曾經,思思覺得和阿朗如此守着這一間房子,也挺好。狹小、舒適、温馨,這100%的安全感。1142Please respect copyright.PENANA2V8118kYyt
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAgWY2oHFemZ
只是,日復日的無聊瑣事,連時間都過得很慢。她只好自我調笑,總比白駒過隙好,起碼她的容顏仍然盛放。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAHaACZK6CnO
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA679o7QnWEs
有時,她煮好午餐,但未夠鐘到幼稚園接棉花糖放學,她沒有什麼好做的。1142Please respect copyright.PENANApfQ7zuuKgd
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAYZ0t1wriSY
她看出窗外,恍神;一瞬間,有鳥飛過,但她只捕捉到後知後覺的殘影。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAVf2W1HkySK
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAw7QRoWiMsL
這種她「獨佔」的時光,起初她享受,畢竟再無娃娃的高音哭鬧聲,不需要晨早清理散落的玩具,輕鬆百倍。但後來,莫名地覺得很寂寞,可能她已經習慣自己被棉花糖黏着的身軀,如今卻無比輕盈,竟然更顯飄零。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAXPAq0GLs9g
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA16a4APBLa1
寂寞,好一種殘缺的美感。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAzRjcUa1mYL
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAZFgilfz6tS
寂寞——可以分享嗎?1142Please respect copyright.PENANAH9vxrIgPQm
1142Please respect copyright.PENANADS2St73oTT
如果她說:「我覺得好無聊,好悶,完全唔知做緊咩。」阿朗聽罷,會否覺得她在炫耀?他的汗滴在泥地上遭太陽蒸發;而她則抱怨,十點半的陽光不夠猛烈,不足以曬乾衣服。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAQMcXvDb7YP
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA956Z1towe9
「獨佔」二字,到底有不能與人分享的意味,即使摰愛。1142Please respect copyright.PENANA6QRD75tox2
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA06JKKRS6DG
看着鬧鐘,目聞「咔、咔……」的冷硬,卻仍然不急不慢。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAbGBsv1afEc
1142Please respect copyright.PENANASGu1DdK2Wt
這種孤單令她覺得,自己不被需要,阿朗辛勤上班,棉花糖歡樂學習,他們途中會有一刻想起自己嗎?恐怕沒有。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAtZpvFelsl7
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA8XFb7QANIi
咔、咔。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAAmGrXVhWUG
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAItBIPqAgw9
心裏空蕩蕩的,像極了一個圓形的時鐘,由秒針決定她的腳步、分針主宰她的行為、時秒裁決她的思緒,但無論這三針怎樣行走,仍然尚有太多空白,填不滿、留不低。1142Please respect copyright.PENANALkUxPikbOl
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAQI9MLLRGQU
她驚訝,她已不是以前那個程思思。1142Please respect copyright.PENANArqNpveXBL2
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAY7MnaCaUnC
此前,她很喜歡獨處,因為很自在,不需理會別人的眼光,不用擔心自己失儀,不用思考一聽就很勉強的話題。而且,獨處即是供她和自己好好相處,消化一天勞碌帶來的壓力。現在,她卻寧願和人更親近一點,任他是誰,譬如聽街市菜檔的姐姐賣菜讚菜甜、主動和鄰居尷尬寒暄、加入幼稚園的媽媽谷。她不想有被世界遺棄之感。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAqIUTIxLcs7
1142Please respect copyright.PENANABoem9UjcEn
思思開始想念,以前常常和阿朗黏在一起的日子。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAJXSMLoHWUd
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAmBIOYfurFy
她也想念以前上學的日子,每日穿梭山腳和山頂,天地堂到處閒逛,靜賞風吹葉拽,然後,吃個吉列豬排加薯條作下午茶;如果上連堂,十五分鐘內急忙跑山,久而久之,心肺功能因而進步。1142Please respect copyright.PENANADWcL2XGiug
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZSf1KgN2S
她愛學習,她喜歡思考一些沒有答案的問題,尤其好於聆聽人間事;以往,經常聽到不同的個案例子,沉重,但因而令她更有動力踏足校園。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAvG6vPaNkVY
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAQ543olBe5R
這一種充實。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAjIEr6EFwa1
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAQ232U2NWJy
現在,她想工作了,她想接case;但知道還不是時候,所以只有空想。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAPDwJwYJxv2
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAoQF20Chfd6
咔、咔——1142Please respect copyright.PENANAWJDdA6Ifji
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAOmfk9lgpgS
好無聊。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAxrgE1lpLDS
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAWSTQqSaoaB
中午,思思接棉花糖放學。到家,傍她吃飯,服侍小主子。棉花糖的一口飯,可以含上五分鐘,口腔長期靜止,眼睛圓轆轆地睜着——食到發吽哣。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAc82lYz71eg
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAbDNV2iZiKt
