「我今日化咗一個識嘅人。」605Please respect copyright.PENANAfnI63wf9s3
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「邊個?」605Please respect copyright.PENANAS5jTEg2IKJ
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刷牙的聲音不斷,在拭淨他的湛了消毒藥水氣味的指甲。605Please respect copyright.PENANA0T10byJdsz
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「以前同佢踢過吓波。佢係峰仔大學同學嘅老公。」605Please respect copyright.PENANAGkF4NqnFBt
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糞便「咚」的一聲跌進水中,她將廁所門打開。605Please respect copyright.PENANAOzC3V0eeKB
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「噢……」605Please respect copyright.PENANAbIlQcUXbfb
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「佢同我哋差唔多大,但係,佢死咗。」605Please respect copyright.PENANAcnHANY44tA
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「嗯……」605Please respect copyright.PENANAZFHHNVxvcv
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她不知怎樣回應。以往,事不關己自然高高掛起,始終,人類的悲歡並不互通,即使聽見抱歉之事會惻然、會難受,但也不至於心痛,幾秒過後,情緒平緩;但如果亡者是所識者,不可淡然地說一句「生死有命」,聽到的人只會很憤怒。605Please respect copyright.PENANAU4XdZrfFQF
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因為沒有。我命由我不由天,是否?605Please respect copyright.PENANAVJAMgJ6S9T
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「佢同我哋差唔多大,」他重複:「佢係好人,但佢死咗。」605Please respect copyright.PENANArtuZZC4kw0
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她轉身,捽捽他的肩。605Please respect copyright.PENANAxg6zW2Ghgn
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「點死?」605Please respect copyright.PENANAJYbh9NtGtw
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「交通意外。」605Please respect copyright.PENANAshlcHWnsxK
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「噢……」605Please respect copyright.PENANAg93AvymNfp
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空間靜默,肚有些痛,身旁只有髮妻如常梳洗,談話內容悽楚,激起他動容:605Please respect copyright.PENANA8xLwhxcJqd
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「我唔想死。我好驚。」605Please respect copyright.PENANAc3a53gTd36
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她從鏡中看見他以手掩面,感覺他有心結:605Please respect copyright.PENANAiP9b8cm0gR
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「我都唔想你死。」605Please respect copyright.PENANAXZXt7Kb6a5
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他看着她的側面,大聲了一點點:605Please respect copyright.PENANAf0gQnU3MDP
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「佢老婆喊得好慘。但係,你知唔知我第一吓唔好覺得佢好慘,係覺得你好慘。」605Please respect copyright.PENANABgGUl3hBwN
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她將漱口水吐出,不明白:605Please respect copyright.PENANAOa3ae6jBMz
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「我有咩慘?」605Please respect copyright.PENANA0YxqZyqwUJ
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「如果我死咗,我覺得你都會咁。」605Please respect copyright.PENANAKfAPH6qtH9
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這是事實。605Please respect copyright.PENANABC3MxnCJo5
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「嗯。」605Please respect copyright.PENANA9Qx6Cflo0w
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她打開水龍頭,洗乾淨牙刷,空氣只有不規則水聲和些許異味,光的廁所照耀暗的客廳,詭異的配搭。605Please respect copyright.PENANAofE6rMLVYF
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她肯定的說:「如果我死咗,你都會咁。」605Please respect copyright.PENANArVbCWBpbOn
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她轉身,看他,猛然發覺他的眼是紅的;她很少見他如此。605Please respect copyright.PENANA9PKEw49Me5
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以為,已接觸慣再無呼吸的美麗人兒,不會再有這種聯想;可是,他怕,若然天降橫禍,再無呼吸的是他,或者是她,那麼,他必然惱恨和嘲諷自己,明知、早已習慣生命脆弱,卻不能及時完成心中所想。這是他完整的憂愁的邏輯。605Please respect copyright.PENANAv552LZ1uNB
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他說:605Please respect copyright.PENANAbUilEF8yqn
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「咁不如唔好死?或者,以後一齊死?」605Please respect copyright.PENANARQ1hClAhIZ
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她突然覺得,他們要一起生、一起活;死亡只是一瞬間的事,但活着不是、生存不是。比起死,她想和他一起活:605Please respect copyright.PENANArEWzuNNroW
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「唔好講呢啲啦。我哋唔會無啦啦有事,好冇?」605Please respect copyright.PENANAXNhxWcUEHc
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她的聲音像在哄小孩一樣,此刻他是小孩子,如同十八歲時說些大無畏的情話,同樣妙想天開;只是當時不知道,永遠是多遠。605Please respect copyright.PENANAe3tK8SUdm7
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「唔得。我哋都唔好死。」605Please respect copyright.PENANA14FcS8eAvv
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他倔強。605Please respect copyright.PENANArM9IXiWFJv
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其實,差一點點,他們就可以到達永遠——他們對望,試圖消除繁思俗想,經已共對十多年,生死面前無難事。605Please respect copyright.PENANA5zKdrM9liv
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幸好他們活着,他們有的,只是忽然的感慨,而不是血淋淋的事實。605Please respect copyright.PENANAkAIsHJs0mT
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她順從,也做回十八歲少女:605Please respect copyright.PENANA8XIxb4vzLO
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「好,我哋一齊煉丹,永遠長生不老。」605Please respect copyright.PENANAY0KAGPf4UE
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「嗯。」605Please respect copyright.PENANAiJUfEEhno0
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他終於滿意。605Please respect copyright.PENANAakmFrxFRUt
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不一定要長生不老,但長生不老的時間,足以他們將一切講清講楚,有多少說多少,有什麼說什麼,掏家掘穴。605Please respect copyright.PENANAz5WmFeZK5Y
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丹不一定是靈藥,但他們自己,是自己的靈丹妙藥,或者,是對方的。605Please respect copyright.PENANAWa0962G9PT
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「咁嘅環境,講呢啲嘢。」605Please respect copyright.PENANAyxIrtb3xNL
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思思笑,看他們在做什麼?一個刷牙刷到將水漬留在衣上,一個坐在廁板拉出長條形糞便,然後談生死訣別,談一生一世,談達到永遠——哪有一點仙界模樣?605Please respect copyright.PENANAukFg9MMi68
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「係,我哋好騎籬。」605Please respect copyright.PENANAj7aPnQP9Hk
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阿朗也笑。605Please respect copyright.PENANACzywjrTPln
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「我抹埋先,你出去先啦。」605Please respect copyright.PENANALfMhZk5kJr
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她出廳,看到光的他站起;他清潔,看到暗的她在看他。605Please respect copyright.PENANAVYlmVjHndF
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沖廁,洗手,輕易地捲起和送別一些什麼。605Please respect copyright.PENANAJBEx8A8jrF
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當然還不夠,但至少,今天,他們說得很多話。605Please respect copyright.PENANAcxy7dYqK4c
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大概,二人一生都會記得這一段談話,自覺毫不遜色於古代詩人的情話——即使,只有他們這樣認為,但是,已經足夠。605Please respect copyright.PENANAeyrJhLyXzH
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《相愛十年》//《結咗婚十幾年,好似已經唔太愛。》
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