我和日朗在一起。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIcCXkAEzt
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoa71TozsUJ
他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPbp6M2wS4
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhp0tEny5B
我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCNTtnjfsQ
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqKc02w18i
他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXg6Qai11l8
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iPZvymUTT
為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyYn1DeMt9
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIOc8vgg0i
但日朗不同。我喜歡他。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYquSFEiwkB
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPGSHUuuOu
感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBzI2dx8bx
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvuqpZmxfg
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyW1PdnaqwB
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVauU9Lruv
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30rlmZyVWR
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「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BrvANk2kJ
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2JQSEHqpK
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzTJwGOo1K
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnfLxJyP9G
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyLEbhqjt9
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02qXzxrhP5
我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUNy0otkk0
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可是，我受不了。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDL3qmUaIcu
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrwy34NnEw
慢慢，他要求我：974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AHpyprugv
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwraaVd2cHj
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xUz3ytjpO
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPawq9qafu
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQfyZhQtwL
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSLsltz27h
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6sCLgGvWY
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我開始失落。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMSVXnHlG7
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我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZnz3hkiND
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡune3LXS7l8
難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7l5q2z5WDt
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7lB2zI3yo
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7s9vZgB59S
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKIQCEG7im
為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNUaSGgMd8
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtS6e4yPLh
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0LOmMCxXz
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91WKhWmIyM
日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLdGXMRy7n
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVl6vSF9iX
我不懂愛人？974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLej4U1fZb3
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我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfFWcUZG7F
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOiuud9n8p
日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaCkBAn2eW
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係咪因為——974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTflzfKaKB
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你唔夠愛我呢？974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZi6jyTAD4o
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0TC56YNRJ
這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzi8rHhJepG
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對，就是這樣。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsokbKayfa
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFsXRXMsnG
我的心再一次與他疏離。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OUNGpx1Rl
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsff9QqIJh
我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGcQtErTHe
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLSOUjdVZ2
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMftiyBAe7r
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgJsutA4kf
只是，不似別人舉重若輕。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTcaWWWFjR
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMspV6F78M
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphL5BS2kdH
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcNwBStQ3E
所以我出軌——974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThnB8eIhIf
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtU9GEpgr5m
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEL3ZYnS7W9
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5MPGYL8hd
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEVwk560fk
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直到，日朗發現我出軌。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Cn1Cu1V6B
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKc0X6WAEX
他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41AFCRyRUX
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfIcWOSBqd
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTR9ez0nTFY
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5WRCSn9hC
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydkAc5Ho85
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMNEQL8OHh
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZXACAcTXM
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHijlkzakI
結果，他不斷付出。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3mMSMX9QL
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwc1lZhwz9
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBXFAJsojz
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFEVB893hf
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eBs7YkJyh
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVxydDkzxd
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczTBYHpfry
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrk02XZTHcX
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU87kuQCJOk
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMPvndSYoZ
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrQRK03BGq
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKjZFDMHSP
唉，真令人無奈。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4pY11OKBc
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCqfoERygf
我有別人給我的愛了。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8sL0L06M9
974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUtU7KieUn
而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4N7BwUyypY
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唯有再見。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9vQzi7a8q
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再見。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCI7iwJyJBz
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只是，後來，我又念記他。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6AyldsVAW
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