星期二的晚上,我忍不住找他。297Please respect copyright.PENANAxemOcU5RML
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「今日有咩搞?」297Please respect copyright.PENANAMqbnuAzHb8
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「唉班朋友又食煙喇。」我能夠想像他內心很嫌棄,卻裝出沒事的樣子。297Please respect copyright.PENANATrfFXkjElJ
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「不如唔好去啦。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAfgMkmKB7Bj
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「咁又唔得。」297Please respect copyright.PENANALxCW8SgcfE
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「咁不如帶個口罩?」我只能為他想點辦法。297Please respect copyright.PENANA2VfU5FeBjm
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「好似好奇怪,佢地實以為我病。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAQZgRdHeeWo
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「咁冇計啵。」297Please respect copyright.PENANA6gmcgt0TOX
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人總是愛面子,因為害怕被別人排斥、害怕失去一同玩樂的夥伴,Joe會選擇默默承受。他是那堆抽煙的朋友裡面唯一一個不會抽煙的人,就像那漆黑的洞穴裡,有著一隻螢火蟲,一點還沒有被黑暗摧殘的光。297Please respect copyright.PENANAwitbO9d7r0
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星期三的晚上,我決定再找他。我隨便找個討論區的貼文分享給他。297Please respect copyright.PENANAq0gV1cdyoU
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「我啱啱都見到啊。」他秒回。297Please respect copyright.PENANAXVWKMvg7cr
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「有咩做啊今日?」297Please respect copyright.PENANAPQBoTYuzMd
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「班朋友又起到講上大陸食海底撈,講上面好發達,我都唔明點解咁都講的出口。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAneQFuwFueg
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「好多人都係咁翻大陸玩。」297Please respect copyright.PENANATZDpg2nPKw
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「上去又要check手機又剩,又唔知自己食緊咩元素表,啲野又唔係平,都唔知點解要上去玩。」297Please respect copyright.PENANApRgpWBsZZD
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「係囉。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAozMmdoTdaD
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「你試下說服佢地囉。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAtltnPuUOEo
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「佢地講都唔會明,全部都係港豬。」297Please respect copyright.PENANALdSZRy2M6h
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Joe就像醒來的人,而房間裡的其他人都是裝睡的人。他努力的搖著他們的手,用電筒嘗試照著他們,甚至大聲在他們耳邊吶喊,而他叫不醒那些裝睡的人,最後他放棄了,卻選擇沉默的留在他們身邊。297Please respect copyright.PENANABivyC7KlWW
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他忍受著好多好多不情願的事,卻又繼續這樣過活,有時候我會想,是他享受在這種强迫自己的狀態下嗎?還是覺得為了迎合他人比較重要?297Please respect copyright.PENANAIYW7RSdnOy
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「如果你係我,你會點做?」297Please respect copyright.PENANAM0S6SJlm9J
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腦海再一次閃過他的話。297Please respect copyright.PENANAjLcquHKUnV
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星期四的早上,Joe主動找我。297Please respect copyright.PENANAxqQYPpUCKH
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「啲朋友又諗住r source。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAjbO6sPHcah
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「咁你又願意比佢地?」297Please respect copyright.PENANAlwuoUWlVdB
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「冇計嫁。」我能想像Joe一臉無奈。297Please respect copyright.PENANAZxnzrPikIj
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「唔好比佢地啦。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAzXhltUaFWc
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一直到下午,Joe還是沒有回覆我。於是我決定打開話題。297Please respect copyright.PENANAuose6Y2QGq
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「Joe,其實我都好好奇,點解你可以起朋友入面堅持到唔食煙。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAtteVE7kZJv
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「因為我真係好唔鐘意」297Please respect copyright.PENANAfhsSuDuCN7
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「咁點解你容忍到佢地,你講到佢地又港豬,又食煙。」297Please respect copyright.PENANATPPselX0iv
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「冇辦法,咁我都要搵人陪我玩飛鏢」297Please respect copyright.PENANAhcATtK3AiI
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「你會唔會覺得好慘,次次都要食二手煙?」297Please respect copyright.PENANApNpX5E9fsb
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「我覺得冇人同我玩慘啲。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAycys7P21sX
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「都係嘅。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAs0mBetzKqG
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其實,我也不明白Joe為什麼要默默承受不喜歡的事情,和不喜歡的人一起,給朋友發source如是,跟吸煙、不問世事的朋友一齊玩樂如是。與其跟和自己不合的人在一起,那麼多看不過眼的事情,倒不如做一些自己喜歡的。就像Kenneth說的,那些求只為source而慕名而來的人,大可不給他們。反正source給出去,頂多換來女神一句「Thx」和「你真係好人」。297Please respect copyright.PENANA2lynQlYo1p
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他不需要羨慕Kenneth,他也可以像Kenneth,做著自己喜歡的事情。297Please respect copyright.PENANAoWnsuBqonk
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「如果你係我,你會點做?」297Please respect copyright.PENANAc2D16lb0Qc
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這句話不斷在我腦海中重複,卻還沒有答案。297Please respect copyright.PENANAOqnMyHaPB3
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他不喜歡抽煙,於是無數次拒絕吸煙的邀請,卻又無數次答應玩飛鏢的邀約,讓自己渾身煙味。曾經,我覺得他是蓮花,在淤泥中堅持自己的底線,不抽一根煙。然而,他不是蓮花,他有手有腳,他可以選擇不活在淤泥裡,對吧?297Please respect copyright.PENANACEPWZpTEsL
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如果他是黑暗中唯一的螢火蟲,他可以離開這個沒有同伴的地方,去跟其他螢火蟲為伍,不用孤獨痛苦的存在?297Please respect copyright.PENANACGBo7WNl4v
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