阿朗在家門前，停下。1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3dwpdlIsF
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他的皮肉被一整列啞色階磚搌過，夾在家門和對面屋鐵閘的中間，頭頂上的燈押運他的黑髮。離開了燈光紫暗的聚會，他忽然有感折返平凡的人間，迎接他的，將是清冷的脫鞋聲，忠心又利落。1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtklRHZ1Pkq
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這是整個環境和心境轉折下衍生的空洞。1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgau19f3FY
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然後，阿朗拿出鎖匙，其金屬的碰撞聲搖動了思思久坐的下肢，她站起來，替阿朗開門。1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNZUxUOxyA
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如同往常，他下班回家，一樣。1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGHMe5nSJI
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「咦，你仲未瞓嘅。」1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2YQxI0Y7Z
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「係呀，我話咗等埋你先瞓㗎嘛。」1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQw6JXPbnBD
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思思抱了抱阿朗，昂首，問：1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCSrMmrE7j
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「係呢，最後有幾多人着咗校服去？」1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYPfpnv0eY
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「幾個囉，得啲女同學仲摷得番件校服同埋着得落；我哋就開始有佬味，冇人着。」1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyinVb7Gks6
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「哦……咁佢哋係咪好正？」1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZSk8YxuMH
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阿朗想起Fiona的短裙不斷擺動，腰帶勾勒了比以前更豐盈的線條。1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanKAORrcDC
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對上思思的眼，噢，家有賢妻，又答：1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVtd05RxE9
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「邊夠你正。」1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡco2bLJ66uT
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「講呢啲。咁你哋同學聚埋一齊，傾咗啲咩？」1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYQdFTV1LQ
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「冇呀，咪就係講番舊時中學啲嘢，之前聚嘅時候，都係講啲差唔多嘅嘢啦，分享吓近況咁囉。」1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcl90UhsnM
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「咁佢哋最近點？」1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBFEdDTsWZ
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阿朗停頓，他沒有仔細聽別人的話，想，反正過得比他好吧。1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEJUU3xEZO
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「幾好啦。老婆，你知唔知？畢咗業咁多年，竟然仲有人記得我以前係點。」1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFlSZOrWUM
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「咩意思？你以前係點？」1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawCGxi0SYw
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「嗯，之前同你提過嘅，我以前有玩唔同嘅嘢，而且都幾俾心機讀書，係大學之後先開始心散。」1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8s40JZn7f
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「我記得呀。我都明嘅，大學嘅環境同埋你屋企，都比以前中學時期感覺自由嘛。」1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7v7GLWi84
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思思抿嘴，其實她知道，如果他繼續努力，一定會有成就，從一開始，她就覺得阿朗很聰明，對很多事都有獨特見解。只是，她沒有親眼目睹過他口中所說的「唔同嘅嘢」，此刻覺得有些遺憾，舊人獨佔那些她失落的回憶。1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHBDLpg3UM
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可是，下一刻，窗外黑沈沈的天又提醒她，累。而幾個鐘後，太陽會如常升起，她有的，是他倆的未來，不只停留在向晚街道、佇足街燈下。1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSknIq7r9E
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「老婆，你覺得我叻唔叻？」1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZR65Tqf7FW
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阿朗忽然問。1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4B2Qj7l9wN
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截至回家、看見思思之前，他一直都在回想Fiona的話和過去的感情，沉浸在那種被肯定的感覺；回家，他想確定自己的價值——1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxBGccczD5
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「叻，」思思不解，他何以突然這樣問，他當然是非常非常好的，又補充：「當然叻，我哋兩母女都靠哂你喎，你話呢？」1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUh9Vmbc4Q7
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「嗯，都係嘅。咁仲有冇其他？」1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJ056ReJFY
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「有呀！多謝你咁辛苦，每日見到你咁攰，我好心痛。」1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYnSjJ4VLk
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阿朗訕訕。1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbc6PFcNzQq
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他隱隱失落，她回答得過分真誠。1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvrbE5ofsT
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問之前，他就有一個期待的答案，譬如，評價他個人的行事、性格；而不是他的社會身份——「程思思老公」、「棉花糖父親」，他想知道的是，「程日朗」本身在思思眼中的價值。1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9FhY5tNLJ
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可是，又似乎，真的很難讓她感覺到。1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fpX8AC8dp
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而現在，他沒有機會，也沒有空閒，讓她見證，程日朗不止可以養家。1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lvZ9Dq2Dq
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「我去個沖涼先。」1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyRLXj4enp
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不知道為什麼，思思覺得，打從踏進家門開始，阿朗的興致就不斷減退，好像有點落寞。思來想去，她猜測，可能是阿朗的發展和別人不同，所以有種脫隊的不安嗎？別的同學畢業後自有去路，無論是繼續讀書、創業、打工、投資、戀愛，還是失業、失戀嗎？但只有他，那麼年輕已被一紙婚書綑綁，既需養妻又要活兒，肩負家累嗎？1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxosIaQx8jx
