波瀾不驚，是平靜，是舒適；是死寂，是窒息。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgNTJYmFvT
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波瀾當驚？800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTh6igjVr0
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思思如常，坐落在社工室的椅子上，打字。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA18bfQvYVj
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她總是要跟別人說：「It is OK to be not OK.」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciAI5pQjc1
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但世界的運行卻是如此：「我理撚得你O唔OK，做好啲嘢佢啦。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuED4bEQy9L
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放學，朝光開門，問思思：800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjyfgEDc93
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXClpdSP0b
「你好似好攰咁喎？好多嘢做？」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNOhIC5ghS
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwL5I976T7e
他凑近，盯着她的臉，她連眨眼也很慢，像那些吊着鹽水的病人，無意再看天花那一成不變的模糊紋理。有時他覺得，她的生命迹象是薄弱的，從神情來看。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz41o50nzBj
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgJK5MbJI2
「少少攰啦。」她已習慣他的到來。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQb08dyJ00
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOuFBsUf6V
他不語，把手放到她的肩上，替她按摩繃緊的肩膀。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZ4tvXiEsD
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1mHpi1b6K
「啱力？」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmxLhLcJu1
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dEPAkvEm1
她正閉眼，沒來得及作任何反應；忽然想起，阿朗也會幫她按肩。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpqhnPDgcu
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nd4Elnxlf
曾經，他也非常自信的說「程師傅好好手勢，實按到你舒舒服服。」之後，就會以深深淺淺的力度按壓她的肩，用手指捽捽，又用手肘轉轉，非常細緻。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqLfROu8E1
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「程師傅好掂喎。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Jw1tMa7Xj
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIs2z7GTR5c
她扭頭，向阿朗笑笑，他就會吻她的臉頰，然後繼續按摩某些穴位。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rhCUFqo92
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUTWjZtnWF
「嗯。」思思回答朝光。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhGAARSTLx
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEu3O2S1pgl
其實，她不應允許朝光的手放在她的肩上。可是，她這刻覺得，或者渴望他是阿朗，那個會認真替她捏肩的「程師傅」。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSwDP2SXLJ
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8c6VO7oLoh
昨夜，阿朗也有替她按摩。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPM3sMK9hI
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpFY7dPjZo
她在床上作伸展狀，他抬頭隨口問了一句：「洗唔洗幫你摙吓骨？」又立刻低頭看電話。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36UjQrkM0Y
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yfxRuPQGU
「好呀。」怎料她真的要。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnrTpxNuo6
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOCD3NoTJ0
她看到，他肯定自己沒有聽錯後的一刻停頓，隨即又面色自如地移至她的背後，一下下地按着。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8I8zevXu4O
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyBqBb4dhZ
「對咗好耐電腦？」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90eoPs4B8d
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「係呀。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6E9nMyvnBH
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jsYLtx7Ww
他轉為㩡骨的拳頭：「其實要做咩？」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGf1a7bKJR
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdsdwKRHSH
「打吓報告囉，有啲係行政嘢嚟嘅。或者要用耳仔同膊頭夾住個電話囉。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdM6aNIAKLr
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ONYVCuIjv
「哦，點解嘅。」他淡淡的問。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyIIq2OXqs
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「校務處飛線入嚟。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUfgSIbtss
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJs1NDnSFUv
「哦。」她正想轉頭和他聊天，但他又回到原本的位置，示意已按摩完畢。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6Zf9tHPgU
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「唔該哂你。」她的語氣竟不自覺地疏離起來，然後挪一挪身子，躺下。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0Iu3HsFom
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLM1NRepSR
「呢個位係咪痛？好緊喎。」朝光問，令思思回過神來。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5m1qmvMyt
