阿朗在家門前,停下。846Please respect copyright.PENANACcHT4VAl7p
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他的皮肉被一整列啞色階磚搌過,夾在家門和對面屋鐵閘的中間,頭頂上的燈押運他的黑髮。離開了燈光紫暗的聚會,他忽然有感折返平凡的人間,迎接他的,將是清冷的脫鞋聲,忠心又利落。846Please respect copyright.PENANA973mnQ1Sgh
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這是整個環境和心境轉折下衍生的空洞。846Please respect copyright.PENANA9ICUHuvgod
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然後,阿朗拿出鎖匙,其金屬的碰撞聲搖動了思思久坐的下肢,她站起來,替阿朗開門。846Please respect copyright.PENANAMav7yJgwc2
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如同往常,他下班回家,一樣。846Please respect copyright.PENANAgFLwvWkzbj
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「咦,你仲未瞓嘅。」846Please respect copyright.PENANAxHGTmH0Yo6
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「係呀,我話咗等埋你先瞓㗎嘛。」846Please respect copyright.PENANA3n9LU36VFh
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思思抱了抱阿朗,昂首,問:846Please respect copyright.PENANAiro3gwWGH7
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「係呢,最後有幾多人着咗校服去?」846Please respect copyright.PENANAUjxOG5qlB9
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「幾個囉,得啲女同學仲摷得番件校服同埋着得落;我哋就開始有佬味,冇人着。」846Please respect copyright.PENANAUl44zUiXsc
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「哦……咁佢哋係咪好正?」846Please respect copyright.PENANAquTSUDjtUV
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阿朗想起Fiona的短裙不斷擺動,腰帶勾勒了比以前更豐盈的線條。846Please respect copyright.PENANAHbteIeJ7Wy
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對上思思的眼,噢,家有賢妻,又答:846Please respect copyright.PENANASEHTnlOkVC
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「邊夠你正。」846Please respect copyright.PENANAxkatXfnEzG
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「講呢啲。咁你哋同學聚埋一齊,傾咗啲咩?」846Please respect copyright.PENANAh22lzZ1d9l
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「冇呀,咪就係講番舊時中學啲嘢,之前聚嘅時候,都係講啲差唔多嘅嘢啦,分享吓近況咁囉。」846Please respect copyright.PENANA5l1l6qljM5
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「咁佢哋最近點?」846Please respect copyright.PENANA0QWFGFJm99
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阿朗停頓,他沒有仔細聽別人的話,想,反正過得比他好吧。846Please respect copyright.PENANAxkkmG9Ez3A
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「幾好啦。老婆,你知唔知?畢咗業咁多年,竟然仲有人記得我以前係點。」846Please respect copyright.PENANAxrbOAv5p3d
846Please respect copyright.PENANABiqipUir0w
「咩意思?你以前係點?」846Please respect copyright.PENANAX19PlavUlD
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「嗯,之前同你提過嘅,我以前有玩唔同嘅嘢,而且都幾俾心機讀書,係大學之後先開始心散。」846Please respect copyright.PENANADZWk14Zbid
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「我記得呀。我都明嘅,大學嘅環境同埋你屋企,都比以前中學時期感覺自由嘛。」846Please respect copyright.PENANAM2fhgFqhbc
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思思抿嘴,其實她知道,如果他繼續努力,一定會有成就,從一開始,她就覺得阿朗很聰明,對很多事都有獨特見解。只是,她沒有親眼目睹過他口中所說的「唔同嘅嘢」,此刻覺得有些遺憾,舊人獨佔那些她失落的回憶。846Please respect copyright.PENANAnkYTqUkfXP
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可是,下一刻,窗外黑沈沈的天又提醒她,累。而幾個鐘後,太陽會如常升起,她有的,是他倆的未來,不只停留在向晚街道、佇足街燈下。846Please respect copyright.PENANAmoLCeRc0tQ
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「老婆,你覺得我叻唔叻?」846Please respect copyright.PENANAopPnJ5Jjjo
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阿朗忽然問。846Please respect copyright.PENANAASek5HPzAn
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截至回家、看見思思之前,他一直都在回想Fiona的話和過去的感情,沉浸在那種被肯定的感覺;回家,他想確定自己的價值——846Please respect copyright.PENANAuvy8hzTdub
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「叻,」思思不解,他何以突然這樣問,他當然是非常非常好的,又補充:「當然叻,我哋兩母女都靠哂你喎,你話呢?」846Please respect copyright.PENANAz25qjeTtBQ
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「嗯,都係嘅。咁仲有冇其他?」846Please respect copyright.PENANAynIcEngfMj
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「有呀!多謝你咁辛苦,每日見到你咁攰,我好心痛。」846Please respect copyright.PENANAm6RjwbcwT5
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阿朗訕訕。846Please respect copyright.PENANAKSU4wujh2y
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他隱隱失落,她回答得過分真誠。846Please respect copyright.PENANAcanrHC8Zlb
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問之前,他就有一個期待的答案,譬如,評價他個人的行事、性格;而不是他的社會身份——「程思思老公」、「棉花糖父親」,他想知道的是,「程日朗」本身在思思眼中的價值。846Please respect copyright.PENANA3yuzJDjvzC
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可是,又似乎,真的很難讓她感覺到。846Please respect copyright.PENANA4GcWaItZ5u
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而現在,他沒有機會,也沒有空閒,讓她見證,程日朗不止可以養家。846Please respect copyright.PENANAJT2bFhiLQM
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「我去個沖涼先。」846Please respect copyright.PENANAKNZoSsqwXi
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不知道為什麼,思思覺得,打從踏進家門開始,阿朗的興致就不斷減退,好像有點落寞。思來想去,她猜測,可能是阿朗的發展和別人不同,所以有種脫隊的不安嗎?別的同學畢業後自有去路,無論是繼續讀書、創業、打工、投資、戀愛,還是失業、失戀嗎?但只有他,那麼年輕已被一紙婚書綑綁,既需養妻又要活兒,肩負家累嗎?846Please respect copyright.PENANAbi27m18uvW
