思思追問:1070Please respect copyright.PENANAwWYiQnyh0i
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAp5l1R52QV6
「一直傾?維持咗幾耐?」1070Please respect copyright.PENANAwsX3ncutqY
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAQohTMmoSo9
「一陣。之前已經冇,係今日佢揾番我。」1070Please respect copyright.PENANAHojzR5yknT
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAolQZCJWDdJ
「點解唔繼續傾?」1070Please respect copyright.PENANADHd5QPK9fF
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAfMMwptDR7n
「上個月,佢咪喺Facebook post咗張相嘅……跟住,你都見到,我覺得,再係咁落去,唔得。」1070Please respect copyright.PENANAScU5Xfjvyl
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAfshrK2o2BA
思思不解——1070Please respect copyright.PENANAYKQU2Z3jCf
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAGWuQrO3gw4
點解咁就唔得,而之前得?驚我發現咗,主導權就直接喺我度,而你驚我唔信你冇出軌?定係,再耐啲,你就會出軌,上哂床咁,仲鍾意埋佢?1070Please respect copyright.PENANAEq3fMJ2zID
1070Please respect copyright.PENANA52mQ1gG7C9
「咁宜家,同埋以後,你有事仲會唔會同我講?」1070Please respect copyright.PENANAuoJrI98Xez
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAVxeAr5Wnx4
「會。」1070Please respect copyright.PENANAIY4B2K8YVd
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAwveyfQATAO
「點解?」1070Please respect copyright.PENANAFh63Mn4kRV
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAX4SSpGU45k
「因為,我唔可以失去你……」1070Please respect copyright.PENANAPy4JHdGCmf
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAf2ymmU6Ej8
正確、或準確點地說,他已經發現,所謂不可對她言說的原因,其實是太過介意她的想法,因而怯懦。1070Please respect copyright.PENANAEtVA9kMsME
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAfBRgwInG1y
他想永遠做她的天,所以,不可以讓她知道地厚天高,他的信心隨年月剝落,碎碎的,不能再捽開;但是,同時,再和Fiona說下去,他就真的會和思思越行越遠。1070Please respect copyright.PENANAvOpkCyDQjO
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAjhY6d2tlJc
這是他之前不再與Fiona聯絡的原因。1070Please respect copyright.PENANAUZJGniybGw
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAn5WzZd7b0J
他不應因此轉投另一個女子,他自問並不是那一種大人,說了愛就要愛一生一世。1070Please respect copyright.PENANA9TgDHQZG22
1070Please respect copyright.PENANA9LxnZIdgMS
而現在,他說了出來,這是他的心結。1070Please respect copyright.PENANAiTgtVOk6lg
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAmwPgj1VqBP
如果將來會一起走很遠的路,他也不想瞞她了。1070Please respect copyright.PENANApYG3dMHvRo
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAE9XJrWBysx
對,不瞞她了。1070Please respect copyright.PENANAVFehr4tkAx
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAuMIQGnJ9Lc
不瞞她了——1070Please respect copyright.PENANArEz7Qj9U1O
1070Please respect copyright.PENANA0dMnrprCJU
可能,她會有很多很多的情緒,正負面與否;但是,他已經決定,以後坦誠相對;如果他知道,她是永遠愛他的,那麼又為何要有那麼多的擔心和憂慮?軟弱什麼?1070Please respect copyright.PENANAv82GKi4H7Q
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAekRjmAA5tJ
「老公,你覺得,我有咩可以做得再好啲?」1070Please respect copyright.PENANAuGImTEInCT
1070Please respect copyright.PENANA2MdC1TbigM
她問道,真誠地看着他。1070Please respect copyright.PENANAkfwtNF1woF
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAzO7SRgGNNS
她不知何故,竟給阿朗落下不能輕鬆以對的色相,她覺得自己已經足夠支持、關懷、體諒,但原來,這只是她一己的看法;或者,這些這些、再多再多,也不夠。1070Please respect copyright.PENANAZg9SuiSoph
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAnzN3iC6szQ
他問自己,為什麼,思思不可以是那個人,他為什麼不能和她說那麼多深沉的心事呢。1070Please respect copyright.PENANADgs0pLlHGU
