在一次偶然之下他得知了自己死亡的時間,是在成為20歲的那個冬天。682Please respect copyright.PENANAllwk5WFEgj
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在得知自己死亡時間的他沒有一天不是心驚膽戰的,總覺得時間好像變得越來越少越來越少……682Please respect copyright.PENANAfhPHPOssM1
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每天害怕時間流失,卻因為害怕而無法再專注做任何事。682Please respect copyright.PENANAgFqmHuU07d
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即使在一開始知道那個死亡時間時,他並不以為然。“一定是騙人的吧。”他如此說著。但隨著時間一天天的過去,他卻再也無法戰勝心中的恐懼。682Please respect copyright.PENANADrIAC8LJC5
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“萬一她說的是真的話……”682Please respect copyright.PENANAkAHXzAGKcH
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在時間的流逝中,他開始不斷質疑自己。“是騙人的嗎?或是該相信那人的話?我不想那麼早死去,我,我不想死!”682Please respect copyright.PENANAZXazlprRmj
682Please respect copyright.PENANAKWHSebLPMe
他再次從床上驚醒,今天就是他的二十歲生日。682Please respect copyright.PENANAtami5DpKih
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我今天會死嗎?不,一定是假的,是那個女人為了欺騙他而亂編的謊話。682Please respect copyright.PENANAOazbnSXpJ5
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直到今天普尼仍在矛盾著。682Please respect copyright.PENANATRz30OJtYT
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“如果我那個時候不那麼好奇的話,或許我還能安然的繼續生活。”真想打死那個該死的自己,普尼一下一下拍向自己的頭,“該死該死該死!”682Please respect copyright.PENANA03I9EMpPVm
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“別這樣普尼,我可不想看見你現在就死去。”682Please respect copyright.PENANAj0w2w0Mwxm
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面前忽然坐着一個深紅色頭髮的女人。682Please respect copyright.PENANAtzDOJ8APUl
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就是這個女人,害他每天都生活在恐懼中。普尼一下掐住她的頸,力度大得自己都無法相信。682Please respect copyright.PENANA6AEBFop2Nj
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“是你是你!”憎恨使他的眼睛變得血紅。682Please respect copyright.PENANAYYA3HvVssI
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被掐住的女人仍然面不改容,“憎恨無法使你獲得永生,或許你該改變自己杞人憂天的性格。”682Please respect copyright.PENANAfZSKznkr7K
682Please respect copyright.PENANA2qMP9xs8QM
他漸漸鬆開手,無力地攤坐在床上。“你是過來看我笑話的嗎?告訴你,我明天不會死,我會活下來直到100歲。”他直勾勾的看著她並說出自己的期望。682Please respect copyright.PENANAgqqXiY18o5
682Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8p2cejfUJ
“要是你的內心和說出來的話一樣就好了。我過來並不是要笑話你,而是要幫助你。”682Please respect copyright.PENANALe0JRPAmVz
682Please respect copyright.PENANAflgxiQOsQ2
“幫助我?哈,可笑,是你把我變成現在的樣子!要是真想幫助我的話,你該告訴我明天將會怎麼死好讓我能逃避這個命運。”不知為何看到這個女人,他更加確信自己明天會死。682Please respect copyright.PENANAGdmW58WyM5
682Please respect copyright.PENANAMrDl0hWZE9
“好奇和杞人憂天的性格可是會害死自己的請你記住……”682Please respect copyright.PENANATChfUEzbAc
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“這不是我想要的答案。”他打斷了她的話。682Please respect copyright.PENANAC0rlWS41aK
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“無論如何記住我的說話就好,或許還能撿回一命。”說罷,那女人便消失了。682Please respect copyright.PENANAreGd9FYfMx
682Please respect copyright.PENANAd6m8gYEABY
好奇和杞人憂天的性格可是會害死自己的請你記住……682Please respect copyright.PENANAnHWSVCTIHk
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那個女人的話在他腦海揮之不去。682Please respect copyright.PENANAFF2E0Kyh4d
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想起那時如果自己沒有那麼好奇的話或許現在正安穩的睡覺並期待著明天的到來。682Please respect copyright.PENANAV3g7uJnTRv
