查爾斯說的沒錯,每個小孩最終都會成為大人。547Please respect copyright.PENANAxDqSBOuVCj
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凱帝如此忖度著,並開始想像,假若他現在認識的小客人們全都長大成人,自己是否能保持同樣的態度相待?比方說,等十年後衛命暝變成十八歲的少年……547Please respect copyright.PENANA5zRyzy9mhT
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應該可以吧,他這麼想,畢竟若他們未來幾年的連絡沒有中斷,相處模式也沒有多大的改變,那想來不會是什麼難事,不管男孩或少年終究是同一個人。547Please respect copyright.PENANAEcAgloimx7
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只是長大了而已。547Please respect copyright.PENANAUFSlLew4aj
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做完種種心理建設後,他應該能夠好好面對漢賽爾了。坐在櫃檯後的凱帝心忖。547Please respect copyright.PENANAiRKc2sz5zd
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週日,糖果屋才開門不到一小時,凱帝吃完早餐後就坐到現在這張椅子上,不知道是不是受他自己的態度影響,漢賽爾今天也沒主動找他攀談,從一大早就沉默不語死瞪著他,倒是他下樓後有聽見男孩女孩零零落落的對話聲。547Please respect copyright.PENANAhzVwOM8v6T
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想想他昨天的態度的確是比平時冷淡許多,等等拿秋季限定糖果給漢賽爾示好好了……老實說,他早已習慣有個男孩在耳邊吵吵嚷嚷的,現在這樣反而覺得哪裡怪怪的。547Please respect copyright.PENANAbkPu8XdrMY
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他喜歡凱帝。547Please respect copyright.PENANAgfnihnRFj6
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既然是葛麗特的推論,那一定沒有錯,對漢賽爾而言,妹妹的一字一句皆是金句良言,統統是不可質疑的真理。而漢賽爾經過自己的思考後,也認為那正確無誤。547Please respect copyright.PENANAG891gA0FF4
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只是,「喜歡凱帝」這件事已經是定論了,那麼,促成這個結果的原因是什麼?547Please respect copyright.PENANAC3cmb8s58F
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早餐桌上,狼吞虎嚥嗑掉兩盤薯泥沙拉的漢賽爾,單手托腮,盯著對面默默進食的金髮青年,認真地想著這個問題。547Please respect copyright.PENANAwE1BBNQz9L
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平心而論,凱帝長得很好看,雖然沒他帥──漢賽爾對自己的長相可是很有自信的──但是另一種不同氣質的美型,顏值在水準以上,再者,根據漢賽爾這些日子來的觀察,店裡應有半數以上的婆婆媽媽最初是相中凱帝的臉才來光顧、最後成為熟客、連自家的小孩也變成糖果屋老闆的俘虜,當然啦,這種事對眼裡只有小朋友的戀童癖來說是不會有自覺的。547Please respect copyright.PENANAKaYe1xjIKV
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不過,漢賽爾自認不是外貌協會,畢竟對他而言,任何人的相貌都不可能勝過葛麗特,哪怕是今年度的選美冠軍也不行。547Please respect copyright.PENANAOlUPsvf530
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果然還是因為這傢伙很溫柔吧。547Please respect copyright.PENANAFaz7NuCTMD
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漢賽爾默想,明知這個人對自己好的原因十之八九是由於他不符合真實年齡的外貌,還是無可救藥地耽溺其中。547Please respect copyright.PENANAFYUuzLGiYY
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但無論如何,他既已喜歡上對方,那麼再去探究最初的原由也沒多大的意義,反正他現在也不會因為意識到這點就停止喜歡。漢賽爾忖道,不再多想這個問題,而是改為考慮起另一件事。547Please respect copyright.PENANAIwjbcyOsC3
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「葛麗特,妳覺得我要不要告訴那傢伙啊?」547Please respect copyright.PENANAw4jvSMgXot
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當凱帝下到一樓後,黑髮男孩便徵詢妹妹的意見。547Please respect copyright.PENANAQaEbY8N7h9
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「你是指跟老闆告白嗎?」547Please respect copyright.PENANAW8Hn0XTeYH
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「呃,大概是啦。」547Please respect copyright.PENANAfURrEQE6x8
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「哥哥照自己想的去做就好。」547Please respect copyright.PENANAlWXRIiij24
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「可是我不知道。」547Please respect copyright.PENANAxkIwOUjjkA
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「那等哥哥想好了再自己決定吧,」葛麗特拿面紙擦了擦嘴,「我沒有戀愛經驗,幫不了哥哥的忙。如果不小心誤導戀愛中的人,會被馬踢的吧。」547Please respect copyright.PENANA77fPwoqdZk
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漢賽爾拿叉子用力敲了瓷盤一下,怒道:「哪匹不要命的馬敢踢妳,我直接打死牠!」547Please respect copyright.PENANAKUZhOv1rlh
