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Men suck. That's really I can say right now.Being drunk? He just told me that I am beautiful and then said that he's drunk. Are you kidding me Jake Fitter? If I am Love, I will not let you to break my heart.
I started walking to the crowd because didnt want them to worry about me but swimming was good for getting a little out of this complexity. Although I fight inside my brain to free myself from this complexity, I cannot find the strength to control certain things in myself. Sometimes I say to myself, "I wish I had all the power". But I also know that this is not possible. As I disappeared in my thoughts, I heard the girls calling out to me and realized that I came to the campsite.
"How was the lake you crazy?" said Ari and laughed.
"Well, it was good but a little bit cold as well." and smiled them too. At that moment Jake and our eyes met, but I quickly looked away.
"I heard that there are lots of fishes in this lake Love. Did they touch your leg?" said Jake and smiled with a sneaky look.
YOU ARE AN ASSHOLE JAKE FITTER. I WILL ALWAYS SAY THIS.
"No Jake. There was no fish sorry for you."
At that moment, suddenly Jake's friends came towards the campsite.
"What are you doing here guys?" said Jake and smiled at them.
"We dont wanna leave you alone with these beautiful girls and by the way I am Caleb nice to meet you all."
He looks handsome tho.
"Let me introduce them to you girls. As you heard this is Caleb, Tom and Matthew."
They said "Hi girls" at the same time and we responded back.
"So what are we doing now?" said Tom.
"I think we should play never have I ever" said Melissa and hugged Jake.
Oh fuck.
"That's totally okay for me" said Caleb.
Matthew was not as talkative as the others, as far as I could see.
"Now let me pour your drinks first, then we can start" said Caleb and he was looking like having fun.
"So I am starting first. Never have I ever had a public sex." said Tom.
Of course I didn't drink because I didn't even have sex.
Caleb was the only one who drank his drink. I wasn't surprised because he seemed really asshole. Everyone started laughing and asked questions to Caleb.
"How did you do this?" said Ari.
"Omg you are crazy man" said Jake.
"It's me guys. You can expect anything from me. Dont be surprised" and laughed Caleb.
"It's my turn. Never have I ever had a sex" said Ari.
Then everyone drank their drinks but me.
PERFECT.
Now they all know that I am a fucking virgin.
I could feel them all looking at me with confused eyes, but I never raised my head.
"Are you virgin?" said Melissa with confused eyes. "I thought that you and Arthur had.."
"Stop it Melissa. I didnt with Arthur okay?"
I met eye to eye with Jake. For a moment I felt like he was understanding me. There was no surprise in his looks, he just dived into my eyes.
"I should go home. It's getting late." said and stood up.
I was angry because of Melissa's attitude. She didnt have to make it clear that I had no sex with Arthur. She didnt have to give names. I felt she was completely humiliating me.
"No please stay." said Ari.
"Sorry guys just keep continue without me."
"Jake you should take her to the bus station. It's far away from here dont let her to go by herself." said Melissa.
"No it's okay I can go by myself."
"Not a chance. I'm taking you come on." said Jake and stood up. "I'll be back soon"
We started walking, but neither of us was talking. There was a quiet tension in the environment, we could both feel it. I was feeling humiliated. I was aware that this was ridiculous, after all, I didn't have to have sex with anyone and this body was mine. But the fact that my best friend stated that I was a virgin, especially among people, broke me a little.
"I'm sorry for Melissa's behaviour."
"You dont have to be. It's okay I dont care."
"No you do. I saw your face, you felt bad."
"Jake please. Just stop talking about that moment I'm trying to forget okay?"
We were walking in the forest with the peace of silence. For a moment I realized how safe I felt next to Jake.I know I shouldn't have felt this way, but it wasn't what I had and I was getting caught up in it.
"Look I have to make something clear. What I've said when we are in the lake was lie. I wasn't drunk. I meant it Love."
"I dont know what you are talking about."
He stood holding me by my arm and looked into my eyes. "I know you do. You are so beautiful and I am not ashamed of saying this to you. It's not a bad thing. Why are you acting like this? Why are you trying to escape from me?"
I pushed him by his chest and yelled "because you are my friend's boyfriend."
"So what?" he yelled at me too. "I just said that you are beautiful that doesnt mean I am cheating Melissa. You are just overreacting."
"Maybe I dont want your compliments. Did you think about it?"
Then we started fighting.
"Well I just said the truths. That doesnt count as a compliment."
"Ugh Jake stop it okay. I dont wanna argue with you." Then started walking again but he held my arm and pulled me close to his face.We were both out of breath. I could feel his warm breath on my face, my heartbeat almost made me pass out. I tried to look away. I didn't want to meet his eye to eye and be trapped in those damn beautiful blue eyes.
"You're looking away. You cant even look at me. Look into my eyes Love" touched my face and turned me towards him.
"What do you want Jake? You asked me to help you about Melissa and I did. Now what do you want from me?"
"Nothing" he looked away.
"And now you are doing the same thing that I did. Dont look away, look at my eyes. Why are you so good to me? You are not like this to Ari or Lila. Are you?"
"Do you wanna hear the truths? I don't wanna be around you. I dont wanna see your face because whenever I see, I feel something that I dont want to. I lose my control. I cant stop looking at those beautiful eyes. I feel guilty because I couldn't stop thinking about kissing you. I feel guilty because I date with Melissa just to be close to you. I feel guilty because I want you so bad."
I didn't know what to say or how to feel. My heart was wiggling at the same time, but there was a pain that I couldn't explain.
"What?"
That's all I could say.
"I want you Love."
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