Living A Lie634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGHEta0Zwi
Thoughts that she cannot unthink;
A life that she cannot unlive634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXTL4HlYov
Skipping stones to watch them sink;
She envies how they easily
Sorrow wraps her like a scarf;
Waiting for a small reprieve- falling in and out of love
_ Lang leav
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Lies small or big, always have same affect on the host. Either they break its heart or its life. But what difference is in these two?? 634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPDQSJySPB
Because both causes pain, both causes tears. And guess what, my life was broken since my mother died, but today, my heart broke.634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTKB0LPUlN
Today i was broken, beaten and defeated. Today i got to know that the person whom i trusted whole my life was nothing but a fraud, a hypocrite, a enemy. Nothing in my life was going good.634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsJFzLhrso
Alex had betrayed me, i was bullied in school, my teacher were fed up of me because of my poor academic results, i was not selected for basketball competition, i had no mother to love me, to adore me and neither a father to stand by my side all the way down.634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8DVI4vVRZ
"Its just me, who bears hard,
Its just me, whose tears are apart,
Its just me, who mistakenly has a heart"!!
I don't want to live this life, where all you have are enemies. I am also a human, i also have a heart, i too have tears and i also feel pain. I don't wanna live this life where all you have is a pure heart, where all you do is forgave your enemies so that they couldn't face their karmic lessons which will cause them three times more pain than they cause you. 634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVR25jpCQ8v
Sometimes, i wish i could turn my heart in stone, so that i wouldn't feel guilty if God made them face their own actions. But what can i do?? When ever i tries to curse them or to take revenge, my heart aches and kept repeating me, emphasizing me to forgave them. Because my mother once said me,634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvq65VCBDnK
" Forgiveness is a great act of kindness"!!634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUd89EsmSpb
That night after Alex left, Josh dropped me home. He was so worried because he hadn't seen any one near the tree.634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMXoUIS8G8
He said i was chasing the thin air. This confused me a lot because he was clearly in view. That night Liz came to my house, she gave me encouragement and told me that i was dreaming Alex. Then she talked to my grand ma in private but i had heard her conversation. 634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8C8OO4TmFO
She was saying my grandma to take an appointment to a psychiatrist.634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjp3Mq5gk6
Now even my best friend thought that i was mad, i was a psycho path. Now my own trusted ones were betraying me.634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOBeNM15ro
Why weren't they trusting me, why were they thinking that i need a psychiatrist?? 634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb69CAyFoAH
Next day, i woke up and with out any breakfast went to school. As i parked my car on the parking lot, i saw a group of student moving near my car. I grabbed my bag and moved out of the car. 634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPvVWK3BWI
The group came in front, and by seeing their faces, I guessed something bad was coming. Rose came out in front, her rossy lip and white face glowing.634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigk7EhEJmz
She said, 634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoA5pvd8Bg
"So trissy, I hadn't known that you were a psycho beside a loser"!! 634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQ2E1b1NQB
As she said it, the whole group started to chuckle, some giggled while some gave me a look of pity. My eyes widened because only Josh and Liz had known this. Liz had promised me that she wouldn't tell any one634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeKwNtsXJa
which means.......no no no.........Josh had told every one.634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Wj47zb0Qe
Disappointment and betrayal sank inside me, I tried to move out but rose shoved me back and pinned me on my car door. 634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGDZIHg8YD
Two other boys grabbed my arms to control me, while Rose took my bag and unzipped it and shoved all my books out of it, then she threw my bag in the dirt. Then she looked me straight in the eye and barked,634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFKW3NHM8t
"Psycho and loser only deserves dirt and defeat, you don't even deserves to live, freak"!!634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3brrjAMNJ2
With this they all moved towards the class as the bell rang. I hurried and packed my bag which was so dirty. I ran towards my locker and saw that some one had painted two words on it. 634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BFK7j03US
"Psycho" and "Loser". 634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfs6RI5Czf
Tears threatened to come out but i controlled my emotions. When I came in the Bio class, I saw every one had settled. Mr.Dimitri saw me and waved me inside. As i entered the class, I heard whispers saying psycho, fool, mad!! I hurried towards my seat beside Josh who was looking straight ahead.634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76eHrHirOk
After i settled I asked him634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSlszVTvOa
" Why did you told everyone about it"!! 634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAvo1H40u2
He looked at me in surprise and said634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9F6stWEDG
" Why would i tell any one"?? 634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2rQbuPrbo
I was surprised after hearing this. I asked, 634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFQbu8CJ0A
"Then who told this"??634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15CR5MS3R1
He hesitated a moment and then said634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAelY4wLSn
" Liz"!! 634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3eRLf0jm7
I was moved by this answer.634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzs1jfMRks
No no no, Liz could not betray me, this cannot be happening. I hurried and glanced at Liz who was sitting beside Owen. As our eyes met, she glanced away. 634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeLKx6FuHe
My heart gave a loud Thump. 634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupstsZKX9i
It was Liz who had told Rose, but why??? 634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxwgATknzk
After the class was over, i moved towards the cafeteria and saw that Liz was sitting at Rose table. I moved towards Liz but Rose blocked my path and said,634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XvAbBn6CM
"She don't want to talk to you"!! 634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOglDUuUYDr
Adrenaline rushed through my blood and i said634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3ILQWmY6T
" Its none of your business, she is my best....."!! 634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5HBJfKesn
"She was "!! Rose interrupted me. 634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXI3QNeqUq3
"Now she is mine, oh i miscalculated a bit, she was mine from the very first day, Tris, I planted her with you and asked her to be your friend, Do you know Liz is my bestie?? When, from the very first day you both joined hands, we were laughing because this all was a prank, today you lost you filthy creature and I am victorious again"!!634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulUN2nJmgi
I stepped back because this was now my end. Tears came out of my eyes, I glanced at Liz but she didn't meet my eyes.634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXjbktKd5A
With this i moved out of the school with every thing left behind. I started my car and drove away!!634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucja20wOxQ
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