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可惜，現實中，他卻是情怯的。愛，不一定使人勇敢。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJ1XkYg1R5
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終於星期一，朝光放學，馬上來到社工室。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUezgLLuq8
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「Hello，靚女姐姐。」他將書包拋到沙發上。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe47xLnuM5h
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「今日搞咩，咁口甜？」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfmZOsfaRH
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「冇呀，咁你係吖嘛。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzDaa5j7If
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「神神化化。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzMUIUX9PU
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「係呢，上個星期嗰個男人，就係你老公？」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zEofxy11h
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「係呀。」那不然？812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMs9tsGrRq
 812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabHnE1JjXo
「咁呢，佢係個點嘅人嚟？」他想了解多一些，沒有為什麼。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYATibBm61
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「嗯——」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3c274ZzWG
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思思停下手上的工作，思考「程日朗」是一個怎樣的人。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFoHRRjUvA
 812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4f3cQBV1G
勇敢？大方？有義氣？驕傲？聰明？812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMFunF6qRA
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細心？温柔？體貼？812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj09ge1MEg3
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不、不。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWAWpF4fu3
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不。他是，他是。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMsZyrHE2W
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可是，這些形容詞仿佛已經變成了一種遠古的印象，或者成為了一些顯而易見的公論，譬如，說起牛頓會想起蘋果，說起魯迅會想起人血饅頭，說起黃子華會想起棟篤笑——但大體呢？又似乎說不出什麼來，正如世上大部分人都不清楚三大定律的細則為何，一樣。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITBqSxH6E1
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思思「記得」阿朗是怎樣的人。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMOTkYlGLa
 812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBr3Dgsn3Y
但這是一種記憶，好像，又變得很模糊。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwU7Diaop06
 812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PGKnZRhyX
慢慢，另一個面向的印象開始浮現——他會因為小事而嘮嘈她幾句，他有時會反對她的意見，他偶然忘記二人的紀念日，他會敷衍地回覆在說閒話的她。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJikHwh46I1
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這是他，真實又乾脆的他。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3E5WtrSa9
 812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2RvyZB5h8
他還是他，只是多增少減，變成了一個她更了解的他——812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnZmNFaEWz
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「喂呀，你諗咁耐㗎？」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZPDz5raaq
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變成了一個，她比以往感到陌生的他……更加熟悉，也可以解讀為：更加疏離。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhS8oV4fkJ
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「我老公好好，嗯，好好啊。不過，我會話以前好啲，可能係我變咗啫。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSViW4cszF
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「咩意思？」朝光期望她會肯定。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CYKyRnP5I
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「咁一齊得耐，就緊係同啱啱一齊嗰牌係唔同啲㗎啦。唔識點同你解釋……你當係我貪心囉，又鍾意宜家呢種安穩，但同時，又鍾意後生嗰時嘅大家咁。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLSWKZ4JqO
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「咁係咪啫係，冇咁鍾意？」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DZdrTQj3H
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思思也不知道。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgz7z3I2tXd
 812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecn3lJcaMj
不經細思、真要說的話，她會答：「係。」因為她不會再因為他而心跳加速，不會再突然覺得他很好看，不會再想和他說很多無聊的瑣碎，她寧願自己一個沿着海濱靜靜的走。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wfiusk7HU
 812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXGCf6A1oa
她有時覺得很煩，不願意再理會身邊的一切，可是，她不理解自己這種心理——因為，現在一點都不煩惱——已成家、各得其宜、孩子乖巧、工作穩定。她慰藉過丈夫從前的壓力和異心，安撫過女兒的任性和頑皮，迎戰過奶奶的挑剔和責備，抵禦過別個女人的挑釁和攻佔……812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgOzGNQWpG
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但她似乎，沒法守護自己的心。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8uV6CR8m2
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很煩很煩很煩。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKIgCZOmSk
 812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDLk0sEpyF
她知道，有些事情是不對的，可是，它還是出現了，並且不走；像流浪狗把尿撒在街燈的柱上，尿就一直流、流、流，從在柱上清晰可見的水潤，到已與石地顏色所差無幾，再流至街燈照不到的黑暗；但一經過，還是會嗅到一股尿臊味。看不到是看不到，不顯眼是不顯眼，但說到底還是成為了她心頭上小小的疤，她覺得她是那暗巷。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstvQ12sVDK
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「鍾意。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MnbdzgHGe
 812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqJwm6lzPz
她沒有確切的答案，但她總不能對一個青年學生透露心聲。何況，喜不喜歡的定義，是什麼？熱戀男女的喜歡，和已婚男女的喜歡，完全是兩個次元的物種。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoefN1ipA6X
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是她忽然想要回到熱戀的最初，想回味那份青澀的悸動。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qo9LSZ8U1
 812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuR2TKEPHd
「啫係冇以前咁鍾意啦。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVM0BocziR7
 812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkEla1f1Cd
朝光看得出，她最近越來越不在狀態，雖然她還是專心聆聽、回應，但是，想事情的時間比以往久，答話時的用語又總是不夠貼近問題。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgks84EelKp
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幸福的婚姻會使人如此頹靡嗎？812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3jebngtx2
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他又有些隱隱的失落——點解，唔可以話俾我聽，同我分享呢？我應該同你算唔錯熟㗎……因為，你覺得我仲係小朋友？而你已經係大人？如此鬰悶。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXacMLkzFkp
 812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbX0xSFanx4
「唔係呀。點會？」她在心頭慌了一下，迅速答。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hFJ3ZN222
 812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IEqojo7ci
「做咩咁驚呀？平時問你嘢，你都冇答得咁快㗎喎。其實冇以前咁鍾意，都好正常啫……有咩問題先？」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQkzTyJLBh
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「咁我自己嘅事，當然答得快啦。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2eJ2DqYXg
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其實朝光說得有道理，激情褪色，感覺上差了一點，是很正常的事。可是，又似乎非常愧於啟齒，阿朗聽到的話，一定會不開心的；或者，如果阿朗如此和思思說，她難免也會非常落寞。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1dybkuT16
 812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7ZYnQJilw
這應該，應該是一個有共識的美麗秘密；但此刻，沒有共識，只是她的一個小小煩憂。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqoz796Ld8
 812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyM9uSFS6t
「係咩，唔信。」朝光肯定地質疑。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcaL5SG4jc
 812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXBumls6BF
「唔信就算囉。」她晃了晃頭，不打算繼續話題，轉身看電腦。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmvHLZRakM
 812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU77dC2XWir
她隱約知道問題所在，他們，再不是當日那個他們。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhn06V6hczk
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