起初,思思覺得棉花糖食得太慢,飯菜變涼;後來,她又覺得,這樣靜靜看着棉花糖吃飯,時間好像過得比平時快。當然,還是會催促棉花糖,着她好好咀嚼、吞嚥。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAwYuuw7iAHf
1142Please respect copyright.PENANABgAnojA95q
吃飯後,思思都會叫棉花糖做功課,自己則去洗碗。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAlYhJz3owVk
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAvaIYqtm69W
良久,棉花糖已做完「用間尺畫直線」的功課,思思檢查,滿意,然後着棉花糖午睡。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAE4S2xaZS0J
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA9ORndOGvNi
思思看着棉花糖漸漸睡去,屋內又只剩他倆微弱的心跳聲,而思思只能感受到自己的脈搏,感受到,又只剩她一個。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAIX8DdHc2d3
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA6HJylt71E8
咔、咔。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAxcK8qL2qU9
1142Please respect copyright.PENANADfCQRUlCbA
她想念阿朗。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAOKaDE9RQtX
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAAN75DfTHvy
閒來無事,研究一下牆壁白屑剝落的形狀、整理一下堆滿椅子的衫褲、洗擦一下保温壺內膽的污漬。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAUG6awOHyRS
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAxRThtmgdqv
終於,夠鐘喚棉花糖起床,帶她到樓下公園,和幼稚園的同學玩。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAmT3Z0CWODB
1142Please respect copyright.PENANANYsYWjTXRd
坐在樓下的長椅上,和其他小孩的媽媽有一搭沒一搭地聊着,她們漸漸熟絡,一邊看着小孩蘯千秋,一邊用手拍打附在腳上試圖吸血的蚊子,話題從小孩到烹飪、再從保養到婆媳關係。話畢,又埋怨一下小孩的「畫圓功課」太困難,最後還不是由家長完成。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAf8mTwQRVEZ
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAy0j1pC71Lq
似乎,各有各的憂慮。1142Please respect copyright.PENANA0qmwfPsokX
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAySt9PzlQHk
只有思思自豪——棉花糖好叻,佢個圓,畫得好圓!1142Please respect copyright.PENANA94VXGG710k
1142Please respect copyright.PENANApcwh2zDLyg
天色漸暗,思思領棉花糖回家。煮飯,今早已買餸、洗菜。等阿朗回家,即可開飯。1142Please respect copyright.PENANA1YI7CGUwlf
1142Please respect copyright.PENANATjZ5p8zRKm
她在成為一個好妻子,等待她的好丈夫歸來。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAvDQYEqdVtv
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA83YyiYBlKR
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1142Please respect copyright.PENANAAv7eIvpmd9
阿朗回家,洗完澡,吃飯、喝湯、陪棉花糖玩「煮飯仔」、帶她上床睡覺,在旁聽思思說睡前故事;看向思思的眼神,還是很温柔,不過,有些神不守舍。1142Please respect copyright.PENANASvlQ1erpYX
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAzHFhCbpDZI
起初,思思會問:「番工番成點?」、「今日係咪好曬?辛苦你啦——」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAZwUoyrGHcM
1142Please respect copyright.PENANABFVfK6HURL
阿朗訕訕:「ok啊。」、「咪都係咁。」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAze2NlfAmER
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAHUSeuKz0f7
後來,思思沒有問,阿朗也沒有主動說,他不想將工作的苦悶分享,這種東西作為與年輕妻子的話題,十分無趣。若要轉述工場對話,又要過濾粗口,太麻煩。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAkaPCl8ARxD
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAYOo0bHhZs8
所以,思思以擁抱代替言語問候,以替其按摩肩頸代替直抒自己的無聊。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAgbumvefLl5
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAnb5LthVFwX
她着阿朗坐床上,她跪坐於他的背後,看着他的後腦,嗅到他的氣味,想要他。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAPXihE3tZfy
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA47Ujv6xw0l
思思將手伸向阿朗的鎖骨,下延,指尖掃過他的乳頭,打圈。思思單手環抱阿朗,親吻他,用舌頭撬開他的唇;他也以舌頭回應,有條不紊,像一個沉穩的財閥。1142Please respect copyright.PENANADn8Ya9ysA6
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAZ41K6f74rO
思思的手沒有閒下來,套弄他的陰莖,像擰開樽蓋一樣輕捽龜頭;很快,思思趴在床上,含住他的硬物,手指來回刮掃睾丸底部,再舔啜脹鼓鼓的囊包。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAqZK6x9Fsem
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAvdTLPeofEa
「我坐上嚟?」很久沒有用「女上」姿勢做愛,思思想起,以前經常攤軟在阿朗胯下,大汗淋漓;現在,讓他稍稍休息。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAQZHWTlE6x7
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAafqLFMHPmE
「宜家做?」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAK4OBA1pZhH
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAKeGus2nVrB