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他有家累。846Please respect copyright.PENANAdS7LMsQTxp
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她明白,他為這個家付出了很多。846Please respect copyright.PENANAUvWzgqN2DD
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「老公——」846Please respect copyright.PENANADotoDVy9RI
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「係?」846Please respect copyright.PENANAqZ1dKo8r4Z
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「我愛你。」846Please respect copyright.PENANASj86Zmlan7
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「我都係。」846Please respect copyright.PENANADH0gvWZgWj
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她不明白的是,阿朗需要尋找成功感,想取得屬於他自己的認同感。846Please respect copyright.PENANARaGjNJDZJ8
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他已經自卑,他很怕她不再欣賞他,他也怕她會看不起他。846Please respect copyright.PENANAScSDmWLDyE
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而,她不知道。846Please respect copyright.PENANAeRQwQw1WX6
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他不想在最愛的妻子面前展露怯意,他渴望自己的身影永遠高大,永遠撐得起這一頭家,如果天塌下來,他都希望她們都分毫無損。846Please respect copyright.PENANA0OXlwrVhfA
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他搖搖欲墜的尊嚴,告訴他,世界要變了。而且,世界本來就不是他原先想像那樣,這一種失温感,令他搓了搓手臂,一失手,頭上的瓦礫就跌下來。846Please respect copyright.PENANA8DMBPG9iGT
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他想找點方法使其穩健。846Please respect copyright.PENANAeT1Lxg3Zxu
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自卑這種情緒,可以流露得很明顯,眉頭額角,皆是破綻。只是,他不想讓她察覺,也不想直白地被她安慰。846Please respect copyright.PENANAhXixy2dyDL
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他覺得,一個自卑的男人,是毫無吸引力的。846Please respect copyright.PENANAws0EdDYKf2
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他不想雪上加霜。846Please respect copyright.PENANAXyRYKlXSup
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深夜,二人躺在床上。846Please respect copyright.PENANA7y1Cc4XIUL
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阿朗看着思思閉眼的面容,幫她撥開頸上的頭髮。846Please respect copyright.PENANAvApbCx7A1e
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他睡不着。846Please respect copyright.PENANAlnMNRb41ah
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「做咩仲擘大眼嘅?」思思察覺,問。846Please respect copyright.PENANA210CdVpRUI
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「冇咩,可能K房啲氣氛太high,我未平復到啫,有少少精神。」846Please respect copyright.PENANAxCSSyOTmFc
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「難得喎,你瞓唔着。」846Please respect copyright.PENANA00cc18bziA
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「係……你瞓先啦,乖。」846Please respect copyright.PENANAB1SXe1rCqm
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說罷,阿朗往思思的額頭親了一下。846Please respect copyright.PENANAubW2WXgvHb
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他看到她的頭髮攤散在枕頭上,無故想起,在剛才的聚會中,Fiona問他:846Please respect copyright.PENANAS6xyQJhtCd
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「點解咁早結婚嘅?以為你會好好讀書,再好好番工,或者開公司添。」846Please respect copyright.PENANAKPQPllxzS1
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「冇呀。遇啱咪結囉,好正常啫。」846Please respect copyright.PENANAiczi8B4KUf
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「奉子成婚咋啩?」846Please respect copyright.PENANAdqnixYmGcy
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Fiona調侃阿朗,下一秒,又道:「講笑咋,祝福你。」846Please respect copyright.PENANAgTddo4i30c
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「嗯。」846Please respect copyright.PENANAQQ44eJ5Qyz
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「宜家咁都唔錯吖,我都幾羨慕你老婆;我覺得,你要多謝佢。」846Please respect copyright.PENANAaAhu530ifq
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「點解?」846Please respect copyright.PENANAsjvPajZEJj
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「你比起以前,成熟咗好多,同其他男人唔同,佢哋同你比,太幼稚。」846Please respect copyright.PENANAAAJkkrAQIC
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她伸手撫了撫他的腮骨,笑靨如花。846Please respect copyright.PENANAhDGaT54iww
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他對她有種來自回憶的怨恨,矛盾於她的肯定和否定——曾經,她肯定阿朗夠好,才讓他做她的男朋友,才讓身邊的人知道他與她有親;然而,她卻又背叛了他,親口宣告,對她來說,他,是不足以令她放棄整個森林的,他不過是其中一棵樹。846Please respect copyright.PENANAq0WaN9DdUG
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但,他又想,起碼她認同,他特別強壯。846Please respect copyright.PENANAWqrmwsMTg2
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阿朗遂在Fiona的話中,睡去。846Please respect copyright.PENANADXrsx3ci9D
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一夜甜夢。846Please respect copyright.PENANApnHKIbbQQA
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可是他忘了,Fiona的校服長度,是不符合儀容規格的。846Please respect copyright.PENANAkyWdIKh8RN
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《相愛十年》//《結咗婚十幾年,好似已經唔太愛。》
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