我在補習社遇到一個令我難以忘懷的女生。 - 二十九、不為人知的辛酸

「……」我唔係好識安慰人，仲要係一個比我大20幾年嘅人，突然間氣氛變得好沉重。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCo7sZwJg4
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佢點起支煙，好大力吸住煙嘴，鼻孔慢慢噴出煙，煙絲慢慢飄向滿佈石屎跡嘅天花。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTN7qQJlY30
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其實我自己對煙味有少少反感，因為嗰陣味真係好難聞，但唔知點解呢刻我望住佢嘅pat羊咩鬚同埋佢失落嘅眼神，我竟然會合埋眼呼吸周圍嘅空氣，嗰刻嘅煙味我唔覺得討厭，甚至喺煙味間了解到佢嘅感受。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCP7AasZ9Aw
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「支煙喺哩度點起，吐出嘅時侯就消失喺空氣入面，煩惱只可以收埋喺依度。」佢望住牆講。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2uszNfFhP
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjguv04Xv7J
我感覺到佢應該唔係煩惱關於錄音嘅野，好似有另外一啲心事，但佢冇講出嚟。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdFIjcViuM
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可能人大個咗，煙同酒就喺心事嘅最大朋友。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjNsuorLSt
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3amfLmgM0
臨走前佢叮囑我:「你唔好同任何學生同tutor講我食煙。你返去先喇，如果冇晒學生，你同Michael都放工走人喇。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrLKNyXJHH
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEDycWMDzI
「ok……咁你行到？」我比佢影響到有啲情緒失落。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkzEUGfsSc
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZrrU0d2qE
佢企起身行咗兩步樓梯比我睇。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTPN0gBmFp
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoROICVjjng
返到班房，得返Michael同Cindy喺到。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBmDLmbZx3
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxoJ9TY5sx
Michael好驚訝:「原來你未走㗎？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJnDfGdCz7
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTcqUOvQNr
「未呀，依家執野走，Patrick WhatsApp我話如果你冇野做都可以走喇。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz32NziOzPe
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSvLjRhBOs
「哦……不過點解你身上咁大煙味嘅？」佢身體傾前聞一聞我件衫。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkxVw9FEEN
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyWnbTZgCS
「啱啱喺後樓梯dum垃圾，果度好鬼大煙。」我好唔自然咁解釋。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3922D8I6yz
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdxkNbtYFC
「你dum咗半個鐘垃圾？」佢雙眼擘大望住我。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXlSUQyS1f
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPzMuyL6G8
「係呀，haha。」我敷衍佢。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6fDG3vV2a
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSxCsE1h7j
Michael好尷尬:「……好喇，咁我走先喇。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJSQsDqTmO
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBv6oNNbIiQ
過多十分鐘我都走人。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFR33l8ZNKl
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFnrazxfKd
喺返去搭巴士果段路，我個腦都喺啱啱老細係後樓梯食煙嘅晝面。佢嘅生活究竟承受咗幾多壓力。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69jWWakE7O
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJmz6E7kon
聲音A:「可能你遲啲都係咁㗎喇，人人皆有困難之處。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhU0iLsLIGg
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGIXpU2sHA
聲音B:「你煩惱人哋個煩惱，你自己就冇煩惱咩？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFcq6Q75fZ
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvsJfFFGMT
聲音B點醒咗我一樣野，由於聽日個星期五輪到Michael返工，即係我有兩個星期冇得見Ellie。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUb0bGiuQfG
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點解又會無啦啦諗起佢。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYXgIF3vRP
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvT7VrXKGYc
喺巴士站等車嘅時侯嚟咗架73B巴士，我竟然下意識上咗去，當我想比錢時，先發現個價錢同480號同689號巴士唔同，但車門已經閂埋咗。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpXUeKOuux
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9EzLpnD4M
我心入面怪責自己:「點解我會痴線到上錯車㗎。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMhDBnEPdc
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZsZV0ibeo
上到巴士上層隨便搵咗個位坐，然後就開始反思自己係咪真係要改一改自己講小大話嘅習慣。諗諗吓野突然個腦突然間陰住陰住痛。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWwlqgIwnU
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHmW7GdCgM
我用食指同中指指腹按一按耳仔對上嘅太陽穴，感覺終於好咗啲。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsET4SYfWqP

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