我和日朗在一起。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3Awo4QiW2
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzvGXpTVOb
他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6eGunRwS7d
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGs2luLsGBJ
我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYjpbkvf0C
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxSIxwqy5R
他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOWuhLxuxa
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYEwGjSAhC
為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPMyIo742O
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqWgNzXqhr
但日朗不同。我喜歡他。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEDgUmquJA
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnyRkjMpcv
感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJtrj3IiIi
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XNBd99FPU
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtzz7tvmmr
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5g6HGkItaN
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3UEc1LInu
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyCCpLaBM6
「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9pElNSrC2
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxX27GFvoy
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2Iihbgsuj
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYodsIgnix0
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKw7UyliW0Y
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00lBqucPcs
我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20v9ikiY2N
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd77GQ9Ngmx
可是，我受不了。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVDQKIdrMT
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKksnVQRpDN
慢慢，他要求我：848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ptINij7EJ
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbOJouAFVP
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UlClQ72tB
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXysNrLGtg0
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PMOyE1DJc
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUpB7uRvce
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5HC73Ae5u
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXSjTcsOhF
我開始失落。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYO0FyQJ5JG
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0oTqfRgca
我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeENLXdZQ2
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrVg398BA8
難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hw5hitD1z
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZslgiAZvm
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ92N45nUaU
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafc5jciCP7
為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcqimiNLLM
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHtghhZyIp
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVBK9TsKbE
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBJAbLj5pn
日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi02KccpbGi
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jbEHQGmyN
我不懂愛人？848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrQXbPPznP
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GfbCnHeFp
我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJ6BrsP4W9
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrDEgJGbiv
日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWDlbKkiIB
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6H5MgJj06
係咪因為——848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHw0bxTM0Q
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNMVEyiOdW
你唔夠愛我呢？848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QXZCNpTKZ
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8T3rTXrGT
這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBo9sqD3Mr
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZqrV56v8r
對，就是這樣。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpGUTEcshl
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7V8IdduBVC
我的心再一次與他疏離。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQtccS7pct
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgISEgWnb4q
我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWr6KRCmCrC
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhXAhkZ5l9
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRRLDNRltK
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmj0TbDuosJ
只是，不似別人舉重若輕。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMW3qt29kf
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0J6ewPaKhA
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFK4fSlszE
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5KB1yA43B
所以我出軌——848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnrlI7iwsE
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzIO4zevKG
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeS9I9DdzI
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gspcxswqW
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkBYt1YE9p
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlFEqYg2Ey
直到，日朗發現我出軌。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhid5IdGoNj
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnqz6frUyU
他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmubx4dg6X
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hvPnWjUri
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSOsLzQa8B
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIiPY8w22B
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcUc6e4qcs
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckJ568GTrv
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvtUI2zRRR
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYPKZQhAsX
結果，他不斷付出。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fVQs94PMQ
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndzZyP4S6X
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEcdLuU43o
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMICPBtUb4
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlhVucq2PP
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30q01GUwg8
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDp70kdOTG
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9AwvUXj3x
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNftTDbRLD6
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9EYXPbFU7
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKVfl20BzA
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44NB4ZHHsn
唉，真令人無奈。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIc1ayaSLD
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRBgrIcDv9
我有別人給我的愛了。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUFdubqMWW
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn382nxtNH2
而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxj0cCBPdks
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUjyqAzNWi
唯有再見。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTbdwLOMx1
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVmfOKOAI5
再見。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pSbgdXwxW
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3T59B1sYgh
只是，後來，我又念記他。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWOaLcCuTt
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