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAAn4nvqqYEv
「唔係,你冇問題,係我、係我問題。」1070Please respect copyright.PENANAEagSwJuBOg
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAdXsNxSp852
是他自己失落、自卑,怕她若知道,將迂迴曲折地令他更加自卑;那麼,他就有感自己再無法直立。1070Please respect copyright.PENANA1pBU8DmvXJ
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAccIa4WpD5a
只是,成功感對一個人來說,太重要了……想要好好地活着,不只為了呼吸生存,他就要被肯定、被接納——他這一個人,而不是他的所作所為所行。1070Please respect copyright.PENANA4NFEdB3KQA
1070Please respect copyright.PENANASy2SePlwSk
「唔係。」1070Please respect copyright.PENANAU5qiVSk8Ya
1070Please respect copyright.PENANA7Soh4XtAbr
沒有問題,有什麼問題?1070Please respect copyright.PENANAhEm3H9RrIZ
1070Please respect copyright.PENANA2xm5wWDq35
她好像明白他的意思……1070Please respect copyright.PENANAMqbLCz0AG2
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAJhFS9q7d3C
她讀過很多心理學相關的課程和書籍,但是,原來再多的知識,也不足以令人了解「心」;太複雜了,生物書說:左心房右心室,竟然就此流通血液維持着一個人的生命,卻沒有教他們,怎樣解剖思想和情感。就算將耳朵貼近心臟,仍然聽不到任何音節,只有一式一樣的「撲撲」。1070Please respect copyright.PENANAMzGJaBOwyz
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAvDVJAQ1JwG
是否,他對自身感到不受歡迎嗎?所以,之前,才每天訕訕不樂的樣子。1070Please respect copyright.PENANAOZZQEYitfb
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAL42lfBuhPH
而她,將此歸咎於他很累,她不知道其他原因了;所以,她這樣歸因。1070Please respect copyright.PENANA9Zxs6mQc8c
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAurVqvcxcUS
「對唔住。」1070Please respect copyright.PENANAaPQ32M7qoP
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAzy4ImcfVan
阿朗道歉。1070Please respect copyright.PENANAGBAiZVKExE
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAkQkNwn3jL7
就算思思自責,但是,有個不爭的事實擺在眼前,她確實每天都忠心地等待他的歸來;而他明明許諾,永遠不拋下她,要和她一同遊歷人世間。1070Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8xzoay82S
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAxdnG1migd3
東風若來,三月的柳絮方飛,他達達的馬蹄不是錯誤。於她,他是歸人,而不是打從江南走過的過客。而他此刻,確令她失望,無論如何;他沒有心神關注她開落的容顏,卻望向另一個遠遠不及蓮花高雅的女子。1070Please respect copyright.PENANA2wOAJDuoVj
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAxdJaGwHhr1
思思失望於阿朗不夠相信她。1070Please respect copyright.PENANAmCmU0pg1R3
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAWulSoy4ALB
若然Fiona是男兒身,二人毫無情慾的流轉,其實,她一樣嫉妒,只有程度輕重之分。她不是非得要成為他的唯一,只是,至少讓她知道,他有煩惱;而非獨個扛下。1070Please respect copyright.PENANAHisfiq0y0q
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAKO3NFELTjJ
「唔緊要……」1070Please respect copyright.PENANAS4fFuWfCk2
1070Please respect copyright.PENANA8WVwrfzSo0
其實她知道,自己已盡本分,二人大概溝通不足,有些地方無法盡善盡美;一瞬間又覺得,沒什麼好說的,只由得情緒發酵。1070Please respect copyright.PENANAVnMjA8WcDw
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAcIYfbRqiRC
她又想起:1070Please respect copyright.PENANAuzmMGOYh4E
1070Please respect copyright.PENANARRuSnIlqpT
「咁所以,今日你同Fiona真係冇做其他嘢?講真,我覺得,佢真係想擒你……早知我就同你一齊上去啦。你知唔知啊?等你番嚟嗰時,我真係好擔心。」1070Please respect copyright.PENANAtKDz1GtYiQ
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAeWPJ681D7I
「係,冇做其他嘢。」1070Please respect copyright.PENANATOEbSfIKnB
1070Please respect copyright.PENANA2vUZkA81Us
親吻,已經夠了。推開她,已經是一個最完滿的結局,不用再多解釋,她不會再想知道其他的。1070Please respect copyright.PENANA8Y1Gn4lejq
1070Please respect copyright.PENANA3v46Vvb1of
而且,多一些、少一些枝節,都不影響結局。1070Please respect copyright.PENANAHyMoPrr8KV
