思思母親笑,深深地看了他們一眼,不作聲的繼續進食。628Please respect copyright.PENANADG6G97NJqM
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棉花糖落座:628Please respect copyright.PENANAOCGaBmjH3w
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「哇!今日食蝦,好耶!」628Please respect copyright.PENANAYrsyAPzTTX
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「係啊,婆婆煮得好好食㗎,你食多啲啦。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAjs0ZfYBFYO
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阿朗將一隻蝦從思思處遞給棉花糖的口;他剝了很多隻蝦,放在思思的碟子裏,這是他的習慣,風雨不改——就算岳母是否在此,他都如此,像洗澡步驟一樣都植入了血液之中。628Please respect copyright.PENANAJTvLkYdfgP
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同你一齊食飯,我從來都冇剝過蝦。你話,呢啲嘢應該係你做嘅,叫我專心食飯。其實,我覺得咁樣太「公主」;偏偏,我好鍾意你幫我剝殻個樣。628Please respect copyright.PENANAbNUDzJkk6r
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「好食好食,仲好食過媽咪煮!」628Please respect copyright.PENANA1lRpmM269b
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「嗚,有咗婆婆就唔要我啦,悅思小朋友,我對你好失望。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAqaBbP6Cl8P
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「媽咪煮就一百分,婆婆煮就一百零一分,你哋都有貼紙,一樣咁叻。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAKN3SQxvmY3
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棉花糖燦笑;然後,她就親吻了他倆的臉頰:628Please respect copyright.PENANAsSt327s2uo
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「吸住印先啦!」628Please respect copyright.PENANAE7CFidrQ3L
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「喂喂,我呢,隻蝦我剝同餵㗎喎。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAGAcqxCEst6
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阿朗假裝委屈,將臉偏向棉花糖索吻。628Please respect copyright.PENANABNsRn2cUAg
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「你又話唔可以亂咁錫男仔嘅——」她見他想發話,趕忙說:「不過爸爸唔同!」628Please respect copyright.PENANAbFwxEzr84S
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又在他的臉上親吻了一下。628Please respect copyright.PENANAnh33h6dTYn
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「真係抵錫。」628Please respect copyright.PENANA4SEBq7YkIl
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「我要睇媽咪錫爸爸!爸爸都剝咗蝦俾你,你要多謝番佢。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAvQM8KYYgI2
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思思故親了阿朗。628Please respect copyright.PENANA0V1d3PhAQI
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「唔係錫面,老公老婆要錫嘴。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAWyBrNTn7n9
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「睇少啲電視啊,仲有,就算你要多謝人,都唔好亂錫。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAqD4MC9aWU2
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「我緊係知道啦。見你哋平時咁少錫,所以先叫你哋咋嘛,我上次見同學啲爸爸媽媽都好癡纏,真係冇眼睇;同你哋好唔同。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAtH5r2CugkG
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阿朗睄一睄思思母親,她正專心聆聽;他見狀,說:628Please respect copyright.PENANAFiUKNhqzrZ
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「平時有,你睇唔到咋嘛。係咪啊老婆?」628Please respect copyright.PENANAdnSXQg8oUj
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思思春意盎然,親吻他的嘴:628Please respect copyright.PENANA2gNOTUMLQA
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「係。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAxtkwNq1lEv
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「好耶!我睇到啦!婆婆你都睇到啦。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAjvQIzOO77u
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思思母親說:628Please respect copyright.PENANAUTLO89FTSG
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「棉花糖乖,快啲食啦,就嚟凍啦啲餸。」628Please respect copyright.PENANA6Fy65su030
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「好!」628Please respect copyright.PENANACoD87RJoHY
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阿朗和思思對望,交換了一個「真係冇你符」的眼神,自覺過關,舒心地對對方笑。628Please respect copyright.PENANAuiRWSehEU3
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事實上,有了棉花糖這樣一說,整個氣氛也在不知不覺間和諧了很多,他們的肢體習慣早已在骨肉植根,稍一看對方身子傾側的角度,就會自動回應,與裝不裝、演不演無關,不過是一種愛的習性。628Please respect copyright.PENANA7H1xfesnWM
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他們吃完。628Please respect copyright.PENANAfPybgSQbsQ