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“我想知道自己會在什麼時候死亡。”年僅十一歲的普尼說著。682Please respect copyright.PENANAYhf9uGCkQQ
682Please respect copyright.PENANAlzG9CYoExu
眼前是個有著深紅頭髮的女人。“我想告訴那些蠢蛋我絕對能比他們活多一倍!”正在賭氣的普尼堅決的說著。此時他的腦裏迴盪著班上兩個討厭鬼的聲音,“哈哈瘦皮猴,看你瘦成這樣肯定活不過20歲吧。”說什麼不能活過20歲?放屁!682Please respect copyright.PENANAr9o07zq4x9
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可能是杞人憂天吧,他從小就懼怕著一切事物。682Please respect copyright.PENANAg0UAqSrl20
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走在街上,總害怕自己被上面的花盆砸到,在搭升降機時,總害怕升降機會突然下墜,無意中看見巷中的老鼠時,總會害怕巷子裏其實有成千上萬的老鼠等待著他踏進巷裏,然後把他吃得骨頭也不剩。682Please respect copyright.PENANA4NAvCfVnZa
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如此杞人憂天的他,聽到班上的討厭鬼說自己活不過20歲,不禁害怕起來,在短短的時間,便想像到不同的死法。但同時他亦好奇著自己會在什麼時候死去。682Please respect copyright.PENANAqCD12IWbKJ
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“如你所願,你將會死於成為20歲的那個冬天。”682Please respect copyright.PENANAJOiidHndEM
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那個女人的說話令他如雷轟頂。682Please respect copyright.PENANAwPnf01I98p
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許久,他才說得出話來,“一定是騙人的吧。”他嘗試安慰自己。“騙人的!”再次抬起頭,那人已不知所蹤,只剩下每天擔驚受怕的自己。682Please respect copyright.PENANAR0kggPwJJh
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事到如今,還是活下去比較好。682Please respect copyright.PENANAjwkj2zZ7sn
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今天還是不要出去吧。他打給死黨,取消了原本約定要慶祝的活動。只要今天不出去,就能生存下去吧,現在還是去解決生理需求好了。682Please respect copyright.PENANAz76zbUBPqV
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經過大廳時他抬頭看了一下那串水晶燈,“會不會掉下來?”他無意中這樣想著。只見那水晶燈搖搖欲墜,好像真的要掉下來了!682Please respect copyright.PENANAeMSY2RPDWU
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立刻從旁閃過,水晶燈剛好從旁邊砸下來,晶片的玻璃劃過他的手臂,出現幾條血痕。682Please respect copyright.PENANAa3e3WogCVG
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為什麼會這樣?682Please respect copyright.PENANAy9CAMiYjbn
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沒有心情去撒尿,他沒有理會地下碎掉的水晶燈,也沒有理會手上的傷口。如果自己剛才沒有避開的話,恐怕就會如那些人所願的在20歲生日這天死去。682Please respect copyright.PENANAxemc7cJuQt
682Please respect copyright.PENANADXb6MjDTCX
走去陽臺吹風,他已經沒有心情再做任何事。好像每一年生日都是在害怕中度過的,因為他知道每過一個生日就會離死亡更近一步。知道自己的死亡時間並不是什麼好事。682Please respect copyright.PENANAX6H5QgETuB
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看著被自己靠著的陽臺邊,腦裏閃了一個念頭。682Please respect copyright.PENANAB8KAaiNxJR
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他立刻離開陽臺,只見陽臺邊啪一聲斷了。682Please respect copyright.PENANABNvnBXLQC6
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不!682Please respect copyright.PENANAVm1mQYHvh7
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不!682Please respect copyright.PENANAH8uwLncNEa
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恐懼佔據他的心頭。682Please respect copyright.PENANAZAa8O6YIlI
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為什麼自己腦裏擔憂的那些念頭會實現出來?682Please respect copyright.PENANAG3kVsqF5Eb
682Please respect copyright.PENANAHXau3TekSw
他大口大口的喘著氣,逃到自己的房間裡。或許只要不想就能活下來吧。可是他做不到,這個杞人憂天的性格使他無時無刻都在擔憂。682Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8oT1Iy6Ya
