我和日朗在一起。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZciesMVamo
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8zsjcjETq
他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpl2VT7fdrH
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKm2yhe7OT
我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVQXW7nOZu
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17bKm5f88J
他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6pd8lWbtd
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYU7DO9EjuR
為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJx7d5LE4re
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5ZtAxcIPc
但日朗不同。我喜歡他。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSA603NiqFE
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpePhgXOyVA
感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCUfKYKZIo
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJCkWMe7Ww
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1vSZ5DTNO
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7nhGxcHVP
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nxOfHkGYZ
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOpXvP4O4t
「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEAUvtxfE0
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4297FCNwk
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmZKLnkEgx
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMl6DAKqirh
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplersOPXP0
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡieRL1LEcD0
我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlN0cHCPzmO
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRX9bJma4I
可是，我受不了。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMDUjhzONw
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelY05mCZGC
慢慢，他要求我：844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzdCj6i65x
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03IMKUZO4U
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBRWzMGoDR
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdaEHimnWN
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJEjaRamrp
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSZGX0u5BR
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrhZn5Afal
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwozAw9dlm
我開始失落。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopEUzkbUV1
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kxcmEQS0E
我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wqm70LPie
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOIsI3la6f
難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJxyb9FMhs
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWxwvFIRnk
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZdYCBqXHo
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLS5eGw0O9W
為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoLB7XieEq
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlutdjSB8H
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtouhYa2igj
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOOt2gqB11
日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9espTot5ok
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeP0oOavPkp
我不懂愛人？844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwp23A6rLu
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lOXJVihxH
我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfY0GZDe0x
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOE5mHallEY
日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5O0beVLRUN
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fyF3KZCHq
係咪因為——844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1W9SXHvG9s
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigHCYU6ATa
你唔夠愛我呢？844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKNk2w1VeQ
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjPngban3S
這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskVYGMCO6e
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8liuBcr1F0
對，就是這樣。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrF3LYIjwdX
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerrzB9syK8
我的心再一次與他疏離。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIanh3G6wPw
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK14iD9vQYI
我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfk82fImX1
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbaw4f8lj3
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBMC6mBggA
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAoG8MVVYu
只是，不似別人舉重若輕。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBvc0ASyUd
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eliC8rifE
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlB1UrH5c7
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRa2jongQP
所以我出軌——844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnJJEePBAe
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJInvbmL58
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BaHMsdWZt
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZTzfjabbl
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yAeI3pG75
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQbD1eLbXY
直到，日朗發現我出軌。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblBoHgX5nm
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLL61iE7Ic
他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dkBcRgiiH
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBgsdpSBKv
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67g44uzdRJ
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98UPmImHMn
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkdwuNjYhZ
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡME3BJbBMBz
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3RhAsnuqt
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzXCQx0y9n
結果，他不斷付出。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3uSzQJvJZ
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VoEGCrzXA
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5M3eFcPdEc
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVug5g3bkh
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3M6v3WYAMT
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9iNeenjw1
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJg2v93ntB
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9fpMaxk9S
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiVH870QzA
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXES7USDNX
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhumJW6iK4n
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPl4AWyfVi
唉，真令人無奈。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFaN7t6YI7
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtge6DIUW2
我有別人給我的愛了。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXBuylktGP
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCkjl5BEJD
而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVa9zPaxO3
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNvI264ewh
唯有再見。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBW0Aa8tpV
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEj8hVrB7zB
再見。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSouqKnf1lL
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡer5P9Q18lF
只是，後來，我又念記他。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJp20WRmMe
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