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「女,入嚟,幫我洗個大鑊吖。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAiaaH9moUge
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「哦,好啊。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAdqekyxNlMz
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思思母親擠了兩滴洗潔精,用海綿起泡,問:628Please respect copyright.PENANAokHrONTbWc
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「你哋做咩事?」628Please respect copyright.PENANAKuoaaJkE02
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思思的心「咯噔」了一下,她下意識知道母親所謂何事,心虛的人都是這樣的。628Please respect copyright.PENANA9Bt6s8D1Qc
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「咩咩事?」628Please respect copyright.PENANAOZKKFRR8RS
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「你同阿朗呀,嘈完交嚟?」628Please respect copyright.PENANApp8cDNt01i
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「邊有,我哋不知幾好。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAqDHmCe6VXr
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思思否認,他們也真的沒有吵架。628Please respect copyright.PENANAFktOTGYlSf
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「唔洗瞞我啦,你哋兩個怪怪哋,後尾係好自然,但一開頭好似好心虛咁喎;講俾我聽啦?」628Please respect copyright.PENANAIInt4uBpqj
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母親將頭靠在思思的肩上,語氣放軟。628Please respect copyright.PENANABYbBo9COxV
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「冇啊……」628Please respect copyright.PENANAfbQeG5tIw2
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思思的母親不說話,開水洗乾淨手,然後擁抱思思:628Please respect copyright.PENANAz6vpyOkF5n
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「做咩啊?我覺得你唔太開心喎,阿朗對你唔好?」反覆掃掃她的背,如同當年阿朗與思思爭執後,母親察覺,以懷柔政策令她開口;經年已過,她的年歲增長,但依然永遠是母親的女兒,血親不棄。628Please respect copyright.PENANA2xpR1Oz6wt
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「冇啊冇啊,佢對我好好。」628Please respect copyright.PENANA4tSFsttf6H
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「咁你做咩喊?」628Please respect copyright.PENANAJLXpQBY1Xn
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思思是「特定淚失禁」體質,她平時正正常常,情緒平和、沉默冷靜,可是,當她對着親近的人,或者面對親厚的關心,就會很容易流眼淚,或者哽咽——是一鍋開了大火的水,滾到鍋外漏到爐火裏去。628Please respect copyright.PENANA55ljMxDVY6
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可能因為傷心、委屈,又或者因為滿足、感動。所以熟悉她的人會笑她是一個「喊包」。628Please respect copyright.PENANAip0EJ5jMmt
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此刻,她收到母親的擁抱。628Please respect copyright.PENANAqPsx1zXpB3
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她矯情。已經很久,沒有人真切地問她過得好不好、開不開心、幸不幸福,沒有人關心也是正常的吧?畢竟,她每日都人模狗樣的光鮮亮麗,並不允許街外人察覺到她的任何不妥,何況她覺得自己應該要懂得自我排解——已經有穩定工作、温馨家庭,還想怎樣?哇,去看看非洲的兒童吧,已是何其幸運。628Please respect copyright.PENANACV1Ps64qvR
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但無論身在何處,一分鐘也等於六十秒。628Please respect copyright.PENANApZlexLilyE
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她脆弱。628Please respect copyright.PENANAry8Pg1qhLY
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尤其現在,一句簡單的問候,足夠褪下一抹國王的衣服,赤裸地呈現有生理分泌佐證的情緒。628Please respect copyright.PENANAGHDwCNP4i6
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「唔係啊唔係啊,我哋真係仲好好㗎。」628Please respect copyright.PENANA5qdgcDTaf7
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她努力的笑,意指他們真的沒有什麼不好的事,只是沒有好起來,想令母親不用擔心,反正只是他倆的小事。628Please respect copyright.PENANA8EH5PPfT3C
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「坦白啲。」628Please respect copyright.PENANALDvd03dqAA
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「嗯……」628Please respect copyright.PENANA2eQk6G5qZj
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思思說,他們不夠以前親密,總想逃避;關心是淺薄的,卻不因敷衍,而是不能再深厚了。628Please respect copyright.PENANAY1S8jPuaqK
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「你哋冇溝通喎,呢個係最大問題。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAbzsS8vWvl3
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「嗯嗯……我講唔出口。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAnFIjjFfctk
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「有咩講唔出喎?你哋都咁多年啦,如果卡住喺呢個位,唔上唔落,你唔講,佢唔講,咁就一世㗎啦。628Please respect copyright.PENANAAm8kowpDiu
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係,係有好多夫妻都係咁,但係你係咪想同阿朗都係咁?」628Please respect copyright.PENANAVAtpbJGXmD
