思思母親笑，深深地看了他們一眼，不作聲的繼續進食。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgb11dIvY2p
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棉花糖落座：873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtECbKpeM58
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「哇！今日食蝦，好耶！」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54ojtwiAOW
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGZobyypoO
「係啊，婆婆煮得好好食㗎，你食多啲啦。」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOImWmpgDwJ
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EEy4SHqbz
阿朗將一隻蝦從思思處遞給棉花糖的口；他剝了很多隻蝦，放在思思的碟子裏，這是他的習慣，風雨不改——就算岳母是否在此，他都如此，像洗澡步驟一樣都植入了血液之中。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkC0mgRWPL9
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAKiuLatfS
同你一齊食飯，我從來都冇剝過蝦。你話，呢啲嘢應該係你做嘅，叫我專心食飯。其實，我覺得咁樣太「公主」；偏偏，我好鍾意你幫我剝殻個樣。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO02ZBnHeQj
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTGOLChFND
「好食好食，仲好食過媽咪煮！」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwyGHG0vuq
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlsGAekxk7
「嗚，有咗婆婆就唔要我啦，悅思小朋友，我對你好失望。」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLcIf91VXT
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzepGLJcF10
「媽咪煮就一百分，婆婆煮就一百零一分，你哋都有貼紙，一樣咁叻。」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡna8BddIqjx
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6taid6iSeP
棉花糖燦笑；然後，她就親吻了他倆的臉頰：873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVUBH8UVgP
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEa94n66WsV
「吸住印先啦！」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUZPkPo72l
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hOkNgjJKu
「喂喂，我呢，隻蝦我剝同餵㗎喎。」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhVFeG8cX4
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuludQ2sUd
阿朗假裝委屈，將臉偏向棉花糖索吻。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFHxLlxeRn
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZsJPLkSOo
「你又話唔可以亂咁錫男仔嘅——」她見他想發話，趕忙說：「不過爸爸唔同！」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpw5j4z6GUJ
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3knQbO7uW
又在他的臉上親吻了一下。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiqKvElKZB
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Zj7xwAplR
「真係抵錫。」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8ubdO6sXQ
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmARy0QQitq
「我要睇媽咪錫爸爸！爸爸都剝咗蝦俾你，你要多謝番佢。」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyS1zrDXdDj
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8MM1mQb2k
思思故親了阿朗。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtL4LsGa4s
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFRngY360s
「唔係錫面，老公老婆要錫嘴。」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3wwiiYUHy
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVswTnUtLE
「睇少啲電視啊，仲有，就算你要多謝人，都唔好亂錫。」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBfGprsVRZ
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVvSraUf0D
「我緊係知道啦。見你哋平時咁少錫，所以先叫你哋咋嘛，我上次見同學啲爸爸媽媽都好癡纏，真係冇眼睇；同你哋好唔同。」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6pIdLVRG7
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhqyYOF8Wj
阿朗睄一睄思思母親，她正專心聆聽；他見狀，說：873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxZwG8QYqD
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuo1nrz0T5R
「平時有，你睇唔到咋嘛。係咪啊老婆？」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzk0SZkrfGJ
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWDmwnefU8
思思春意盎然，親吻他的嘴：873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBA3JljqtYP
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WPj5yfkGp
「係。」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EyL4RlvBU
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKD0Qvlo0t
「好耶！我睇到啦！婆婆你都睇到啦。」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnu4gICz6Vk
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwoj3yrWeV
思思母親說：873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjBvcztTyu
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VGh3J816k
「棉花糖乖，快啲食啦，就嚟凍啦啲餸。」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2kzL8GPV4
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvLsEKL6sw
「好！」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rgzR9uIdz
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6dc4P4UFW
