我和日朗在一起。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6CZaFjmAW
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wdhvNBcbo
他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKRWUAad7P
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RGMHQ5wUt
我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEq7ryodbul
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MJtXT7OYs
他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOHMX66kGY
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCybRYpX18B
為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwswAqEgzl
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDVkdXNPlR
但日朗不同。我喜歡他。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0R058KYmdD
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRp6GK5xuy
感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1JWIoklMx
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0jBnrxXsE
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDalGjN0Yca
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqMg3fOIo4
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRz5tfdDWfJ
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNWvEsiIAf
「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGimF1RMRQI
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCHfsMzaDk
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvshMuVga6
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1aGx89krsJ
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHYuGj0FDJ
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrp4IYFUY6
我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtya8dw0lw
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IijovLuoM
可是，我受不了。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmukjXGFNE
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXgETXtgU7
慢慢，他要求我：821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOiirj6FM1
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfGqQ5zjjm
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUB9yRpDYQ
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciHBjzDuwt
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTrLoN1x7M
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkG2iNu7miy
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgKktBlyEM
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZ4Uvcc7xY
我開始失落。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2Sy6dh0J7
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJbQ3jPVFx
我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHa2STSm0c
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iu2azJTP4
難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2v7G4s6L2P
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgX7WmoMno
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCABwV8Tdy
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQtDbTWo7B
為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNr1RlVY4ju
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0Rv0Bs8z1
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcOW0n51lu
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lfXTao0E1
日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEMflhaDxN
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yhqW7oNJJ
我不懂愛人？821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKcMJBGE27
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvnW4IC4wo
我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSDxS9I5gW
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdN3J0jFp0
日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNTzo5SSYr
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDInQVB2cu
係咪因為——821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7OWUhW9Gm
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrysTcDuAHy
你唔夠愛我呢？821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBo9BSjeOMe
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwK6E7irjww
這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDvKCqPDW0
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dVHjfeL8F
對，就是這樣。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbVBfDGfPU
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlkqeA6YoO
我的心再一次與他疏離。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhGn7RTlE6
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHxrhuS8eC
我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3cczicFe1
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckMzNRSrsv
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteoVsVTuOW
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomhdkoVu9u
只是，不似別人舉重若輕。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7bSirF5Ii
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HBel4KTLR
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR62lp2yTHH
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCh6G9O9Rue
所以我出軌——821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtR4wi8KSL
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpVpYyyzMy
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLR5AMresC
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡax7wmpKl8H
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1t3eXeit3
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZStmK6cNer
直到，日朗發現我出軌。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19TKslGLGJ
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他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpjgYeGf0j
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehA0aGWrdW
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlF1WqFIDu1
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qzkzC3cO5
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxP9Ztj9NTL
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJYxpn5nPr
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBEXWupaUE
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuszyYk6d3
結果，他不斷付出。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKuFp9cQEo
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaY0vlZTIU
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3qe02btX0
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdGXerTP1R
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqw0klWb74
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoN9EHzjGx
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzQWvk2YNb
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNl9WfWMpAk
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhaFSJc3Co
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxmU0ZMr0d
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsvizWbgXC
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唉，真令人無奈。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfxzmpBWGi
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDVzhUZw3J
我有別人給我的愛了。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqh7dG3Zrj
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJd6ZIC63MP
而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5j0xVv3w8W
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZom7VwRcz
唯有再見。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKy5x1zs89U
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再見。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvb1CqvoJ4a
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只是，後來，我又念記他。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfF3cuWGos
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