「我今日化咗一個識嘅人。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXK7eHbXlH
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「邊個？」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAycdos2GBd
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刷牙的聲音不斷，在拭淨他的湛了消毒藥水氣味的指甲。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqQL0TnxYy
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「以前同佢踢過吓波。佢係峰仔大學同學嘅老公。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKy6pSzjYO
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糞便「咚」的一聲跌進水中，她將廁所門打開。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eV8GDaJUT
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「噢……」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5W2AoZJXV
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「佢同我哋差唔多大，但係，佢死咗。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZ7dxgbcML
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「嗯……」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUL40OvO86N
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她不知怎樣回應。以往，事不關己自然高高掛起，始終，人類的悲歡並不互通，即使聽見抱歉之事會惻然、會難受，但也不至於心痛，幾秒過後，情緒平緩；但如果亡者是所識者，不可淡然地說一句「生死有命」，聽到的人只會很憤怒。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRJt0C6HlS
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因為沒有。我命由我不由天，是否？847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5R9Qr45E3
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「佢同我哋差唔多大，」他重複：「佢係好人，但佢死咗。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgFhH0Lpjx
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她轉身，捽捽他的肩。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImXdqKWc4u
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「點死？」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡea8XIgYUj1
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「交通意外。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cu3QOX3ty
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「噢……」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4p65tDvpCo
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空間靜默，肚有些痛，身旁只有髮妻如常梳洗，談話內容悽楚，激起他動容：847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoFCgE8SZq
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「我唔想死。我好驚。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbRDJoRUZx
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她從鏡中看見他以手掩面，感覺他有心結：847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpCk6d3hTa
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「我都唔想你死。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tciL9sxb4
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他看着她的側面，大聲了一點點：847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVvPob8dVP
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「佢老婆喊得好慘。但係，你知唔知我第一吓唔好覺得佢好慘，係覺得你好慘。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJufA9BRAh2
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她將漱口水吐出，不明白：847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cIGKyXUOx
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「我有咩慘？」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hh6cRVT5M
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「如果我死咗，我覺得你都會咁。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAB5mybxfrg
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這是事實。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBKoZZqQwd
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「嗯。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqsvQ8oq2H
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她打開水龍頭，洗乾淨牙刷，空氣只有不規則水聲和些許異味，光的廁所照耀暗的客廳，詭異的配搭。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWy1g99eqwd
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她肯定的說：「如果我死咗，你都會咁。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30SRWxRajt
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她轉身，看他，猛然發覺他的眼是紅的；她很少見他如此。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeL3DNS5O0M
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以為，已接觸慣再無呼吸的美麗人兒，不會再有這種聯想；可是，他怕，若然天降橫禍，再無呼吸的是他，或者是她，那麼，他必然惱恨和嘲諷自己，明知、早已習慣生命脆弱，卻不能及時完成心中所想。這是他完整的憂愁的邏輯。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nZMW8q9af
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他說：847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Eplol5gxj
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「咁不如唔好死？或者，以後一齊死？」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpM5qujk07
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她突然覺得，他們要一起生、一起活；死亡只是一瞬間的事，但活着不是、生存不是。比起死，她想和他一起活：847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHTqWtYjru
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「唔好講呢啲啦。我哋唔會無啦啦有事，好冇？」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3iAliHQem
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她的聲音像在哄小孩一樣，此刻他是小孩子，如同十八歲時說些大無畏的情話，同樣妙想天開；只是當時不知道，永遠是多遠。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOkd70PTv9
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「唔得。我哋都唔好死。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgpoy7xvIT
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他倔強。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGG2ynyAKS
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其實，差一點點，他們就可以到達永遠——他們對望，試圖消除繁思俗想，經已共對十多年，生死面前無難事。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAwWW222xZ
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幸好他們活着，他們有的，只是忽然的感慨，而不是血淋淋的事實。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFAhFhElMx
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她順從，也做回十八歲少女：847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUCq6DELeX
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「好，我哋一齊煉丹，永遠長生不老。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi65M2fNNni
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「嗯。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27NX4sdefx
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他終於滿意。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXT7JQmwyT
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不一定要長生不老，但長生不老的時間，足以他們將一切講清講楚，有多少說多少，有什麼說什麼，掏家掘穴。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO82BbRgjNr
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丹不一定是靈藥，但他們自己，是自己的靈丹妙藥，或者，是對方的。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCu3dukoXSt
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「咁嘅環境，講呢啲嘢。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjxgpNaR4X
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思思笑，看他們在做什麼？一個刷牙刷到將水漬留在衣上，一個坐在廁板拉出長條形糞便，然後談生死訣別，談一生一世，談達到永遠——哪有一點仙界模樣？847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzf9JM42I7
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「係，我哋好騎籬。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35ZSk0SWGj
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阿朗也笑。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQx9iVRX4WS
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「我抹埋先，你出去先啦。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTOJ9vv36O
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她出廳，看到光的他站起；他清潔，看到暗的她在看他。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60uhmGckkD
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沖廁，洗手，輕易地捲起和送別一些什麼。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZlfxyQ4ci
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當然還不夠，但至少，今天，他們說得很多話。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDKRv5XrRc
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大概，二人一生都會記得這一段談話，自覺毫不遜色於古代詩人的情話——即使，只有他們這樣認為，但是，已經足夠。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczNQWxlKbz
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