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這時他想起小時候想過的害怕念頭。682Please respect copyright.PENANAK0lMIyp83W
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他以最快的速度離開了房間,遠處看見床底有隻腐爛的手伸了出來試圖把他拖進床底。682Please respect copyright.PENANAvUt9uVhPcZ
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心跳得越來越快,家裡好像已經不安全了,他沖出家門。跑到走廊看見升降機門緩緩打開,那個該死的念頭又上來了。682Please respect copyright.PENANA2YWahry7fi
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放棄搭升降機,跑樓梯下去。剛跑到樓梯口,便聽見升降機掉下去的聲音。682Please respect copyright.PENANAABWHxPHeW6
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跑進樓梯間,隱隱覺得陰暗的樓梯間裏有怪物追著他。“不要!”他大叫著。我不想死!我不想死!682Please respect copyright.PENANAjF3VjvSlcE
682Please respect copyright.PENANAevNcOePhKt
終於跑出大廈,他直衝馬路,因為他知道旁邊的路一定會有花盆掉下來。682Please respect copyright.PENANAT3GhFUcLQ9
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因為太害怕而沖出馬路,回過神來已被撞飛了……682Please respect copyright.PENANAmpe5nlDxQ5
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身體漸漸失去力氣,思緒逐漸模糊。682Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8BzZl0Aaj
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“我果然還是活不過20歲。”682Please respect copyright.PENANAmrp2ds0ehQ
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深紅色頭髮的女人又再次出現在他面前。682Please respect copyright.PENANA4M9YunpLvk
682Please respect copyright.PENANACPMYxKv3QK
“你身體的恐懼,已經不能再多了。因為你的恐懼你漸讓漸幻想出了不存在的事情,簡單來說是幻覺吧…這一切都是你自己想出來的幻覺……包括我……”682Please respect copyright.PENANA8S0fYKtQsh
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意識逐漸模糊。682Please respect copyright.PENANABMk5CqEuUy
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是因為我太過恐懼,那些事情才會出現嗎?682Please respect copyright.PENANABZFkt1mZou
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“其實恐懼的本身是你自己。”女人的聲音在腦中出現。682Please respect copyright.PENANA30gvtAEeWS
682Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6vudGyTiF
“對,這些事情都是在我的恐懼下變得真實,包括你,瑪麗。”682Please respect copyright.PENANALf5H4lxXR3
682Please respect copyright.PENANAlaxEIQ7MDv
在聽到他們說自己會活不過20歲的那一刻,恐懼便出現,創造出這個紅髮女人,因為害怕而令自己深信了活不過20歲這個虛構的話。682Please respect copyright.PENANArEKDOeHsYY
682Please respect copyright.PENANAUfLRFPcWYZ
這個女人每一年都會在自己的生日中出現,好像在提醒著他離死亡更近一步了。682Please respect copyright.PENANAPFCLdpzbWw
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恐懼的本身是自己,現在他相信了,他是創造出那些恐懼的本身。682Please respect copyright.PENANAdnfX9fNIFo
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“我想知道自己會在什麼時候死亡。”682Please respect copyright.PENANAUxe7xQ00Fv
682Please respect copyright.PENANAxAdLd62wdf
“我想告訴那些蠢蛋我絕對能比他們活多一倍!”682Please respect copyright.PENANAbPY60jxmOy
682Please respect copyright.PENANAzHOeGIKlMS
……682Please respect copyright.PENANAf2pYrzArJT
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“不!一定是騙人的!”682Please respect copyright.PENANAUH6s0prHJ0
682Please respect copyright.PENANAPKA83Iiwv1
年僅十一歲的普尼在樹下自言自語著,沒有人知道他在和誰說話。682Please respect copyright.PENANAL5OSCQrled
682Please respect copyright.PENANAQPXrNXtnyw
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克總發糖Cthulhu Fhatgn-描繪出恐懼的本質吧!
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Aug 6, 2020
ENTRY #14
我害死了自己
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