我和日朗在一起。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uZrJpNteq
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Dj9Z6KIl3
他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGPZbTsRFv
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1WKYuKTBV
我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsVZDftj2E
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzcfQtjMB6
他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcI7c54b0cl
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhutPGmhjIr
為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ot2GvoynV
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgo0qW8QpO
但日朗不同。我喜歡他。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFWMQq4QX1
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2iPwNm8kL
感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkapYPPiS7d
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4To9cddpNA
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3gzzBXgtP
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydTdRCStj8
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpUihPBwHg
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfgHnd1pEj
「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwuxvxVzcx
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuZSeLXrIK
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJ7dbDqcY1
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbGM45m7BT
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ROMKmnVwB
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EW1q9iqaR
我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3CjbRwV3e
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49hzS9R0Ni
可是，我受不了。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnRKTI7Kjc
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwHtVQ3dvk
慢慢，他要求我：849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCxLWDSfGC
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTm1wqDwZgf
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykp48Imtxs
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUYf9FdlOK
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYGd9Z0R7V
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDhIwGyz75
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKZiMdNkpn
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvu69Y1Ooaq
我開始失落。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡleLMfxUOxn
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27LNU9nw0u
我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYleTC4Di2
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGiKEstDOX
難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2R1Uam1Xj
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AgcyGsAu2
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XGHzF8qFh
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcLIePXX4A
為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RbgQQt6S2
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3MnGtjxdW
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Bt21crziQ
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7O2KDrikk
日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTUs12rjqG
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzq1F7GmbOy
我不懂愛人？849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5a2hYPd6Y
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4uVfVLm0O
我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1JKNSX4xx
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4d5VxBz4lp
日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfpNfLMn0I
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgp7hg5eMN3
係咪因為——849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDg3IFtZrf
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ub7sNLCC5
你唔夠愛我呢？849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5cokcZ0ts
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8KB0KZVWC
這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZx0nWkmOgb
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5QgnEFcAR
對，就是這樣。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGbc0fJ92k
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLufGNgexQP
我的心再一次與他疏離。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKCSTXiVsE
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcJmhah0Sd
我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEfGUVrmK9
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuH5pvVIYvw
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgQMsvc7YR
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLztgb65sIi
只是，不似別人舉重若輕。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesG5lzufKN
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpL9OkVs3J
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaf8R25qrgd
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3A3DOq5ul
所以我出軌——849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK87etfJcv5
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMyC4XQwqj
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0iGtitIjz
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAo5xbnTnkx
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9LGi5TKpg
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRd8g5nzis
直到，日朗發現我出軌。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVjUe1n94i
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNCeEaIoL0
他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxpx9rOeYX
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwA6amu1Av0
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWjiycnZCb
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQUvGtLsGF
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1urT9bJegN
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iFfCPkz5E
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BpodLLNAw
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEy2mpvLQ3
結果，他不斷付出。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXySA3Le1n
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFEFjmhKAm
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkiArFVkUG
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5nWB77mGs
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEwQAI0R5x
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXd8XVDaaiY
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3j7n85fpL
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44qqswDxrQ
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKSHCkUEny
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrDd7A3NSr
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6eJxvgwHCQ
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1MhT8EZ6v
唉，真令人無奈。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7s9WuQteAh
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IYiiEWwZf
我有別人給我的愛了。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6FpG902xV
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYFzxiRaq5
而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvVKx0WKa2
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0M6HJngEeU
唯有再見。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBERUgfhRVH
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYOyqvm1gp
再見。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRfhp9Nm8m
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlrQ6F2pr7
只是，後來，我又念記他。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqo2I0S1OoM
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