我在補習社遇到一個令我難以忘懷的女生。 - 二十九、不為人知的辛酸

「……」我唔係好識安慰人，仲要係一個比我大20幾年嘅人，突然間氣氛變得好沉重。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxW8QY0wzH
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佢點起支煙，好大力吸住煙嘴，鼻孔慢慢噴出煙，煙絲慢慢飄向滿佈石屎跡嘅天花。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDEO8qCfXN
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其實我自己對煙味有少少反感，因為嗰陣味真係好難聞，但唔知點解呢刻我望住佢嘅pat羊咩鬚同埋佢失落嘅眼神，我竟然會合埋眼呼吸周圍嘅空氣，嗰刻嘅煙味我唔覺得討厭，甚至喺煙味間了解到佢嘅感受。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQY9OcxKcgO
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「支煙喺哩度點起，吐出嘅時侯就消失喺空氣入面，煩惱只可以收埋喺依度。」佢望住牆講。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz34yxR81jK
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我感覺到佢應該唔係煩惱關於錄音嘅野，好似有另外一啲心事，但佢冇講出嚟。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWqtu34Vfk
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可能人大個咗，煙同酒就喺心事嘅最大朋友。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNg9hgGf6hE
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臨走前佢叮囑我:「你唔好同任何學生同tutor講我食煙。你返去先喇，如果冇晒學生，你同Michael都放工走人喇。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuk17TkB9T
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「ok……咁你行到？」我比佢影響到有啲情緒失落。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNqblv08HR
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佢企起身行咗兩步樓梯比我睇。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bvWQEQIj4
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返到班房，得返Michael同Cindy喺到。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAl3yCzbeVb
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Michael好驚訝:「原來你未走㗎？」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hlzY4BjjD
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「未呀，依家執野走，Patrick WhatsApp我話如果你冇野做都可以走喇。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oiiLG6inw
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「哦……不過點解你身上咁大煙味嘅？」佢身體傾前聞一聞我件衫。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9v8fWaD6jX
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「啱啱喺後樓梯dum垃圾，果度好鬼大煙。」我好唔自然咁解釋。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBDl0Up1jc
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「你dum咗半個鐘垃圾？」佢雙眼擘大望住我。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsZRKk1KXi
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「係呀，haha。」我敷衍佢。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1yZRh0BeL
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Michael好尷尬:「……好喇，咁我走先喇。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjGq7JaKCT
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過多十分鐘我都走人。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0jgfAlDd9
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喺返去搭巴士果段路，我個腦都喺啱啱老細係後樓梯食煙嘅晝面。佢嘅生活究竟承受咗幾多壓力。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvePDlUcyU
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聲音A:「可能你遲啲都係咁㗎喇，人人皆有困難之處。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqQNGqdRPy
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聲音B:「你煩惱人哋個煩惱，你自己就冇煩惱咩？」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVE1WpXl3m
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聲音B點醒咗我一樣野，由於聽日個星期五輪到Michael返工，即係我有兩個星期冇得見Ellie。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PKBRH4Z75
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點解又會無啦啦諗起佢。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszugU5OQDb
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喺巴士站等車嘅時侯嚟咗架73B巴士，我竟然下意識上咗去，當我想比錢時，先發現個價錢同480號同689號巴士唔同，但車門已經閂埋咗。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vD2hy0g4U
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我心入面怪責自己:「點解我會痴線到上錯車㗎。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iPvP4skDZ
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上到巴士上層隨便搵咗個位坐，然後就開始反思自己係咪真係要改一改自己講小大話嘅習慣。諗諗吓野突然個腦突然間陰住陰住痛。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSPQG7gJWw
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我用食指同中指指腹按一按耳仔對上嘅太陽穴，感覺終於好咗啲。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdERT4bFkHc

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