阿朗在家門前，停下。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQrd2c5R8R
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他的皮肉被一整列啞色階磚搌過，夾在家門和對面屋鐵閘的中間，頭頂上的燈押運他的黑髮。離開了燈光紫暗的聚會，他忽然有感折返平凡的人間，迎接他的，將是清冷的脫鞋聲，忠心又利落。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pb4baBpH0
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這是整個環境和心境轉折下衍生的空洞。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMZyRmvZ7F
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4OjnB6nOj
然後，阿朗拿出鎖匙，其金屬的碰撞聲搖動了思思久坐的下肢，她站起來，替阿朗開門。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCNUMTjBsV
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如同往常，他下班回家，一樣。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxOQ4XgNnE
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhX24MaQ3af
「咦，你仲未瞓嘅。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59y2X9907M
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0MxMNXdm4
「係呀，我話咗等埋你先瞓㗎嘛。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6keaPh50GF
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUyf1AJhGD
思思抱了抱阿朗，昂首，問：1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlydQgjE2p
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmogNd31rrr
「係呢，最後有幾多人着咗校服去？」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1y7i157hY
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AVoX2rBpO
「幾個囉，得啲女同學仲摷得番件校服同埋着得落；我哋就開始有佬味，冇人着。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvQl5xEFg2
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9STWs2usx
「哦……咁佢哋係咪好正？」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9ZI309pty
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdJo3X7Jjg
阿朗想起Fiona的短裙不斷擺動，腰帶勾勒了比以前更豐盈的線條。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNiW2DGDuB
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuwQULiwc0
對上思思的眼，噢，家有賢妻，又答：1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLyn0HSyu1
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeI5escngRG
「邊夠你正。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpv9kjnmTT
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2bM2YxeZU
「講呢啲。咁你哋同學聚埋一齊，傾咗啲咩？」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1Vmud4CAx
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnKGQ1fvBV
「冇呀，咪就係講番舊時中學啲嘢，之前聚嘅時候，都係講啲差唔多嘅嘢啦，分享吓近況咁囉。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lOwiTLOtk
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMiCWmUlrK
「咁佢哋最近點？」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdcQ99VAU0
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pKgP5r31Y
阿朗停頓，他沒有仔細聽別人的話，想，反正過得比他好吧。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QvLV86huz
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrhqayBxvp
「幾好啦。老婆，你知唔知？畢咗業咁多年，竟然仲有人記得我以前係點。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7SXaxqupf
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpasjN0Kcl
「咩意思？你以前係點？」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrElR0P81NN
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTReQdr3mC
「嗯，之前同你提過嘅，我以前有玩唔同嘅嘢，而且都幾俾心機讀書，係大學之後先開始心散。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoRxkHwu5d
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJogKwyR0z
「我記得呀。我都明嘅，大學嘅環境同埋你屋企，都比以前中學時期感覺自由嘛。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIirRl64XGl
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8EyiSBadL
思思抿嘴，其實她知道，如果他繼續努力，一定會有成就，從一開始，她就覺得阿朗很聰明，對很多事都有獨特見解。只是，她沒有親眼目睹過他口中所說的「唔同嘅嘢」，此刻覺得有些遺憾，舊人獨佔那些她失落的回憶。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrW3yCEP6S
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptWHyGXQjP
可是，下一刻，窗外黑沈沈的天又提醒她，累。而幾個鐘後，太陽會如常升起，她有的，是他倆的未來，不只停留在向晚街道、佇足街燈下。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpI9HzlNLWg
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJ3xB4AypT
「老婆，你覺得我叻唔叻？」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQf3HKo0cOM
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeaNkA992J
阿朗忽然問。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTaO4NHvbn
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QRYrIPZqx
截至回家、看見思思之前，他一直都在回想Fiona的話和過去的感情，沉浸在那種被肯定的感覺；回家，他想確定自己的價值——1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5HwqRIJBs
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQr0hREMxfi
「叻，」思思不解，他何以突然這樣問，他當然是非常非常好的，又補充：「當然叻，我哋兩母女都靠哂你喎，你話呢？」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3M8H6s0OHj
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvCU1OXLbZ
「嗯，都係嘅。咁仲有冇其他？」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFtNgjjqZu
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOkilYofnr
「有呀！多謝你咁辛苦，每日見到你咁攰，我好心痛。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTcfZIOKy1
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNt1PFsn0OU
阿朗訕訕。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IimHQU78x
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkS7k5yK4uq
他隱隱失落，她回答得過分真誠。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnC0MkkOZQy
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAPghdpLzd
問之前，他就有一個期待的答案，譬如，評價他個人的行事、性格；而不是他的社會身份——「程思思老公」、「棉花糖父親」，他想知道的是，「程日朗」本身在思思眼中的價值。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7eOmeS7AE
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PnEJ0SzKj
可是，又似乎，真的很難讓她感覺到。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhABEangxeK
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WhxFl8ecw
而現在，他沒有機會，也沒有空閒，讓她見證，程日朗不止可以養家。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQiKgMLgUs
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJybwdCCMV
「我去個沖涼先。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡot7no8Zz4V
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ91xnqFgBe
不知道為什麼，思思覺得，打從踏進家門開始，阿朗的興致就不斷減退，好像有點落寞。思來想去，她猜測，可能是阿朗的發展和別人不同，所以有種脫隊的不安嗎？別的同學畢業後自有去路，無論是繼續讀書、創業、打工、投資、戀愛，還是失業、失戀嗎？但只有他，那麼年輕已被一紙婚書綑綁，既需養妻又要活兒，肩負家累嗎？1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLp3t4rNwXS