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週日上午,漢賽爾反常地沒有去到一樓的店面位置,而是待在白巧克力造型的門板之後,坐在連往二樓的最下一級階梯,透過半掩的門板窺視店裡的情形。547Please respect copyright.PENANAacdgUkIH4b
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一直想東想西的實在太不像他了,有話堵著不說實在難受得要命!還是直接講出來比較痛快啦!諸如此類的念頭不停在腦海裡盤旋,漢賽爾本來就是個直來直往的人,現在竟然做出「猶豫」的舉動可謂十分稀奇,同時也讓他煩躁得要命。547Please respect copyright.PENANAY2leiL6J8Z
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煩歸煩,但他卻難以下定決心將心中的想法付諸實行。547Please respect copyright.PENANAlGBF6Zzcri
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透過門縫,映入黑紫眼瞳中的是金髮青年面對其他孩童漾出溫和微笑的臉,那臉上還有自己昨日留下的痕跡。今天是假日,糖果屋裡到處都是嘻笑吵鬧的孩童,有時候還會有小孩子拉凱帝過去一起玩,那傢伙當然都欣然答應,任何一個孩子來討抱那人都不會拒絕。547Please respect copyright.PENANALHw9UpunxQ
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要是有小孩子說出「喜歡」,那人肯定也會摸摸對方的頭、笑著回應吧。547Please respect copyright.PENANA753OwIRhOa
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那如果這麼說的不是小孩呢?547Please respect copyright.PENANAk9kVbbu2l8
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凱帝一直都曉得自己的實際年齡是十八歲,就算之前對這件事沒什麼真實感,昨天他可是難得的長大了幾分鐘,現在總該體認到這一點了吧──在與葛麗特的對談中,漢賽爾一次又一次地回憶那一小段時間中發生的事,才慢慢意識到為何昨天凱帝會開始疏遠起自己。547Please respect copyright.PENANA7lP9cGQXr0
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不是因為咬了凱帝的臉,也不是因為力氣太大弄痛人讓凱帝生氣。547Please respect copyright.PENANAFMbFmzPsDJ
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只因為做出那些事的他不是小男孩。547Please respect copyright.PENANAzmWbVPcKo1
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回想起來,最初他往凱帝懷裡鑽時,那人可還反手抱住了自己,他當時可是下死勁抱住那名青年的,但凱帝並沒有做出推拒的行動,直到他短暫地化為少年體型,糖果屋老闆才開始反抗。547Please respect copyright.PENANA8n4pAGnhDf
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也就是說,小孩子的話怎麼樣都沒關係,大人的話就不行。漢賽爾理所當然地如此揣測。他是沒在男孩型態時去扒過凱帝的衣服啦,所以這麼比較或許不大正確,但他就是無法克制地這麼想。547Please respect copyright.PENANApIqMi51d7x
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因為自己的體型是小孩,所以才能受到凱帝的關心,但自己要不是小孩,那就什麼也不是。547Please respect copyright.PENANA6PX8X4WGpT
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如果他就這麼表白的話,被拒絕事小──這早在漢賽爾的意料之中,他也不是很介意,反正先告白再追求也沒什麼,若是凱帝現在就願意跟他交往,漢賽爾才會嚇一跳吧──最重要的是,那傢伙會不會從此不理他了?547Please respect copyright.PENANADyqsQ7BKCf
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只不過是咬幾口摸幾把就迴避他,那要是告白了,會不會直接把人嚇跑?547Please respect copyright.PENANATMUme7nzD9
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會不會再也不想跟他說話了?547Please respect copyright.PENANAcQwsCisCcQ
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會不會討厭他?547Please respect copyright.PENANAPN9W5AJoSr
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每當想到這點漢賽爾就感覺整顆心都顫了一下,彷彿有人拿細針輕戳心臟般的微微刺痛,害怕的情緒罕見地籠罩自身,他不想被凱帝討厭,只有這點是千真萬確的。547Please respect copyright.PENANAdCWNiMTHrh
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但是要怎麼判斷說了之後會不會被討厭?漢賽爾不曉得,也不知道自己賭不賭得起,這種事情除非直接問當事人,否則根本沒個底。547Please respect copyright.PENANAJlgRCd1ZBa
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也不可能拜託其他人去幫他問,完全沒經營人際關係的漢賽爾能委託的對象也只有自家妹妹,先不提這究竟叫人怎麼問才好,重點是他才不想麻煩葛麗特這種事!547Please respect copyright.PENANAMmAdfqhsyr
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不過,就算現在腦子亂糟糟的難以定奪接下來要如何行動,漢賽爾很清楚的知道,自己最後肯定是會說的,而且這個時間點並不會太晚來到。他不是善於隱藏自身想法的人,與其用拙劣的方式遮掩這份心情、讓對方自行察覺,還不如直接坦白來得痛快。547Please respect copyright.PENANAIKYzxfwiZZ
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更何況,喜歡這種事情,如果不說出口,對方永遠都不會知道。547Please respect copyright.PENANAoULzk3QUF2
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他不想當無法把心意傳遞出去的那種人。547Please respect copyright.PENANA04YktsKfIz
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