我和日朗在一起。848Please respect copyright.PENANAa3Awo4QiW2
848Please respect copyright.PENANAJzvGXpTVOb
他對我很好,好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人;在他之前,原來我只愛過父母親,只有他們能帶給我痛楚,也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量,只有快樂的話,不過是一種娛樂,那並沒有厚度。848Please respect copyright.PENANA6eGunRwS7d
848Please respect copyright.PENANAGs2luLsGBJ
我與別人交往的時候,只有開心,只有自我關照;但講到尾,其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。848Please respect copyright.PENANAyYjpbkvf0C
848Please respect copyright.PENANAfxSIxwqy5R
他們開不開心、好不好,我不在乎。848Please respect copyright.PENANAwOWuhLxuxa
848Please respect copyright.PENANAWYEwGjSAhC
為什麼我要管他們呢?他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。848Please respect copyright.PENANAYPMyIo742O
848Please respect copyright.PENANAjqWgNzXqhr
但日朗不同。我喜歡他。848Please respect copyright.PENANAaEDgUmquJA
848Please respect copyright.PENANABnyRkjMpcv
感覺是完全不一樣的,我想知道他怎樣看待我——848Please respect copyright.PENANAFJtrj3IiIi
848Please respect copyright.PENANA3XNBd99FPU
我想知道,佢會鍾意我幾耐?佢覺得我點?同其他人比呢?848Please respect copyright.PENANAvtzz7tvmmr
848Please respect copyright.PENANA5g6HGkItaN
但是有些事,我是絕對不會讓他知道的,譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現,我想,我會說:848Please respect copyright.PENANAX3UEc1LInu
848Please respect copyright.PENANAWyCCpLaBM6
「我唔係有心㗎,咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛?係咪?848Please respect copyright.PENANAf9pElNSrC2
848Please respect copyright.PENANAWxX27GFvoy
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋,只係,我鍾意你咋嘛。」848Please respect copyright.PENANAs2Iihbgsuj
848Please respect copyright.PENANAYodsIgnix0
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢?我不知道,但如果是我,聽時會很開心呢,畢竟對方肯定了我啊,是不是?848Please respect copyright.PENANAKw7UyliW0Y
848Please respect copyright.PENANA00lBqucPcs
我喜歡他,明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動,別人靠近他時我會吃醋,也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛,那怎樣才是呢?848Please respect copyright.PENANA20v9ikiY2N
848Please respect copyright.PENANAd77GQ9Ngmx
可是,我受不了。848Please respect copyright.PENANAnVDQKIdrMT
848Please respect copyright.PENANAKksnVQRpDN
慢慢,他要求我:848Please respect copyright.PENANA4ptINij7EJ
848Please respect copyright.PENANABbOJouAFVP
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到?」848Please respect copyright.PENANA4UlClQ72tB
848Please respect copyright.PENANAXysNrLGtg0
「下個月先買俾你好冇?我做緊part-time㗎啦,但宜家未有咁多錢……」848Please respect copyright.PENANA1PMOyE1DJc
848Please respect copyright.PENANAlUpB7uRvce
「喂,你唔好嬲啦,明明係你錯,點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅?」848Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5HC73Ae5u
848Please respect copyright.PENANAaXSjTcsOhF
我開始失落。848Please respect copyright.PENANAYO0FyQJ5JG
848Please respect copyright.PENANAI0oTqfRgca
我覺得,他不夠喜歡我,如果真是足夠喜歡,為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿?為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓?別人都只唯唯諾諾,為什麼他就不可以呢?從來沒人這樣說過我啊。848Please respect copyright.PENANAeeENLXdZQ2
848Please respect copyright.PENANANrVg398BA8
難得我已努力向你證明:我愛你。848Please respect copyright.PENANA7hw5hitD1z
848Please respect copyright.PENANAyZslgiAZvm
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧?848Please respect copyright.PENANAZ92N45nUaU
848Please respect copyright.PENANAafc5jciCP7
為什麼你這樣貪心呢?這種美意還不夠嗎?848Please respect copyright.PENANAFcqimiNLLM
848Please respect copyright.PENANATHtghhZyIp
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人,咁不如我哋一齊學,好冇?」848Please respect copyright.PENANAvVBK9TsKbE
848Please respect copyright.PENANAWBJAbLj5pn
日朗温柔地牽着我,但口中所說的,對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。848Please respect copyright.PENANAi02KccpbGi
848Please respect copyright.PENANA9jbEHQGmyN
我不懂愛人?848Please respect copyright.PENANAsrQXbPPznP
848Please respect copyright.PENANA1GfbCnHeFp
我不懂愛人——是的,那是因為,一直都是別人愛我嘛,我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候,好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢?848Please respect copyright.PENANAtJ6BrsP4W9
848Please respect copyright.PENANAqrDEgJGbiv
日朗說我懶,懶得不願向他多走幾步;我跟他生氣:喂,我已經努力咗㗎啦,咁多人裏面,你已經得到咗最高待遇,點解你唔滿意呢?848Please respect copyright.PENANAUWDlbKkiIB
848Please respect copyright.PENANAb6H5MgJj06
