阿朗在家門前，停下。1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvpu0SKgK2
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他的皮肉被一整列啞色階磚搌過，夾在家門和對面屋鐵閘的中間，頭頂上的燈押運他的黑髮。離開了燈光紫暗的聚會，他忽然有感折返平凡的人間，迎接他的，將是清冷的脫鞋聲，忠心又利落。1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDxqCMDqW1
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這是整個環境和心境轉折下衍生的空洞。1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKpIdTl7IC
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然後，阿朗拿出鎖匙，其金屬的碰撞聲搖動了思思久坐的下肢，她站起來，替阿朗開門。1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXt9pyx9YL
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如同往常，他下班回家，一樣。1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2k7v5cgLfr
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「咦，你仲未瞓嘅。」1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvf7UmHgPK
 1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDmKilcihe
「係呀，我話咗等埋你先瞓㗎嘛。」1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GDcNDcwtR
 1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSbKI3x92K
思思抱了抱阿朗，昂首，問：1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mOAGqoSfh
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「係呢，最後有幾多人着咗校服去？」1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1HwmImVY9
 1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXcwYWnK1W
「幾個囉，得啲女同學仲摷得番件校服同埋着得落；我哋就開始有佬味，冇人着。」1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIYVaK2CBZ
 1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6ObpG2f1q
「哦……咁佢哋係咪好正？」1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJfKz5Hgpy
 1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP79XYfs34r
阿朗想起Fiona的短裙不斷擺動，腰帶勾勒了比以前更豐盈的線條。1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGC9nezVnGg
 1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5KcwQIjDN
對上思思的眼，噢，家有賢妻，又答：1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvK8Qy64hVy
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「邊夠你正。」1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqEaCcWJWj
 1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuETWYDdIok
「講呢啲。咁你哋同學聚埋一齊，傾咗啲咩？」1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡES5hfvsk0M
 1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstyP0w0m9Y
「冇呀，咪就係講番舊時中學啲嘢，之前聚嘅時候，都係講啲差唔多嘅嘢啦，分享吓近況咁囉。」1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoqrSRR8Ny
 1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHfnpfAy9e
「咁佢哋最近點？」1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJ4gbtomhk
 1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeL08FCPIa
阿朗停頓，他沒有仔細聽別人的話，想，反正過得比他好吧。1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3g8Q5H2MT
 1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBWGfmt7et
「幾好啦。老婆，你知唔知？畢咗業咁多年，竟然仲有人記得我以前係點。」1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIL61SV4DgZ
 1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1UCzava88
「咩意思？你以前係點？」1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9xtChpQlm
 1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUyjFjBABM
「嗯，之前同你提過嘅，我以前有玩唔同嘅嘢，而且都幾俾心機讀書，係大學之後先開始心散。」1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIoXg7C3tB
 1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRRreJjKeQ
「我記得呀。我都明嘅，大學嘅環境同埋你屋企，都比以前中學時期感覺自由嘛。」1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCZjnrf6sD
 1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebSjfoYRqn
思思抿嘴，其實她知道，如果他繼續努力，一定會有成就，從一開始，她就覺得阿朗很聰明，對很多事都有獨特見解。只是，她沒有親眼目睹過他口中所說的「唔同嘅嘢」，此刻覺得有些遺憾，舊人獨佔那些她失落的回憶。1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxO4QHptMn
 1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cOLanaL9X
可是，下一刻，窗外黑沈沈的天又提醒她，累。而幾個鐘後，太陽會如常升起，她有的，是他倆的未來，不只停留在向晚街道、佇足街燈下。1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStOWDjpWaU
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「老婆，你覺得我叻唔叻？」1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RVeLIQmJ9
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阿朗忽然問。1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchhH6Wr8VQ
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截至回家、看見思思之前，他一直都在回想Fiona的話和過去的感情，沉浸在那種被肯定的感覺；回家，他想確定自己的價值——1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FBMwZeG1L
 1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW524gC784h
「叻，」思思不解，他何以突然這樣問，他當然是非常非常好的，又補充：「當然叻，我哋兩母女都靠哂你喎，你話呢？」1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPm3cMQttC9
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「嗯，都係嘅。咁仲有冇其他？」1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Mb133CPxO
 1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZ8JnsK3Q9
「有呀！多謝你咁辛苦，每日見到你咁攰，我好心痛。」1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrdP1bnLvo
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阿朗訕訕。1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYKx3CNLp3
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他隱隱失落，她回答得過分真誠。1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksVObomMoN
 1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vDZ1UbgE2
問之前，他就有一個期待的答案，譬如，評價他個人的行事、性格；而不是他的社會身份——「程思思老公」、「棉花糖父親」，他想知道的是，「程日朗」本身在思思眼中的價值。1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmqLvtRk1U
 1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlkEVUraIo
可是，又似乎，真的很難讓她感覺到。1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuMvVIbxNd
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而現在，他沒有機會，也沒有空閒，讓她見證，程日朗不止可以養家。1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7djh1rnWpE
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「我去個沖涼先。」1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv053EumTJ6
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不知道為什麼，思思覺得，打從踏進家門開始，阿朗的興致就不斷減退，好像有點落寞。思來想去，她猜測，可能是阿朗的發展和別人不同，所以有種脫隊的不安嗎？別的同學畢業後自有去路，無論是繼續讀書、創業、打工、投資、戀愛，還是失業、失戀嗎？但只有他，那麼年輕已被一紙婚書綑綁，既需養妻又要活兒，肩負家累嗎？1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3XCzinndh
