這陣子打擊到我的事情挺多的,影響到我沒有怎去修文跟打文,如果大家在屏幕前默默期待著我任何新動靜,竟發現我不知閃到哪裡去這(不太可能?)……這件事上跟大家說聲對不起,這星期真的本人不太好過,有可能我會在這PENANA的網誌提下……也許。(思考)562Please respect copyright.PENANA9Vsk8zFuu0
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昨天起來吃完飯後滑手機得知,那個已經成長到上了一線的日本演員三浦春馬,突然自我了斷了。我並不是他的忠實粉絲,但是因也看過不少他的作品,在看到這消息的時候,第一個反應是——應該是惡作劇的新聞對吧? 沒事沒幹的幹嘛要上吊呢? 當後來在一些專頁看到說,像是因為一些網友們的評論或是留言? 所以很可能是這些事令他受打擊,絕望到選擇直接跟大家說再見。562Please respect copyright.PENANA6xDIBiO3QM
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每每有人自尋短見,總會有一幫人說: 真蠢,為什麼尋死呢? 白痴。562Please respect copyright.PENANAVD8tJV55ij
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我也每每聽著: 真蠢……不了解他們心裡的痛,憑什麼說他們蠢? 蠢到沒發現他們正難受的人,對他們伸出援手的人們,有資格說比你們更不怕死,直接作死的人嗎?562Please respect copyright.PENANAWzn9Ba2ycZ
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作出這選擇的人,是腦子一直都想那麼做,只是欠一個推動力讓自己無視一切,直接實行而已。換言之,三浦在那張快樂的笑臉下,已經藏了很多負面的思緒,不管是哪些方面的事,那都令他感覺活得很吃力。上星期發生的某些事直接砍斷了他想活著的欲望。562Please respect copyright.PENANAZdjQqEBPV9
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藝人們很多都在承受著巨大的壓力,為了保護自己的形象,只能撐著,硬撐著面對這世界看到自己的人給予的任何評論。你們面對自己家裡人、公司同事的各種言論,都會頭疼,他們藝人要面對的,是乘以百倍。562Please respect copyright.PENANAczoU7qpY07
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不喜歡那些藝人,不欣賞他們沒關係,直接無視他們的任何活動就可以了。562Please respect copyright.PENANAE5KcSD3grP
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不用浪費神去傷害他們。562Please respect copyright.PENANAPuK2QvwN7K
他們得用大半輩子討好世界各種人,跟我們只需要討好身邊的人不一樣。562Please respect copyright.PENANAA8dMoVjb1n
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噢,對了,我是很能理解為何他會做出這樣的決定,也尊重他。只是我想知道原因,因很多報道都沒提及到。後來從專頁的網友留言得知大概後,我更加諒解。562Please respect copyright.PENANAt9jfHK4IKd
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結果我在可惜,他身邊的人沒有及時注意到,安撫到他。562Please respect copyright.PENANAWbuZWFjmFl
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為何能理解? 因我也曾經步入過那種絕望,有嘗試過去自我解決的行為。562Please respect copyright.PENANAWUFoSo1Ehv
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有些事,有些痛,不是說你去問,對方就會說。更加不是說你給個求助電話讓他們大吐一頓,就問題解決跟消失。就是因為他們知道那些問題無法解決跟無法完全處理好,即使跟別人說,結果也是同樣,所以會選擇不說,默默承受。562Please respect copyright.PENANAzakP9kohRo
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達到某個點,當他們失去最後一根救命草(每個人都不一樣),就會突然跟大家說掰掰。562Please respect copyright.PENANA3nuGVnSCMq
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就會出現大家問……為什麼? 為何不跟大家說? 等等的後果。562Please respect copyright.PENANAuKbugJZS0l
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嗯……過來人能告訴大家,其實我們已經說了,也表現過出來,只不過,你們沒看見。562Please respect copyright.PENANAKWEjXBF1MO
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只要有人看見跟發現,硬硬把我們那張為了撐著而戴的面具扯下來,輕柔陪在我們旁邊說:「我知道。」我們心裡那道牆就會碎開,壓抑的情緒就會慢慢傾瀉而出。當得知有人能理解,會努力再嘗試走下去看看。562Please respect copyright.PENANAwLF6SEqA8G
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就那麼簡單。562Please respect copyright.PENANAomzZTwKtAh
只是想被人理解自己所承受的痛苦,而不是想你們分擔自己的痛苦。562Please respect copyright.PENANAMtb1sb6ZPd
活在這種近乎永恆痛苦裡的他們,其實想要的東西就那麼簡單。562Please respect copyright.PENANAfjYnh0pdW9
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所以……三浦在這件事上已經做出了決定,即使可惜,但我尊重。562Please respect copyright.PENANAAtxUFp5hv6
但同一時間,我希望人們知道,去關心自己身邊的人,觀察他們行為的那重要性。562Please respect copyright.PENANAPPxwdJoSdb
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搞不好,你就這樣救了他們。
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我腦袋中的雜音
Author:
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Jul 19, 2020
ISSUE #9
三浦春馬: 隱藏的傷痛
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