bEbF8dRwW
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZypC3okkAv
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTNpkv1gEh
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRg1GGd63H
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLxFZ1lqsd
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMCTFlDhbW
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唉，真令人無奈。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdMOcHVvVj
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我有別人給我的愛了。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcfNje2ftr
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而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnj2YXs7EB
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唯有再見。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUW5qwnknI
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再見。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7GpMj0fQW
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只是，後來，我又念記他。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2q3SXEebdV
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