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他有家累。1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47ymtQrvzZ
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她明白，他為這個家付出了很多。1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lTDcJz2ae
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「老公——」1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdyhC27R1D
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「係？」1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQKlwxZs69
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「我愛你。」1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjOSprLtVr
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「我都係。」1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6f1Xg9UFN
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她不明白的是，阿朗需要尋找成功感，想取得屬於他自己的認同感。1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxFDcTPWxr
 1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZ9YudFaOT
他已經自卑，他很怕她不再欣賞他，他也怕她會看不起他。1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBwaXz1s4f
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而，她不知道。1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9YGSAKFJH
 1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpYazrv3BN
他不想在最愛的妻子面前展露怯意，他渴望自己的身影永遠高大，永遠撐得起這一頭家，如果天塌下來，他都希望她們都分毫無損。1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN40DNM4tUG
 1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63Ep1OoKlP
他搖搖欲墜的尊嚴，告訴他，世界要變了。而且，世界本來就不是他原先想像那樣，這一種失温感，令他搓了搓手臂，一失手，頭上的瓦礫就跌下來。1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmw1Scefrbj
 1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcBQw2AtgP
他想找點方法使其穩健。1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMSotQcNPq
 1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9NEtnWHCp
自卑這種情緒，可以流露得很明顯，眉頭額角，皆是破綻。只是，他不想讓她察覺，也不想直白地被她安慰。1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cyu1rSd9G
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他覺得，一個自卑的男人，是毫無吸引力的。1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAALnD6qsZQ
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他不想雪上加霜。1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYk8CGg37I
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深夜，二人躺在床上。1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFtpA5L7x8
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阿朗看着思思閉眼的面容，幫她撥開頸上的頭髮。1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8vArQEmnr
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他睡不着。1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTva8olLBJI
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「做咩仲擘大眼嘅？」思思察覺，問。1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oM9O1h4Eh
 1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZbS0RPO9U
「冇咩，可能K房啲氣氛太high，我未平復到啫，有少少精神。」1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3l8DtuOlyI
 1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aGkZP6zII
「難得喎，你瞓唔着。」1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjagBkdknI
 1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gUKNk4jqH
「係……你瞓先啦，乖。」1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjlX8AB6Un
 1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5J212OFo4U
說罷，阿朗往思思的額頭親了一下。1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxWqa3Y3P2
 1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkbFSPuDSB
他看到她的頭髮攤散在枕頭上，無故想起，在剛才的聚會中，Fiona問他：1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBWDeWF9pQ
 1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQtw2ktHxx
「點解咁早結婚嘅？以為你會好好讀書，再好好番工，或者開公司添。」1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaGwDXppuq
1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Zr9F4wrE7
1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6N8pZT2Vg
「冇呀。遇啱咪結囉，好正常啫。」1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLCHZjXUlm
 1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNALvJFhKif
「奉子成婚咋啩？」1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Ru4yQGIWJ
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Fiona調侃阿朗，下一秒，又道：「講笑咋，祝福你。」1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpV4TO3OF9
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「嗯。」1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hFlSJZCsT
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「宜家咁都唔錯吖，我都幾羨慕你老婆；我覺得，你要多謝佢。」1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NomAyrSd5
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「點解？」1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppNmXsBU1C
 1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDaVFbJmOW
「你比起以前，成熟咗好多，同其他男人唔同，佢哋同你比，太幼稚。」1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PfZbC5ggY
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她伸手撫了撫他的腮骨，笑靨如花。1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ389k9AkySY
 1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnxQ3m7cIV
他對她有種來自回憶的怨恨，矛盾於她的肯定和否定——曾經，她肯定阿朗夠好，才讓他做她的男朋友，才讓身邊的人知道他與她有親；然而，她卻又背叛了他，親口宣告，對她來說，他，是不足以令她放棄整個森林的，他不過是其中一棵樹。1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJWjwOcB6Y
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但，他又想，起碼她認同，他特別強壯。1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38zkzpzDxe
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阿朗遂在Fiona的話中，睡去。1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSICXVaIDV
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一夜甜夢。1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2W0buFkUv
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可是他忘了，Fiona的校服長度，是不符合儀容規格的。1075Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP97AvqBYLc
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