波瀾不驚，是平靜，是舒適；是死寂，是窒息。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2SV7RtKew
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波瀾當驚？854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzVGYfHkzU
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思思如常，坐落在社工室的椅子上，打字。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmSgX48ECj
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她總是要跟別人說：「It is OK to be not OK.」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMcHIDBN3p
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但世界的運行卻是如此：「我理撚得你O唔OK，做好啲嘢佢啦。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUrUghEoGe
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放學，朝光開門，問思思：854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjq72dT8SA
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「你好似好攰咁喎？好多嘢做？」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS46kPPmSZg
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeJpyLm23n
他凑近，盯着她的臉，她連眨眼也很慢，像那些吊着鹽水的病人，無意再看天花那一成不變的模糊紋理。有時他覺得，她的生命迹象是薄弱的，從神情來看。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3XQkygdlv
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDveEdwa8i
「少少攰啦。」她已習慣他的到來。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ay4jXv9Fk
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUvWldxpNQ
他不語，把手放到她的肩上，替她按摩繃緊的肩膀。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr94k8JIH6C
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMY3hpkN3gX
「啱力？」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiShgyXsP7U
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Qh8gcNGgv
她正閉眼，沒來得及作任何反應；忽然想起，阿朗也會幫她按肩。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0jpVRZygB
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2gYhXvtMj
曾經，他也非常自信的說「程師傅好好手勢，實按到你舒舒服服。」之後，就會以深深淺淺的力度按壓她的肩，用手指捽捽，又用手肘轉轉，非常細緻。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaw0qqnRD1
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOCXw3u6gc
「程師傅好掂喎。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgBQ35301K
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她扭頭，向阿朗笑笑，他就會吻她的臉頰，然後繼續按摩某些穴位。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCGevky1nf
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzXcTrxix4
「嗯。」思思回答朝光。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7TSXkzuuw
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5DF07XJq8
其實，她不應允許朝光的手放在她的肩上。可是，她這刻覺得，或者渴望他是阿朗，那個會認真替她捏肩的「程師傅」。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3gkWZj3SW
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRf0AOY15Rz
昨夜，阿朗也有替她按摩。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotHJpE3UGB
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTYShZVNSf
她在床上作伸展狀，他抬頭隨口問了一句：「洗唔洗幫你摙吓骨？」又立刻低頭看電話。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrnxWuSmBc
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6U7sDgIWHF
「好呀。」怎料她真的要。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSnPUqjlNm
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她看到，他肯定自己沒有聽錯後的一刻停頓，隨即又面色自如地移至她的背後，一下下地按着。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXjMQWiLWL
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRDwD7yN6H
「對咗好耐電腦？」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauJk8K39KX
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「係呀。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuP6byd5AR2
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他轉為㩡骨的拳頭：「其實要做咩？」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpCvlwu7ja
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQIufbIT33
「打吓報告囉，有啲係行政嘢嚟嘅。或者要用耳仔同膊頭夾住個電話囉。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3ed3IWBGn
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「哦，點解嘅。」他淡淡的問。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuHldxbJcV
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「校務處飛線入嚟。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUxLCyDVs6
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「哦。」她正想轉頭和他聊天，但他又回到原本的位置，示意已按摩完畢。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBH9Kpauu1
854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpE9dkVEHL
「唔該哂你。」她的語氣竟不自覺地疏離起來，然後挪一挪身子，躺下。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWZSTKsSm9
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKEIW9OYxj
「呢個位係咪痛？好緊喎。」朝光問，令思思回過神來。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvzFx8zIhH
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「你又識呢啲嘢？」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8iMn5Jqyn
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「其實唔難。」他笑笑。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEx8mcyyrbG
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他發現，思思有些溜肩，所以她的斜方肌甚大，是有些肉的，可是整體而言極其繃緊。他皺眉，對她訓話：854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRiVdqq0c9
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSrJ6Dc9L3
「番屋企玩少啲電話啦，唔好再做低頭族。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlx4Dt28GD1
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEO0Jlhtiu
她回頭以側面答：「啱啊，我年紀都唔細。」看着朝光烏黑濃密的頭髮，想起每次梳頭時頭髮也不停脫落，自嘲：854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDGf8DYucV
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「真係好羨慕你哋啲後生。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLyawfOZom
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFHN03g42t
他心跳加速，她笑時眼睛彎彎，可是神色淡然，只自傷年華；他便知道她別無異心，只是剛巧需要有個人為她捏肩。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUxJ0Ik8Au
854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIizsq8KNB
「你有幾老呀？小姐？」他不禁反了一下白眼。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxyPiIgKNO
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「老呀，我眼角都有魚尾紋啦。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCwCXWrRcA
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMjJ3UX9xP
他把頭伸前：「冇呀。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQ9hQfB1Nk
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她立即提起嘴角，瞇起眼睛：「宜家呢，宜家一笑就有啦。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7Cs9mE8eO
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「你哋啲女人就係麻煩，唔怪得啲化妝品公司係咁上市，你哋啲錢真係易呃。郁啲就話皺紋，郁啲就話咩老化、暗沉，又要撻啲嘢上面，諗住搽完就會後生咗。都傻傻哋嘅。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3yVvevTmF
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ks00pC3zr
「咁唔係點？咁睇落後生啲，都好似靚啲啦。幾多歲嘅男人，都鍾意十八歲嘅女人㗎啦。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCIEnNz33y
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她訕訕，十八歲的她曾被十八歲的阿朗迷戀。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡda1UmU3YbD
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「邊係，我就唔鍾意啦。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtEx45EINH
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gNVnEJfmX
「咁你鍾意幾多歲？」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CD2ZZI7vN
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfyf92YRxO
「三十囉，成熟啲，冇咁煩吖嘛。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdYJ4qWBhB
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOo5hCHOY9f
「五十咪仲成熟？六十歲好似再成熟啲喎。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4WzdmXfWE
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwHpMTORQN
「太熟，不了。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0eadreh1c
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqi11GOG9f
他沒有說出口的是：「你講得啱。」他既喜歡她成熟的神色，又喜歡她不老的容貌。他不懂她為何要憂心形容退化，若然他是她的丈夫，他能夠與她相對一輩子，一定可以每天都替其按肩搓頸，絕不怠惰。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtX1i1Aco9
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「咁到時你同老婆結婚結到五、六十歲，又不了？」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAI4FsVTvTP
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噢，她才約莫三十歲，已開始和丈夫疏離，那麼再多過幾年會怎樣呢？854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6hm06R31e
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「如果我鍾意嘅，幾熟都冇問題。」朝光堅定地答。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwXlUudZfb
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當天，阿朗亦說他會一生一世都愛她；其實當天，思思也如此對阿朗說。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsP5IzwkB7k
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIWHfwWGIV
可能，他們只是太熟了，而不是不愛；如朝光那樣說，鍾意就得。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHQFRHI3I4
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只是，即使喜歡，即使愛，有時太熟，也可以構成問題。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPy3FiIn0e
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1mbl3F9IY
她很羨慕朝光的青春和憧憬，如同當日，她和阿朗也有這樣的決心，也相信二人的手心肉一旦黏合，就永不割斷。現在呢？光是一次按摩就能體現時光已逝。她羨慕朝光——854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEBuiNqBf7
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他不知道，對有些人來說，綿長的情感是一種磨難。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYoOPQPRzV
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