Little by little my life started changing, from staying at home all day, to going to a party which was one of my least favorite things I could ever doing, Othello hosted a party at his place with Edwin. Mabel took me, I was just sitting there trying to be invisible as much as I could, then a guy approached me flirting, the second I noticed that he was under something not alcohol, I ran to Othello's room to hide, there I found him sleeping and that was so unusual because Othello would not sleep in a party let alone one he is hosting. I observed him, he was not moving. I tried waking him up however he didn't want to. Minutes later, we heard a massive bang outside the house, Othello stood tall and he ran down stairs I followed to find a guy hit a tree with his car and took off, then others started fighting and one of them pushed Mabel she fell and got hurt, Edwin kicked them all out of the house and we took Mabel in to convince her that she needed to see a doctor, Othello was not good himself, but he did not want to go to the hospital, they asked me to stay and watch out for him while they are gone.
I helped Othello to his bed, he was talking nonsense saying that he took more than usual. I assumed that would be drugs, I brought him towels from the bathroom and went to the kitchen to fetch water to help detoxing him. Othello followed me, he hugged me so tightly and started talking saying how different I am from all the girls he met, how beautiful then he started touching me, I pushed him, I knew it was the drugs talking not him. I took him to the bathroom, he was so heavy to move around leaning all over my shoulders, Othello took both my arms in his making the pot full of water to crash on the floor and he was so strong, his dark blond hair hanging on his forehead his eyes grey green eyes were all red and once his stood tall in front of me, I realized how weak and petite I was.
I tried to let go of my arms but he was controlling them my black hair was all over my face. For a second I was scared and confused, but I trusted him although he was different and kind of frightening, my eyes opened widely just as I felt him getting a little bit violent and sexual. I tried pushing him again but he pinned me to the wall nearby, his lips were pressing firmly against mine, and I was trying my hardest to push him, he was merely moving. I started to panic as his hands grabbed my waist, he pulled me closer, I thrust him so hard that I broke free and I ran. Even if I was sobbing I was speechless and dumbstruck, I ran to the door but he followed. What the hell is this nightmare? Am I awake? The thoughts I couldn't free, Othello was right behind me as I looked back at him; he glared at me, I was never this shaken, he stood right in front of me whilst I was praying begging god to help me get through this. He looked at me and said with the coldest tone while his thumb wiping out the tears on my cheeks "Why are you crying?".
My lips were shaking and tears were leaking out of my eyes when I spoke "Othello, it's me what's gotten into you? you really don't want to do this, I know you don't. Wake up please, please, I am begging you." He did not flinch instead he seized my arms between his hands and I knew it wasn't over, my voice was low and cracking as I am begging him and fight for my freedom, for a second I couldn't recognize him all I saw was a monster tearing my clothes off while trying to brush my lips with his as I was pulling of, he took both my hands in one of his yet I could not escape his closed fist. What happened that night was the scariest thing that could happen to a woman, being forced on is the worst nightmare you can never escape, I was ruined humiliated broken lost and a lot of things with no explanation, I was raped and I wished I died instead.
The moment he got out of me, both shaking and sweating, that little glow that defined me went astray, I even lost track of time, space and words, my voice was never back in fact it got worse. My clothes were all ripped on the floor, I had bruises on my arms and tights. I went to his closet, grabbed the garment from his dresser, and ran to my house 9 blocks away.
I was running in the middle of the night almost 2 am, crying and sobbing, my voice was totally gone. And I just wanted to be at home in my room playing my cello, not running from my best friend's house just got raped by him. I saw strong car lights pointing at me, I recognized the car Edwin's. Mabel got out, the moment I laid my eyes on her I fell and started screaming in the middle of the road, Mabel panicked asking me what happened and words were hard to find, Edwin suggested to take me to his and Othello's place, and this wrath took control of me whilst I shouted even louder. Mabel took my head between her hands and tried to stabilize my eyes to gaze at hers, telling me to relax and that everything will be okay then she asked "Tell me what happened and I promise I will kill whoever hurt you." Her green emerald eyes reddened of tears and for an instant I attempted to talk "He was strong....I couldn't escape, a monster not Othello." Right after saying his name Edwin looked at Mabel flabbergasted, she looked at me the same way.
We got in the car and Edwin drove to Mabel's house, we sneaked in. She texted my father to inform him that I would spend the night at hers. I took a long shower with lots of my tears, I dressed in a soft silk pyjamas, and got to bed with her. Mabel hugged me so tight both crying and she rubbed her fingers in my hair to help me sleep, and I actually slept. I thought I could never sleep again. I woke up dreadfully scared and screaming it was 7 am, she calmed me for minutes till I got back my lost serenity. Mabel and I went down to have breakfast with her parents I was weirdly calm, while we were eating her mother asked us who screamed and why, I swallowed the cereals waiting for my lips to speak, then I heard a pretty convincing answer "Elleona thought she saw a mice, she hates them." Mabel saved me and all I could do was stare in a blank expression, her phone rang and she took off to answer it, it was Edwin for sure. She went back and told me that we should go to that place raising both her eyebrows, her father asked where we were going and her mother stood looking at us waiting for an answer, again I am speechless and Mabel said that we need to go to the park while it is empty to study.
We went out after I wore her hoodie with joggers on, as we walked for couple minutes we spotted Edwin's car in the corner of the street, we got in the car Mabel sitting next to me in the back seat, and Edwin drove to our usual cheap restaurant. We sat Mabel held my hand and Edwin held the other one, they both knew something I didn't know, he gave me my phone because I forgot it at his place, Edwin looked at Mabel and said "Let me start. " Then he turned to me and he talked "We know what happened. Yesterday after I dropped you and Mabel I went straight to him, he was out all naked on his bed, I tried waking him up he was unconscious, his heart was beating low I knew he took too much pills, I gave him coffee and some medications, it took him two hours of vomiting and he slept for couple more hours to sober up but I couldn't wait for him to wake up, so I woke him up and made him say everything. I am not defending him. I am on your side. I love you. I beat him up and he didn't fight back because he know what he has done and he regrets it, I don't want him near any of you and I am moving out, I am sorry really sorry for what happened I wish I can do something for you, and I just want you to know that he tried to cut his wrist, I stopped him, don't hate me for that."300Please respect copyright.PENANAhbJlY7WrbD