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「你又識呢啲嘢？」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMxyOXJPKK
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「其實唔難。」他笑笑。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEmHh5J5wZ
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他發現，思思有些溜肩，所以她的斜方肌甚大，是有些肉的，可是整體而言極其繃緊。他皺眉，對她訓話：800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIPl32ggam
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfVXSr5vR8
「番屋企玩少啲電話啦，唔好再做低頭族。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFLSdE3J0V
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqruevv4gs
她回頭以側面答：「啱啊，我年紀都唔細。」看着朝光烏黑濃密的頭髮，想起每次梳頭時頭髮也不停脫落，自嘲：800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCCKPrM3FG
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIlIRIvz9k
「真係好羨慕你哋啲後生。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBy0owYvkQ
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxrJuqzSQz
他心跳加速，她笑時眼睛彎彎，可是神色淡然，只自傷年華；他便知道她別無異心，只是剛巧需要有個人為她捏肩。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25JFWURQlr
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「你有幾老呀？小姐？」他不禁反了一下白眼。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnLPCcdCal
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGl1jDAtMJ
「老呀，我眼角都有魚尾紋啦。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFm2PBGTyok
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFPGSRE8hY
他把頭伸前：「冇呀。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTJdmkxVmu
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfCfGM59Ow
她立即提起嘴角，瞇起眼睛：「宜家呢，宜家一笑就有啦。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGogib83dWh
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WqlvhDPdM
「你哋啲女人就係麻煩，唔怪得啲化妝品公司係咁上市，你哋啲錢真係易呃。郁啲就話皺紋，郁啲就話咩老化、暗沉，又要撻啲嘢上面，諗住搽完就會後生咗。都傻傻哋嘅。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRlG3YR7Hj
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgfUsD1nxY
「咁唔係點？咁睇落後生啲，都好似靚啲啦。幾多歲嘅男人，都鍾意十八歲嘅女人㗎啦。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoH6vsYb2Dv
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsHQqujHPr
她訕訕，十八歲的她曾被十八歲的阿朗迷戀。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrVLfKmU6A
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMLAssNh2m
「邊係，我就唔鍾意啦。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcK5xnwrL6A
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTCCyKz4wL
「咁你鍾意幾多歲？」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2BSqA7GN2
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8A0u941icq
「三十囉，成熟啲，冇咁煩吖嘛。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qwk8BwOEU
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoztRkbvjI
「五十咪仲成熟？六十歲好似再成熟啲喎。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0TW6jUzho
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6UuqfQ0B8
「太熟，不了。」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoblqTi1Ijn
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TP4x1YJMW
他沒有說出口的是：「你講得啱。」他既喜歡她成熟的神色，又喜歡她不老的容貌。他不懂她為何要憂心形容退化，若然他是她的丈夫，他能夠與她相對一輩子，一定可以每天都替其按肩搓頸，絕不怠惰。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQmZmC1E75
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「咁到時你同老婆結婚結到五、六十歲，又不了？」800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3NqznNBWX
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGh3i3l7ss
噢，她才約莫三十歲，已開始和丈夫疏離，那麼再多過幾年會怎樣呢？800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNQqp3t5ii
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「如果我鍾意嘅，幾熟都冇問題。」朝光堅定地答。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9T7TxmL8Vn
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwqSxj7dAq
當天，阿朗亦說他會一生一世都愛她；其實當天，思思也如此對阿朗說。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCPPYoORyu
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可能，他們只是太熟了，而不是不愛；如朝光那樣說，鍾意就得。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0ql0jzth7
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksQZsa8r1p
只是，即使喜歡，即使愛，有時太熟，也可以構成問題。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzAEhryLjj
 800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnKoHOA6eC
她很羨慕朝光的青春和憧憬，如同當日，她和阿朗也有這樣的決心，也相信二人的手心肉一旦黏合，就永不割斷。現在呢？光是一次按摩就能體現時光已逝。她羨慕朝光——800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYhzyEeNFZ
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他不知道，對有些人來說，綿長的情感是一種磨難。800Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtA3AsBBJs
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