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「但係萬一、萬一佢唔係咁諗呢?我講咗出嚟番唔到轉頭咁點?」628Please respect copyright.PENANAUf8DhBGMmw
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萬一阿朗覺得現在就不錯呢?如果她說出來,就給了他一種無形的壓力,好像逼使他演戲一樣,要求他更盡心盡力的活在她的霓虹燈下。628Please respect copyright.PENANAoJalKtdsOS
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「冇㗎,睇你肯唔肯試㗎咋。如果你哋唔傾、唔溝通——咁真嘅,就算你哋感情差都係自己攞嚟嘅——我就冇見過溝通失敗嘅,會有真正好嘅關係囉。628Please respect copyright.PENANAN1XmT1PtfO
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我諗,你都唔想啦。維穩喎?咁每個月俾家用、做家務、凑吓仔,咁就一世?冇問題呀,你甘心就得。628Please respect copyright.PENANAcptDTwEajt
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但如果唔係,就唔好繼續啦。你啱先都見到㗎啦,棉花糖都好似話你哋唔夠人哋煙韌喎,佢遲早睇得出更多嘢。無論為咗咩都好,你哋三個都要好,咁就得啦;而且你有心,有心就去做,等咩?」628Please respect copyright.PENANAkdmh9J4WFX
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「嗯。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAbVjDgkOPi5
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思思打回原形,是昔日無知天真的乖巧女兒,被母親柔聲輔導。628Please respect copyright.PENANAags4ixFD7d
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「得㗎啦,我信你哋搞得掂,其實都咁多年,點會唔係愛。你估男人對住一個女人咁多年好爽咩?不過未必係最初嗰種感情啦,可能更加深厚呢。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAqvUizN6NL2
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「嗯,我明㗎啦。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAjansZGdNr3
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思思自覺幸運,就算她的原生家庭不算完滿,但是父母親仍十分疼惜她;所以,她也擁有很多很多的愛來施予,毫不吝嗇。628Please respect copyright.PENANAKHZY4q3mj5
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她送走母親,在浴室細思她的話。628Please respect copyright.PENANAv07WifSFoQ
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確實,他們溝通不良,一段溝通失敗的關係是否不配有好的結局?628Please respect copyright.PENANA3OwogHZVP7
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但什麼是結局?什麼是好的結局?無論答案是什麼也好,她也覺得,他們真的要好好交談了。628Please respect copyright.PENANAoFf0xmo8wf
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理智地想,餘生漫漫來日方長,不應將自己困在一個了無生氣的居所中,似有還無地回避愛,早衰枯萎。雖然,幸福不一定要由別人給予,只要願意,也可以自給自足美麗盛放,但是,她需要他,需要他的愛,這是她的幸福。628Please respect copyright.PENANAYJx3CfkJla
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而且,這樣的相敬如賓、舉案齊眉,日子久了還是會有冷落的破綻,小如棉花糖,大如思思母親,絕對察覺。人演戲,最怕讓人知道自己在演,更怕自己知道別人已識穿自己,然後裝作若無其事地看這個笨拙的秀場。628Please respect copyright.PENANA9opy5lQWvp
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那麼,為何不直接真情實感?628Please respect copyright.PENANAaruS9C5fHG
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感性而言,誰願意每日不夠快樂地過活?看那街上多的是行屍走肉,非其所願!忘記了當日雄心壯志地畫了一幅幅理想藍圖嗎,怎麼化成清晨的露水被早班車的提示被太陽蒸發?628Please respect copyright.PENANABx1e5tUBnc
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不是說過——628Please respect copyright.PENANABWUhCQg7df
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客棧,明明冷清,不必假裝温暖,名之曰「家」。628Please respect copyright.PENANAaXk7KBF2FW
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家是家。628Please respect copyright.PENANAXcNYdFQHJ0
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她要和最愛的人走進婚姻。628Please respect copyright.PENANAsvJaqYun7l
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他肯定,他與那些大人不一樣。628Please respect copyright.PENANAfscVazNulk
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他承諾,絕不食言。628Please respect copyright.PENANA3yp9YmPho8
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當初,是他們要成家,想要自我構成一個温暖居室,緊握自由,面對難關不放手,不顧世俗的指點和教化;這種不凡的故事,怎麼,要隨便收尾嗎?以「平淡生活」作結?628Please respect copyright.PENANAYq8PXiJZPa
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這是爛尾,這是揸流攤,這是對自己的不負責任。628Please respect copyright.PENANAOMdkbh1AYp
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因為,明明,他們有首尾呼應的能力。628Please respect copyright.PENANAFOVdJn8qkg
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如果渴望,如果愛,不要退縮;為何越活越倒退,將膽小怯懦說成謹慎成熟?628Please respect copyright.PENANAjn3gPjR3Ae
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想人生有限杯啊。628Please respect copyright.PENANAj8KecQCqzj
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如果明天醒不來,如果再不會看得到明日的太陽和月亮,抱憾嗎?628Please respect copyright.PENANAXgmAZbNdfa
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《相愛十年》//《結咗婚十幾年,好似已經唔太愛。》
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