WhatsApp傳來一則信息，原來是Kenneth。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciyX4MQex6
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「多謝你地揀左份咁好嘅禮物。」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjyfZq49kF
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「我宜家先知，原來係你同Joe一齊買。哈哈。」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uWOhdN4yL
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Kenneth還附上一張插滿卡片的卡片套的圖片。他信守承諾，開始用那份禮物。知道朋友喜歡自己買的禮物是一件讓人心滿意足的事，就像母親看著自己的子女吃著自己做的菜，吃的很享受的情景一樣。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDk7NOKSn2x
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「唔洗客氣，你鐘意就好喇。」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2q1mSByo5
「Joe話叫我幫佢揀。其實最後都係佢揀。」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzc25xTZ8Tn
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我還是告訴他，他親愛的朋友Joe其實很著緊他，也很留意他日常的生活。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIUuo3SIG4
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「估唔到Joe會送禮物比我，諗唔到佢會咁上心。」Kenneth很快就回覆。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2FFCvhOCJ
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「點解咁諗？佢唔係對朋友好好嘅咩？」我以為Joe對Kenneth的上心，Kenneth一早感受到。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZ4yFDFzKC
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「唔知啊，佢咁多朋友，可能會唔記得我呢。」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfchVKeQvf
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「乜佢好多朋友？」我想從Kenneth身上更加了解Joe。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWmGsMlwRD
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「係啊，好似成日都同女女WhatsApp，上堂又好多朋友一齊坐，有時會有人話佢好狗公。」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyys0pNsN9M
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「狗公」，是一個繪影繪聲的詞語。根據香港網絡大典，狗公是指那些遇上女生就會不顧一切，喪失尊嚴、不擇手段地去討好女性的男人。他們一向奉行著「不論好醜，但求就手」的宗旨去獵女。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zEoGdsUAP
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如果一個男生被冠以「狗公」之名，大概是他討好女性的手段太過明顯。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaExKAGSdO
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「狗公」，是對男性其中一個最大的指控，一旦被冠上名銜，身邊的女生大概也有所防範，可以當朋友，但絕對不可以再進一步。至於Joe是否狗公，從Kenneth描述Joe的行為，包括不停WhatsApp女生、上課的時候總是跟女生坐一起，他有可能是「狗公」。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEYjU3ux9y
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如果你問我狗公是怎樣的存在？我不能給答案，因為我未接觸過狗公。一來我不屑狗公的行為，二來，狗公不會看上我。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4DS3NrOxJ
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曾經Angela常常被狗公看上，她跟我埋怨應對狗公讓她心力交瘁。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JZUev74jB
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「Angela，有人追你，你都唔開心？」那時候我這樣跟她說，因為她很想交男朋友。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AJVHpALQ2
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「好煩嫁，啲人日日搵水吹，成日以為自己講啲野好好笑，又唔知自己幾無聊。」Angela一臉嫌棄。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZyAQqlbtE
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「你唔係好想同人吹水嘅咩？」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZ5MGPOJZC
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「唉，你唔會明佢地幾煩。你個人成日都咁頹廢，連狗公都唔會狗衝你啦。」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpeZMe8oyh
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「唔衝咪好，反正我都唔會鍾意狗公。」我不稀罕的說。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CQLDWXRCI
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我從回憶重新回到WhatsApp的對話，我問Kenneth：「咁你覺得佢係咪？」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7TOREApnq
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「我又覺得佢唔係咁，佢只不過同女仔傾到計姐，可能係啲仔妒忌佢掛。」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ooKp1SI9f
「都係啲人鐘意玩佢，佢又好似唔係好介意。」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jrewq8qtD
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「咁佢都幾玩得。」我回應。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Xh4h87Lay
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當一個男生連被冠上「狗公」之名也沒有多解釋，甘願比其他朋友繼續玩弄，這個人大方得有點誇張。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQ8Co0qAt5
