阿朗在家門前，停下。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOA8IiLkPdY
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他的皮肉被一整列啞色階磚搌過，夾在家門和對面屋鐵閘的中間，頭頂上的燈押運他的黑髮。離開了燈光紫暗的聚會，他忽然有感折返平凡的人間，迎接他的，將是清冷的脫鞋聲，忠心又利落。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcIACLR83c
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這是整個環境和心境轉折下衍生的空洞。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaw8fHe17V
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然後，阿朗拿出鎖匙，其金屬的碰撞聲搖動了思思久坐的下肢，她站起來，替阿朗開門。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9h6avAonjr
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如同往常，他下班回家，一樣。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOITpOO6n6
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtOQf0UQFB
「咦，你仲未瞓嘅。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2iY72jalx
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aWMhfAYy9
「係呀，我話咗等埋你先瞓㗎嘛。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9FLDrBHaY
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlekreDzSD
思思抱了抱阿朗，昂首，問：1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqjNAdWc2J
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「係呢，最後有幾多人着咗校服去？」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeawjnnZ9Y
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2p2HMXaHyv
「幾個囉，得啲女同學仲摷得番件校服同埋着得落；我哋就開始有佬味，冇人着。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdK3rImer7B
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Hc0XCQcaR
「哦……咁佢哋係咪好正？」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndPMifEa5L
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zDARPXbpn
阿朗想起Fiona的短裙不斷擺動，腰帶勾勒了比以前更豐盈的線條。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDufkN6DZuj
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv09khnx6QP
對上思思的眼，噢，家有賢妻，又答：1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYHqGO7s3e
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYdwIWBHxs
「邊夠你正。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡea58A47hNl
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCfkBOlJ7f
「講呢啲。咁你哋同學聚埋一齊，傾咗啲咩？」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZkZRZBJVr
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfaB4XMXu3
「冇呀，咪就係講番舊時中學啲嘢，之前聚嘅時候，都係講啲差唔多嘅嘢啦，分享吓近況咁囉。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFhdGoWUo5
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTuw5Y1r7f8
「咁佢哋最近點？」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYd92ORh80
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡin9OnzQIVw
阿朗停頓，他沒有仔細聽別人的話，想，反正過得比他好吧。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9Z2gdgTPd
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvq6KmcVmJ
「幾好啦。老婆，你知唔知？畢咗業咁多年，竟然仲有人記得我以前係點。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXFikX642o
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoQMRKYwTp
「咩意思？你以前係點？」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4CAkaXaRo
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZozRNnbSg
「嗯，之前同你提過嘅，我以前有玩唔同嘅嘢，而且都幾俾心機讀書，係大學之後先開始心散。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKs4aYXhSIY
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RYt5JOlAz
「我記得呀。我都明嘅，大學嘅環境同埋你屋企，都比以前中學時期感覺自由嘛。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLrJwXholH
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡza4p1cvjMN
思思抿嘴，其實她知道，如果他繼續努力，一定會有成就，從一開始，她就覺得阿朗很聰明，對很多事都有獨特見解。只是，她沒有親眼目睹過他口中所說的「唔同嘅嘢」，此刻覺得有些遺憾，舊人獨佔那些她失落的回憶。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqw0CjKLcby
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBtdAk83cy
可是，下一刻，窗外黑沈沈的天又提醒她，累。而幾個鐘後，太陽會如常升起，她有的，是他倆的未來，不只停留在向晚街道、佇足街燈下。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyxKogXZ8Y
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fwE2kcs2T
「老婆，你覺得我叻唔叻？」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUxmhEBlsB
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阿朗忽然問。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5i6tq8cwm6
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截至回家、看見思思之前，他一直都在回想Fiona的話和過去的感情，沉浸在那種被肯定的感覺；回家，他想確定自己的價值——1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRLrSgfZIh
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUT6UnOFTto
「叻，」思思不解，他何以突然這樣問，他當然是非常非常好的，又補充：「當然叻，我哋兩母女都靠哂你喎，你話呢？」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMGuV1J5k1
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpH92lt170L
「嗯，都係嘅。咁仲有冇其他？」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoeldsg0Xs
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2yx247aWX
「有呀！多謝你咁辛苦，每日見到你咁攰，我好心痛。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNz5zGyMTN3
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qbq2gSZnW
阿朗訕訕。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLUAE08pdA
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHdYIBQHQa
他隱隱失落，她回答得過分真誠。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbj7of5VHaH
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeZNseGpmD
問之前，他就有一個期待的答案，譬如，評價他個人的行事、性格；而不是他的社會身份——「程思思老公」、「棉花糖父親」，他想知道的是，「程日朗」本身在思思眼中的價值。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGA79RZmOXt
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAWrhBDvhE
可是，又似乎，真的很難讓她感覺到。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVN2klf2Jb
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zJmBwyHFz
而現在，他沒有機會，也沒有空閒，讓她見證，程日朗不止可以養家。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvAhDgAwMY
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsN8jzyM9r
「我去個沖涼先。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKGCzaOVaJ
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMIAgvrf4U
不知道為什麼，思思覺得，打從踏進家門開始，阿朗的興致就不斷減退，好像有點落寞。思來想去，她猜測，可能是阿朗的發展和別人不同，所以有種脫隊的不安嗎？別的同學畢業後自有去路，無論是繼續讀書、創業、打工、投資、戀愛，還是失業、失戀嗎？但只有他，那麼年輕已被一紙婚書綑綁，既需養妻又要活兒，肩負家累嗎？1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGw3PIw4BK