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59cdUoz3dZ
他有家累。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsx2zU3wfgb
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEIwvHdBNq
她明白，他為這個家付出了很多。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmcgXTxvis
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0PKhkTZqC
「老公——」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QTM5spgdK
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeAY8N1S0S
「係？」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDmDpqO8EP
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIKGME1DaY
「我愛你。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3g3QGkCc2F
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjR6uoPG5h
「我都係。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQK8pisv72
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidfGsVURHA
她不明白的是，阿朗需要尋找成功感，想取得屬於他自己的認同感。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3pYi1In4s
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWHCbqKcqg
他已經自卑，他很怕她不再欣賞他，他也怕她會看不起他。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISKexfp8Gx
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMZXwBEYFx
而，她不知道。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3KdbtWlfM
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5NffgnTs3
他不想在最愛的妻子面前展露怯意，他渴望自己的身影永遠高大，永遠撐得起這一頭家，如果天塌下來，他都希望她們都分毫無損。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehy9P14ocC
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm77XwuMS29
他搖搖欲墜的尊嚴，告訴他，世界要變了。而且，世界本來就不是他原先想像那樣，這一種失温感，令他搓了搓手臂，一失手，頭上的瓦礫就跌下來。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kbijHPJDi
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBYP0B1R5E
他想找點方法使其穩健。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzx1voIsg50
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOf88NO4p0
自卑這種情緒，可以流露得很明顯，眉頭額角，皆是破綻。只是，他不想讓她察覺，也不想直白地被她安慰。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMQp5wTfkl
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdmM1ApzCS
他覺得，一個自卑的男人，是毫無吸引力的。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZvEvrI9fG
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbNJpfNobE
他不想雪上加霜。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegr8BBUmJa
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深夜，二人躺在床上。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3Edu1HkzR
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VKTUYPqr0
阿朗看着思思閉眼的面容，幫她撥開頸上的頭髮。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jIoRF5JFt
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlHN1VXD0M
他睡不着。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQVGtewMqN
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xzQlt7TSl
「做咩仲擘大眼嘅？」思思察覺，問。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUQ2aOtSWV
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtju2HxcNv
「冇咩，可能K房啲氣氛太high，我未平復到啫，有少少精神。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrJgaIGCqK
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaDj9ka8FV
「難得喎，你瞓唔着。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqVnz819Sh
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLfqVHP7QZ
「係……你瞓先啦，乖。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTrN98clEc
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGVC9TSf52
說罷，阿朗往思思的額頭親了一下。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2FJMZGDyI
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAH0eaJHbq
他看到她的頭髮攤散在枕頭上，無故想起，在剛才的聚會中，Fiona問他：1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPo05iWr8T
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtqF1V1YfC
「點解咁早結婚嘅？以為你會好好讀書，再好好番工，或者開公司添。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0atB47Tklm
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPK2yXhe9YJ
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymUVod9Sbk
「冇呀。遇啱咪結囉，好正常啫。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPavIFVtSk
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTY09f3TM5j
「奉子成婚咋啩？」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxLTQyyEMR
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtUzaTNjBo
Fiona調侃阿朗，下一秒，又道：「講笑咋，祝福你。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbSGrwx8Lx
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RaWPXFIUx
「嗯。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4GLyzkAMI
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEsE8z2xur
「宜家咁都唔錯吖，我都幾羨慕你老婆；我覺得，你要多謝佢。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21DR0RDzw9
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1XDYRhUdD
「點解？」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEjZumTUMZ
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWBdIKWsiM
「你比起以前，成熟咗好多，同其他男人唔同，佢哋同你比，太幼稚。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4wYES7c0n
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdES7zuciDa
她伸手撫了撫他的腮骨，笑靨如花。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDW7wPUQlM
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZQZrrb9ym
他對她有種來自回憶的怨恨，矛盾於她的肯定和否定——曾經，她肯定阿朗夠好，才讓他做她的男朋友，才讓身邊的人知道他與她有親；然而，她卻又背叛了他，親口宣告，對她來說，他，是不足以令她放棄整個森林的，他不過是其中一棵樹。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0HE4OOZoB
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUZcbjva09
但，他又想，起碼她認同，他特別強壯。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5NK1xSTpr
 1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAZwl0cFoz
阿朗遂在Fiona的話中，睡去。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7yEkmcnuN
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一夜甜夢。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVt2HYmhq6U
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可是他忘了，Fiona的校服長度，是不符合儀容規格的。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lYm0RjFWZ
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