阿朗和思思對望，交換了一個「真係冇你符」的眼神，自覺過關，舒心地對對方笑。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAwhyqd0FN
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Egzah5P7k
事實上，有了棉花糖這樣一說，整個氣氛也在不知不覺間和諧了很多，他們的肢體習慣早已在骨肉植根，稍一看對方身子傾側的角度，就會自動回應，與裝不裝、演不演無關，不過是一種愛的習性。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEBPvRmUVq
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他們吃完。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipnQSdVdFh
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTMLnfkClX
「女，入嚟，幫我洗個大鑊吖。」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HmoHxkzHM
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「哦，好啊。」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70YUp5H5X9
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmN0DCkS9O
思思母親擠了兩滴洗潔精，用海綿起泡，問：873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUk5QXZLbE
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGETf1fac5
「你哋做咩事？」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKJY9iidOF
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaoteLphXg
思思的心「咯噔」了一下，她下意識知道母親所謂何事，心虛的人都是這樣的。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡax8BhXA3DU
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzmJm2Edyy
「咩咩事？」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF54tMCidB9
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDcx1t67ia
「你同阿朗呀，嘈完交嚟？」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DEYGmnuJT
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6YDcB09VB
「邊有，我哋不知幾好。」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTrFg73g6h
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNnnn5FyCZ
思思否認，他們也真的沒有吵架。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2m9Dppibb
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdfA51dfAo
「唔洗瞞我啦，你哋兩個怪怪哋，後尾係好自然，但一開頭好似好心虛咁喎；講俾我聽啦？」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8EfzHFuSY
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEo7kzKT8D
母親將頭靠在思思的肩上，語氣放軟。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLyOJauOyV
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4GlTNAFjO
「冇啊……」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKhjpyI7kz
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nxyXgdios
思思的母親不說話，開水洗乾淨手，然後擁抱思思：873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7UAK1xato
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEuxxxsd4M
「做咩啊？我覺得你唔太開心喎，阿朗對你唔好？」反覆掃掃她的背，如同當年阿朗與思思爭執後，母親察覺，以懷柔政策令她開口；經年已過，她的年歲增長，但依然永遠是母親的女兒，血親不棄。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJ38zbFBXC
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMaGMELQhv
「冇啊冇啊，佢對我好好。」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3wKBhNLde
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dz54fjGv8
「咁你做咩喊？」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0R59zcv91
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZ59jSfPLW
思思是「特定淚失禁」體質，她平時正正常常，情緒平和、沉默冷靜，可是，當她對着親近的人，或者面對親厚的關心，就會很容易流眼淚，或者哽咽——是一鍋開了大火的水，滾到鍋外漏到爐火裏去。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojiAAmHAfN
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHrWWidXrb
可能因為傷心、委屈，又或者因為滿足、感動。所以熟悉她的人會笑她是一個「喊包」。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlniMj5Bhx
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMC0Rxurf8U
此刻，她收到母親的擁抱。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttPzEsijuS
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbih4VkMRf
她矯情。已經很久，沒有人真切地問她過得好不好、開不開心、幸不幸福，沒有人關心也是正常的吧？畢竟，她每日都人模狗樣的光鮮亮麗，並不允許街外人察覺到她的任何不妥，何況她覺得自己應該要懂得自我排解——已經有穩定工作、温馨家庭，還想怎樣？哇，去看看非洲的兒童吧，已是何其幸運。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEOO9YpdyX
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOOq1PhqRX
但無論身在何處，一分鐘也等於六十秒。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9TbRuUTuy
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她脆弱。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡheMYo3F5NY
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSK0uNoCCU
尤其現在，一句簡單的問候，足夠褪下一抹國王的衣服，赤裸地呈現有生理分泌佐證的情緒。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkpT59LoUO
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbCnEPPIQW
「唔係啊唔係啊，我哋真係仲好好㗎。」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxuqTtPimt
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4zcBmeght
她努力的笑，意指他們真的沒有什麼不好的事，只是沒有好起來，想令母親不用擔心，反正只是他倆的小事。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjQNVLXd6s
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDnij7RhmZ