阿朗的身體提醒他,問這個明顯已有答案的問題。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAusQe3oy0eF
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAhNsilMy0zP
其實他也想做愛,他本來就是一個享受性愛的人,但他覺得「啪啪啪」這種聲響,呈現的是力量感,他累,想充電——憑藉睡覺,而非將陰莖插入陰道。只是下體已經站立,不想跪下。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAL95NxQB4dS
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA4kF6YenLAB
「放心,唔轉姿勢,今日我服侍你。」思思推倒阿朗,牽着他的手。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAj1ZR2FyJ3w
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAE7F2LNoTJF
思思的的腰像轉呼拉圈一樣搖動,一會兒,愛液流至阿朗的陰囊。他微微呻吟,思思加速上下坐落,胸部也因而上下跌蕩。1142Please respect copyright.PENANA5OSoyFiVLs
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAzjfWmXotjf
「好鍾意你生完之後嘅身材,多咗肉地。」1142Please respect copyright.PENANANZjcGYBBnH
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAOFkvKiWhsy
他的手不斷揉搓她的胸部,又輕輕握着她柔媚的腰,再摸摸剖腹留下的疤痕。與最初的羞澀不同,她多了幾分激情,坦率地面紅急喘,這樣的她竟然已經生育。1142Please respect copyright.PENANASU2wYaKMvv
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAb8OyfZi8ZH
思思高潮,陰部緊緊收縮,人才剛抽搐兩下;阿朗隨即側身抽出陰莖,將精液射在思思的腳上,她知道,他這次故意放任自己的慾液;以往他很持久,誓令她腳軟;她明白,他是真的累,早完,早休息。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAR9ygPplj9z
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAzothxafUdq
他吻了吻她。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAeE4Byipeqp
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA3Z0WHfrUF7
思思抹走精液,去一下廁所。回房,見阿朗已經攤睡,但聽到她開門,又坐起來,問:1142Please respect copyright.PENANA1CMee2MDJF
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA4IupNKDyLK
「老婆,你瞓覺未?我有啲攰……」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAmAWHw1Y4yi
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAUlFi9NYxPp
「瞓。辛苦你啦今日,同埋,每一日。」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAhNpFcgwv6s
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAVuLDOb89Bx
「邊係。你——我啱啱好爽。」1142Please respect copyright.PENANAnX0T57T2Fq
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA9YjsjKFrwS
阿朗微笑。1142Please respect copyright.PENANA4CQNnE07jZ
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAbhHU3XUgag
思思回味剛剛的高潮,她忽然想再享受一次性快感,一次,就一次。1142Please respect copyright.PENANArM44pxNON7
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA2EYA6ktmf9
或者是多吻他一次。所幸,仍有一整晚可以躺在同一張床上,而且,沒有棉花糖打擾。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAGkiQP6hEwm
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA95qsItiWIx
她希望,他也享受和自己在一起的夜晚,享受只有他倆的寧靜或者喘息。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAMF6U1dyBGx
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA9YtIw4RNHe
關燈,二人睡覺。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAbNk5mKALQ8
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA0jntsPpcYL
開眼、開眼。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAeLSTjETmhh
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAHZSKXrMJyM
閉眼、閉眼。1142Please respect copyright.PENANANAmX4bJ5jF
1142Please respect copyright.PENANA1O9yK5B1VB
閉眼、開眼。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAt0d1qUjaaA
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAmIvIC7qYMw
無聊感,湧上思思心頭。她總覺得,意猶未盡。1142Please respect copyright.PENANA3zrFgwQUxD
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAGVzHD66YE0
阿朗不打鼻鼾,但有「嘶——嘶——」的呼吸聲;她在旁聽着,也好,很實切地感覺到他在旁邊。1142Please respect copyright.PENANA65l77pnCy2
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAWONSlwB5vy
此刻,她想抱抱阿朗,但放棄,以免驚醒他,她暗忖明晚一定要相擁入眠。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAyd7TkOPJz1
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAwpCaUqzfaW
漸漸,思思經常獨自做一件事。1142Please respect copyright.PENANAgJqiKHsU9b
1142Please respect copyright.PENANAVLUhckCQwf
她因而有些莫名的羞恥感。1142Please respect copyright.PENANA6h8goSTF4P
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《相愛十年》//《結咗婚十幾年,好似已經唔太愛。》
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