係咪因為——848Please respect copyright.PENANAPHw0bxTM0Q
848Please respect copyright.PENANADNMVEyiOdW
你唔夠愛我呢?848Please respect copyright.PENANA4QXZCNpTKZ
848Please respect copyright.PENANAw8T3rTXrGT
這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好,但慢慢,我就沒有安全感了,我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。848Please respect copyright.PENANAyBo9sqD3Mr
848Please respect copyright.PENANAvZqrV56v8r
對,就是這樣。848Please respect copyright.PENANABpGUTEcshl
848Please respect copyright.PENANA7V8IdduBVC
我的心再一次與他疏離。848Please respect copyright.PENANALQtccS7pct
848Please respect copyright.PENANAgISEgWnb4q
我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我,卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。848Please respect copyright.PENANAWr6KRCmCrC
848Please respect copyright.PENANAIhXAhkZ5l9
但是,我還繼續和他在一起,因為他太好了,如果別人知道他喜歡我,也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此;而他本身,也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的,如果我提出要求,他也會努力做到。848Please respect copyright.PENANALRRLDNRltK
848Please respect copyright.PENANAmj0TbDuosJ
只是,不似別人舉重若輕。848Please respect copyright.PENANADMW3qt29kf
848Please respect copyright.PENANA0J6ewPaKhA
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的,我要得到很多很多,才能區分我自己和別人的差距。848Please respect copyright.PENANAnFK4fSlszE
848Please respect copyright.PENANAh5KB1yA43B
所以我出軌——848Please respect copyright.PENANAFnrlI7iwsE
848Please respect copyright.PENANAjzIO4zevKG
其實這也是一種貼心吧?我想要的在日朗身上得不到,方才另覓他人,提供我所需,填補我和他的空隙;又不需勉強他勞苦自己,他既可以繼續愛我,我的私心又可繼續被滿足,一舉兩得。848Please respect copyright.PENANAyeS9I9DdzI
848Please respect copyright.PENANA5gspcxswqW
本來,日子很好,我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點,沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣,總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。848Please respect copyright.PENANAGkBYt1YE9p
848Please respect copyright.PENANAYlFEqYg2Ey
直到,日朗發現我出軌。848Please respect copyright.PENANAhid5IdGoNj
848Please respect copyright.PENANACnqz6frUyU
他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做,他覺得他已對我至好,為我獻出全部;我只說,我要更多,他給我的還不夠。848Please respect copyright.PENANAwmubx4dg6X
848Please respect copyright.PENANA0hvPnWjUri
那一刻,平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊,雖然,他指出我的不對:848Please respect copyright.PENANAkSOsLzQa8B
848Please respect copyright.PENANAaIiPY8w22B
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講?如果唔鍾意,應該係分手而唔係出軌?」848Please respect copyright.PENANAPcUc6e4qcs
848Please respect copyright.PENANAckJ568GTrv
但是,很快,他又自責地和我說他會改,即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。848Please respect copyright.PENANAlvtUI2zRRR
848Please respect copyright.PENANAPYPKZQhAsX
結果,他不斷付出。848Please respect copyright.PENANA7fVQs94PMQ
848Please respect copyright.PENANAndzZyP4S6X
而我看見他這樣,又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了,我比他高級,心慢慢地飛走;或者,不在他那處。848Please respect copyright.PENANApEcdLuU43o
848Please respect copyright.PENANAsMICPBtUb4
他說:「你唔好同其他人一齊,我哋重新開始好冇?」848Please respect copyright.PENANAvlhVucq2PP
848Please respect copyright.PENANA30q01GUwg8
他說他愛我,想和我共偕連理。848Please respect copyright.PENANAZDp70kdOTG
848Please respect copyright.PENANAP9AwvUXj3x
「咁……算啦,對唔住。」848Please respect copyright.PENANANftTDbRLD6
848Please respect copyright.PENANAa9EYXPbFU7
我開始覺得心煩,突然,我不需要他的愛了,我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗,不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。848Please respect copyright.PENANAEKVfl20BzA
848Please respect copyright.PENANA44NB4ZHHsn
唉,真令人無奈。848Please respect copyright.PENANADIc1ayaSLD
848Please respect copyright.PENANAGRBgrIcDv9
我有別人給我的愛了。848Please respect copyright.PENANAsUFdubqMWW
848Please respect copyright.PENANAn382nxtNH2
而且,他不能接受我有別人,不能包容我的廣交——848Please respect copyright.PENANAxj0cCBPdks
848Please respect copyright.PENANAmUjyqAzNWi
唯有再見。848Please respect copyright.PENANASTbdwLOMx1
848Please respect copyright.PENANAZVmfOKOAI5
再見。848Please respect copyright.PENANA2pSbgdXwxW
848Please respect copyright.PENANA3T59B1sYgh
只是,後來,我又念記他。848Please respect copyright.PENANAVWOaLcCuTt
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《相愛十年》//《結咗婚十幾年,好似已經唔太愛。》
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