「坦白啲。」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qFc6CgWNH
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4AJHoQjGW
「嗯……」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMKYmm2Gvr
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfOCPe4TOr
思思說，他們不夠以前親密，總想逃避；關心是淺薄的，卻不因敷衍，而是不能再深厚了。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEekruVjaK
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTyv4jMOze
「你哋冇溝通喎，呢個係最大問題。」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIiAkxwECe
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUogA34KAS0
「嗯嗯……我講唔出口。」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyNRgFMoWz
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYd3uvvkfzk
「有咩講唔出喎？你哋都咁多年啦，如果卡住喺呢個位，唔上唔落，你唔講，佢唔講，咁就一世㗎啦。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJlRjxlFc8
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboXS8bnYhh
係，係有好多夫妻都係咁，但係你係咪想同阿朗都係咁？」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1jY0NouYt
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfL45dfPvDa
「但係萬一、萬一佢唔係咁諗呢？我講咗出嚟番唔到轉頭咁點？」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHI1tj8PxqZ
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDxarjLY4B
萬一阿朗覺得現在就不錯呢？如果她說出來，就給了他一種無形的壓力，好像逼使他演戲一樣，要求他更盡心盡力的活在她的霓虹燈下。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxknNEKvnM
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHh2nt38wC
「冇㗎，睇你肯唔肯試㗎咋。如果你哋唔傾、唔溝通——咁真嘅，就算你哋感情差都係自己攞嚟嘅——我就冇見過溝通失敗嘅，會有真正好嘅關係囉。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0Oz9DX8oW
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8TH48zENQ
我諗，你都唔想啦。維穩喎？咁每個月俾家用、做家務、凑吓仔，咁就一世？冇問題呀，你甘心就得。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1oW8OsZRl
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdNs2fICk4
但如果唔係，就唔好繼續啦。你啱先都見到㗎啦，棉花糖都好似話你哋唔夠人哋煙韌喎，佢遲早睇得出更多嘢。無論為咗咩都好，你哋三個都要好，咁就得啦；而且你有心，有心就去做，等咩？」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZrn2f9SXx
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1UT7HeSGX
「嗯。」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINJ3WBBwdM
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思思打回原形，是昔日無知天真的乖巧女兒，被母親柔聲輔導。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhpCE88pbZ
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOajwWywhwG
「得㗎啦，我信你哋搞得掂，其實都咁多年，點會唔係愛。你估男人對住一個女人咁多年好爽咩？不過未必係最初嗰種感情啦，可能更加深厚呢。」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KO8V2FfEe
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YYzD3ikLR
「嗯，我明㗎啦。」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYiZjfACkA
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5KrpFiXIc
思思自覺幸運，就算她的原生家庭不算完滿，但是父母親仍十分疼惜她；所以，她也擁有很多很多的愛來施予，毫不吝嗇。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVn0zQLHla
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQBwRbCirg
她送走母親，在浴室細思她的話。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJmSwMJ2pc
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNe5DRWZJ1H
確實，他們溝通不良，一段溝通失敗的關係是否不配有好的結局？873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDoP79Smu4
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbzAU2Zsc3
但什麼是結局？什麼是好的結局？無論答案是什麼也好，她也覺得，他們真的要好好交談了。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymuiGqzIYO
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFafQd6X3I
理智地想，餘生漫漫來日方長，不應將自己困在一個了無生氣的居所中，似有還無地回避愛，早衰枯萎。雖然，幸福不一定要由別人給予，只要願意，也可以自給自足美麗盛放，但是，她需要他，需要他的愛，這是她的幸福。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67CvsZHE9V
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZcrfWpW0d
而且，這樣的相敬如賓、舉案齊眉，日子久了還是會有冷落的破綻，小如棉花糖，大如思思母親，絕對察覺。人演戲，最怕讓人知道自己在演，更怕自己知道別人已識穿自己，然後裝作若無其事地看這個笨拙的秀場。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaVhpD4OAe
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那麼，為何不直接真情實感？873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapeVJKuKiu
 873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5c0FuvkHE
感性而言，誰願意每日不夠快樂地過活？看那街上多的是行屍走肉，非其所願！忘記了當日雄心壯志地畫了一幅幅理想藍圖嗎，怎麼化成清晨的露水被早班車的提示被太陽蒸發？873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHUdqNfNwr
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不是說過——873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33WGPiz3Ww
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當初，是他們要成家，想要自我構成一個温暖居室，緊握自由，面對難關不放手，不顧世俗的指點和教化；這種不凡的故事，怎麼，要隨便收尾嗎？以「平淡生活」作結？873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4NBJpqXpr
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