我和日朗在一起。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHo2k1jJtP
757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCjPRaGm42
他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hnwIpSYeB
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我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaakkxPvA8
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他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9eV5G9Q55
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為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclJKLyb1AH
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但日朗不同。我喜歡他。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡed2cbwvLrX
757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8SDA4fovh
感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6AJllQgMz
757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKOrPgArMd
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmkcG2hnNi
757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nbkSxSwv8
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bWPFb96lk
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「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBU6NPjafLV
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你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvYgJNwNZ6
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這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySudEsDyMI
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我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfOtM9p29G
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可是，我受不了。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawcwxrhiqB
757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmgiCYqoH0
慢慢，他要求我：757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡml3guTF14A
757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1iIzMsk3v
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSVedO8RLt
757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmD2Z5q46Kr
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpk6eDQXUHD
757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1scf47HfOo
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjlyiB0CHo
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我開始失落。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrHSrrEXCz
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我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEk5lnxTpzy
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難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkKhCqgcIH
757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8JQrSIoP2
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu96S2LwCvV
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為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegXf1WwfgW
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「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76CXFlX0fx
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日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrWji2D8Md
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我不懂愛人？757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQX16uul9pN
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我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdpksNuAm4
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日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYp5ZMypUV
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係咪因為——757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShd644nXPn
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你唔夠愛我呢？757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8lmk7OtPr
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這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡza0FIuIJR9
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對，就是這樣。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4o5DVI0Co
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我的心再一次與他疏離。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2waSxFWfG5
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我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPwgXog6oh
757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV25c1aLqXo
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeVlmCf7Qu
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只是，不似別人舉重若輕。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zGfdkx67V
757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXdQGAqT3w
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSF4hrqlas
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所以我出軌——757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8KBIJmk8o
757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTVxhRiJoK
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWTxwkA7nn
757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlby0JJo4Or
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYFpGNRLnL
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直到，日朗發現我出軌。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9R5m75W6ha
757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8geYpiLEhP
他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkN29YGXa0V
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那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgM5aL2RJne
757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUT0ZQQ8K6Q
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tCBykQqTL
757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EfQKrp10U
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVNvBvXqKT
757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSOO1yfDKF
結果，他不斷付出。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0v7fLq6CT7
757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrGWeIA0qU
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyexlE1G2iF
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他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyXYYy53zi
757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkSMCIBV4u
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2m0IzxtQt5
757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWn6D1V9zp
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DucqZWA85
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我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZ2T7xKoFa
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唉，真令人無奈。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4chYchzc0
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我有別人給我的愛了。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqD56FcYf7
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而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvb5KUyMCh
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唯有再見。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgzvdWAGft
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再見。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2V6bgFIGzY
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只是，後來，我又念記他。757Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfnkJQNrw3
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