白起—《遺忘》後記合
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後記一《信念》100Please respect copyright.PENANAuSCZCu3iBG
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【我還要回去他身邊,說一句對不起,答應他一輩子的餘生漫漫都會和他走走到盡頭呢。所以,我一定要活下去啊。】100Please respect copyright.PENANAraQkvfABjJ
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今天是二零二四年七月二十八日,再過兩天我離開白起身邊就滿五年了。100Please respect copyright.PENANAwPa12QQkS9
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時間比我想像中過得快,也過得簡單。畢竟…五年前的一切,歷歷在目,記憶猶新啊。100Please respect copyright.PENANAgW4Vo8JWwr
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我還記得我從醫生手上接過診斷書那刻,我的手顫抖得多厲害。上面書寫的顯然不是什麼感冒傷風,也不是抑鬱症這些心理疾病。100Please respect copyright.PENANAj9PU3cMOek
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卻是更可怕的兩隻字:肺癌。100Please respect copyright.PENANAmM7g1Bzq27
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始終不敢相信的我,反反覆覆去了不同的醫院,找了不同的名醫,得出的結論也沒分別。所幸醫生說發現肺癌還是初期,存活率高,但因為evolver的細胞與常人不同,治療時期較長,存活率也稍低,整體而言卻也算高。100Please respect copyright.PENANATkdDKQuDyF
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但過兩星期便是白起的生日,不想讓他生日的心情被影響,我也只是一直藏在心裡。100Please respect copyright.PENANAARY9183YKJ
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只是那晚,我做了個夢。夢境裡面的是患癌的我的將來,那是每一天都被夢魘纏繞的日子。100Please respect copyright.PENANA7ywXXxUuqT
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預知裡的我告訴了白起我的病情。雖然知道生存率高,但畢竟致死的風險揮之不去,加上治療終究不簡單,但我還是看到了白起眼眸中先是震驚和難以置信,到努力隱藏起的無力和憂心忡忡,到最後的心疼和絕望。100Please respect copyright.PENANABziADOqWhP
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我看到我在醫院裡床邊面色蒼白的咳嗽著,白起緊握著我雙手,和我一起等待手術進行。100Please respect copyright.PENANAvoe7aC45OI
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我還看到了很多畫面,比如他無微不至地配在我身邊的倦容,看到了他焦急而帶著慌亂地在手術室外等待的一面、看到了他因為奔波勞碌而消瘦了不少的臉型和身材……100Please respect copyright.PENANAUIq5XEZKhg
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我從夢中驚醒。100Please respect copyright.PENANAmTi7c8hpvZ
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就如千萬個故事的劇本主角一樣,那一刻我只下意識的覺得自己會成為對方的負累。離開,似乎是一個更好的選擇。100Please respect copyright.PENANAkUPWSezzJA
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我知道突然的離開有多自私,也知道這可能給白起帶來多大的傷害。但我只能一遍遍的催眠自己,只要幾年後我就可以回來了。100Please respect copyright.PENANAxmG5GZqjt8
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翌日,我想了無數藉口,編了無數謊言,終究還是沒說出口。白起沒有追問,只是默默地看著我離開。那一刻我很想回頭和他道歉,告訴他我隱瞞了他,選擇和他一起面對。100Please respect copyright.PENANADTuS3T3Ybw
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最終我還是離開了,到了國外進行治療。100Please respect copyright.PENANAcTC58o9PWz
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一切和我預知中的並無分別—到了外地整頓了後就進了醫院進行觀察、定期覆診、進行手術。或許是已經知道將來,治療期間我心裡倒是比較坦然。100Please respect copyright.PENANAdmthJbQ0Mi
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整個治療期間並不好受,甚至算的上辛苦。但我清楚我有個支持著自己的信念—就是,白起。100Please respect copyright.PENANAHsG0n99Az8
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我還要回去他身邊,說一句對不起,答應他一輩子的餘生漫漫都會和他走走到盡頭呢。所以,我一定要活下去啊。
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所幸手術很成功,我的後遺症也不嚴重,觀察了幾年已經完全脫離了危險期,只是偶爾還要覆診。100Please respect copyright.PENANAVopaABpQrX
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我知道,我是時候回去他身旁了。100Please respect copyright.PENANAa6JJtfGgfp
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我手握著明天飛往戀語市的機票,隱隱泛起期待,還有微微的忐忑感。100Please respect copyright.PENANAqexv9VXPvD
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白起,明天見。你的生日,我不會再缺席了。100Please respect copyright.PENANAn1T8yLi9lz