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「佢好好嫁，成日都派source比啲朋友，不過間中會埋怨下啲朋友freeride次次都係靠佢source。如果係我就應該唔會比啦。」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUzCCAEePv
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「原來佢咁好人。」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6qythtDY9
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「不過佢最憎人地話佢好人，可能成日都收好人卡。」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQuf35cOO6
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在這個時代，被稱讚是一個好人，不是值得高興的事。特別當身邊的女生，或是心儀的對象說出一句：「你係一個好人。」。這句話背後真正的意思是：「我唔會同你一齊」，狠狠的被判死刑。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdw9jpfhOIe
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當初人們用「好人」去包裝，以為可以將拒絕這一回事對男生的傷害減低，以為男生會為著自己的讚美而釋懷，更重要的是不想被冠上無情地拒絕他人的污名。以「好人」為理由，這樣一來，大家都有下台階。然而，被稱為好人，比直接聽到女生說「我唔會鐘意你」更加難受。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QKaFy340N
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如果我是那個收到「好人卡」的男生，我會想，為什麼我是一個好人，你卻要拒絕我？難道好人也有錯嗎？拒絕一個人，實在沒有必要冠冕堂皇。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhVcNr1I08
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被稱讚「好人」不是一件光彩的事。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8wqqned4l
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想到Joe這樣常常為大家提供Source，如此的博愛，也很難避免被稱呼為「好人」。想想那些詞窮的女同學，收到source時，大概會覆個「thx」。受了人家的恩惠，總不能只覆三個英文字母，於是多打一句，「你真係好人喇」，再加個雙手合十的emoji，這樣的回覆就好像跟自己收到的source對等。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEniCT6LR2
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想起Joe收到一而再，再而三的「稱讚」，大概也很無奈吧，儘管這跟談戀愛沒有關係。在那些為求source的女同學心目中，他是一個好人，一個派source的好人。想到這裡，我突然有點幸災樂禍。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfisTspMPO
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「哈哈。」我回覆Kenneth。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzH3fzjPnI0
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「個個都以為佢好social。」Kenneth回覆。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vXtX3nGTk
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我心想，Kenneth常常說他有好多朋友，而他也展示出三寸不爛之舌，跟任何人都可以聊得開，他至少比起我跟Kenneth social吧。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5527mlnp2
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「佢唔係咩？」我問。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWZTFHO8MT
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「未識佢之前，我以為佢都係果啲鐘意周圍yo人嘅人。其實佢唔係大家想像咁鍾意social。」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2f5oGbfEh
 「點都好，佢係我好好嘅朋友。」腦海出現Kenneth真誠的樣子。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBuaj9gXGs
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「好羨慕你有個咁好嘅朋友。」我回覆。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJKzUzqlBP
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「佢都係你朋友黎。」Kenneth回覆。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0OvQTXWAk
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「唔知呢，佢咁多朋友。」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBC3jKjSFO
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「佢多朋友好似同你係咪佢朋友冇衝突啵。」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0N1Li6qo8
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「都係。」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNooJ4BNL2R
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不知從何時開始，當知道自己的朋友有其他朋友，或是認識了新的朋友，就像自己的心分了一角，不知所蹤。無論如何大方，都是隱隱若若有種若有所失的感覺。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAeytmO5Me
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人們想要知道自己在別人心中的位置，可能是想知道自己投入的時間是否對等，或是想知道自己投放的感情是否值得。如果，我只是Joe朋友裡面的其中一個，那麼，他去認識朋友，我又有什麼資格去猜度？而我，是否也對等的把他當作是朋友中的其中一個？339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZh8ssr1Sng
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Joe，人緣很好，為人也很細心，很重視朋友，只是偶爾裝出一副不在乎的樣子，偶爾講話比較直接、不羈。他不愛打卡，不喜歡抽煙，他也會覺得無聊。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7evsx1J4h
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其實在Joe的心裡，我是一個怎樣的角色？或者，在他云云的朋友當中，我可能只是當中的一個。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4wiInumhe
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Joe或許也會約其他女生外出，比起Joe WhatsApp裡面的其他女仔，我只係最普通嘅一個。回想起他總愛滴滴噠噠的按著手機，應該是在回覆那排山倒海的訊息。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTLzKin5Kk
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