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAiG03Ii46sv
如果不止親吻呢?思思躺下來,誠實問心——如果比親吻還多一點呢?可不可以?1070Please respect copyright.PENANAvrlnKqzWqm
1070Please respect copyright.PENANArWj8VoV8im
可以?1070Please respect copyright.PENANAlh6QZXaTHw
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAB1n1mZJomg
不可以?1070Please respect copyright.PENANAQLcq3kYDXT
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAES2yDlGGA4
思思肯定,他們沒有做愛,如果有,阿朗必然累很多;如果只是前戲,而最後,他推開了她呢,可以嗎?1070Please respect copyright.PENANAS9J3uy2HuP
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAtkMLO6vC8S
這是出軌,是的。可是,隨即他就回到軌道上,堅決地向着她進發。1070Please respect copyright.PENANA0Wk7WC9DhI
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAgtBDPUWzez
可以。1070Please respect copyright.PENANAbEvtazu8FP
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAk2RdJRS1K7
思思心軟。1070Please respect copyright.PENANAuChqEsXkyt
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAS19kSYMpkM
愛很可怕,也難以解釋;至少此刻,她有種「被堅定地選擇」的感覺。她就是一個很需要安全感的人,想和他在一起,永遠永遠。所以,不能在他說不愛她之前,就此分開。1070Please respect copyright.PENANAaK6nZvhix5
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAmc8oMCLUpE
她搖搖頭,又覺得自己應該相信他,他說,只是親吻。1070Please respect copyright.PENANAsM5c8xBEOg
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAuvASdObvpN
「如果再有下次咁點算?」1070Please respect copyright.PENANALm05NcBpDn
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAuJmp05CjBF
「唔會,」他睜大雙眼看着她,重覆:「唔會有下次。」1070Please respect copyright.PENANAr9Ok2we0ey
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAtI9oxhpnf1
阿朗說罷,如常將她擁入懷中。1070Please respect copyright.PENANAb5NEjghd2n
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAMPzjUCBRrQ
二人心情,都不太好,想着有關過去、現在、未來的擔憂。1070Please respect copyright.PENANA7InhK0aqNu
1070Please respect copyright.PENANA2VfdXQFuXI
入夜關燈,二人閉眼,各懷不安。1070Please respect copyright.PENANAtqskCqW7Rp
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAq0LWRP9UMs
思思不斷回想她的不足。1070Please respect copyright.PENANAQF0LLDcOUP
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAfi6fyFYpxX
阿朗不斷回想他的不足。1070Please respect copyright.PENANAETapSJokd3
1070Please respect copyright.PENANATWk0OqzHlN
二人都無法回想對方的不足,暗暗發誓,要對對方更好,直至死亡降臨。1070Please respect copyright.PENANAQHOQc40qvc
1070Please respect copyright.PENANAr5ZywoQhJO
arrow_back
《相愛十年》//《結咗婚十幾年,好似已經唔太愛。》
more_vert
-
info_outline Info
-
toc Table of Contents
-
share Share
-
format_color_text Display Settings
-
exposure_plus_1 Recommend
-
Sponsor
-
report_problem Report
-
account_circle Login
Search stories, writers or societies
Continue ReadingClear All
What Others Are ReadingRefresh
X
Never miss what's happening on Penana!
《相愛十年》//《結咗婚十幾年,好似已經唔太愛。》
Author:
張羨青

ISSUE #29
來(四)
LIKES 13
READS 1066
BOOKMARKS 307
campaign
Request update 0
Sponsor
Suggest Edits

Click to load the next chapter
X
After each update request, the author will receive a notification!
smartphone100 → Request update
X
Sponsor again
Click to login
Login first to show your name as a sponsor.
Thank you for supporting the story! :)
Please Login first.
×
Write down what you like about the story
×
Reading Theme:
Font Size:
Line Spacing:
Paragraph Spacing:
Load the next issue automatically
Reset to default
×
People Who Like This