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMavsJJBxan
他有家累。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVNDCzCeI9
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她明白，他為這個家付出了很多。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3Iq2Vo2mg
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7qKCb4giV
「老公——」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcieXuuJwc
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「係？」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xzFwLBEZ7
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbOhiBHWhq
「我愛你。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfVBpi1J4Z
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「我都係。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICIhpBFh3U
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她不明白的是，阿朗需要尋找成功感，想取得屬於他自己的認同感。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkREUS7Taet
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFiCjG4lcdA
他已經自卑，他很怕她不再欣賞他，他也怕她會看不起他。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5vMrG1kBG
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而，她不知道。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOEwPBiGRw
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZj4sArYOlg
他不想在最愛的妻子面前展露怯意，他渴望自己的身影永遠高大，永遠撐得起這一頭家，如果天塌下來，他都希望她們都分毫無損。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qO7AXhwqY
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LaWWgZDgr
他搖搖欲墜的尊嚴，告訴他，世界要變了。而且，世界本來就不是他原先想像那樣，這一種失温感，令他搓了搓手臂，一失手，頭上的瓦礫就跌下來。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8iKS4IHEn
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OnFUFz3eq
他想找點方法使其穩健。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6YPa5Neni
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjXdaMztI1
自卑這種情緒，可以流露得很明顯，眉頭額角，皆是破綻。只是，他不想讓她察覺，也不想直白地被她安慰。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiwxLF0neD
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEID2lrrqcQ
他覺得，一個自卑的男人，是毫無吸引力的。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkK8DxgnDM4
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGgap6NGiA
他不想雪上加霜。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBlW4plYCW
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深夜，二人躺在床上。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDjoptMl1X
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCs3jkvzBj
阿朗看着思思閉眼的面容，幫她撥開頸上的頭髮。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVMUupXLuz
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaBTknH0mL
他睡不着。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxUXSP55zC
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUUhGmtwAh
「做咩仲擘大眼嘅？」思思察覺，問。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdNN5RKuXC
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwka5H0IZC
「冇咩，可能K房啲氣氛太high，我未平復到啫，有少少精神。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrSUgw4C2O
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiBMMTfi63
「難得喎，你瞓唔着。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡby0GmD3d5Y
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUuG7xVS9V
「係……你瞓先啦，乖。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuZikrYbYZ
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZH04qTA4H
說罷，阿朗往思思的額頭親了一下。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEKHmDULec
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XYQJ7v65p
他看到她的頭髮攤散在枕頭上，無故想起，在剛才的聚會中，Fiona問他：1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtrgM5yO2F
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklEjFm2BNk
「點解咁早結婚嘅？以為你會好好讀書，再好好番工，或者開公司添。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Nopi4sa5a
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtP8vWzG5LG
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouo2OeZgkR
「冇呀。遇啱咪結囉，好正常啫。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18rlum01MR
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadbOJXcyQv
「奉子成婚咋啩？」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHWhbCnO4T
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxJRbMmIlT
Fiona調侃阿朗，下一秒，又道：「講笑咋，祝福你。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmWWqzfXK0
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCFLS9R28y
「嗯。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43HTqXpT1l
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ldN3SLLzJ
「宜家咁都唔錯吖，我都幾羨慕你老婆；我覺得，你要多謝佢。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZlg5x4xSa
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FJ78PqQvM
「點解？」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEULkZTOLkV
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9FByWwxH8
「你比起以前，成熟咗好多，同其他男人唔同，佢哋同你比，太幼稚。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePECXDB3ej
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ681wookWC3
她伸手撫了撫他的腮骨，笑靨如花。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypuiChps8b
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe09P6jYrkD
他對她有種來自回憶的怨恨，矛盾於她的肯定和否定——曾經，她肯定阿朗夠好，才讓他做她的男朋友，才讓身邊的人知道他與她有親；然而，她卻又背叛了他，親口宣告，對她來說，他，是不足以令她放棄整個森林的，他不過是其中一棵樹。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNDFogqX6x
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但，他又想，起碼她認同，他特別強壯。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtIarFwbvR
 1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbBQlDVqdb
阿朗遂在Fiona的話中，睡去。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BDIHGB0D3
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一夜甜夢。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68abyA3Ysh
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可是他忘了，Fiona的校服長度，是不符合儀容規格的。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ufaDHIPW9
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