I was driving fast on my way home.Thoughts were just spinning around in my brain and I couldn't stop it somehow.Actually at first I didn't mind about his fake smile to Melissa because the thing that made me angry was his reaction when he saw me the first time.I thought that the bad attitude that he showed me was his character but as I can see now, it wasn't.By the way I should tell you all that I dont like this guy,for real.I don't want you to think that I have a crush on him.
When I first saw him, I felt the feelings I had never felt deep in my heart.I didn't know why, but just didn't want to carry it to different meanings anyway.Being a boy that every girl falls in love with must be a situation he gets used to.I didn't want to feel anything different about him, but when I first went to him, when I first felt his breath on my skin, I had a feeling that I had never experienced before.I never wanted to accept this because I wasn't a person who believed in love.That was just who I was.While I was trying to walk on the stony road, I suddenly twisted my foot and started swearing.
My favorite song was on repeat, but still couldn't suppress the thoughts in my head.My phone rang and when I looked at the screen, I saw Melissa's name.
"Hey Love,I have news." her voice was cheerful.
Oh God please don't talk about Jake. Please Please Please.
"Hey what's it about?"
"I'm having a party tonight and of course you are the first one who I invited.Cheer up girl."
"Melissa,you know I promised that I will go to have a lunch with my mom tonight.Sorry I can't come."
"You can come to the party after your lunch."
"I don't know Mel, let me decide okay?"
"Okay Love, I love you" then she hung the phone up.416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFETbPmApT6
I finally came home and felt very tired. At that moment, I decided that all I needed was my mother's delicious food.When I tried to open the door, I tried not to make a lot of noise because its annoying voice made me angry every time.After my father's death, nobody was interested in this kind of work at home,so this damn door was famous for years because of its disgusting voice.416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1owH7evLYa
When I got into the house,it was really quiet.
"Mom are you at home?"
No one answered. I asked the same question but there was no answer again.While I was going to my room,I heard noises that I really didn't wanna hear.Was that a fucking moan? It was a moan.My mom was sleeping with someone else,in the same bed where my father was once lay down.No matter how hard I tried to suppress the anger in my soul, I understood that I had to leave the house at that moment.This was all I had to do to avoid embarrassing her in such a situation.When I left the house, I did not know where to go, and continued walking with my thoughts on the stone-filled road.I sat in an empty bank across the river and enjoyed this silence.At that moment, the party that Melissa was talking about came to my mind and then I took my phone and called her.Even though it took a little longer for her to open the phone, I finally heard her voice.
"Melissa,I'll come to the party."
"Oh My God.That's it.I'm so happy right now. Believe me you wont regret it.It's gonna be the best party you've ever seen."
I said "I believe you" and then hung up.
The sound of the music coming from the house was almost heard from the entrance of the neighborhood.I was so sure that the neighbors would complain.I walked through the crowd in front of the door, entered the house and started looking for girls.Everyone was drinking so much that they seemed to have been in the desert for months.416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VVTp5gllI
I saw the girls dancing with the boys in the living room and I couldn't stop smiling because It was obvious that they were so happy.I hugged them all and whispered to Melissa's ear that how good her party was. After hearing this, the smile on her face got bigger and gave me a warm hug.416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1rXVF67HF
"I'm glad you are here" she said.
I was about to say "me too" before Jake walked into the door and saw him coming towards us but then I stopped saying it.Fuck my life.
"Oh my god Jake, you are here" said Melissa and hugged him.
He said "I didn't want to miss this beautiful party." and looked at me.Why did he even look at me? 416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6uNttTX9j
Stupid.
"Let me introduce my bestfriend Love to you. Love this is Jake,Jake this is Love." said Melissa.
Why Melissa,why did you do this? I was about to slap myself.Ugh this girl drives me crazy sometimes.
"Hi Love" he said with a charming look.
I just said "Hi"
Yes, that was all I said.
"Love. It's really an interesting name.I've never heard it before."
Yeah, I bet you haven't asshole.
"Cool."
"Are you trying to avoid me?" he said.
How dare you saying this? There was a lot words that I wanted to say but all I did was looking around because I couldn't find enough strength to look him in the eye.By the way,when Melissa started to introduce me to him,guys called her to come and took a vodka shot with them so we were all alone. and he was so gorgeous. Fuck don't say that Love, he is not.
"Yes I am trying to avoid you like you did to me."
"Am I that important to you?"
"What's the point?"
"So you still remember what I told to you."
"No one would forget a rude asshole like you.Believe me."
Did I just really say that? Sometimes I had to shut my fucking mouth.He took a step closer to me and leaned towards my face.While thinking about why he got so close, he took the bottle of liquor standing behind me and poured the drink into his glass.416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1aohNZ1a2
"What happened, did you think I would do something else?"
"Of course not."416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc452DzzzS1
"But your blushed cheeks and beating heart don't say the same thing my Love"
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