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後記二—《薄荷》100Please respect copyright.PENANAkWo0cGrcQf
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【薄荷其中一的花語是:願與君再次遇見,也請君再愛我一次。】100Please respect copyright.PENANA4GogijnVRF
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七月二十八日,傍晚。100Please respect copyright.PENANAsIdUWd1O82
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白起如常回到家,泊好電單車,換好衣服,做晚飯,吃晚飯。100Please respect copyright.PENANAhEdCqWpOvw
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那是不曾變過的生活習慣。100Please respect copyright.PENANA8pGa4pz5VK
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一樣沒變的,還有他的思念。100Please respect copyright.PENANADKUqlDhl1V
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這五年來他把心思都放在了自己的工作上,都放在了自己所一直追求的信仰上。一開始有想過要藉此忘記悠然,最終還是發現,有些回憶注定永遠不忘。100Please respect copyright.PENANAJgmYtbQU6N
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他表面已經沒有任何看得出他依然留戀在往昔的痕跡。卻無人知曉,他只是越來越習慣把最珍惜的鎖在回憶深處偶爾追溯。100Please respect copyright.PENANACHkn6QykYF
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不曾遺忘,不曾放下。100Please respect copyright.PENANAmfskpa8ES4
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「叮咚—」門鈴響起。100Please respect copyright.PENANAm6NM8M7wfj
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這個時間,理應是無人的。白起帶著疑惑開了門,愣住了。100Please respect copyright.PENANAzrhxgzhZrW
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眼前的,是他最愛的人。100Please respect copyright.PENANA6wDGfolDPn
是他五年來最想念的人。100Please respect copyright.PENANA6TNy1v69Zr
是他朝朝暮暮都想再見的人。100Please respect copyright.PENANAO4oSzN4SeZ
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下一秒,是一個熟悉而溫暖,卻又太久沒有出現過的懷抱。100Please respect copyright.PENANAFZGmSTcVfs
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悠然進了屋,坐到了白起身旁。沉默良久,她才吐出一句:「白起…我回來了。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAUIK4dJ1YMA
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她一字一句的和白起說著她患癌的事,說著她這幾年的生活,說著她決定回來時的心情。說了很多很多之後,悠然最後說了一句,對不起。100Please respect copyright.PENANAQTG65AvXvp
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白起只是再次把她擁入懷中,閉上眼睛輕輕的搖了一下頭。悠然意識到白起又在因為自己沒能陪自己而自責,只是下意識的把再抱緊了些。100Please respect copyright.PENANABdnjk1Nkpu
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「對了白起你看看這個!」過了片刻,悠然才從背包找出一份生日卡。她指著指著正十二點的時鐘,說了句:「白起…生日快樂。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAZPJLEzG8xp
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生日卡裡夾雜了這幾年來悠然想寫給白起的信,貼上了他們以前的合照、還有悠然的祝福。100Please respect copyright.PENANAu8K5AwOxH8
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「悠然,謝謝你。」白起嘴角勾起了久沒出現的笑容,「那就答應我,以後別管什麼,都不要一個人面對了。」100Please respect copyright.PENANArmOxlGLHW6
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「好,我答應你。」100Please respect copyright.PENANA6bv1lUoakK
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從此以後,悠然在他們的家裡放了一盆薄荷。100Please respect copyright.PENANAZzVjRIHCRf
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白起一開始不明白,但上網搜了下就懂了。100Please respect copyright.PENANA0mVLDtYFYm
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薄荷其中一的花語是:願與君再次遇見,也請君再愛我一次。100Please respect copyright.PENANAgihJ6Qoq5S
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感謝當天的你,不曾遺忘而為了她把回憶珍重地放在心上。100Please respect copyright.PENANARObOTVGTkf
感謝當天的你,不曾放棄而為了他努力好好的活下去。100Please respect copyright.PENANA63PqP1sS8t
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