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他有家累。1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiomq6vaE0
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她明白，他為這個家付出了很多。1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6vPHjBHu9
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「老公——」1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8hilvx3WC
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「係？」1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDgzfznFOG
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「我愛你。」1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYySnLAVG9W
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「我都係。」1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3T4prIBfis
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她不明白的是，阿朗需要尋找成功感，想取得屬於他自己的認同感。1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8pVlvGqn9
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他已經自卑，他很怕她不再欣賞他，他也怕她會看不起他。1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmks9pkhxP
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而，她不知道。1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VbI8IlQFq
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他不想在最愛的妻子面前展露怯意，他渴望自己的身影永遠高大，永遠撐得起這一頭家，如果天塌下來，他都希望她們都分毫無損。1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2q6uluYRaQ
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他搖搖欲墜的尊嚴，告訴他，世界要變了。而且，世界本來就不是他原先想像那樣，這一種失温感，令他搓了搓手臂，一失手，頭上的瓦礫就跌下來。1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8KatGVT5H
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他想找點方法使其穩健。1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnt3l1frUNx
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自卑這種情緒，可以流露得很明顯，眉頭額角，皆是破綻。只是，他不想讓她察覺，也不想直白地被她安慰。1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsi3oJAN62
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他覺得，一個自卑的男人，是毫無吸引力的。1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznBdxAOANO
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他不想雪上加霜。1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXGYTjXpvi
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深夜，二人躺在床上。1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpekh7km7I
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阿朗看着思思閉眼的面容，幫她撥開頸上的頭髮。1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJLRAPMEre
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他睡不着。1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡax9A7f11ml
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「做咩仲擘大眼嘅？」思思察覺，問。1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8hqqEpsSv
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「冇咩，可能K房啲氣氛太high，我未平復到啫，有少少精神。」1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOX8wbUPwbF
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「難得喎，你瞓唔着。」1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogPn5UJiNj
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「係……你瞓先啦，乖。」1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBJQkKAbkJ
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說罷，阿朗往思思的額頭親了一下。1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGePthe8nvE
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他看到她的頭髮攤散在枕頭上，無故想起，在剛才的聚會中，Fiona問他：1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3Pr2HRq76
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「點解咁早結婚嘅？以為你會好好讀書，再好好番工，或者開公司添。」1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvf57eV9Aq
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「冇呀。遇啱咪結囉，好正常啫。」1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7I49sg7zwk
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「奉子成婚咋啩？」1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOKnV29Aqb
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Fiona調侃阿朗，下一秒，又道：「講笑咋，祝福你。」1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbiLgeBEo91
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「嗯。」1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sQLvjvu2k
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「宜家咁都唔錯吖，我都幾羨慕你老婆；我覺得，你要多謝佢。」1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiAwVPsipo
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「點解？」1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9HU9cJ4VW
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「你比起以前，成熟咗好多，同其他男人唔同，佢哋同你比，太幼稚。」1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNGN18VAHp
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她伸手撫了撫他的腮骨，笑靨如花。1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1KUBhCoyf
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他對她有種來自回憶的怨恨，矛盾於她的肯定和否定——曾經，她肯定阿朗夠好，才讓他做她的男朋友，才讓身邊的人知道他與她有親；然而，她卻又背叛了他，親口宣告，對她來說，他，是不足以令她放棄整個森林的，他不過是其中一棵樹。1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUUnviSUeP
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但，他又想，起碼她認同，他特別強壯。1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbdvJYJW4w
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阿朗遂在Fiona的話中，睡去。1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxPWBG2LTU
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一夜甜夢。1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbSX3zxPTv
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可是他忘了，Fiona的校服長度，是不符合儀容規格的。1004Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclBbEATgqc
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